Hi, Guys!! Sorry For Not Posting Anything This Week, But There Is The Update!

Hi, guys!! Sorry for not posting anything this week, but there is the update!

During this week, I’ve talked more with the new guy on the class, and today we’ve been taking during the whole playground time, without awkward silences (which is quite good, because we used to have so many awkward silences before).

I do like this boy, and I think that being his friend might help me to feel better with myself and he’s new in the school, so he does need new friends.

I’m really enjoying this process, and I like that fact of making new friends! It’s really exciting!

Update 19th day: We didn’t talk to each other that day…

Update 20th: This day he was the first person who typed to each other, which means that he kinda cares. (I guess) We talked about the weekend and then he sent me a video of him talking and showing the clothes which he had bought that day. He’s pretty nice, also kinda gay! I’ve told him that day I’m gonna send him a video about what I bought yesterday, so later I’ll send it.

Day 1 talking to the new guy of the class: On Friday 13th I decided to approach and talk to a new guy in my year, he’s not in my class, he’s in the other class but he’s in the same year. We were a little awkward but He was a really calmed and nice guy.

Day 2 talking to the new guy of the class: Today, Monday 16th I’ve wanted to talk to him again. He didn’t remember my name so he asked me for it and then we had a kinda awkward conversation cuz there were some awkward silences, however, I did like to be with him cuz I like his personality. He doesn’t like sport like me, so perfect!

I do want to be his friend, but idk if he wants to too, I’d like to know what he thinks about me, but by the moment I’m his only friend (apart from one annoying girl who’s following me whenever I’m with him…)

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

Today’s update is probably the most interesting update that I’ve ever typed.

Day 3 talking to the new guy in the class: Okay, today when I saw him I went with him and we had a little talk but he was as kind as usual, and today he’s been less shy and I liked that.

However, some of my friends came and then we had like 15 people with us, and one girl told him that she’s in love with him and he was really embarrassed cuz he’s shy. Then he told her that he wouldn’t hang out with her, so she left.

Then arrived like 25 people around us and it was kinda uncomfortable cuz I know them but he doesn’t and he’s quite shy.

Anyway, when the playground time ended, we went to class and I told him not to mind about that girl and well tbh idk why it’s happened this.

At least I think that every day we’re being more friends and I do hope that he wants to be my friend cuz he’s very very kind and I want to be his friend too.

Marjorie just hits so fucking different… 💔

#Evermore