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random thought

Does anyone else’s teeth just get really (itchy??(uncomfortable??)) when they write on a pencil?? Or am I just weird

Genuine SVSSS angst thoughts, but I've always been curious about what SQQ would have done if, in his downward spiral (Jinlan city arc would be BRUTAL for this, but I'm thinking during Plantzun era), Binghe had actually killed LQG. On one hand, that's the plot fulfilled. LQG was always meant to die in the story and nobody is allowed to challenge the protagonist. On the other hand...LQG is the one character that broke SQQ's preconceived notions from the start. He's SQQ's first plot-breaking action, a true test of his ability to be OOC, proof that he CAN change things. He's also SQQ's friend. SQQ runs away from his feelings until he can't, doesn't take the story seriously (or thinks he doesn't) until it's clear to him that it hurts others, constantly reinforces and justifies his unwillingness to do anything about The Problem of Luo Binghe with idea that the world will bend to LBH's whims and there's nothing he can do to stop it unless it's to help Binghe or himself specifically. He's never had to face losing another person through that passiveness, through The Plot as he allows it, through LBH as the vessel carrying out that loss. What kind of mental gymnastics would he have to do to get over it, knowing that he emotionally processes pretty much 0% of what happens to him? Could he even manage that? Given a redo, what would he do? He can't convince LQG to NOT protect him, not after saving his life, and not saving his life is unacceptable. He can't leave LQG's rescue to anyone else, knowing that it's part of The Plot that he'll die! He can't run away - the system will never allow that, role-locked as he is. Just SQQ trying to play 5D chess against The System, having absolutely no idea that LBH never wanted him to die to begin with, making incredibly convoluted choices to keep LQG alive...and, as a consequence, himself (not even temporarily dying!!), since the idiot will apparently DIE for him. Force-grinding LQG's cultivation with wife plots and artifacts and eye-twitching intensity as LQG begins to suspect that there's something SQQ is afraid of.

REMEMBER THAT TIME SQQ WANTED TO SEE LQG'S FACE WHEN HE CUMS SEND POST SENDPOST--

// LIUSHEN VENT POST

I'm like super upset about the amount of bingliushen posts under liushen tag.

Because if I look up liushen it means I only want to see Liushen. Not bingliushen, not bingqiu and Liu Qingge pining and suffering at the back.

Liushen under liushen tag.

It's already a rareship and instead of getting my crumbs of content I see literally anything else instead of actual supposed content under the tag. It's annoying and honestly upsetting.

Man, I want to see MY fistional gays, not other fictional gays you know.

Just tag your stuff properly, I'm begging.

AU where they both died and now have to cooperate to get their bodies back but lqg is too busy having a crisis to be useful