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I’ve mentioned before that I suspect Jung Kook has ADHD. Again, I don’t know that for sure, but these characteristics are so familiar to me, someone with ADHD, that it just adds to all the reasons I think he might.
The overthinking, thoughts spiraling from one into the other and branching out right when you need to fall asleep. The sensory sensitivity. Idk. Just thoughts. I’m sure neurotypical people experience these things too, especially those with anxiety. Just combined with other things he’s said it makes me wonder.
Inside me, something seethes. Inside me, some feral animal claws at my ribcage, trapped.
Molly McCully Brown, from Places I've Taken my Body: Essays
I feel like, with all the focus on "I can fix them" and "I can make them worse" there's not enough attention paid to "They can make me worse."
That's what I'm looking for. The "I like you, how about I help you/force you to throw off the shackles of conventional morality so we can be terrible together."
That's the good stuff.
Get Bad!Futured idiot!
I look upon my empty and broken empire, only to realize maybe it was never mine to begin with.
Ok, NG+ fanfics (basically time travel but the lead character maintains their memories of the previous "save/playthrough") with Joker as the lead is fine and makes sense but I also feel like it's overused and the boy needs a break from all the bs.
So, may I propose this?
Royal = NG+ Maruki or Sumi (complete with coherent arc and character development for the latter)
Strikers = NG+ Sophia or Zenkichi
Hell, you can even use another member of the group or all of them if you wish! Just something different and again giving Joker a break for once. Idk, that's just me really.
I watch Supernatural with my mom, and since we both been busy, we can’t watch it together. (We ain’t watching the rest of the last season without the other, either.)
But, I have been spoiled.
Now, I whine and whimper when I see “Destiel”
And I haven't even seen it yet.
I really wanted to ask....
If one of your very close relatives, are operated; and these ones are probably ones you dislike the most, yet you feel a sense of relief to see the operation successful. Also, you feel pained to see their condition.....why?
Meeting someone who you really understand and who understands you is such a wild experience because imagine all the things that had to go right in this world for us to meet like this - all of those little decisions that led us to each other on that day.
And knowing that even if you’ve grown apart, or even if you haven’t spoken in years, that weird little perfect bond you had will always be there in both of your minds.
I need a Nayeon and Ariana Grande collab now!! Oh, and this album is so good it has a 2000s R&B vibe to it. I also love her song with Julie's her verses were so good!!౨ৎ⋆ ˚｡⋆
-geordi and cutie who decide to just be friends,
-cutie who has changed their old ways and enters a new relationship with someone else…
-geordi who resents the fact that this person is in a relationship with a changed cutie while he had to endure an unhealthy relationship with them.
Someone once said that humans aren't supposed to work 40 hours a week, and we're supposed to have time for leisure. I think that's a beautiful thing
I finally got to finish The Sandman Season 1.
And i notice something.
He is very powerful. He can inflict punishments and bring his wrath and other things. He… is a bit like the Weeping Angels from Doctor Who. he is scary and unpredictable. The Doctor (10) described the Weeping Angels as “probably the kindest way to kill humans” because of their inability to physically and directly hurt you. They touch you, send you back in time, and let you live and die naturally in that lifetime. Or suffer whatever fate that that time era will inflict on you. Morpheus is similar. He delivers punishments in the form of “gifts”, his words. He can give you exactly what you want, if it fits his abilities. Now he isn’t kind. He was never kind in his intentions. Neither were the weeping angels. They’re aliens who feed on energy. Sending people to the past, then feed on the energy. You can’t ask them to send you back.
I guess that the main difference is that Morpheus does it al because he’s emotional, while the weeping angels does it all out of survival.
I want to know every detail of every person that has ever existed.
You will never see me walk faster than when I got places to be and I want to put on lipstick before I leave
-Noctis
Autumn, orange trees, hot coffee, gilmore girls, pumpkins, cute outfits, rainy nights, cinnamon rolls, Stephen King books, candles.
Rambling :/
I feel like I could make my dreams into really good horror movies or just thrillers
is it weird that a lot of times when I wake up from the most terrifying dream I have the best sleep?
I want to at least write short stories inspired by the dreams I have because my imagination is going down the drain rn :}
Due to listening to Herald of Darkness too much, anytime I hear "So Sad," I respond with, "But True" and "So True" with "Who Knew?" It'll be stuck wedged there forever and I will live with that lol
My asexual sex demon
Thinking about how Kazimier falls under the Asexual spectrum, which is surprising to some since the character has a lot of sex in my story/is a sex demon.
For most of the book, he's not getting intimate because he wants to, necessarily. It's not exactly noncon, either. It's just.. food. Incubi in my world aren't able to consume regular food once they come into their powers, they survive on lust. He's gone through periods of his life cursing his heritage, angry at that persistent hunger, ignoring it in ways that only a neurodivergant can understand (here's your reminder to drink or eat something, dear reader). He'd rather be untouched, untangled, left to his thoughts. But instead of pain in his stomach it's the strain in his pants that tears him away. When he finally feeds he does so ravenously, with indulgence and intensity that would make anyone believe that he revels in being a sexual demon. Once it's over, so is his interest in it, sexual relief bringing a mental relief that he's got several days until he has to entangle himself in someone else's pleasure once more.
I guess I'm saying that sexuality is multifaceted, and there's a lot of nuance to it. Hypersexuality and asexuality can be found in the same person without cheapening the experiences of those who only identify with one or the other or neither. And like, it's as ok to have ace characters have sex and be gritty self-proclaimed sluts (like Kazimier) as it is to write ace characters who never have sex or sexual urges (which I also have in my story).
Eeeeverything is a 3d spectrum, yall.