Hiii! Sorry Guys That Ive Just Disappeared From Tumblr, But I Just Didnt Have Time.

Hiii! Sorry guys that I’ve just disappeared from Tumblr, but I just didn’t have time.

Well, yesterday we walked a little around the city and chatted and it was just amazing, I mean I can’t believe that I’m kinda dating a guy.

He’s sooo nice, I’m just wondering what he thinks about me, cuz what if he doesn’t like me back? This was the second “date” so I think that he does like me cuz if he doesn’t, why would he accept a second “date”?

Hits different… hits different because it’s you 💙

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

Update 31st day (I think): Okay, during this week, we’ve talked some days about random and worthless stuff, but it doesn’t matter, at least we’ve talked to each other.

Anyway, the important thing is that today he’s typed and and he’s asked me to meet up soon (next week). I can’t even explain how I feel, cuz I’m going to see him for the first time and I need him to like me. I’m so nervous!!!

Omg I can’t believe this!

But idk what I want, and idk if I’d be comfortable with him, like, this is a really great opportunity, like, he might be my first boyfriend! And I’m not sure about that, like, I need to solve some stuff about being bi and you know, that kinda stuff.

But I can’t believe this 😭😭

30th day talking to the new guy on the class: Guys, I’m so sorry that I’ve kinda forgotten this section, but it’s just been really good with him. He’s really king and I do feel really comfortable with him, I really want to be his friend.

We’ve talked almost every day and if we continue like this for more month more o less, I think that he’ll consider me as a friend.

I’m so happy that finally I’ve been able to make a new friend (because all the others weren’t my friends, actually; and I don’t really like them) so I do love the fact that I’ve had the opportunity of meeting a new person, and be able to be with a friend who I care and like.

Day 4 talking to the new guy in the class: Today, haven’t talked too much, I’d say two or three minutes, no more than that.

Cuz some girls arrived and they kinda stole him, so I didn’t know anything about him, though he was sitting next to me, just with one girl in the middle of us.

Idk, I hope that on Monday we’ll have a better conversation and we’ll be talking to each other, cuz I’d say that I’ve been trying to be his friend for more that a week!