I'm Bisexual Which Means I'm Attracted To This Guy Who Has Autism And Has Been Doing Well For Years

I'm bisexual which means I'm attracted to this guy who has autism and has been doing well for years

YA'LL I FUCKIN CANT

I'm asexual which means I'm attracted to the exit.

Well...I mean...accurate?

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*CRIES FOREVER* EMOTIONAL DAMAGE-

I’ll Stay With You Till The Break Of Dawn (angst oneshot)

⚠️Trigger Warnings⚠️

Hurt/comfort, memories of religious abuse, childhood trauma, thoughts of suicide, hypnosis, nightmares, self blaming, mentions of age regression.

Ship:

Pastel Techno x Licorice

Characters:

Pastel Techno (🎤)

Licorice (💀)

Poison Mushroom (🍄)

Pomegranate (♦️)

Aunt Mahalabia

Mille-feuille

Toxipop (🍬)

Cream Unicorn (🦄)

That night, Pastel Techno Cookie came back to the dark table room feeling defeated from losing another argument with Toxipop Cookie. Since Toxipop Cookie broke out of jail, all of her friends and fans mocked Pastel Techno Cookie for being successful, then they attacked her supporters as revenge too. She sat down on her chair and looked down at the table. Eyes darkened as she thought to herself: "Maybe she's right, maybe I am just an attention seeking brat who deserved nothing." But then she heard a voice coming behind her.

♦️: "Is something troubling you?"

It was Pomegranate, only checking if she was okay. She lifted her head to look at her.

🎤: "Toxipop Cookie is back, and she's still getting on my nerves. She's corrupted my mind with these thoughts she casted, and I don't know why..."

Pastel sighed, Pomegranate knows how hurt she is. But she know what she can do to help.

♦️: "Is she really? Is she making you feel this way? ...Perhaps my mirror shall reveal what your fate shall be if the situation you're in keeps going."

Pastel nodded as she looked at Pomegranate's mirror, started to feel hypnotized. Then it magically revealed something horrifying. An image of her "hanging" in flower vines, and flowers blooming from her dough. Tears of sorrow and fear stream down from her hypnotized eyes, softly sobbing as she saw it.

♦️: "I see, so you do feel unsafe around her. These thoughts she fills you leading you to your fate as I see the tears of fear streaming down. Did you really think ending yourself would make cookies the smiles upon their faces? Hm... perhaps I can help you change your fate somehow."

Pomegranate said as she lifts Pastel's chin gently.

♦️: "Choco Berry Cookie, your love for Licorice Cookie is one the ways to help, even though it disturbs me many times. And I sense your mental health is running thin. Whatever happens to you, we cannot let you fall in the same fate like what our master did in the past. I pray for your safety as we speak. Either way, we might be able to find our way to get rid of these thoughts."

More tears streaming down, sobbing slowly gets louder.

♦️: "Hush now, Choco Berry Cookie, I shall sooth your mind with a lullaby spell."

Pomegranate said as she casted a lullaby spell on Pastel. She stopped crying as her eyelids are getting heavy.

♦️: "Rest well, Choco Berry Cookie. I'll soon get Licorice Cookie to hold you until the break of dawn."

Pastel finally starts to fall asleep, just then Poison Mushroom walked in to check on the two cookies.

🍄: "Pomegranate Cookie..? Is Pastel okay..?"

Pomegranate turns around to see Poison Mushroom being concerned.

♦️: "Oh, your dear friend is having a hard day on herself, and her rivals were so very cruel to her. So I decided to help clear her mind."

She told them as she carried Pastel to her room

🍄: "Poor Pastel Techno Cookie, I hope she gets better soon. I found lots of Raspberry shroomies from the the Hollyberry Kingdom, I'll give some to her when she wakes up."

♦️: "That's wonderful, Poison Mushroom Cookie."

She said as she puts Pastel down to bed. As the two leave the bedroom, hours past as the soothing lullaby spell starts to wear off, and Pastel Techno began to dream about the horrors of her childhood past and her fate. And the thoughts kept coming back.

Aunt Mahalabia Cookie: "Such a disrespectful child, always reject the following rules of our Monastery. If she keeps up with her unacceptable behavior, she will never see the holy light of our godly makers!"

Mille-feuille Cookie: "Maybe she still has a childish mindset. If he can refresh her mind, she'll be as kind, truthful, and obedient."

🎤: "No... stop...!"

Aunt Mahalabia Cookie: "What an excellent idea, mother. I shall bring her, and we'll clean the filth of her mindset."

🎤: "Stop...! no more..!!"

Toxipop Cookie: "Aw, what's the matter, "Princess"? Jealous of my victory over you? Ahahaha!!"

The voices of her Aunt, grandmother, and Toxipop kept spouting into her head. She stepped back in fear then bumped into something behind her. She screamed and collapse as she saw a frame of her future death. It's staring at her so soullessly with pitch black eyes. She gets up and runs away from the frame and into a pitch black room. She got tired of running, so she lays down and sobbed. Back outside her dream, her Unicorn plush doll is sitting there on her mirror dresser, and it starts glowing. In her dream, the pitch blackness starts to fade to a purple dreamy world. She stopped crying and looked around. Purple fluffy clouds are below her feet, and the sky is full of stars.

🎤: "Wh... what is this..?"

Suddenly, she heard a clip clops sounding like a horse behind her. She turns around to see a white and colorful unicorn with a sparkly cape and butterflies surrounding them. A silence between the two for a minute or two, then she sighed.

🎤: "Why would I deserve this place? All I did is to make things worse. I deserve nothing but becoming crumbs, not this. Everyone would be better off without me, Toxipop Cookie was right after all..."

She said as she sits down with tears flowing down. The unicorn sat down in front of her.

🎤: "I'm such a horrible cookie..!! I deserve to face the consequences of my existence..! Even though I wanted to go back to be young again..."

More tears keep streaming down. The Unicorn changes to their cookie form, and walked to her. Wiping her tears away and holding her hands gently.

🦄: "You don't have to feel this way, Choco Berry Cookie. And I know how you feel too."

They said in a gentle tone. She looked up to see the unicorn as their form of a cookie.

🎤: "W-what do you mean."

🦄: "You are such a wonderful cookie through the years of your hometown, the Hollyberry Kingdom. Your parents, your cousin, your fans, even you lover Licorice Cookie. They all love you, and everything you do for them. Even Licorice Cookie had the same problems like you do, and you knew how to show your love and kindness to him."

🎤: "Wait a minute... you're the plush I got from my birthday and came to life in my dreams, right?"

🦄: "Why yes, I am!"

They said as she starts to have a sudden realization.

🎤: "So you're... Cream Unicorn Cookie..!?"

🦄: "Yes, you do remember me!"

They quickly gave her a hug as she finally remembered them. She hugged back sobbing.

🦄: "Look at you, all grown up! I could've been more proud of you! The first time I saw you, I couldn't imagine how precious you were back then!"

They both break the hug holding both hands.

🦄: "Maybe someday when you start dreaming again, I'll take you to a place where you feel safe and happy, Cookieland.”

🎤: "Y-yeah, that's sounds nice."

She sniffled as they hand out her childhood blanket, and she wrapped the blanket around her body as they both lie down.

🦄: "Remember that your inner child will always love you no matter what. Don't end your life this way, and embrace the warmth and comfort of your childhood."

🎤: "Th-thank you, Cream Unicorn Cookie..."

They said as they both cuddled in each other's arms.

(Small time skip)

An hour has pasted til midnight, Pastel wake up to see Licorice Cookie waking her up all worried sick.

💀: "Pastel, w-wake up! Are you alright..?"

She can tell he's worried for her. She teared up and hugged him.

🎤: "*sniffle* L-Licorice Cookie..."

💀: "Hey, shh.. I'm here. Everything's okay now.. I'm so sorry that Toxipop Cookie made you feel this way, Pomegranate told me you've been hurt mentally."

Licorice knows what he learned from his beloved girlfriend, love and comfort. Pastel calmed down a bit.

💀: "Now, do you need anything? You've been crying so much, I could get you something to drink if you'd like."

Suddenly he noticed the unicorn plush doll sitting on her mirror dresser. He grabbed and hand it to her.

💀: "I think you need this, right."

🎤: "Mhm.."

She hugged the unicorn doll, then Licorice grabbed his baby blanket he's been keeping for some time, and wrapped it around her body. They both lay down on the bed cuddling.

💀: "I'll Stay With You Till The Break Of Dawn, okay? I love you, Pastel Techno Cookie."

🎤: "Okay, I love you too."

He kissed her forehead went to sleep with her in his arms cradling her. She thought to herself: "Cream Unicorn Cookie... I thank you for being here in my dreams with me. I never knew you were watching over me this entire time growing up. And at this age, I haven't felt so...

.

.

.

.

.

Little."

(P.S damn I'm getting so emotional writing this oneshot 🥹)

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Why not both?

POV: Licorice shows up at your door

Do you accept his flowers or do you accept him ❓🤔

T-tiddy....

I never drew this guy and i should more