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ALR SO I WAS LAYING DOWN, JUST DOING A SHIFTING ATTEMPT AND I WAS LOSTENING TO A SUBLIMINAL. I was counting and when I reached 20, I affirmed something along the lines of "I got this" "I can shift" "tonight is the night" "tonight is the night I shift" AND SUDDENLY I FELT A PULL?
It was a pull deep inside of me that pulled me down quickly, alongside it I felt numb, I stopped feeling, and I felt hot on my skin yet cold inside? You know the feeling after pins and needls where your whole body is static? Yeah I experienced that except my whole body and I felt myself sink into my bed and immaterialize and warp?
My learning is that there is no such thing as a "sign", the only reason I didn't shift was because I jolted up. But that night was like any other night, it was just my mindset that changed.
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Daisy

"Free Palestine! Death 2 US Imperialism!"
Seen in Cebu City, Philippines
I love poetic dialogue that goes back in on itself




Cluny Brown (Ernst Lubitsch, 1946)
I would rather bungee jump while holding my own cord than not be able to wear the second fit of the first pic




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“I will no longer be complicit in genocide. I’m about to engage in an extreme act of protest, but compared to what people are experiencing in Palestine at the hands of their colonizers, it’s not extreme at all. This is what our ruling class has decided will be normal. Free Palestine!” – #AaronBushnell, last words
#FreePalestine #CeasefireNow
Art by @adhityazul (Insta).

“Happy in Gaza. The Palestinian desire for life.”
Photographed by Laura Junka-Aikio, 2004.
Orbs
Who wants beauty? Who needs it?
What do we gain? What do I gain?
What will I do with it? Do I bring it to parks? Do I push it's swing? Does beauty's weight even swing as a body? Does beauty like going to malls? Do I get beauty it's own clothes? Does beauty like food? Does it like Japanese food? Does ramen appease it? Does beauty have the money for it? Does beauty feed me? If so, what's it's value? Is it nutritional? Is it leisurely? Is it a snack? Is it a salad?
Is beauty sweet? Is beauty bitter? Is it best served hot or cold?
...
It's sour?
Then why would I eat it?
Is it edible?
Is it poisonous?
Is it dangerous?
Beauty shoots the people. It pierces their unbeautiful skin with it's bullets, their flesh being singed with beauty's radiating heat. The beauty bullet is lodged in people's abdomen and arms and necks and noses. I was shot in the heart.
Blood doesn't seep, oh no it doesn't.
Serums and lotion and sudsy waters flood out. I fall to the ground.
Beauty continues it's beautiful massacre. Men were shot in their arms, women were shot in their stomachs. Beautiful bullets flew in the sky, today.
Beauty beauty beauty. It's heat cauterized no wounds, the floor was coated in lotion. Was beauty taking over? Would it even?
Lotions lotions lotions.
Beauty beauty beauty.
All over the ground.
The beautiful lotions and suds formed like clay, and they ran together like rat kings, swirling like whirlpools. Everything it swirled past would be spun in: people's limbs poked out of the soft ball that spun faster, then shoes, then bikes, then paper, everything.
It spun and spun until I couldn't see. It spun too fast that no color appeared, the sun's light rays were too slow, beauty was ahead of it. It was an orb of light, a bright orb that shot up into the sky! It whirred and whirred as it propelled above us, jets were unmatched.
Beauty glistened in the sky! It had everyone! It was a star now, we knew beauty was a star! It shot through the day, like fire, we knew it was fire, no ice could be as beautiful as a beauty's flame. No...
Beauty! Beauty beauty! It's a star! It's a shooting star! Wish on it! Wish on it!
Hope you get what you need!! <3
EMERGENCY Commissions
I owe $550 October 3rd and I only have $25 to my name. I would not be doing this if it were not my last possible option. I have been job searching for five months now with no luck. I have sucked my savings dry for rent, bills, and food + litter for my cat. I have lost weight in the past couple weeks due to me having to ration out my groceries. I can’t even do DoorDash and Instacart because i have to save the last bit of gas I have going to my classes (they have mandatory attendance). I am a full time student with classes from 10:30AM-4:30PM, so this schedule does not make me attractive to employers. I am diagnosed with MDD, GAD, SAD, PTSD, and ADHD, so juggling these debilitating disorders is very difficult for day-to-day life, but especially while trying to juggle work and school. I understand that I should not use these as excuses, but I am at a loss for what to do. I genuinely do not know how I am going to pay my bills at the end of the month and I am at my wit’s end.
This is my first time doing commissions online, so please bear with me as I work out the kinks. If this proves itself to be reliable income (even just enough to get me by) I will open up an Etsy shop and invest more into my art.
I will draw ANYTHING, including N*FW (Excluding n0n-c0n, @ge play, !nc3st, or any other k!nks that I do not condone).
The only digital art I can do is on my phone, but I don’t mind doing this if you are willing to pay. Because I mainly make traditional art, I will ship it to you if you pay for shipping.
I am so sorry that this post is not more organized and professional. I am not sure of how to correctly advertise commissions. My art is not very organized either because I work in many styles in many mediums. I am so sorry for this and I promise to reinvest if I am able to make a living off my art.
These are my pieces I’ve done in colored pencil, ink, charcoal, and oil:




If you would like something this detailed, they will take a month and the pricing will vary on what you want done in what medium.
Here are some tattoo designs I’ve done for a friend:



If you want little sketches like this, they are $10.

I did this line work on my phone. Line work of this detail will cost more, upwards of $50. Line work with no background or with less detail will be $30-40, depending on the piece.
I even make clay earrings, which I will send examples of if you request.
I will require a 50% deposit on all my artwork due to my dire circumstances. I take payment through Zelle, CashApp, Venmo, and PayPal.
I understand that is post is very long and disorganized, but please, anything helps. I am just trying to get back on my feet with the only thing I have left.
الليلة الأولى من رمضان و بلشت اشتباكات في الضفة الغربية و هاي المرة الثالثة الليلة اقتحم الاحتلال مخيم بلاطة في نابلس .
الليل طويل






children’s dreams / al-yarmouk, palestinian refugee camp in damascus, syria
little palestine; diary of a siege (2021) dir. abdallah al khatib