Please Take A Few Minutes To Read This!

Please take a few minutes to read this!

For those of you who can’t donate, I understand and no one is forcing you. If you can’t help with money, you can help with awareness.

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I hope everything comes together @lover-of-skellies and I hope your mom is doing okay.

Rambles about heavy subjects under the cut

So uhhhhhh

I never thought I'd have to make a post like this, because it just feels weird and I'm not sure what to do or how to phrase things, but

My grandpa died yesterday. I wasn't there when my mom received the call from the hospital, I just heard about it from my sister. My sister and I were never really all that close with him because of some issues within the family, and our mom wasn't too close with him for a while either, but she'd made amends with him. She'd go see him, pick him up for holiday dinners and gatherings so he could be with us and be a part of the family again, and then she'd take him home. He was a diabetic, so she'd even taken on reminding him to take his meds and things, whenever he was with us. I can't tell you how many times she went to the little bar where he liked to go sing karaoke every Tuesday night (I believe. I think it was Tuesday, but it could've been another day of the week, too)

Even though my sister and I weren't really ever close with him, he meant practically the world to our mom. She's been talking to some people, since he didn't have a will or anything written up. His passing was sudden and unexpected, so now everyone's scrambling to figure out the details for what to do with him

We don't have a lot of money. Sometimes it's hard scraping by, as is. My mom works at a hospital, my sister started working at a pet store, and I'm fighting with the social security people to try getting disability. I've been denied probably 3 times already, but I'm still trying my hardest to get through to them

The cheapest option for funeral stuff for my grandpa is cremation, but even then, that's $3000. We don't have that kind of money. His girlfriend's pastor chipped in maybe $500, I think, but beyond that, I'm not sure. I feel like I need to do something to help this situation, since my mom absolutely doesn't need this financial issue on her shoulders. She has a lot to worry about already as things currently stand, and I feel bad that I can't do more for her, but. All I can do is this. Making a post, rambling about the situation, and maybe asking if people could consider donating a little to my Ko-Fi

Donations would help a lot tbh, and I think my current donation goal was set to like... $200 - $250, something like that, but. It's a start. There are some things in my shop you can buy, I'm gonna try to add more soon, and I have commissions open, even though I haven't drawn in ages

I feel really icky about doing this and asking for donations, because I know that for a lot of us, money is tight, and I understand that things aren't cheap anymore. $300 used to get you a heaping cart of groceries that'd last a while, but now, it barely covers enough to last 2 weeks

I.... don't really know how to finish this post off, or how to properly close it, so. Again, donations would be greatly appreciated and it'd help a lot, and I'd be so, so grateful for every cent of it. It's not an obligatory thing by any means. You don't HAVE to donate, and if you can't afford to, I completely understand

Ashes

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From my AU; Ashes & Flesh (more on that some other time)

Ashes Sans is from a genocide timeline. His counterpart being Bones Sans from the pacifist timeline; Skin & Bones(also more details some other time)

Sans’ scarf can be controlled, stretched, and shrunk by the will of the wearer. Papyrus made himself, Sans, and Dr. Gaster these scarves. (Scarves are not sentient)

His clothing choice is tough gloves, cozy blue slippers, his scarf(obviously), and a reversible cloak that’s dark grey one way and stark white the other. While dark grey, Ashes wears his scarf over the hood. While white, he hides the dark blue scarf under the hood. The cloak was made specifically for hiding in Waterfall and Snowdin. It’s already difficult to see in Waterfall but Snowdin will not hide you unless you are just as bright.

Might show the white variant someday.

I might open asks for the winner~

I have an ask for Bean and the gang!

Does Dust ever get comfortable around Bean? Who is Bean's favorite?

Dust does loosen up after Bean’s first words

Masterlist

“Buba Dus” = “Brother Dust”

Killer denies teaching Bean the word “brother.”

Bean’s favorite is Dust, surprisingly.

Why you gotta call me out like that?

It really is not funny and you should never joke about it

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN