Been Feeling Horrible Lately!!! My Friends Have Been Completely Eager In Their Continuation To Treat

been feeling horrible lately!!! ❤️ my friends have been completely eager in their continuation to treat my favourite character like a sex object, and now the only topic that makes me happy anymore has been tainted when it comes to talking about him to my friends!

absolutely amazing, how disgustingly sexual their words can be in general, and now they've dumbed my comfort character into "the BDSM man". when i try talking about him again, they make sexual jokes about him.

i'm tired of it all. i don't want to hear these jokes anymore. i don't like sexual jokes but that's simply their sense of humor, and i don't know how else to talk to them except begrudgingly match their energy, and it's not like we share the same hyperfixation for them to do the same to me.

everyone talks about their problems to me., too. someone on the bus talked about their issues and sexual experiences to me. i don't care. i don't fucking care, you worthless piece of shit. i hope you die. i hope you drown in your sorrows. i don't care. i haven't cared. it's hard to care. i hope you stop talking forever. i hope you leave me alone so i can feel free and enjoy the things i enjoy again. i don't know why you're saying these things to me. i have better things to do. i can't do anything about your situation, and frankly, i don't see what gratification either of us get; from you telling this to me, and from me hearing it from you.

i just want to talk about the things i like :(

(tldr; i haven't been able to simply talk about my interests around my friends without one of them making some joke out of it, usually a sexual one too. also an acquaintance of mine dumped their drug and relationship problems on the bus to me yesterday)

WHAT?! 😭😭

Tell me I'm wrong cuz HOLY SHIT that boy has game

To further prove my point, I've seen him getting shipped with Dracula, Lyudmil, succubus, Death, Annette, Simon, Carmilla, Yoko etc

happy october :3

so this is basically their dynamic, in short

being a vampire. is WACK. as the human children say. i NEED blood plgease pleeaaassseeeee jjst a little tiny sip ☹️ and a cool lookjing hunter to slander me and have an eternal war with PLEASSSEEE it is no want, it is a Need