Reposting This Bc I Need A Reminder To Not Wait For That Burst Of Energy To Start Writing And To Just

reposting this bc I need a reminder to not wait for that burst of energy to start writing and to just do it.😔👍

Writing isn’t about waiting for some magical burst of motivation to hit you. If you’re sitting around waiting for the perfect moment, you’ll never get anything done. Writing is showing up on the bad days, when the words feel like they’re dragging through mud. It’s not glamorous, it’s work. But here’s the thing, every time you push through that struggle, you get stronger. You don’t write because it’s easy or fun all the time. You write because the story inside you needs to be told. So sit down, put in the hours, and watch what happens when you refuse to quit.

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nyz - wouldn't trade you for the world

CollegeAu! Ningning x gn!reader Ning Yizhuo stresses over losing losing track of you at a party due to past experiences.

warnings: alcohol consumption, drunk people, mentions of cheating and shitty exes.

word count: 507

a/n: hihi i'm not dead -yet lmao. sorry. been working on some stuff, still figuring out how i wanna lay things out, srry not v good at picking out pics for the header ajdhaljkdfakl. hope y'all r doing well. sorry if there's any grammatical errors and all that. also any feedback is greatly appreciated!

“Fuck” Ningning whispered to herself as she squeezed her way through the crowded room filled with drunk college goers.

Worry filled her stomach as she looked around the frat house hoping that history wouldn’t repeat itself. As much she wanted to trust you, Ningning couldn’t help but worry that instead of getting drinks like you said you would, she would find you with your tongue down some girl’s throat like she did with her last asshat of a boyfriend.

“Hey Aeri! Have you seen y/n?” Ningning screamed over the ridiculously loud music emanating from the large Bluetooth speakers scattered around the house.

“Ninnnggg! You look so stressed. You look liii-ke you need a drink girlll!” Aeri slurred, clearly not catching what the other girl asked her.

Ningning groaned at the drunk girl’s response, pulling her in closer to repeat the question.

“Aeri! Have you seen y/n? I lost them in the crowd, and I can’t find them anywhere!” Ningning frustratingly yelled.

Aeri’s eyes slowly grew wider as the words processed through her intoxicated brain.

“Y/n? You don’t think—”

“I’m trying not to!” Ningning shouted, interrupting the older of the two.

Ningning was trying her best to relax but it felt like worms were trying to eat their way through her guts, with how anxious she was feeling.

“I think I saw them in the living room! Near the snacks!”

Ningning quickly thanked her and bolted towards said area before the drunk girl could get another word in. The worst possible scenarios began running throughout her head as she got closer and closer to the snack table beside the dark green couches. Her height didn’t really help in the situation either, since it only made it harder to see in crowds of people moving in and out of the building. Her eyes instantly lit up after seeing the familiar red hoodie sitting on a L-sectional sofa as she scanned the surrounding area.

“Y/n!” Ningning called out while weaving between the mass of moving bodies in the room.

A wave relief came to her as she laid her eyes on you. The scene would have been comical if she weren’t so worried earlier.

“Hey Baby.” You mumbled guiltily, looking up with a mouthful of food.

“Yah! Where were you?" You had me so worried, you idiot!” Ningning says, shoving you.

“Sorry, I got distracted by the chicken buffalo dip. You want some?” You ask, holding up the crock pot that was in your lap.

Ningning gave one look to the puppy dog eyes you gave her and flicked your forehead.

“You should’ve at least said something so I wouldn’t have gotten so worried.” She sighed, nudging you over so she could sit down next to you.

“Sorry, baby. All my thoughts left my mind once I saw food.” You replied sheepishly, holding up a chip with buffalo chicken dip in front of her mouth.

Ningning rolled her eyes at the response but opened her mouth regardless. Despite all your idiotic tendencies, she wouldn’t trade you for the world.

actual clown moment. I was trying to write a fluffy 5 +1 fic but then all of a sudden it turned angsty

not sure if i should scrap that part and redo or naw

No they most certainly are NOT 😤

WIPs list(?)

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hi (￣▽￣*)ゞ astraeus here, sorry never actually posted anything, i keep starting fics and then never finish them bc I get an idea for another,,, then the cycle keeps repeating T^T im absolute clown.

^._.^ฅ anyways, imma write down a list of my wips to keep myself accountable and actually post something instead of ruminating lmao. (list is from most recent to oldest?) there's a chance that i might change the titles for some when i figure out smth better. i'll make sure to link the fic once it's posted though. (idk what order i'll be uploading them in though)

nyz - lovesick fool

kmj - just bros

nyz - rough morning

kcw - first concerts and favourites

phn - mommy???

yjm - centre of your universe

nyz - hard distraction (!★¡)

kcw - heated stress release (!★¡)

kcw - pining for her

lsfm - first impressions

jwy - dirty locker room affairs (!★¡)

sorry, one last thing. would it be better to keep the nsfw stuff on a secondary blog? (!★¡) tag for nsfw fics.

hope yall have a great day/night! ヾ(＾ ∇ ＾)