Actually Yknow What. Inbox Call Like This And I'll Throw Gregory In Your Ask

actually yknow what. inbox call — like this and I'll throw gregory in your ask

👀 + tlou au How do you feel about your purpose never working out? Did you REALLY want to die for the cure?

send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!

★ — "How do you think it feels?!"

The snapped response is almost immediate ; something akin to a wounded animal barring its teeth when it feels cornered. A display of outward aggression to mask the pain, to scare them off, to keep himself safe. Gregory doesn't want to answer this question. He doesn't like talking about it, even if sometimes it's all he can think about.

How is he supposed to carry on knowing so many people have died? To infection, to fear, to keep him safe. There had been hope, once — the thought that it would all be worth something, at the end of it. Now he was left with nothing but the weight of it all, threatening to pull him down until there was nothing left of him.

"I feel like I let the whole goddamn world down. It was — I was supposed to be worth something."

What good was he at the end of everything? What was so special about him that he got to live when so many others didn't? Michael would tell him it wasn't his fault, but that didn't change anything.

"No —— . No, fuck, I don't ——."

His voice cracks, a hand lifting to violently scrub at his cheek despite the fact that no tears are falling to wipe away. He's curling in on himself, a sharp pang rocketing through his chest.

' You're worth more to the world dead than you are alive. '

Can Gregory even separate the voices in his head, repeating those words to him like a curse? Are they still William's? Marlene's? His own?

"But I think it might've been better if I did."

I know it in my bones that gregory would hate being called greg

Send me a “👀 + a question” and my muse has to answer honestly!

go gregory go!

I NEED SOMEONE TO BE EXCITED ABOUT THIS WITH ME OH MY GOD THE AMNESIA: BUNKER GAMEPLAY TRAILER THAT JUST RELEASED? OH MY GOD? OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. IT LOOKS MISERABLE IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE I HAVE NOT HAD A GAMEPLAY TRAILER FILL ME WITH GENUINE DREAD LIKE THAT SINCE AMFP