I've Mentioned Before That I've Never Wanted Children.. That Is True. Exept For When They Died. Right

I've mentioned before that I've never wanted children.. that is true. Exept for when they died. Right then I really wished we did.. purely for selfish reasons of course.

But at the time I couldn't stop thinking that if we did there'd still be something left of them in this word.. and maybe that vast emptiness I felt wouldn't have been as overwhelming if I'd had a part of them still with me to love and care for..

Me and Brutus.. 🖤

Just finished rewatching The Cell and it reminded of this pic I took that's been laying in my drafts since spring 💀 [Really been on top of the posting game on here, ey?] Anyway.. I liked the contrasting colors with the bright blue sky and the pink petals.

And back into the abyss I go.. 🤘

Two middle aged women passing me and friend on the street.

Friend: Did you see the woman on the right? I loved her hair.

Me: Nah.. I only noticed them bitching about how people on welfare is taking their money..

Friend: ..... I changed my mind. She looked so fucking stupid omg.

Me having a cold and cooking dinner:

I'm gonna make this chicken so fucking spicy it burns a hole in my throat and makes my nose hairs fall out.. 💀

If I don't have a taco in my mouth within the hour I'm gonna be one cranky motherfucker..