[text By Me. Whatever The Fuck This Is..]

[text by me. whatever the fuck this is..]

possible TW

You know those things..

Those things you'll never tell another living soul. The ones that cut you up so deep inside. The ones that left you torn and scarred.

Oh, how they will torment you..

How they will take away all the trust you'd ever hope to find in another human being. How lost you'll feel walking this earth.

How they will eat away at you..

How they will devour all your hopes and dreams. How they will rob your soul of all the love you want to give and feel. How they'll destroy your entire sense of self.

You do not realize it yet..

But you are in fact not still alive. You know those things inside. They never scarred, they never had the chance. They were too deep and you bled out.

You died that day.

An edit from an old shoot. [same one as the avatar]

*laughs in violent recognition*

I do this [and tapping my fingers together] quite a lot when my surroundings start to really overwhelm me and/or I need to stay focused on something. Seeing it from this prespective though, I realize it must look like I'm trying to restrain myself from murdering someone.. 😂

💜💜🦈 Go send this to ten of the people who make you happy or to someone you think needs cheering up. If you get some back, even better! And have a lovely day 🦈💜💜

Dgbcxjf.. thank you 🥺🖤🖤

Okay, here come my morons I guess.

First: Brutus [2yr old. The baby. Apparently he got stuck when he was born and I'm hardcore convinced it made him a bit special.. Keeps forgetting to put his toung back in after cleaning himself. Love him nonetheless, tho. Sweetest boi ever.]

Second: Storm [3yr old Maine Coon mix. Lives up to her name. Energetic fucking idiot. Give me some of that lifeforce please.. She's also real clingy and cozy when she wants to, tho. Purrs like a fucking lion.]

Third: Bimbo [16yr old halfblind real cranky ass lady-bitch who hates everyone and everything. Probs why I like her honestly. Fucking relatable.. 💀 also likes to lay on my chest and stare me in the face while I try to fall asleep.]

Oh my fucking god am I tiered..

If anyone wants to beat me to death with a baseball bat this is your time to shine. I've got one of them walking dead lookin ones with barbed wire, free to use. I can even leave a note saying I did it myself, y'all cleared for this one. First to claim the prize gets it.. I'm the human piñata. 💀🪅

Let me just finish my breakfast taco..