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finally seeing a therapist apparently I've been through a lot for someone my age. I'm getting better and I'm glad for that.
Sometimes I think about the fact that if I finally did killed myself all of my friends would be shocked that I was struggling in the first place. I've always been told I'm a great performer, I'm afraid that's going to be my downfall.
I am a disappointment.
I want someone to notice so badly but I know what would probably happen if they did so I just stay in constant conflict with myself
Does anyone have any tips on dealing with self loathing. I've always had a strong disdain for myself but since graduating highschool I feel like it has skyrocketed to a point where I'm genuinely afraid of what I might do to myself.