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𝖧𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗂𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒'𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗇𝖾, 𝗍𝗈𝗈, he can then drop the façade and simply be with her. When they're with his friends the mask comes out and stays on until they're alone again. He chuckles though as he leans his head back. ❝ I agree. They can be a bit...❞ there are some words he does want to say about Ruthie but he keeps them to himself.❝ But now it's just us, we don't have to think about them.❞

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"Hmm." Sofia shrugs. "I wish I knew what to say, Rafe. I like us better when we're not hanging around your friends. They can be a little bit of a pill to swallow sometimes." Especially Ruthie, and Topper when they're together? God. . .

Finishing up Season 4 ( first half ) and I've got ideas. I've got a wishlist. I've got plot bunnies.

I will never agree with the things Rafe has done, but I get it. Naw, I never attacked anyone though, just had really violent dreams about people. I'm a crier. My "secret" shame.

I grew up in a house where when I asked for help, I was told I didn't need it. Same with my brother. It took him snapping to get help, and did he get it for more than a weekend? No. He didn't. And I'm just now getting help that I need as an adult without the help of my family. And I even heard the disappointment in my mother's voice when I mentioned I'm in therapy now.

I mean y'all, my grandma told me I had no reason to be depressed and that was literally after viewing my dad's dead body. So, you can imagine how much I relate.

Being told to suck it up. Being told "I'll give you something to cry about." Being hit for showing emotions that are considered over the top or considered back-talk.

Yeah, I fucking get it. I'm getting too deep on this blog, I'm not sorry for it either.

So I'm rewatching OBX before the new season.

Ward, takes responsibility for what Rafe did AS HE SHOULD because Ward is a huge ass part of the reason why Rafe is like he is and then we have Rose.

" You do not bare responsibility for what Rafe does." No no, you're right, Rose. YOU should bare some of that shit too. Wanna know why? Because something tells me you are just as harsh, just as belittling, just as much of a bitch to Rafe as his own father has been. I bet you didn't even try to act like a mother figure, you just ridiculed all the kids for even breathing. You don't give me nurturing step-mom vibes. You give me "I'm here because the husband is hot and he's got money" vibes. You are a trophy wife who gets the benefits of a trophy wife and the kids? They ain't your problem so you ain't going to do shit that would require you to be proactive.

Not unless it benefits your botoxed ass. Clearly with her telling Ward how he has to play a part here she's probably more of a mastermind than Ward.

Ward is still a piece of shit though. Both of them suck.

... Am I saying Rafe isn't to blame? Naw, there is blame on his part as well of course. But he is clearly a case of nature verses nurture and he was not nurtured.

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A serial killer is conventionally defined as a person who murders three or more people in a period of over a month, with a “cooling down” time between murders.

...So... Ward Cameron is a serial killer.

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He wasn't sure he was about to put some belief in a thing like this, but hey ... it's the thought that counts right? When she gives him the instructions that he has to put it outside in the full moon and wear it he glances at her with this funny look. ❝ It's starting to sound like you got me a pet. ❞ he replies, only to let the look turn into a smirk. ❝ If you tell me I have to water it and walk it, I'm giving it back. ❞

She speaks of a French Tourist and he rolls his eyes. ❝ How are you going to go India and then meet a French guy...❞ Was that judgement? Oh yes, that was judgement but served with a smile.

❝ Oh you know, it's been...what it is. You haven't missed much.❞

"it's supposed to be pretty powerful. has a lot to do with the moon and shifts in the universe." autumn explained and returned the appreciative grin. "no problemo. and you're supposed to leave it outside when there's a full moon to recharge and then wear it." she twirled a blonde hair between her fingers and shrugged. "okay. boring for the most part. lots of sight seeing and watching my parents drink their faces off. though, i did meet a cute french tourist on the beach. we hung out for a few weeks. he's been emailing me. how were things back here?"

He can't fully blame Ward, but a good portion of it is on him and the way he is now. The fact that he's got all of these issues and he opted to self medication. Ward didn't want to believe his son was weak and needed help. So why get him what he needed? He could pick himself up by his bootstraps and fix it himself. That's how his generation thinks, right?

Either way, there's a lot of things he wishes he could take back and how he treated Sarah is one of those things he wishes he could take back first. Everything else seems to come secondary - even though she's now friends with the pogues. Those apologies would have to wait sometime later.

He takes a breath, and as Sarah asks if he wants to get dinner with her he lets his mouth curl into a soft smile - a ghost of a thing - but it's there.

❝ I'd like that.❞

sarah can't always blame rafe for his actions. sure he was old enough and of sound mind most times but his actions weren't always driven by his own thoughts or feelings. ward had a way of twisting and manipulating things. a con if you will. like the lengths that ward would go to try to get sarah back. ward was the one who made their sibling bond into a competition for rafe. no matter how horrible sarah had been as a daughter, ward had always had this light. not that she wanted that view or anything from her father.

so as rafe cries, sarah holds onto him. she had people to rely on when she was at her breaking point and she realizes that rafe hasn't had the same luxury. she knows that topper and kelce are emotionally stunted. rose was never going to be a mother, she had never been to begin with. all they had were each other when it came to family and maybe it's their turn to fix things that are broken between them. they will never get any answers from ward and rose probably was too deep in the bottle to give them anything that made sense.

"hey, rafe..." she starts softly after a moment. "you want to grab some dinner or something? we can have a chinese take out night like we use to when we were kids." when they were a family."

If she wants him all to herself - he'll accept it. He doesn't need the boys approval. Hell, even if Topper were to talk shit about this situation Rafe would have a few things to say about it. He's happy with his arms around her like this.

❝ I love you too.❞ he replies as he nuzzles against her hand.

The boys can shut up, they don't know Rafe like she does. They don't really know him at all. Maybe if they gave him a chance. . . But then again, she wanted him all to herself. . . "I do." She smiles and kisses him again. "And you're my guy, who I love." A gentle hand rests upon his cheek as she looks up at him. "I love you."

𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌. People are always going to regret him and he tries to act like it doesn't hurt. But hearing her of all people say it, it cuts like a fucking knife. Right into the back, to the heart. Hell, to the throat.

Staring down Cassandra his eyes are hard, but hurt as his chest rises and falls slowly.

❝ Maybe you should have.❞ he told her, though his voice quivers in the idea of agreeing with it. He hates it but he forces himself to say it. ❝ You want to go? Go. No one is stopping you. ❞ but he doesn't want too. He wants her to stay, he wants her to look at him and realize that maybe there is something worth trying to fight for.

There has to be, right..?

❛  i should've walked away.  ❜ @ladamereveuse

I thought I could avoid taking a migraine pill today buuut I cannot, so give me a bit to let that kick in and I'll be back!

She swears to not speak of his random good deed and he smirks at her for a moment, then he looks back to the road. She's not that bad, but to let anyone know that he can be a good guy would brake the facade that he's got going. The only one who knows he can be a softie sometimes is Wheezie and yeah, he'd like to keep it that way most of the time. There are just some things better left to mystery.

❝ That's all I ask.❞ he replies. ❝ Never asked. How are you liking it here ? Weather aside.❞

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As a girl that had been raised middle class bordering on poor during the lean times, Georgie had little in common with the wealthy crowd her cousin regularly surrounded himself with. Though she lived on the North side of the island with her uncle’s family, the petite surfer could honestly say she had never really taken to the Thorntons’ way of life. Perhaps that made her a Pogue at heart, but…

Well, Georgiana didn’t actually like them. They were all larger than life in a way that bordered on obnoxious. Even if Topper hadn’t actively hated them, Georgie would have steered clear anyway. Maybe you couldn’t judge a book by its cover, but she’d read enough of the summary to know they were trouble. And trouble was the absolute last thing she needed while living under her aunt’s roof.

Yet here she was accepting a ride from Rafe Cameron, one of the most infamous figures on the island, anyway. “Don’t worry, Cameron. I won’t tell anyone about your random good deed,” she quipped with the barest hint of a smile, voice quiet but playful. “The secret’s safe with me.”

He couldn't be more grateful for getting to here with her like this. The boys hate it, but he couldn't care any less about that. He knows that what he feels for her is the real deal. She brought him back to life when he felt he had nothing to live for. Yeah, he did bad things but she's willing to see past it, to help him better himself. Fuck, if angels are real then she's got to be one, right?

❝ You know you're my girl? ❞

Holding him, she finally breaks the kiss and pulls back to smile softly. "I don't know how we got here, but I'm just glad that we did. . ." She tells him, a hand going to caress his jaw. "Even if the boys hate it." As much as Kie cares about what John B, JJ and Pope think, they're wrong about Rafe. . . Yes, while he's done terrible things, he's also cried out for help and now that he's getting the help he needs, Kie is by his side. He needs someone to be there.

Noble VII Rock Rose is a modern interpretation of a classically styled fougére perfume. The invigorating top note of the fragrance is a blend of citrus oils centred on the rich warmth of Bergamot that is given a masculine edge with black Pepper and a classic cologne touch with Neroli. The fragrance heart revolves around the fusion of clean Lavender, Violet, herbs and the rich resinous character of Rock Rose. The base is a powerful combination of dark Cocoa and Patchouli with an abundance of Ambers and a touch of sparkling Vetiver to compliment the citrus accord on top.

Rafe's cologne of choice.

well, michel is the most prominent antiquities dealer of the west indies. unfortunately, he only speaks french.

“I made it moment” 🫶🏼

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