' , And Yet It It Doesn't Seem To Have Happened. She Speaks Of Leaving Still, And The Ache In His Chest

𝖧𝖾 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝖾'𝖽 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽, and yet it it doesn't seem to have happened. She speaks of leaving still, and the ache in his chest is like a thousand bricks sitting there. Dramatic, maybe, but he knows the feeling too well. There were only so many instances he felt it, so that must mean he cares more than he originally thought when it comes to her.

❝ So that's it...❞ he says almost like a whisper. ❝ You're just going to leave...and I can't stop you. ❞ He's been trying, trying to persuade her to just give it a chance -- despite everything she's warned him about he doesn't care.

What he cares about is her and how she makes him feel.

❝ Mary...Please...❞

❛ i'll be gone in a day or two. ❜ — Mary @wachtraeumen

𝖱𝖺𝖿𝖾 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝖽𝗌 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝖺 𝖼𝗁𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗅𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝗂𝗍𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝖺 𝗌𝖼𝗈𝖿𝖿. ❝ You believe in shit like that ? ❞ he asks her, giving his head a shake. ❝ If you're scared, then why did you come out here? ❞

❛ it's close to midnight and something evil's lurking in the dark. ❜ ( aria) @englishsunshiine

Victoria Justice + Ryan Cooper in ‘Eye Candy’

❝ You don't think I know that ? I don't want to be here just as much as you don't want me to be -- but I don't have any other choice. ❞ This isn't ideal, in fact ideal is probably in a boat going halfway across the world right now. ❝ I need your help, Sarah.❞

@obxland

@borntobebroken gets a starter call!

"you're putting us all in danger by showing up here."

𝖠𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗐𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀. He did want her, he always wants her. But that night as much as he wanted her she said she was in pain and he didn't want to contribute to any of her pain. He wanted to let her heal and if he kept up with their usual routine would he prolong that? Plus she lied to him ... She looked him in the eye and lied to him about the pills.

And now she's slept with JJ because of everything he did wrong in that moment. Rafe shakes his head as he looks at her.

❝ So because I didn't want to add to your discomfort, the fact that I didn't want to give you a reason to need those pills...because I wouldn't fuck you that night you fuck JJ? And it's my fault..?❞ Rafe bites his lip, his knuckles go white as he balls them into fists . Breathing is hard in his throat as he looks at her.

❝ The night I tell you I'm in love with you...That I just wanted you to be okay because I know where that road leads...❞ He shuts his eyes tight for a moment and he tries to relax and rationalize it because he does love her that much to try.

But he can't. Not with this, not like this.

❝ I always want you, Kie. And the one time ...the one fucking time I just want to take care of you and not fuck you you punish me for it.❞

He falls silent for a moment , taking a hard, ragged breath. ❝ You're not sorry...You just wanted to hurt me because I hurt you by caring about you, worrying about you...I won't make that mistake again.❞ His hands come up , thrown in defeat.

❝ I got enough of that shit from Ward, I'm not going to take it from the one person who promised she'd never pull that shit. Keep the ring, Kiara. But us? We're done...❞

Continued from here @exbourgeois