; He Would Only Ruin Her. Those Were His Words And He Said Them Repeatedly Like A Mantra. And Yet As

𝖧𝖾 𝖾𝗇𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗋𝖺𝗀𝖾𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 ; he would only ruin her. Those were his words and he said them repeatedly like a mantra. And yet as she stands before him now telling him what she needs, and how she needs more time that's when he knows she took his words to heart.

And it hurts more than he ever thought possible.

Mary had been his pillar through the storms, someone to reach to when things got topsy-turvy. Even as he pleased that she go before his demons latched on to her too ; he never thought she'd actually leave.

There is a part of him that can't be angry about it - he wanted this. He needed this. For her to remain unscathed from his form of unhinged. And yet ...

❝ All those times you wanted me to let you in ... ❞ he murmurs. ❝ Those times you said you'd stay, what were those ...? ❞ Does he want to call them lies? No, he couldn't handle it if that's what they were.

❛ 𝗂 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍. ❜ - 𝖬𝖺𝗋𝗒 @wachtraeumen

𝖢𝗁𝗎𝗋𝖼𝗁 𝗈𝖿 𝖿𝖺𝗂𝗅𝗎𝗋𝖾, 𝖨'𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗒𝗋. 𝖨'𝗏𝖾 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖶𝗋𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝖻𝗅𝖾, 𝖨'𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋 o𝖿 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋.

Independent , private & selective Rafe Cameron from Netflix's series Outer Banks as loved by Myllie.

This is your friendly reminder that if you call Rafe "Rafey" and you're dating he will break up with you right on the spot.

He'll take "babe", "baby', or anything of that nature.

But the moment you call him Rafey? Rafey-Kins? Rafey-poo?

Yer done.

No, Rafe, you cannot reblog faces and tag it 'wishlist.'

I don't like that. I don't do that. We don't do that. We do not have a wanted opposite, face wishlist, bait, or whatever tag. That's not something we do.

And if you threaten me I'm kicking you in the balls.

for each 💋 ill write a nsfw headcanon about my muse.