Then I Proceeded To Change Everything BUT My Name Cuz I Can't Come Up With Anything

Then I proceeded to change everything BUT my name cuz I can't come up with anything

I just realised I desperately need a new name on here lmao

"Your favorite character is James Potter? That's so basic.."

Is it? Is it, because he's consistently looked over in this fandom. His woes and his struggled and his hurt is constantly over or forgotten in media and literature because nobody can stand an unhappy James potter. He's just some dumb guy who like regulus a little too much but to me he's so much more than that. He's sociable and insecure and anxious. He's afraid of being alone. He's afraid of everyone forgetting him some day. And so he's loud and abrasive and too much because he feels like he has to be. He feels as though the minute he stops talking everyone is going to go on with their lives and forget about James Potter. He's just a scared young boy who grew up before he wanted to. Always the therapist never the patient, always the owner never the dog. He was always caring for something and that made him kind of stoic. People like to say regulus never expressed emotions but I'd like to present to you James who didn't allow himself to express sadness. He was always everyone's everything and it wore him out. He was entirely burnt out by seventeen and he only found comfort in the shadow of what he once was. What he was supposed to be. His potential was wasted because of how much he loved everyone else. He gave up every piece of himself until he was nothing. A spool of yarn no thread to spare. A sun that shone his light to the stars, leaving himself in perpetual darkness.

And you don't GET that.

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Nothing just the fact that in Crimson Rivers James Potter literally kept Sirius alive after his games. He was there for him every moment and helped him, even when Sirius was violent. Even when he was angry and mean. He did everything for Sirius and singlehandedly saved his life. Also the fact that James literally sobbed the night before the games because he knew full and well he was going to die, for the sake of Sirius' brother. Nothing, just the fact that James went into the games without a sense of survival because he intended to be dead anyway. Nothing, just James hesitating to kill anyone and even setting up his own camp for everyone who came along. Nothing, just James breaking down on live television during the games because he didn't think he would ever get the chance to. Nothing, just James talking to Sirius to the screen, saying "Did you hear that, Sirius? in another universe we could have been brothers!" Nothing, just James Potter regretting every single person he killed even when he knew he had to. Nothing, just James potter enduring a fake relationship with a man he was genuinely in love with just for the public. Nothing, just James potter keeping regulus' hat and telling him where it would be so regulus could find it after he won. Nothing, just James potter threatening to kill himself a second time after regulus tried to sacrifice himself because he knew the games would save regulus. Nothing, just James Potter being scared and alone after the games.

I just realised I desperately need a new name on here lmao

Desperately in need of a girlfriend? Well let me tell you something-

See this is why I was hesitant on putting it there I'll remove it lmao I practically already have one it's not like I want anyone else