I Am Certainly Having Fun With This Too
I am certainly having fun with this too
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٠ ࣪⭑ KARMA.- Scaramouche x reader

。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 22. Never drinking again TW. Drug usage




You looked away from the group chat for a moment at the man stirring next to you, he quietly groaned before holding his head, struggling to open his eyes from the bright light.
“Morning…” you looked down at him nervously,
“Y/N…you’re still here” he sat up for a moment, blanket falling showing his bare chest,
“Did we…?”
“Huh…oh no…I don’t think, gods this hangover is a nightmare” he flopped down on the bed, for a moment you looked around at his room, noticing the large amount of empty bottles, “I think we just got violently high and passed out…sorry about that love”
“Nono don’t worry about it…” you giggly slightly, “Doesnt this always happen at parties with us anyway?” He met your eyes for a moment, smirking before sitting up once more,
“I suppose…but who am I to resist when a pretty person comes in asking to join” you groan slightly at his flirty, it was common place now for you and Kazuha.
“I’m gonna take a shower and probably head out, got these clothes are awful the day after”
“Just grab some of mine love, enjoy the shower I’ll see you soon” he waved his hand, already lying back down to get some more sleep. You opted for a simple baggy top and black joggers, “Oh and Y/N…” you looked over at the man lying infront of you “you shouldn’t use drugs to solve your problems” He smirked at you, before rolling over and finally closing his eyes.
“Oh you’re one to talk.” You rolled yours, giggling slightly before leaving the room.
Honestly, it looked like a bomb had gone off in the living room. Bottles, cans, assortments of clothing or random items out of place. And I’m the middle of it all Childe passed out on the living room floor. You giggle to yourself, rushing to the bathroom to take a quick shower.
You got out. Got changed into Kazuhas clothes and opened the door, and before you stood the only person you didn’t want to see. Scaramouche for a moment looked shocked…looking you up and down seeing the clothes you were in and the messy state of a hangover, before making a slightly grumbling sound and escaping back to his bedroom. Slamming the door.
Yep that was the last straw. You needed to leave. And fast.





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Summary.- It’s been over 10 years since you last saw Kunikuzushi, back then he had blocked everyone and disappeared without a trace. Now, you’re in your second year of the Akademiya University. But what happens when a certain someone appears from your past, and now, with an entirely new personality?
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ꕤ 46. ma'am, with all due respect









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a kamisato ayato social media au
summary — it was only recently you found out kamisato ayaka was, in fact, not an only child after all! seeing ayato for the first time gave you the severest case of the butterflies but according to ayaka, he’s off limits, especially to you as her most treasured friend. well, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt, right?
notes — ey ayato sad boy era ?!
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Diluc Ragnvinder. A beautiful man he is. He owns a winery and has fiery red hair. His favourite drink is grape juice. Not wine. He hates wine. Even though he owns a winery. He had no choice really, but he does such a good job🥺. He doesn’t like the feeling of alcohol in his mouth. I don’t blame him. It tastes like iron and burned tomato’s. He's so closed off and depressed, and I want to be that happy bubbly girlfriend who makes his life happy again.
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a kamisato ayato social media au
summary — it was only recently you found out kamisato ayaka was, in fact, not an only child after all! seeing ayato for the first time gave you the severest case of the butterflies but according to ayaka, he’s off limits, especially to you as her most treasured friend. well, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt, right?
notes — lmao uh oh indeed
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➵ summary : Marlene asks how you and cloud met, but she didn’t expect the response she got.
➵fem!reader with she/her pronouns!
➵ warnings: none besides Cloud being adorable as usual! Possible spoilers and miss spelling…(-0-)
➵ authors note: I’m going to try to continue posting more often, but recently got a full time job at a bank, who would’ve thought hm? Anyways, requests are always open!!
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“How’d you and [N/N] meet, Cloud?” Stopping abruptly at the question, Cloud placed the plate he was scrubbing down on the sink and chuckled.
“I’m not sure you would want to know that, Mars. Probably less romantic as you may think.” Shoving a spoonful of the soup Tifa had made for her and Denzel that afternoon, she sat quietly.
Cloud was another father figure to her, always telling her such amazing stories about when he was a child now that he regain his correct memories, his experience with fighting sephiroth and saving humanity, but never once did he speak about the story of his lover.
He did talk about her all the time yes, but whenever Marlene asked about how they met, in her eyes she could tell that he was nervous.
‘Not until you’re older will I tell you.’
He told her one day when the group of them went out to see the stars together for a camping trip. Everyone went off to find firewood while Cloud stayed with the children just incase.
That was when she brought up the topic last time and was extremely frustrated whenever he brushed off her question but it was clear the blond was not budging.
That night was almost two years ago now and Marlene felt she had waited long enough to hear the story.
“Please tell me, I’ve been waiting ages Cloud!” She whined, playing with the small pieces of bread on the wooden table as she looked at his teal blue eyes.
“Fine fine, you’ll have to wash my bike for a week though.” He softly teased as he sat down next to her, ignoring her whines again.
He felt his hands start to sweat a bit his lip from nervousness but stay cool as he began.
FIVE YEARS AGO
You stood sternly as you ignored the eyes that stayed on your form, watching your every move as you waited.
It’s been 15 minutes already of waiting, although it wasn’t obvious on your face, you were becoming irritated.
After being thrown down here by Corneo’s goons, you just wanted to get this over with, find out what you needed and get the hell out of here.
Tifa, a girl you met in town was still sleeping on the floor as the sleep dust was still in her system.
The two of you met long before, occasionally going to the bar to discuss things about Avalanche.
Although you wouldn’t say you were necessarily part of the movement, you still offered the help when she needed it.
She was always understanding and sweet with you, definitely a weakness for you when you saw how distressed she looked when she was suddenly in a room upstairs with you and three other men.
You agreed to come with her, agreeing you’d try to help get information on why those men were asking about avalanche earlier and you both came to terms that if either of you were picked, save the other once information was learned.
You stood near her, not saying a word as you glared at the men grabbing the both of you as your eyes were becoming weaker.
The next thing you knew, you were down here for god knows how long, anxiously waiting.
It didn’t help you had such a skimpy dress that left little to no imagination on what hid underneath.
You stood straighter when the goon that was in the room watching suddenly left, closing the door as you heard noise from up above.
“Tifa? Wake up, I hear someone coming.” You whispered softly as you started to shake her softly, waiting for her to open her pretty red eyes.
A groan came from her as she slowly woke up, but sat up quickly seeing the worried expression on your face as you were shielding her from the people coming in.
Two more girls were thrown into the room, making you wince when the brunette unconsciously fell on her cheek rather harshly.
“Oh no.” Tifa whispered, going over to the blonde one while you made your way over to the other.
She was rather pretty, a red mark on her cheek started to rise when you quickly grabbed a wipe from your hidden thigh stash.
The stash was small, but it had all you needed incase of emergency’s. Definitely came in handy the more you hung out with Tifa and her friends. Always getting into trouble it seemed.
“Excuse me, can you hear me?” You asked as you patted her face ever so gently. Not firm enough to hurt but still enough to try to wake her up.
“Ughh dang it.” She groaned, and you watched as she rubbed her eyes tiredly.
You chuckled a bit, finally feeling relief that everyone in here was okay and you stood up quickly to help her up. She gave you a sweet smile, her eyes brightening up at the sight of you. She turned away from you quickly though as she looked over at Tifa excitedly.
“Hey Tifa! How’s it going?” She jogged over and greeted your friend who was very confused on who this girl was and why she was with cloud of all people.
“Oh right. I’m Aerith, a friend of clouds.” She greeted. You kind of zoned off as you walked over to the door, crossing your arms across your chest as you waited once again.
“…and that’s [Y/N]. She’s helping me out and she works with avalanche occasionally when I need her.” You gave a small smile and wave, looking to the blond who have you a firm nod of acknowledgment.
Besides the dress and makeup, he was rather pretty and very muscular it seemed as you watched the way his biceps would flex under the tight sleeves of the black dress he was rocking.
Tifa and Aerith continued to talk about what was going to happen and the plan, but Cloud seemed to have his attention (silently) on you.
You were (short/tall), with (long/short) hair that fit your face amazingly. You had soft makeup on with a pink soft lip that pulled your look all together. A nice black dress that hid the thigh strap just right and hugged you perfectly.
But he wasn’t going to talk to you yet. Not once he knew you could be trusted and the girls would be safe. That was the reason he was here, so why did he care so much for a stranger that seemed more than capable of herself.
Tifa seemed to trust you and Aerith already liked you, so why was he so hesitant towards you?
It wasn’t until later on when the four of you were thrown down to the sewers when he was noticing how you prioritized everyone else’s safety over yours the whole time.
When the big monster first attacked you, you grabbed the girls and jumped out of the way quickly. When the whisperers were surrounding and trying to hurt Tifa you were there guarding her.
Even when you were thrown and beat down numerous times, you were still fighting and backing the group up, trying to get back to the slums as quickly as possible.
Then after the three of you found Aerith again, did he seem to finally get you. You cherished the people around you, even if they did you wrong or had no idea who they were, you were still right there.
He admired you deeply for that.
When the group of you were at Aerith’s home after she was taken away, did he finally have a full conversation with you.
He was supposed to be sleeping, to get rested for the day ahead, but he just couldn’t seem to shut his eyes just yet.
So many thoughts ran through his mind. Tifa and her well being. Aerith and if she was okay or hurt. And, you.
You didn’t say much, didn’t show much emotion to him, but the moment you found out she was taken, did he see the way you tried to blink away the tears that were threatening to release.
He heard soft footsteps from outside of his room, making him slowly get up and walk out while trying to not wake the house up.
He saw the door to the room that you were sharing with Tifa open, meaning either of you could’ve left.
Taking a quick glance, he saw Tifa sleeping with tears streaming her cheeks and a distressed look on her sleeping face.
He sighed, wanting nothing more than to comfort her, but he had to make sure you were okay and why you were up so early.
He made his way outside, seeing you sitting on the small hill that was in the garden surrounded by all the flowers.
You were sitting there with your legs up to your chest, your arms resting on your knees with your face resting on them as well as you kept your gaze forward. He couldn’t see your face, but he didn’t need to when he could see the way your body shuddered.
“I should’ve been there to protect her and went with her to find Marlene. I should’ve done more to save everything, It’s all my fault, I’m so sorry.” He heard you cry silently.
He didn’t speak a word to you. What could he say? He was in the exact same boat as you, but with the little time you two would be alone while Aerith and Tifa did their own things together, he noticed how quickly you opened up to him about a lot of things.
Your parents both left you behind with your younger siblings. You had to take care of them at a young age, but your uncle was the one to teach you a lot of things. Your uncle was your best friend, and the day you lost him, you swore to work and protect harder.
Now your siblings were doing their own things, leaving you behind once again with no one and no support system. You had experience now though, and being able to help Avalanche really helped fill the void in your heart to be able to be around people like that again.
Jessie was your closest friend besides Tifa, and when he saw how much of a wreck you became when she died, it was evident everything was hitting you all at once. It didn’t help one bit when the plate fell, everything you knew of was gone in just a click of a stupid button.
Your loud sobs and the way you pushed your hands in your hair aggressively brought him back to reality as another breakdown began to take a toll on you again.
He made his way over, sitting down tensely as he had no idea what to do.
“Hey, calm down okay? Breathe, [Y/N]. Nothing is your fault, none of all of this is either of our faults. I feel…the same way you do. Aerith, she…she means a lot to me. I protect her, she protects me, and the cycle continues…but this time, I failed her. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore to be honest.”
Hearing a small chuckle and sniff, he took a glance over to you as you wiped your eyes with your hands.
“You must really like her hm? Can’t really blame you, she’s absolutely incredible and I…don’t know what I would be doing right now if she didn’t drag me along after we were done escaping the sewers.”
A small smile made its way onto his pink lips. He continued to watch the sky with you, the soft wind blowing the flowers softly and a comfortable aura surrounded the both of you, almost like she was there with you guys.
“So that’s it? You guys didn’t kiss or anything??” Marlene spoke with annoyance laced in her voice, completely oblivious that everyone was there listening.
Yuffie, Vincent, Tifa, Barrett, and you.
You giggled as you leaned from behind her and squished her cheeks.
“That story is for another day, starlight. Tifa wants you to go to bed now while your dad rests hm? I’m sure Denzel wants you to read to him to bed again.” Teasing slightly at the little girl who now seemed to zoom off to her room, you gave your lover a knowing smile.
“You speak beautifully, my love.”
Cloud scoffed, getting back up to continue washing his dishes but he held a smile as he placed a kiss on your jaw.
“Gross!” Yuffie stuck her tongue out in disgust while Vincent held a stoic look on his pale face but a tiny smile crept up on his lips.
“Let’s leave the love birds to it then. I need a nap.” Barrett scoffs and walked off, slinging an arm over Tifa and Yuffie as the four of them walked away.
You kept your gaze on them happily, but your eyes looked at Cloud in shock as he placed his lips on yours fully now while you weren’t looking just yet.
“What was that for?”
“What? I can’t kiss you?”
“Stop being such a smart ass and give me another one.”