There Is No Way I Just Started Sobbing Over Peter And Gwen

there is no way i just started sobbing over peter and gwen

another andrew garfield peter parker fic is in the works

what are we thinking of the new theme??

none of no way home feels real

i’ve got you, always

pairing: peter parker (andrew garfield) x black!reader

summary: peter comes in injured and you of course help him

warnings: pure fluff, mentions of injury & blood

a/n: i have a new obsession with andrew garfield and i’m not complaining.

i was at my desk working on editing my essay when i heard a tap on my window, i smiled immediately knowing who it was. i got up from my desk and opened the widow, “hi beautiful” he whispers making me smile even more.

i help him into the house and as soon as he lands on his feet my smile drops, i look down at the deep gashes on his chest and feel tears well up in my eyes. “baby what happened” i ask looking up at him, i gently run my hands over the cuts and he hisses, i pull away quickly “im sorry” i apologize and he shakes his head.

“i’m fine, you should see the other guy” he jokes making me smile a little, he cups my face with both of his hands “i am ok i promise” he whispers wiping away my tear that fell.

“i need to get you cleaned up” i say as i sit him down so he’s leaning against the ottoman in front of my bed. “here let’s get this off” i mumble as i take the top of his suit off.

“you know id never imagined this is how you would be undressing me” he comments making me chuckle softly. “shut up” i mumble making him smile “alright im going to some supplies, do not move or i will be forced to thrash you” i say pointing at him and he smiles and puts his hands up in mock defense.

i walk out of the room and open the closet by my room and grab some rags, alcohol, and a first aid kit before returning to my room. when i walked in i saw peter still sitting in his spot, smiling at me as i approached him.

“you’re so pretty” he mumbles and i smile “you are too” i whisper making him blush lightly. “i hate to ruin this beautiful moment but i have to clean you up now” he chuckles and nods.

i dab the rag in the alcohol and gently rub it across his wounds, he hisses as i gently clean his wounds. “im sorry baby i’m so sorry” i whisper feeling tears well in my eyes as i watch him clench his eyes shut and writhe in pain. i try to get through cleaning his wounds as quickly and as throughly as i can, but its hard with the severity of the cuts.

eventually i finished cleaning and i grabbed the gauze, bandaged and ointment, and bandaged him up until his whole chest was covered in bandages.

he rests his forehead on mine and i move my hand to his neck and rub gently. “thank you” he whispers and i smile lightly. he moves my face with his and kisses me gently and i kiss him back, keeping my hand on his neck.

once we pull apart he smiles at me “i don’t know what id do without you” he says and i smile “i don’t know what id do without you” i repeat “so please be more careful ok parker” i press a finger into his shoulder gently making him smile.

“ok ok i’ll be more careful” he says and i smile before ruffling his hair, “ok now let’s get you ready for bed” i say helping him up off of the ground. i go over to my drawer and grab one of his shirts and a pair of his sweats that he left here from his last visit.

“go clean up, i’ll be waiting for you when you get back” i assure him as i had him his clothes. he kissed my cheek before walking into my bathroom and shutting the bathroom behind him.

as i wait for peter to get out of the shower i walk downstairs and grab him some left over alfredo i made, i heated it up and grabbed a bottle of water and walked back upstairs and into my room.

when i walk in peters sitting on my bed looking at the door expectantly, “ is that your world famous alfredo” he asks giddily making me laugh quietly “yes it is and i also you never told me what happened” i say as i hand him his food and get into bed beside him.

“so you remember dr.connors, he works as oscorp” he asks and i nod “well i helped him by giving him an equation to help or at least that’s what i thought, anways i gave him the equation to help him with cross-species genetics, which basically transferring another species genes to another species, in his case lizards to help humans regrow body parts and grow stronger” he explains and i nod understanding what he’s saying “so we made the formula and it worked but it had side effects, turning him into a lizard” he explains and i nod.

“and you believe that it’s your job to stop him because you created him” i ask and he nods as he stuffs the last of his alfredo in his mouth. “i know if i tell you don’t do it you aren’t going to listen but what ever you do be careful, i saw what he did today and i know he could probably do worse and i hate seeing you hurt and i’ve lost everyone but i just can’t lose you ok” i say resting my head on his shoulder.

“i know, i know” he say’s “and you know exactly what i’m going to say” he continues and i nod.

“i’ve got you, always” he whispers resting his head against mine. “always” i repeat and he smiles before pecking my lips gently.

“i love you peter parker” i whisper with a smile “i love you y/n y/l/n” he says before peppering my face with kisses and tackling me on the bed, i laugh has he continues to kiss my face.

“alright bug boy you need some rest” i grab his face in my hand and move his hair out of his face “we still have school in the morning and you have to be home so may doesn’t get worried” i remind him and he nods.

we both get comfortable in bed and he rests his head on my chest, i run my hand through his hair and scratch lightly.

“goodnight beautiful”

“goodnight spidey”

Andrew Garfield for W Magazine, 2018