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Jungkook
Dearly Beloved đ Masterlist
In which you've got a crush on your coworker- and a stalker problem.
Tags/Warnings: I do not condone any of Jungkooks questionable actions, this is fiction, soft Yandere!Jungkook, stalking, criminal actions (trespassing, stealing), obsession, he's really not quite right in the head, mc is kind of stupid for not involving police but wbk
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Main Parts:
First Part
Second Part
Third Part
Fourth Part
Final
Drabbles:
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Jungkook
Princess | Masterlist â ď¸
How much can you get away with before he has to put you back in your place?
Tags/Warnings: Wolfdog Hybrid!Jungkook, Showdog Hybrid!Reader, Enemies to lovers, Angst, Fluff?, Brat!Reader, Jungkook has major brat tamer energy, eventual smut
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Intro/Part 1
Drabble #1
Short #1
Drabble #2
Drabble #3
Drabble #4
Exposed/Part 2
Limits/Final
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baby, you can drive my car |(mechanic!yoongi)
â pairing: min yoongi x readerÂ
â genre: mechanic!au, spoiltbrat!y/n (++ inexperienced y/n as hiGHLy requested hehe), 6 greasy bois, a taste of richboy!jin, a vintage mercedes benz named beeper, usual dose of crackheadiness, touch of angst, sprinkle of fluff, and bts (big time smut) ((i love recycling this joke donât come for me)) (((thigh-riding)))
â trigger warning: there is a brief mention of blood so tread lightly if you feel queaSy about that!Â
â wordcount: 24.6k magic in the airÂ
â summary: welcome to min mechanics - what can i do for you today, doll?
â note: ooh BOY this took me a while! iâm sorry it took me so long to publish this but i hope this bad boy (iâm talking about the fic itself anD mechanic!yoongi) makes up for it! mechanic!yoongi has been in the works for a while⌠thank you to every single one of you who contributed each of your own lil ideas and helped to create the chArming tattoo-sleeve man we all fuLLY fell in love with. seriously yâall i could not have done this without you!! i ainât gon lie i was going to post this on the day of the comeback but i think i needed a day to just.,.,, SCREAM and listen to the album.,.,,. (and also i was still editing it yikes) ((and also what do u guys think of the new albUM hELLO)) so here it is twO days after the comeback!!!!!!! i hope i gave you sufficient time to recover from the new album but if not oH well what can ya do!!! also iâm really friCkin nervous for some reason but nonetheless enjoy the ride! ( çŹâĽ 3 âĽçŹ)
pst if u wanna talk to y/n or yoongi u know what to do ;-)
(gif isnât mine!)
(((and the read more function iS there but most of the time it doesnât work on mobile :// i am sorry donât attack me by sending passive-aggressive anon messages)))
you know what
you could totally get used to this being an adult thing
you finally get to live in your own place
you finally get to eat whatever the heck you wanna eat
and most importantly
you finally get a car
yes, youâll admit, youâre a little behind with the whole car thing
most of your friends already got their licenses befoRe becoming adults but so what if you were a little slow!!! you were just living life as a teenager!!!! there was no rush
letâs not beat around the bush here
you are: a spoilt brat
like unbelievably so
when you were younger all youâd have to do is point at something and your parents would immediately be like âŚ.aight
Keep reading
android!yoongi
â pairing: min yoongi x reader
â genre: android!au becauSe for some reason android aus are popping up everywhere, the usual heaping serving of fluff and comedy, N S F W like reALLY nsfw i poPPED OFF this time i donât know even know what happened,,, forgive me god for i have sinned, a n g s t, i definitely teared up a little writing this because i was listening to kim bum sooâs i miss you and it made me 100x more emo
â trigger warnings: this does get a little intense! beware!!Â
â wordcount: 24k like that bruno mars song
â note:Â um,,,,, this is literally 24k+ words i donât even know what to say,,, how did i write so much without realising???? but ya a lot of android aus have been popping up on my dashboard and iâm seeing a lot of android!jungkook but i feLt like android!yoongi was more fitting?? aLso thank u so much for the love n support for ceo!yoongi i 100% was not expecting it to get as many likes and reblogs as it did so you guys are truly the best!!!!!!!! anyways i had a loT of fun writing this and i hope u guys like android!yoongi as much as i do :-)))Â
pst if u wanna talk to android yoongs u know what to do ;-)Â
(gif isnât mine!) ((i had such a hard time choosing a gif because he looks so boyfriend-y in all of them but i ended up going with this one because at one point in the fic he feeds u with chopsticks))Â
(((and the read more function iS there but most of the time it doesnât work on mobile ://Â i am sorry donât attack me by sending passive-aggressive anon messages)))
âoh, absolutely fucking not.â
ây/n, please.â
âno.â
âpLEASEâ
ânamjoon, no!!!!â you slam your fork down on the table and clear your throat when you get a couple glances from other customers near you
âcâmon, why not???â
âi have a life!! iâm not going to babysit a robot-â
âitâs a humanoid android. actually the professional term for it is a human mind model adaptive super android.â
âright, iâm not going to babysit a roBOT for you because you wanna see if you can make a profit selling weird robot slaves.â
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miss taken.
âłÂ you pride yourself on being a professional, but sometimes your students' parents really test your patience.
â jungkook x reader â fluff | smut | teacher!au | single parent!au | e2l â 20.3k [1/1]
ââ our kids are bitter rivals and the only time we ever meet is when weâre both called to the principalâs office and whatever maybe i think youâre kind of cute but your kidâs a monster and ALSO someone keeps buying the last everything bagel at my favorite coffee shop 2 minutes before i get there in the morning and has heard about my plight and has started leaving me bragging notes about it ââ
notes:Â fic number two in the serendipity series is here at last!!! this took me like a million and a half years to finish because Real Life happened but here we finally are! also, i changed the type of bagel that the story is centered around, because i honestly didnât come to like everything bagels until relatively recently and i will still only eat it if itâs part of a bagel sandwich because? just having cream cheese or whatever on an everything bagel feels kind of unhinged to me! but thatâs neither here nor there and no one is here for my bagel opinions so! hope you enjoy the story!!! đ
â˘Â series masterlist. | inspired by this post.
warnings: dilf!jk, some kissing and hand stuff, â¨sexual tension⨠but nothing too terribly explicit tbh
Silence has never sounded louder.Â
You drum your fingers against the armrest of your chair, nails clacking against the cheap plastic. On the wall, the second hand of the clock completes yet another revolution, and you glance over when your companion sighs, plucks off her reading glasses, and sets them down on the desk beside the placard that houses her title: Principal Pamela Baker, Hybe Academy.Â
A woman nearing her fifties, Pam has sandy blonde hair cut into a neat bob and an enviable ability to pull off any lipstick color, no matter how bold. Youâre lucky enough to call her both a friend and a mentor, and when she mutters a curse under her breath, you chuckle. âLate again,â she huffs, offering you a wry smile before leaning back in her seat and casting her gaze skyward. âTypical.â
âYou know what these corporate types are like, Pam,â you reply, rolling your eyes. âThey have zero regard for anyone elseâs time. He was twenty minutes late to our parent-teacher conference last semester, so donât take it personally.â
âBelieve me, I know plenty of men like Jungkook Jeon,â Pam says with another sigh, this one heavier and longer than the last. âI even married one, you know. But that was before I came to my senses and divorced his ass. Best decision of my life, right after getting my tubes tied.â
âThree kids was enough for you?â you tease, and Pam snorts out a laugh.Â
âMore than enough,â she replies. âWhat about you, though? Thinking of having another kid anytime soon?â
âI donât think so⌠well, not anytime soon, at least. Ask me again inââÂ
The sound of a doorknob turning stops you in your tracks, and a moment later, the door to the office swings open with a dull click.Â
âPrincipal Baker. Miss {L/N}.â Jungkook Jeon is standing at the threshold in a wool coat the color of charcoal, the buttons of which are undone to reveal the undoubtedly designer suit underneath. His dark hair is parted neatly across his forehead, still sprinkled with lingering snowflakes from his journey here, and you bite back the urge to remark on his tardiness. Instead, you stand when your boss stands up, mustering up every ounce of professionalism you possibly can.
âMr. Jeon,â Pam says, giving his hand a firm shake before gesturing to the empty chair beside you. âItâs nice to see you again. Please, take a seat.â
You incline your head in Jungkookâs direction as he lowers himself into the plastic chair, the legs scraping against the tiled floor in protest as he adjusts his position. âHello, Mr. Jeon. Thank you for finally joining us.â
If Jungkook notices the snarky inflection of your tone, he doesnât let it show. He merely levels you with a cool gaze, blinking lazily before turning to your boss. âExcuse my tardiness,â he says, smoothing down the lapels of his black jacket and straightening his slate blue tie. âI got here as fast as I could. Where is my daughter?â
Pam gestures toward the door. âDaeun is down the hall in the library, under Mr. Kimâs supervision. I thought it best if we spoke without the children first.â
The dark-haired man hums. âWhat happened, Principal? You were rather vague on the phone.â
Pam nods, and you exchange looks before she turns her attention back to Jungkook. âYes, well, as I explained on the phone, there was an incident. Daeun forcefully took her classmateâs book during the free reading period, and refused to return it when asked.â
At that, Jungkook casts you another glance. âI see. And I presume the classmate was Miss {L/N}âs daughter?â
âIt was,â you confirm, taking care to keep your tone even despite the irritation simmering in your belly. âThis is the second time Trixieâs been targeted by your daughter, Mr. Jeon. Do you think thatâs a coincidence?â
Jungkookâs eyes narrow, his lips twisting into a displeased frown. âI'm not sure I like what youâre implying, Miss {L/N}.â
The iciness in his voice is unmistakable, but you have fifteen minutesâ worth of annoyance festering in your bellyâannoyance that has amplified with every second that he made you wait. That, combined with his behavior last semester is enough to stir that annoyance into full-blown anger. Heâs been short with you every time youâve called to talk about his daughterâs progress in class, and you very nearly canceled his eight oâclock appointment to meet with you during Decemberâs parent-teacher conferences. You remember pulling up his contact information nineteen minutes after eight, thumb hovering over the call button on your phone when he finally burst into your classroom. No preamble, and no apology. He just sat down, as if nothing was amiss, and began asking about Daeunâs grades in math.
Itâs no wonder youâve never heard so much as a word about a Mrs. Jeon. The nosy part of your brain wonders about Jungkookâs home life on occasion, and the more vindictive part relishes in the fact that heâs no doubt a single parent. Any woman would have to be a saint to put up with Jungkook Jeon, you reason, because as far as youâre concerned, heâs the devil.Â
The devil dressed in head-to-toe Armani, who is currently fixing you with a look that could temper steel.Â
âMr. Jeon.â Pam, as always, is quick to diffuse the sudden tension thatâs settled over her office. âNo one is implying anything here. We just want to have a frank, civil discussion about Daeunâs behavior, and see if you can think of anything that may be causing her to act out. A recent change in her life, perhaps? Something new that she hasnât quite adjusted to yet?â
You take a deep breath, releasing it through your nose before putting your professional mask back on. âHer shift in behavior was extremely sudden,â you chime in, watching out of the corner of your eye as Pam inclines her head in agreement. âLaughing when Trixie and another classmate slipped and fell on the ice, and now this? I donât believe for a minute that this change came out of nowhereâsomething must have caused it. Daeun is a smart girl, Mr. Jeon. Sheâs outgoing and a little rambunctious, but sheâs always been kind to her classmates in the past. Todayâs behavior was incredibly out of character for her.â
A beat of silence passes, as your words fade into silence. Then Jungkook shifts in his seat, crossing one leg over the other as he turns his full attention to you. âWe keep talking about Daeun as if she was the only child involved in this incident, Miss {L/N}. Why donât we talk about your daughter instead? Trixie, is it?â
And just like that, your mask begins to splinter at the edges. âTrixie was reading quietly at the table when Daeun approached her,â you reply coolly. âShe didnât instigate anything, Mr. Jeon.â
âOh, and Iâm supposed to take your word for it?â Jungkook huffs out a humorless chuckle, leaning back in his seat. âI think you, of all people, might be a little bit biased.â
Fury flares in your belly, hot and bright. âI am a professional, Mr. Jeon,â you manage between clenched teeth. âI care about all of my students equally, and treat them as such. But I donât expect you to understand that.â
Jungkook opens his mouth to retort, but your boss stops him before he can utter a single syllable. âI think thatâs enough for today,â Pam says, rising to her feet and stepping around her desk to shake Jungkookâs hand. Even in heels, she only comes up to his chest, and you would have laughed at the height disparity if it werenât for the rage still bubbling through your veins. âLike I said before, the girls are just down the hall with Mr. Kim. If youâll follow meâŚâ
Pam ushers Jungkook out of the office, chattering mindlessly about the cafeteria renovations that are underwayâfunded in large part by Jungkook himself, youâre certain. As much as youâve grown to dislike the man, you know that he cares deeply about education and donates a rather large sum to your school every year. Trailing after them by a few paces, you listen as Pam points out a row of plaques hanging on the wall, honoring distinguished students and teachers alike.
The library, when you reach it, is empty save for three figures seated at one of several rectangular tables that occupy the middle of the room. Taehyung Kim, the copper-haired librarian, springs out of his seat upon your arrival, and you wave tiredly as he approaches with a warm, affable grin.Â
âWelcome!â Taehyung says, adjusting his gold-rimmed glasses before extending a hand for Jungkook to shake. âYou must be Daeunâs dad. Iâm Taehyung Kim, the librarian here at Hybe.âÂ
âJungkook Jeon.â Then Jungkookâs gaze flits past him to where the two children are seated opposite one another. Daeun is a slender, petite girl with dark hair braided neatly down her back and round, brown eyes that are narrowed in concentration as she colors in a picture of a lion. Quietly, Jungkook strides over to his daughter, kneeling down beside her chair until heâs eye-level. âHey, Daeun,â you hear him murmur. âWhat happened today, hmm?â
You, meanwhile, join your own daughter at the table, sitting down in the chair Taehyung abandoned and taking in the paper and coloring utensils scattered across the surface âHey, jitterbug,â you murmur. âWere you nice to Mr. Kim while I was gone?â
âTae read us a book about butterflies,â Trixie replies, shrugging her little shoulders. âHe taught us about migration.â
You chuckle. âMigration, huh? That sounds interesting. You want to tell me all about it on the drive home?â
Trixie nods, her pigtails bobbing in time with the movement. Then she glances over to where Jungkook is instructing Daeun to pack up her backpack, tucking books and notebooks neatly inside while Daeun collects her crayons and puts them into a sparkly little pink case. âAre we going home now?â
âSoon, bug,â you promise. âI just have to finish up with Mr. Jeon and Principal Baker, okay?â
âOkay,â Trixie says agreeably, returning to her drawing. Pam gestures for you to join her and Jungkook near the library doors, and you meet Taehyungâs gaze as you brush past where heâs pulling a few books down for a display. Good luck, he mouths, and you suppress the urge to make a face. Instead, you mouth a quick thanks back, offering Daeun a quick smile as well before joining her father and your boss at the door.Â
âMr. Jeon,â Pam says, casting a surreptitious glance toward Daeun and Trixie before lowering her voice. âI donât think you should ignore this behavior from your daughter. If thereâs something in her home life that is making her act out, I can recommend a few counselors who would be more than happy to speak with the two of yââ
Jungkook shakes his head, a lock of dark hair coming loose from whatever gel heâs used to style it. âWith all due respect, Principal Baker, I donât appreciate my parenting abilities being called into question. I think itâs probably best if Daeun and I take our leave.â
Pam sighs. âMr. Jeon, I donât mean to offend. But Daeun did take a book out of Trixieâs hands.â
âAnd Iâll be sure to discipline her for that,â Jungkook replies. âBut if this is all over a book, Principal, I think the solution is simple. I can easily buy her whatever book she needs.â
âIâm not so sure itâs about the book itself,â you point out. âTaeâI mean, Mr. Kimâhas multiple copies of Charlotteâs Web available for the students.â
Jungkook hums and turns up the collar of his wool coat, pulling it snug around his throat. âNonetheless, I think weâre done here. Daeun, weâre leaving.â
The six-year-old looks up from the book Taehyung has checked out for her and immediately runs over to grab her fatherâs extended hand. âAre we going home?â she asks quietly, and he nods.Â
âYeah, we are, sweetheart. Come on. Say bye to your teachers.â
Obediently, Daeun waves to you and Taehyung before bidding Pam goodbye as well. Jungkook offers you a stiff nod, and Pam resignedly offers to walk the duo out. They depart together, and you watch as they disappear around the corner of the hall before turning to Taehyung with a heavy sigh. Trixie is still engrossed in her coloring, and you lower your voice as you join Taehyung where heâs begun re-shelving books from a cart of returns.Â
âThank god thatâs finally over,â you murmur.
Taehyung glances both ways, ensuring the coast is clear. âYeah. That Jungkook guy is a total wang.â
///
By the time you pull out of Hybe Academyâs parking lot, rush hour has well and truly begun. Silently, you curse Jungkookâs tardiness as you merge onto the main road and almost immediately come to a complete standstill amongst the traffic. Glancing back in the rearview mirror, you take in the sight of your daughter, buckled neatly into the backseat with her face pressed against the window.
âWhat color are we looking for today, bug?â
âRed,â she replies, her nose scrunching against the glass. Every day, your daughter picks a color and counts the number of cars she sees in that particular shade. Sheâs taken to keeping a running tally on the refrigeratorâworking toward the answer to a research question that only she understands. Her work is accompanied by a variety of figures and diagrams as well, which sheâs plastered across the remainder of the refrigerator door and are slowly encroaching on the freezer door as well. Youâre pretty sure sheâll need a larger surface soon enoughâthe wall of the hallway leading to the bedrooms would probably sufficeâbut until then, you have no plans to interfere with her creativity. If anything, you sometimes wish you could see the world through a childâs eyes againâto view every new experience as an adventure, and delight in the simple things. Itâs one of the many reasons you love working at Hybe, even if you do have to deal with the occasional entitled parent.
Unwillingly, your mind wanders back to Jungkook Jeon. Youâd be lying if you said you didnât find him attractive, even if youâre reluctant to admit it and refuse outright to say it aloud. Heâs blessed with the kind of face that angels could rhapsodize aboutâhis dark, expressive eyes set above a strong nose and an enticing mouth. His jawline is sharp as a knife, and youâre fairly certain the devil himself sculpted his thighs. Even beneath the drape of his expensive suits, you can see the definition of his musculature as clearly as if he wasnât wearing anything at all. You wonderâmore often than youâd like to admitâhow his workplace hasnât deemed his suits obscene. Maybe he needs a dress code, you think to yourself, easing off the brake as the cars in front of you begin to inch forward. Baggy clothes only from this point forward. The more skin covered, the better.Â
âOooh! Found one!â Trixie exclaims, tapping the glass vigorously. âAnd look, thereâs another. Itâs a darker red, though.â
You hum and nod toward the traffic up ahead, where you can glimpse the corner of a cherry red bumper. âWhat about that one up there? That makes three, right?â
In the mirror, you see your daughter nod. A few minutes pass, the two of you calling out when another red car is spotted, and traffic eventually eases up enough that you can continue your way home.Â
âSo, what did Mr. Kim teach you about butterflies?â you query as you make a right turn. âSomething about migration?âÂ
Trixie nods absently, still fixated on the cars driving by in the opposite lane. âYeah. They go south for the winter to stay warm.â
You glance at her reflection in the mirror again. âMust be nice.â
âYeah.â
Up ahead, the light turns green. You hit the gas, debating whether to bring up Daeun or not, but your daughter speaks again before you can dwell on it any further.Â
âItâs weird,â Trixie says, her face still pressed against the window and her breath misting the glass. âDaeun was never mean to me before. We werenât friends, not really. But now it feels like sheâs picking on me on purpose and I donât know why.âÂ
Something in your chest splinters at the tone of her voiceâsubdued and small. Sheâs dragging a finger through the fogged up glass now, tracing the crooked outline of a butterfly, and you take a moment to collect your thoughts before speaking again.
âWeâll figure it out together, then, jitterbug. Now, why donât you start thinking about what you want for dinner?â
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Mornings are always a little chaotic in your home. Trixie is sprinting around the entirety of the two-bedroom apartment looking for her favorite scrunchie, a half-eaten piece of toast clutched in one hand and her backpack swinging from the other. In the kitchen, youâre going through a mental checklist of all the places your daughter could have possibly left the accessory while sipping on your morning coffee. The mug nearly slips from your hand when your pet cat, Taco, slinks past your legs on her way to her food bowl, and you hiss out a sharp curse.
âFuck!â Hot liquid dribbles down your knuckles. The calico cat gives you an unimpressed look, and you glance both ways to make sure Trixie is out of earshot before wagging a reprimanding finger. âManners, Taco. Youâre better than this.â
Taco merely flicks her tail and turns back to her own breakfast, rebelliously batting her water bowl with a paw before settling down to eat. Sighing, you finish the remainder of your coffee and rinse out the mug, listening as Trixie darts in and begins rummaging through the silverware drawer.Â
âBug, I donât think your scrunchieâs in there,â you remark, earning yourself a shrug in response.
âCanât be too careful,â she says in a startlingly accurate impression of you, and you canât decide whether to laugh out loud or roll your eyes. Coming up empty, your daughter runs off again, and you return your attention to your bag, rifling through the folders and assignments within. âAha!â you hear in the distance, and smile. Trixie comes bounding down the hall a few seconds later with a sparkly holographic scrunchie in hand, and you obligingly help her wind it around her ponytail as she wriggles in place with excitement.
âReady to go?â you ask once finished, and she nods eagerly. âHave all your homework?â Another nod. âWhat about those books you have to return to Mr. Kim at the library?â
Trixie heaves a dramatic sigh and fixes you with a look. âYes, Mom. Can we go now?â
You chuckle and extend your hand for her to take, heaving your bag onto your opposite shoulder. âAll right, all right. Letâs go.â
Locking the front door, you and Trixie take the elevator down to the ground floor of the building and exit out into the wintry air. Your car is parked on a nearby side street, and immediately, you see that the windshield is coated in a light layer of frost. Sighing inwardly, you head toward the trunk where you store the ice scraper. Trixie releases your hand when you pop open the lid, and you turn to watch as she skips her way down the sidewalk. âSure you donât want a ride to school?â you call.
She stops, her nose wrinkling. âItâs lame to go to school with your teacher, Mom.â
You feign offense, slapping a hand to your heart. âOh? Iâm lame now, am I?â
âDonât take it personal,â Trixie replies, shrugging. âAll adults are kinda lame.â
With that, she waves and darts the rest of the way down the sidewalk, making her way to the bus stop at the end of the block. You watch her go, waiting until she safely joins the other half-dozen kids clustered on the corner beside the stop sign, before turning back to your car and climbing into the driverâs seat.Â
Thereâs something calming about your morning commuteâsomething about the low hum of the engine and the whir of wheels against asphalt that soothes your soul. The route downtown is a familiar one, and you navigate it with ease. A glance at the clock on the dashboard tells you that you have just enough time to grab some breakfast, and at the next intersection, you opt to turn left instead of right. Three minutes later, youâre pulling up to your favorite coffee shop in the city, snagging one of the few remaining parking spaces on the street and braving the chill one more time as you head for the brightly painted front door beneath the cheery sign that reads, Bean There, Done That!.Â
The smell of warm cinnamon and vanilla washes over you as soon as you step inside the coffee shop. Thereâs a relatively short line, and you pull out your phone as you join it, scrolling through news articles and notifications until you reach the counter. âGood morning, Bonnie,â you greet the middle-aged woman working the cash register, before waving at the man whoâs already brewing a fresh espresso in the corner. âMorning, Jin.â
âHiya, {Name},â Jin replies. As the owner of the shop and a dear friend of yours, he knows your usual order like the back of his hand. âGot your coffee going right now.â
Bonnie smiles at you, nodding as Jin plops your finished drink down and joins her at the counter. âMorning, hun. Youâre too late again, Iâm afraid. Can I get you something else?â
You glance over at the glass display case where all the baked goods are housed, disappointment sinking into your stomach when you see the empty row in the bagel section. âNo cinnamon streusel? Again?â
âSome guy beat you to the last one,â Jin answers as Bonnie rings up your coffee and slides it across the counter into your waiting hands. âSame one as last week, actually. He comes here pretty regularly.â
Your eyes narrow. âYou mean the same jerk has taken my bagel three times now? How is it that I havenât run into him yet?â
âI dunnoâdudeâs an early riser, I guess. You missed him by about ten minutes this time, but sometimes heâs in here even earlier than that.â Jin shrugs and jabs a thumb toward the back where you can just barely see the kitchen through a small window. âWeâve got more bagels going right now though, if you can wait five minutes.â
The time on your phoneâs screen tells you that you cannot. âSorry,â you tell him. âIf I donât leave now, Iâll be late for school.â Turning, you nod at Bonnie and drop a few bills into the tip jar. âSee you both tomorrow.â
âWait!â Jin pats down his apron pockets and fishes out a crumpled napkin from within. âI almost forgot. The guyâhe left a note.â
âHe left⌠what?â You frown. âWhy?â
Awkwardly, Jin clears his throat. âI, uh, may have let it slip that he kept beating you to the last cinnamon streusel bagel on Friday. And then he asked if he could leave you a note, soâŚ.â Uncrumpling the napkin, he extends it toward you. âHere.â
You canât help itâcuriosity roots in your belly and winds its way to your fingers as you carefully accept the note and smooth it out on the countertop.
Better luck next time ;)
âThat prick.â
Jin winces. âYeah, I know. I mean, he does always leave a twenty in the tip jar, but yeah, totally. Iâm with you. Guyâs a wang.â
Youâre barely listening. Scowling, you fumble for the pen in your purse, taking the napkin that Bonnie wordlessly hands you and scribbling out your own note so fiercely you nearly rip through the papery material.
Game on, mister.
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The rest of the week seems to drag by, until Friday arrives at long last and shepherds with it stormy gray clouds on the horizon. Youâre already feeling rather grumpyâno doubt thanks in part to the collection of snarky napkin notes youâve accumulated over the past few daysâand the sunâs absence only serves to exacerbate your foul mood. Even worse, you had an unfortunate run-in with one Mr. Jungkook Jeon yesterday, meeting with him in the principalâs office following an incident where Daeun took and hid Trixieâs favorite holographic scrunchie. Thankfully, it was recovered quickly, but even now the mere thought of Jungkook Jeonâs stupid, condescending face is enough to tank your mood. Scowling, you lock your car and head in the direction of Bean There, Done That!, carefully eyeing every person who exits in an effort to discern whether they might have purchased a cinnamon streusel bagel and hoping that none of them have snagged the last.
Youâre running a full forty-five minutes early todayâall in an attempt to beat the damned bagel thief. Half an hour hadnât been enoughâyou found that out the hard way yesterday, when Bonnie had greeted you with an apologetic smile and Jin had wordlessly doubled the usual shot of espresso in your coffee without charge. Looking back, your initial attempts to be a mere fifteen minutes earlier were feeble at worst and laughable at best. But today, you think, today will be different.Â
The bell over the door jingles pleasantly when you step inside the coffee shop, and you immediately deflate when Jin catches your eye and shakes his head. Heâs there to greet you when you finally reach the front of the line, and you sigh as you accept the folded napkin he hands over. âHe beat me? Again? Does this guy not sleep?â
âHe was super early today,â Jin replies with a shrug. Groaning, you unfold the note and smooth it out on the counter, sucking in a breath when you read the words scrawled there.Â
Whatâs that saying again? Something about the early bird always getting the worm? ;)
âThat fucking asshole,â you grit out. âIâm gonna kill him.â
âTesty,â Jin says, clicking his tongue. âWhatâs got your panties in a bunch today?â
You sigh. âSchool stuff, mostly. I had to meet with the father of one of my students yesterday, and heâs a real piece of work. And then I was up late grading homework.â
âYou could always assign less,â Jin offers up unhelpfully, which earns him a snort and an eye-roll from you. Relenting, he instead begins pouring your coffee, chattering on as the hot liquid splashes into your cup. âSo, about this guyâs impending doom. How exactly do you plan on murdering a man when you donât even know what he looks like?â
âStop being logical,â you groan, rubbing the bridge of your nose. âI donât want to hear it.â
Just then, the coffee shop door flies open, letting in a gust of chilly wind. You turn to see Bonnie bustling inside, wearing a bright pink woolen hat and ushering along her eleven-year old son, Caleb. âHi, hun,â she greets you, her nose scrunching when she sees your frown. âI take it you still havenât found your mystery bagel man?â
You heave a sigh, shaking your head. âI donât think I can get DNA off of his notes, so no. I have no idea who this guy is, which means I have no way of tracking him down and giving him a piece of my mind.â
Bonnie tuts sympathetically and pats your arm. âSorry, hun.â Giving your elbow an affectionate squeeze, she slips past the counter and into the back room to grab her paycheck. Jin finishes up with your drink, and you thank him as you take a long sip. Then you turn to Bonnieâs son, whoâs taken a seat in a nearby booth and is doodling on a piece of scrap paper.Â
âHey, Caleb. Howâs it going?â
The boy, normally quite talkative, just shrugs. Taken aback, you decide not to press the issue and instead turn back to Jin, whoâs wiping down the espresso machine and whistling something that sounds vaguely like âNever Gonna Give You Upâ under his breath. Bonnie returns then, and you give her a quizzical glance as she pours herself a to-go cup of coffee and adds two generous pumps of caramel syrup. Is something up with Caleb? you mouth, and watch as confusion flits across her face before realization dawns.
âDonât worry about him,â she whispers, approaching you so you can hear. âHeâs just a little bummed from yesterday. Misspelled âserendipityâ in the school spelling bee, and it cost him the win in the end.â
You wince. âOuch. That hurts.â
âYeah, that sucks real hard,â Jin chimes in from his spot at the espresso machine. âLittle guy didnât even try to steal a cookie from the display like he normally does.â
Bonnie chuckles. âIâll grab a couple to-go, thenâa double chocolate and a snickerdoodle, if you please. But then weâve really got to head out. School starts in twenty.â
At the reminder, you pull out your phone and glance at the time. âYeah, I need to leave soon too. Give my best to Caleb, okay? Thereâs always next yearâs spelling bee.â Turning to Jin, you hand over your credit card to pay for the coffee before grabbing a pen and a napkin. It takes you a few seconds to figure out what you want to write, and then another few to scrawl out the note:
Donât forget, the tortoise always beats the hare in the end.
Straightening up, you hand the napkin over to Jin, who accepts it wordlessly and tucks it into his pocket. And once heâs handed your card back to you, you wave goodbye to both Jin and Bonnie before heading out.
Itâs typically a five-minute drive to Hybe Academy from the coffee shop, but this morning, it takes you almost ten. Every red light in the city has seemingly teamed up in order to make you late, and you make it through the door of your classroom with mere minutes to spare. Thankfully, the first bell hasnât rung yet, and to your surprise, Taehyung is still lounging in your desk chair when you enter the room. The two of you have a longstanding tradition of having breakfast together in the morningsâeven if breakfast just turns out to be two extra-large cups of coffee with anywhere between zero and four shots of espresso added in. Taehyung occasionally brings in some of his kitchen experiments as well, and youâve had to politely decline his offer to share on more than one occasion.Â
âHey, there you are!â Taehyung grins and props his feet up onto your desk, crossing one leg over the other. âI was just about to leave.â
âReally? It looks like youâve made yourself pretty comfortable,â you reply, dropping your bag onto the floor and collapsing into the chair heâs pulled up beside him. âMust be nice, not having to worry about being on time for first period.â
Taehyung nestles deeper into the back of your chair and lets his eyes drift shut. âSure is.â
You snort and take a sip of your coffee. âJerk.â
âIâm rubber, youâre glue,â he replies without missing a beat, his eyes remaining staunchly shut.
Shaking your head, you instead direct your attention to the tupperware container thatâs sitting on the desk in front of your friend. You can see what looks like some kind of pastry inside, and prod curiously at it before poking Taehyung in the shoulder. âSo, whatâs this? Donât tell me you tried to make croque monsieurs again.â
âExcuse you, those werenât even that bad,â he defends, his eyes flying open. âAnd no, I didnât. I made quiche this time.â
âRight,â you say suspiciously. âAnd whatâs in it?â
âBacon, cheese, onions,â Taehyung lists with a shrug. âOh, and a few baby carrots I had on hand. I didnât really know what else to do with them.â
Itâs far from the strangest combination your friend has come up withâa sentiment you voice aloud as you pry open the edge of the container and accept the fork he hands over. âThis feels shockingly normal.â Cautiously, you dig into an edge and bring it to eye level so you can examine the filling. âAre you sure youâre feeling all right?â
âIâm going to start force feeding you if you donât stop teasing,â Taehyung threatens, grabbing a fork for himself and helping himself to a generous bite. âSeriously, give it a tryâI promise itâs good. I didnât even drop any eggshells in it this time.â
Laughing, you bring the quiche to your mouth. The pastry is flaky and the filling is smooth, and youâre pleasantly surprised by the harmonious balance of seasonings that you taste. Taehyung watches in satisfaction as you go in for a bigger piece, and pushes the tupperware closer when you nearly drop it.Â
âTold you it was good,â he says smugly, and you can only nod your agreement and raise your coffee in silent commendation.Â
The two of you eat in silence for a few momentsâuntil you remember the napkin shoved in your pocket and pull it out with a grimace. Youâve ranted to Taehyung about your new nemesis on more than one occasion by this point, and he doesnât even blink as he flattens out the material and scans the words scrawled there. âIâve gotta say, the guyâs got good handwriting,â he remarks, and you immediately fix him with a scowl.Â
âReally? Youâve got to say that?â
Taehyung holds up his hands innocently. âJust an observation,â he says. âHow many of these notes do you even have now? Three?â
âFive,â you grumble. âAnd Iâm still no closer to figuring out who he is. I donât suppose you have access to a police database or anything, right? Some way to match this guyâs handwriting?â
âIâm pretty sure it doesnât work like that,â is Taehyungâs blasĂŠ reply. âBesides, itâs not like youâre going to do anything, even if you do figure out who he is. Youâll just keep stewing until something else comes along, so why even bother with the manhunt in the first place?â
You sniff. âIâm raising Trixie to be a strong, determined woman who can accomplish anything she sets her mind to. What kind of example would I be setting if I canât do this one thing?â
Taehyung doesnât even bother trying to disguise his snort of laughter. âYouâre so full of shit. Jesus Christ.â
The bell rings, thenâsignaling that students have five minutes to make their way to their classrooms. You sigh, and Taehyung wordlessly stands up and begins gathering his tupperware back into his bag, tucking the cutlery in last and grabbing his remaining coffee as he turns toward the door.Â
âCatch you later,â he says at the threshold, and you wave him off before brushing a few stray crumbs off your desk. Finishing off the last of your coffee, you pull your planner from your bag and absentmindedly shove the napkin note in its placeâputting away any and all thoughts of your bagel nemesis as students slowly begin filtering into your classroom. Trixie briefly catches your eye as she files in with a couple of her friends, and you smile as you rise from your seat and begin outlining the dayâs lesson plan on the chalkboard.Â
Thereâs no doubt that Fridays are your favorite. Friday afternoons at Hybe Academy are dedicated to the arts, and listening to the soft strains of music coming from the orchestra room and the various solo instruments taking lessons brings you boundless joy. You love seeing the new paintings on the walls the following Monday too, and often stay a while after school lets out on Friday to hang up the pieces produced by your own class.Â
But this particular Fridayâit isnât going as planned at all.
Youâre beginning to think that this morningâs strike from your bagel thief was an omen. Up until two hours ago, itâs just been the usual inconveniences and minor drawbacksâa misplaced pencil here, or a spilled bit of juice there. But now, halfway through the schoolday, you feel like youâre drowning. Your stomach is growling and your hair is in disarray, and itâs all thanks to the fact that you currently have twice the amount of students you normally do occupying your classroomâall of whom are seemingly intent on covering every available surface with splatters of paint.Â
You canât blame Miss Kumar, of course. Family emergencies are just thatâemergencies. They canât be predicted or controlled, and when she was called at lunchtime with unexpected news, you understood that she had to leave immediately. In an unfortunate turn of events, none of the Academyâs usual substitute teachers were available, and you soon found yourself haplessly watching on as her first-graders filed into your room with chairs in tow, taking up residence two to a desk alongside your own students.Â
And even though youâre doing your absolute best to maintain some semblance of order, you know youâve lost when one of Miss Kumarâs studentsâNicholas, you think his name isâupends a little plastic canister of paint onto his desk and splats both hands into it. Blue paint goes flying in every direction, and as he giggles, the other children quickly begin to follow his lead.Â
âGuys, no, waitââ you try to say, but itâs too late. A fully fledged paint fight has broken out, and you watch in horror as Daeun flings a dollop of yellow paint straight onto Trixieâs Hercules shirt.Â
If thereâs a bright spot in all of this, itâs that Principal Pam Baker works fast. Youâd called her mere minutes into the fight breaking out, and sheâd done her part by calling the parents of the students youâd named as instigators of the fight. Those who could came in right away, and once you managed to settle everyone down, you brought their kids down to Pamâs office so that she could have a group meeting with both the parents and students alike. The remaining children you took to the library to be watched by Taehyung while you cleaned up your classroom. Itâs an absolute disaster zone, and youâve only just begun spraying down the first desk when the door flies open.
âMost of the children are at the library,â you say without turning around, scrubbing at a particularly stubborn bit of red paint on the corner of the desk with a wet wipe. âIf youâre looking for your child, youâd best head over there.â
âActually, Iâm here to speak to you,â a familiar voice says, and dread pools in your stomach as you turn and find yourself face-to-face with none other than Jungkook Jeon, his dark eyes unreadable. On his wrist, just barely concealed beneath the sleeve of his charcoal overcoat, you can see his expensive silver watch glinting in the fluorescent light.
âMr. Jeon,â you manage once youâve found your voice again. âHow can I help you?â
For a few long seconds, Jungkook remains silent. He steps over the threshold and into your classroom, taking in the paint-splattered walls and the chairs scattered haphazardly about. Then his gaze settles on you, his nose wrinkling slightly as he speaks again.Â
âIt smells in here.â
âItâs the paint,â you answer shortly, stepping over an upended cup of brushes and making your way to the window. Fumbling with the lock, you struggle for a few seconds before finally managing to heave it open, letting in a welcome gust of cool wintry air.Â
Jungkook watches all of this in silence. Then he hums, faint amusement lacing his voice. âI see that.â
Irritation blooms in your belly at his blasĂŠ tone. âWhat did you want to talk about, Mr. Jeon? If youâre looking for Daeun, Iâm afraid sheâs down the hall in Principal Bakerâs office.â
âIâm well aware of that.â Jungkook takes a step forward, the heels of his sleek black oxfords clicking against the tiled floor. âThis is the second time youâve lost control of your classroom, I believe. And tell me, Miss {L/N}, why has my daughter been sent to the principalâs office two days in a row, now?â
You glance up from where youâve begun wiping at a spot of hot pink paint on the windowsill. âWith all due respect, Mr. Jeon, I think thatâs a question that only Daeun can answer.â
âDaeun.â Thereâs outright laughter in Jungkookâs voice nowâbut itâs the humorless sort that makes the hairs on your neck stand on end. âRight, of course. The blame is always on my daughter, isnât it? Never any of the others. Never your own.â
For a moment, you can only stare at him. Then, without even fully realizing what youâre doing, you begin walking forward. First one step, and then anotherâuntil the tips of your sensible block heels are mere inches from the tips of his oxfords. Emotion is building steadily in your chestâa cocktail of exhaustion and anger topped off with the dayâs frustrationsâand all of it comes flooding out as you raise your chin and look Jungkook Jeon square in the eye.Â
âUnlike you, I saw what happened today, Mr. Jeon. Several students were responsible for instigating and perpetuating this fight, and unfortunately, Daeun was one of them. I donât appreciate you implying that I favor any of my students over others, and I certainly donât appreciate you questioning my ability as a teacher.â Your chest heaves as you pause to take a breath. âI am a professional, Mr. Jeon. Maybe you donât think so, but I am. Iâve been teaching for nearly a decade, and Iâve spent almost every day with these children for the past year. You donât get to come in here and disrespect me in my own classroom. I donât care how much money you give to this school. Iâm not beholden to you or your money, and Iâll thank you to not come in here with unnecessary attitude and finger-pointing.â
Your blood is rushing in your ears by the time your speech comes to an end. Jungkook is silent, staring down his nose at you for three long seconds before he deliberately raises a dark eyebrow. âAre you finished?â he asks.Â
You shiver as his hot breath fans against your cheeks. âNo.â And then, in a surge of stupid, adrenaline-fueled bravery, you add, âI kind of want to cuss you out, to be honest.â
The other eyebrow rises to join the first, as a huff of wry laughter escapes his lips. âOh?â
You deflate slightly, your bottom lip finding its way between your teeth. It shouldnât be so easy for a parent to get a rise out of you, but Jungkook seems to do it so easilyâand so often. âIâm not going to,â you murmur.Â
âNo?â Jungkookâs gaze darts down to your lips, then up to your eyes, and then down to your lips again. âThatâs rather disappointing.â
Unwittingly, youâve drifted even closer to him since you first started talking. You can see each fleck of amber in his irises, and could probably count each of his individual eyelashes if you so cared. This close to him, you can see that one of his eyebrows is piercedâhis dark hair brushed back just enough to reveal the silvery metal embedded in his skin. You donât pull away though, and neither does he. If anything, he seems to be willing you closerâhis lips parting and his tongue darting out to moisten them.
And then he blinks, and you pull back as if burned. âIf⌠if thatâs all, I should really get back to cleaning up,â you stammer, hating the wobble in your voice as you return to your desk and grab a fresh wet wipe. âPrincipal Bakerâs office is down the hall on the left.â
âI remember. I was there yesterday, after all.â The faint amusement has returned to his tone. Straightening his tie, he begins making his way to the exit, only to pause in the doorframe and glance at you once more over his shoulder. âOh, and Miss {L/N}?â
You look up. âYes?â
âYou should really look in a mirror. It looks like a Smurf exploded on your face.âÂ
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Saturday brings with it clear blue skies and a sweet, sweet reprieve from the chaos of the week. Youâd promised Trixie that you would make ratatouille together over the weekendâjust like in the movieâand now youâre making good on that promise as you push a shopping cart around the grocery store with your daughter skipping happily by your side. âOoh! We need these, right?â she exclaims, pointing at a display of zucchini, and you nod, watching as she carefully selects two and plunks them into the cart.Â
Together, the two of you finish up in the produce section and head for the aisles that house all the baking goods. Trixie peruses the shelves as you stock up on the essentialsâflour, sugar, and a couple boxes of baking soda. Then you grab a package of chocolate chips, laughing when Trixie immediately perks up at the sound of the bag crinkling and whirls around to look at you with wide, eager eyes.Â
 âCan we do chocolate chip and peanut butter cookies?â she asks, clasping her hands in front of her chest.Â
âI think youâre pushing your luck, young lady,â you tell her, but relent when she selflessly offers to bring the extras to class on Monday to share.Â
Ten minutes later, youâre heading toward the checkout line when you suddenly realize that youâve forgotten something. âTomatoes,â you say aloud, glancing down at Trixie apologetically. âTotally slipped my mind. Letâs go grab some, bug.â
Trixie sighs dramatically, but turns toward the produce section nonetheless. Faster than you can blink, she trots off, leaving you to trail after her with the shopping cart. Maneuvering around a particularly tall display of onions, you pull out your phone to check the grocery list one more timeâonly to be interrupted by the metallic clang of your shopping cart hitting another. Immediately, you open your mouth to apologize, but stop short when your eyes meet the owner of the other cart.
âO-oh,â you stammer, your head spinning as you try to recover your full vocabulary. âMr. Jeon. I⌠I didnât see you there.â
Jungkook chuckles. âThat much I gathered.â Then he nods toward Trixie, who you can just barely see two aisles and a crate of watermelons away. âDoing some shopping, Miss {L/N}?â
You donât respond. Your brain is in overdrive, struggling to reconcile the Jungkook standing in front of you with the one youâd seen just yesterday in your paint-splattered classroom. His dark hair isnât parted neatly across his forehead for onceâinstead, it falls in soft waves around his face. Rather reluctantly, your brain acknowledges that he looks goodâirritatingly so. Youâve never seen him in casual clothes beforeâonly neatly pressed suits that cost more than your entire paycheckâand the change is jarring to say the least. His purple sweatshirt is baggy and his black joggers are just tight enough to show off the definition of his thighs, andâ
âhang on, is he wearing Birkenstocks?
Trixie, thankfully, comes to the rescue as you gape at Jungkookâs feet for several seconds too long. âIs this enough?â she asks, lugging a plastic bag bulging with at least a dozen heirloom tomatoes. Still a little shellshocked, you look down at her, blinking dumbly before bursting into laughter.
âThatâs plenty, bug. In fact, we probably need to put some back, unless you want tomatoes in your cookies too.â
âThat doesnât sound too bad,â Trixie says thoughtfully, pursing her lips. âOr we can make marinara and have spaghetti and meatballs tomorrow!â
Jungkook chooses that moment to huff out a laugh of his own. âSpaghetti and meatballs, huh? Great minds must think alikeâDaeun suggested the exact same thing for our dinner tonight. Only thing is, weâre apparently making everything by hand, even the spaghetti. And weâve never made pasta before, soâŚâ He chuckles. âYou can imagine how well thatâll probably go.â
You glance around the nearest visible aisles. âDaeunâs a proper little chef, I see. Is she here with you?â
The dark-haired man gestures toward the back of the grocery store. âI tasked her with grabbing some milk and eggs while I get the onions. She wonât go near them until theyâre cooked, so I figured this would be most efficient.â
You grin. âDivide and conquer, huh?â
âExactly,â Jungkook answers with a surprisingly boyish smile. You note with amusement that his front teeth are more prominent than the rest, just enough to give him the resemblance of a rabbit. Rather unfairly, it somehow manages to work in his favor when put together with the rest of him. Your cheeks warm when you register again just how handsome he truly is, and you quickly suck in a deep breath as you search around for a distraction.
Youâre in luck. Daeun rounds the corner of a nearby display of cantaloupes with a wide grin, a gallon jug of milk and a carton of eggs in either hand. Her grin widens when she spots you, and you chuckle as she tries and fails to raise her jug-bearing hand to wave.
âHi, Miss {L/N}!â she exclaims as she comes to a stop alongside Jungkookâs cart and deposits her goods inside. âWhatâre you doing here?â
âDae,â Jungkook chides gently, but you laugh and wave him off.
âHi, Daeun. Iâm doing some shopping with Trixie, just like you are with your dad. Speaking of whichâyou probably have a lot of cooking to get to.â You return your attention to Jungkook. âI mean, I know we do. Somehow, I was talked into making two types of cookies this weekend, so we should really head out and get started.â
âWaitâhang on a second.â Jungkook speaks again, and maybe itâs your imagination but you think you hear a tinge of desperation in his tone. âIâm actually glad we ran into you today. We were going to do this on Monday but since youâre both here, Daeun has something sheâd like to say to Trixie. Isnât that right, Dae?â
Daeunâs gaze drops to where sheâs scuffing her sneakered feet against the tiled linoleum floor. Jungkook reaches down, giving her an encouraging nudge, and she hesitates for a second before looking back up and glancing between you and Trixie. âIâm sorry,â she begins shyly. âI shouldnâtâve thrown paint at you. Or taken your book.â And when Jungkook nudges her again and lifts an eyebrow, she continues again. âAnd⌠Iâm sorry for laughing when you fell down on the playground. It wasnât funny, and I wasnât being nice. Iâm really sorry, Trixie.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, as Daeun falls silent and looks at your daughter hopefully. You glance between the two girls, then up at Jungkook, who still has a hand on Daeunâs shoulder and seems to be holding his breath. Trixie, for her part, looks to be deep in thought, her face scrunched in contemplation as she taps a finger against her lips. Vaguely, you wonder if you should say something, but decide against it.
And then Trixie beams, toothy and bright. Daeunâs answering smile is still tentative, but it transforms into full-blown giggles when your daughter rushes forward and clasps one of her hands in both of her own. âI forgive you,â she says shortly, giving her hand a shake like a little businesswoman. You and Jungkook watch on as the two girls proceed to skip off, hand-in-hand and singing âBaby Sharkâ.Â
âWow,â you remark, turning back to Jungkook. âI have to admit, Iâm a little surprised. What brought that on?â
Jungkook begins to look rather sheepish, scratching at the back of his neck. âI actually have a bit of a confession to make. Not to mention, I owe you a huge apology. I talked to Dae last night, and⌠well, you were right. She wasnât acting out for no reason. She⌠she was actually jealous of Trixie."
You frown. "What?"
He nods. "Yeah. See, I got promoted at my job a while ago. Right after the holidays, I had to start working longer hours, which of course meant less time at home with her. And I guess all of that took its toll, especially since I had to stop taking her to school every morning.â He sighs. âShe didnât adjust very well to that. I tried my best to make things work, but thereâs only so much I can do, you know? Eventually I had to set up a morning carpool with some of the neighbors. And I tried to ease the transition as much as I could, butâŚâ He trails off with another sigh. âGuess I did kind of a shit job there.âÂ
Your mind is reeling at all of this new information, but you manage to find your voice again after a few moments. âYou did your best,â you tell him, resisting the sudden urge to reach out and touch his arm. âAnd youâre still trying. Thatâs all that matters, you know. Youâre trying to make things better. Daeun can sense that, and believe me, itâs paying off.â
Jungkook chuckles. âI think youâre giving me too much credit, but thank you. Iâm just glad that Dae has a good school and good teachers. Actually, youâve always been her favorite, did you know that?â
You didnât. âReally?â
âReally.âÂ
You arenât sure what to say after that, so you opt to look around instead. At some pointâyou arenât sure whenâthe two of you mustâve started walking around the grocery store again because all around you are shelves full of bread and baked goods. Mindlessly, you grab a bag of everything bagels and smile when Jungkook follows your lead and drops a bag into his own cart.
A few minutes of meandering later, you find Trixie and Daeun together in the snack aisle, deep in discussion about their favorite candies. The conversation winds down as you and Jungkook approach, and you decide not to comment when Trixie not-so-surreptitiously slips a package of chocolate caramels into your shopping cart.
âWe should probably get going,â you say instead, pulling out your phone and glancing at the time. âGosh, there really arenât enough hours in the day. You ready, bug?â
âYep!â Trixie replies cheerily, turning to wave goodbye to Daeun and Jungkook. âBye, Daeun! Bye, Mr. Jeon!â
âSee you Monday, Trixie! You too, Miss {L/N}!â Daeun exclaims. And as you and Jungkook exchange smiles and farewells of your own, you feel lighter than youâve felt in days, as if an invisible weight has lifted.
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Like clockwork, Monday morning finds you at the counter of Bean There, Done That! with an apologetic Jin offering you your usual coffee in a size larger than the one youâd paid for. âAgain?â you exclaim as you accept the cup and take a generous sip. âI canât believe this. You opened like, twenty minutes ago.â
The corner of Jinâs mouth twitches. Then, with a dramatic flourish, he produces a full tray of cinnamon streusel bagels from somewhere beneath the counter, picking out the best-looking one before sliding the tray into its spot in the display. âI just wanted to see the look on your face,â he admits as he slips the bagel into a paper bag and hands it over. âThese are freshâstill pretty warm, in fact. Surprised you didnât smell them when you came in.â
âI did smell them,â you tell him, wagging a finger. âBut the blueberry bagels are always kind of overpowering and this whole place tends to smell like vanilla anyway, so excuse me for taking you for your word when you said you were out.â
âYou know, a simple âthank youâ wouldâve sufficed,â Jin sniffs. Then he gestures to the stack of napkins next to the cash register and waggles his eyebrows. âCare to leave a snarky note of your own?â
A slow grin spreads across your face as you start fishing in your purse for a pen. âAbso-fucking-lutely.â
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The rest of the day goes smoothly, and youâre pretty sure itâs all thanks to the cinnamon streusel bagel youâd had the time to truly savor this morning. Youâd even bought an extra for Taehyung, who for his part contributed a tupperware full of bacon strips and a pitcher of mixed berry smoothie to your breakfast. For lunch youâd made sure to eat a healthy dose of vegetables, and as you head into the final period of the day, you feel more than ready to give a room full of children their next big assignment.
âAll right, class,â you say as your students filter into the classroom and start taking their seats. âWeâve been learning about the animal kingdom for the last few weeks, and itâs finally time to put everything weâve learned so far together. Iâm going to go around and hand each of you a card. Take a look at itâyouâll either see a picture of an animal, or the name of an animal.â Grabbing the stack of cards off your desk, you begin distributing them, slowly making your way up and down the rows of desks. âThen, I want you to get up out of your seats and find the card that matches yours. If thereâs a picture of a zebra on your card, you want to find the person with âzebraâ written on their card. And that person will be your partner for this project. Does that make sense to everyone?â
Nods and exclamations of affirmation all around. Satisfied, you hand out the last of your cards and return to your desk, gesturing for your students to stand up and find their partners. You watch as the children mill around, exclaiming happily when they find their match. Much to your satisfaction, you see that Daisyâa little girl who always has her blond hair corralled into a neat braidâand Josiahâa well-mannered boy with a different-colored polo for each day of the weekâjust so happen to be partners. You hadnât planned it that way, but youâve always gotten the feeling that there was a hint of a little crush there.
Another pleasant surprise comes in the form of Daeun, whoâs plopped herself in the seat beside Trixie and is animatedly gesturing at her card. Even from your spot in the front of the classroom, you can read the big block letters that spell out âpenguinâ and see the corresponding line drawing on Trixieâs card. And as the girls begin to chat, itâs as if the issues of the last few months hadnât happened at all.
Your class spends the last few hours of the school day in the library, working on their newly assigned project. Youâve set up shop at the table nearest Taehyungâs desk, which youâve always kind of envied. Perfectly round and situated in the center of the room, it allows for a 360-degree view of the entire library if he so much as spins in his chair. âHonestly, I could get so much done if I had one of these,â you lament to him as you watch Josiah sharpen Daisyâs pencil for her out of the corner of your eye. âIâd set up the best frickinâ assembly line you ever saw.â
âYou sound like a workaholic,â Taehyung replies, doing yet another lazy revolution in his seat. âOr a lunatic. Same thing, really.âÂ
Resisting the urge to stick your tongue out at him, you settle for rolling your eyes instead. The final bell of the day rings, and you shepherd your students out of the library with your friend on your heels. As the children disperse to their lockers, you trail after Trixie and Daeun, waiting for the two to say their goodbyes so you and your daughter can walk to the car together. Itâs still odd seeing the two getting along so well, but you arenât about to question it as you and Taehyung follow the girls to their lockersâwhich happen to be in the same section of the hallwayâand then out and into the bright afternoon sun. Smiling, you listen to them chattering excitedly about the project even as Taehyung launches into a tirade about his latest rent increase.
âSeriously, I should just move at this pointâitâs fucking ridiculous. I donât even use the conference center, and the indoor pool is just a waste of space when thereâs a public one thatâs twice the size three blocks away. And that one even has a hot tub! Not to mentionââ
You sigh, cutting him off mid-sentence. âJeez, Tae, just move. Youâve been threatening to for over a year now, and itâs not like anyoneâs forcing you to stay. You donât even like the neighborhood, for godâs sake. I donât know why you stuck around for that long.â
Taehyung sniffs. âMovingâs just such a hassle, you know? I really wanted to avoid it, but I guess I canât this time around. A 22% rent increase⌠fucking hell. Youâll help me pack, wonât you?â
âIâd rather not.â
âBut youâre so good at packing! And you have all that bubble wrap and the box of styrofoam peanuts hoarded in your closetââ
âStored in my closet.â
âWhatever,â he says dismissively, waving you off. âIâm not here to debate semantics with you.â
âNo, youâre here to guilt me into helping you move,â you reply. âWhatâs up with that, anyway? I thought you swore off of renting U-Hauls for good after last time. You were googling moving companies and getting quotes for weeks.â
âYeah, I definitely lost that spreadsheet,â Taehyung admits. âBesides, moneyâs a little tight right now. Every last bit of spare change we have is going toward Jiminâs new pilates studio. Weâre saving wherever and whenever we can.â
You nod in understanding at the mention of his fiancĂŠ and his new business venture. âHowâs all that going, anyhow? I know Jiminâs been super busyâwe havenât been to bar trivia in weeks.â
âYeah, itâs a whole thing,â Taehyung says, pinching the bridge of his nose. âStarting a business is hardâwho knew?â
âWho knew, indeed,â you echo. Youâre about to say something else, too, but any semblance of coherence flies out of your head when you glance at the girls again and see that theyâve come to a stop. Thereâs a sleek black Mercedes-Benz idling at the curb, and leaning against it is none other than Jungkook Jeonâdressed in a sharp navy blue ensemble with his hair slicked back and dark sunglasses perched on his nose. Itâs impossible to tell whether heâs seen you yet, and itâs all you can do to tear your gaze away before you get caught staring. Turning back instead to Taehyung, you raise a hand in farewell. âWell, it looks like this is my stop.â
âSeems that way,â your friend hums, casting a curious glance at Trixie, whoâs enthusiastically greeted Jungkook with a Hi again, Mr. Jeon! and is now giggling with Daeun about how they can see their reflections in his car. âSee you tomorrow. Donât get into too much trouble!â
You roll your eyes at the flagrant wink Taehyung sends your way, surreptitiously flipping him off from behind your tote bag. Then you make your way over to your daughter, whoâs still engrossed in conversation. Coming to a stop behind her, you lay a hand on her shoulder, smiling as she looks up and flashes you a big grin. âAll righty. You ready to go home, jitterbug?â you ask.
Trixie juts her bottom lip out into a pout. âCan I go to Daeunâs?â
You raise an eyebrow, glancing up at Jungkook, whoâs now scrolling through his phone. Then you return your gaze to your daughter, taking in her eager, bright eyes. âI donât know, bug. Have you asked Mr. Jeon if you can come over?â
Daeun pipes up then, her pigtails bobbing with every word. âHe says itâs okay, Miss {L/N}! Since we have a project to work on and all. He even said we can order takeout for dinner!â
Again, you look at Jungkook. His expression is unreadable behind his sunglasses, but when he feels your gaze he glances up, tucking his phone back into his pocket and pushing his sunglasses up onto his head. âDaeâs rightâI did promise the girls takeout. Sorry to catch you off guard with last-minute plans like this, Miss {L/N}. If youâd like, youâre welcome to join us as well.â
You blink. To say that the invitation has caught you off guard would be a massive understatement, and as your brain races to catch up, you suddenly realize that heâs willing to let you come to his home. You would be in his spaceâwhere he lives, eats, sleeps. The thought is simultaneously terrifying and exhilarating.
âIâI donât want to impose,â you finally manage after what feels like an eternity. âIâm sure youâre busy, and I have a lot of homework to grade, andâŚâ You trail off, hesitant, and Jungkook waits a beat before chiming in.
âNo imposition at all,â he says, offering you a small smile. âHonest. Iâve spent two of the last three weekends hosting sleepovers for Daeunâs friends, and Iâm not convinced I remember what adult company is like anymore.â Then his smile widensâjust enough to offer a glimpse of his endearingly prominent front teeth and crinkle the corners of his eyes. âRemind me?â
You arenât sure if youâre imagining the flirtatious edge in his tone, but you push the thought to the very back of your head and straighten the hem of your blouse before grasping for the phone tucked in your bag. âI⌠I suppose that would be all right,â you begin hesitantly as you pretend to check for new notifications. âYouâre sure it wonât be any trouble?â
âNone at all,â Jungkook reassures. âHere, Iâll give you my address for your GPS, but it might be easier if you just follow me. Where are you parked?â
You gesture toward the staff parking lot, which is usually separated from the main lot by a row of neatly manicured hydrangea bushes that bloom in bursts of pink and blue and purple during the spring and summer months. Right now, there are only a few sparse yellow daffodils, pushing up through the dirt and signaling that spring is not far off despite the lingering chill in the air. âIâm about three rows in. I can drive over and meet you here, if that works?â
Trixie chooses that moment to pipe up, instinctively raising her hand like sheâs still in class. âCan I ride with Daeun and Mr. Jeon?â
You hesitate, glancing over at Jungkook, who shrugs as if to say fine by me. Turning your attention back to your daughter, you nod and reach down to adjust the glittery pink scrunchie in her hair. âBe good,â you order. âDonât distract Mr. Jeon while heâs driving, okay?â
âMmhmm,â Trixie hums, already turning toward the sleek black Benz and tugging on the door handle. âSee you there, Mom!â
You wave, watching as the girls climb into the backseat before turning and making your way to your own car. Unlocking the door, you slide into the driverâs seat and take a deep breath. Then, you take another. And a few moments later, you take a third.
Even as you mentally play back the events of the afternoon, you still canât wrap your head around how it came to this. Here you are, about to drive to Jungkook Jeonâs house. Youâve seen his address in your files, and you know from the street name that he lives downtown, in the part of the city thatâs dominated by high-rise buildings and five-star hotels. Itâs an area that you donât visit often, having no reason to unless thereâs a particular restaurant that youâre looking to try outâand have the money for. It feels odd inputting his address into your phoneâs navigation app, but you do so nonetheless, watching as it calculates the optimal route.Â
Steeling yourself, you start up the ignition and ease up on the brake. As you pull out of your parking space, you crane your head to see if Jungkookâs car is still where youâd last seen it, which it thankfully is. Slowly, you make your way over to where the Benz is idling, pulling up alongside him and giving him a little wave. Jungkook has donned his sunglasses again, but he lowers them when he sees you and nods in acknowledgment. Ready to go? he mouths, and you nod even though itâs a lie. You arenât ready. You arenât sure you ever will be. But Jungkook is already pulling ahead and out of the parking lot, and youâre forced to push aside your intrusive thoughts and follow.Â
The first stretch of the drive is easy. Jungkook is a measured driver, and you can tell that heâs taking care to turn only when thereâs enough room for both of your vehicles. The second stretch, however, proves far more difficult. Now that youâre downtown, thereâs an abundance of one-way streets and pedestrians. Traffic lights sit on seemingly every corner, alternating between red, yellow, and green at random, as far as you can tell. You nearly lose Jungkook twice on particularly short green lights, and only narrowly avoid hitting an overeager dog dragging its hapless owner into the crosswalk before the walk sign has changed.Â
The third time, it finally happens. Dismayed, you watch as Jungkookâs sleek black Benz cruises past a green light, just before it turns yellow for a split second and then flips to red. Youâre forced to brake far faster than youâd preferâway too fast to be safe, for sureâand watch as Jungkook disappears around the Starbucks on the next corner. Muttering out a quiet curse, you drum your fingers impatiently on the steering wheel as you wait for the light to change again. Thankfully, youâre only about two minutes from your destination.Â
After what feels like an eternity, the light finally turns green. Releasing your foot on the brake, you take the turn that Jungkook had taken, glancing between your phone and the surrounding buildings to identify your destination. Thereâs a string of restaurants, a pharmacy, and a post office. You cruise past a dentistâs office and a few dry cleaners, and then your phone is directing you to turn right onto a street that boasts a long row of glass-fronted office buildings.Â
Two blocks later, youâre pulling up to a tall, sleek chrome building. The first floor is occupied by a seafood restaurant and the second and third seem to be a gym, but as you crane your head upward you can see that the floors above that seem to be condominiums. Letting your head fall back against the headrest, you glance down at your phone one more time, confirming that this is indeed your destination. Then you take a long, deep breath before you begin following the little blue signs that claim to lead to a parking garage beneath the building.
To your relief, the garage itself isnât difficult to find. You take a ticket from the machine as you descend down the concrete ramp, keeping an eye out for any open spots that are designated as guest parking. Seconds pass, and then minutes. Your heart flutters nervously in your chest as you descend deeper into the parking garage, seeking a break in the rows of cars that never comes. Youâre seconds away from giving up and turning around, when finally, you see an open spot. Itâs a little cramped and itâs right next to a concrete pillar thatâs just a little too close for comfort, but you manage to squeeze into the space. Heaving a deep sigh of relief, you turn off the ignition and tuck your keys into your purse, taking a moment to gather yourself before exiting your car and locking it behind you.
Thatâs when you encounter your next obstacle: figuring out how, exactly, to get out of the parking garage. You canât find a single sign to guide your wayâonly a locked dark green door that you assume is some kind of mechanical room. Groaning, you spin in a full circle, taking in your concrete surroundings. Maybe if you just start walking, youâll find a sign that will point you to the elevators. Youâd even consider taking the stairs at this point, no matter how many floors down you are (youâre pretty sure itâs seven or eight).Â
Just then, your phone begins to buzz in your pocket. Pulling it out, you see Jungkook Jeon (Daeunâs Dad) emblazoned across the screen and immediately swipe to answer. âHello?â
âHey,â Jungkook says, obvious relief coloring his tone. âIâm sorry I lost you back there. Where are you now?â
âIâm in the parking garage below your building,â you reply, idly scuffing your foot along the concrete floor. âIâm parked pretty far down, and now I canât seem to figure out how to get upstairs.â
Jungkook hums thoughtfully. âYeah, Iâll admit the signage isnât great down there. Let me see⌠can you see any doors?â
âJust this green one, but itâs locked.â Reaching out, you try the handle again to double-check. âOther than that, nothing.â
Another hum from the man on the other end of the line. âOkay, walk away from that door. Try and head toward the middle of the garageâthatâs where the elevators are. Thereâs four of them, and theyâre in this big concrete circle. Can you see them yet?â
âMaybe?â You can see a break in the rows of cars up ahead, and a rounded concrete wall in the distance. Speeding up, you make your way around the edge and blink as a bank of elevators comes into view. âOh, waitâyeah! Huh. Weird. I didnât expect the doors to be orange.â
Jungkook chuckles. âEach floorâs color-coordinated, yeah. Orange means youâre near the bottom, though. Didnât you see the guest parking on the first floor?â
You blink. âNo, I donât think so. Did I miss something?â
That draws another chuckle from him. âProbably. Thereâs a row of spaces off to the right as soon as you enter the garage, but it can be pretty easy to miss if you donât know to look for it. I shouldâve given you a heads-up.â
âItâs okay,â you tell him as you enter the elevator and hit the button for the thirty-fourth floor. âI couldâve asked.â
Bidding him farewell and assuring that youâll see him soon, you hang up and tuck your phone back into your pocket. The elevator ride is relatively short despite how high youâre going, and before you know it you find yourself standing in front of a navy blue door with a polished brass knocker. Raising your hand, youâre about to knock when the door flies open, revealing Daeun and Trixie standing there with identical grins.
âYouâre finally here!â your daughter exclaims, bounding forward to take you by the hand and lead you inside. âMr. Jeon said we had to wait for you to get here. He says heâs gonna give us a grand tour!â
âItâs really not as exciting as theyâre making it sound.â Jungkookâs voice comes from around the corner, and the man himself steps into view a moment later. Heâs taken off his jacket and removed his tie, leaving him in navy slacks and a crisp white shirt with the first few buttons undone. Your gaze lingers a little too long on this newly exposed sliver of chest, but you forcibly tear your gaze away when Trixie gives your hand a squeeze.Â
âCome on, Mom! You can see everything from the window. Itâs like youâre on top of a mountain!â
Laughing, you follow your daughter deeper into the apartment. She points to the closet off the foyer, where you obligingly hang up your coat next to her periwinkle one. Then she leads you to the far end of the foyer, where it opens into a wide hallway. On the other side of the hall is an archway that leads to a spacious kitchen with white cabinets and polished granite countertops. You take note of the bright yellow bar stools at the kitchen island, chuckling when Daeun loudly declares that she picked them outâand that Jungkook had caved to her despite wanting boring gray ones instead.
As you continue your tour, it becomes abundantly clear that Jungkook has caved to his daughter on multiple occasions. The furniture in the living area is neutralâshades of beige and dark wood that pair well with the polished floorboards and modern floor-to-ceiling windows. But scattered throughout the space are pops of color and quirkiness that you can confidently attribute to Daeunâhaving graded several of the art pieces that you now see hanging on the wall and adorning the sleek glass coffee table. Thereâs the lopsided clay vase painted with streaks of hot pink and specks of bright yellow, and thereâs the papier-mâchĂŠ snowman with his jaunty orange hat. You see more and more of Daeunâs influence everywhere you lookâthe watercolor butterfly paintings on the wall, and the red floral accent chair that youâre sure Jungkook didnât pick out himself.Â
âThatâs Daddyâs room,â Daeun says, pointing to a nondescript white door beside the bookshelves that flank the flatscreen TV hanging on the wall. Then she points down the hall, past the kitchen where you can see a few more doors. âAnd thatâs my room down there, next to Daddyâs office. Do you want to see?â
You nod. âI canât wait. Lead the way.â
Cheerfully, Daeun gestures for you to follow after her as she skips toward the door at the very end of the hall. She opens it with a flourish, allowing all of you inside, and as soon as you step past the threshold youâre transported to a fantastical world. Daeunâs bedroom walls are painted to resemble an enchanted forest, complete with delicate fairy lights wrapped around the wooden four-poster bed. A white desk and an accompanying green chair sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, the pale pink curtains opened to let sunlight stream in. Along the sill is a collection of stuffed animals, ranging from a tiny butterfly to an elephant that youâre pretty sure is taller than Daeun herself. Opposite the bed is a gallery wall, composed of colorful floral prints and Daeunâs own artâa charming, eclectic mix of animal paintings and landscapes. Itâs the kind of bedroom that you wouldâve loved as a child, and your daughter is equally taken with it if her awed expression is anything to go by.Â
âThis is so cool!â Trixie runs to the window to peer out at the city below, before twirling in a circle to take in the art on the walls. âI canât believe you live here. Itâs like a magic forest!â
âItâs a beautiful room,â you remark, nodding your agreement. âAnd all of these drawings are amazing, Daeun. Youâre a talented artist.â
Daeun flushes at the compliment, thanking you with a shy smile. Then she and Trixie are off again, speeding down the hallway to look at something else in the apartment. You and Jungkook trail after them slowly, until he opens another door off the hall to reveal his office. Itâs smaller than Daeunâs bedroom and far more simplistic in its decor, but itâs a cozy and inviting space nonetheless. One wall is lined with mahogany bookshelves, and a polished wooden desk is pushed against the opposite. A plush burgundy armchair with a matching ottoman sits in the corner beside a tall potted plant, creating the perfect space for reading, and you can tell from the indentation in the seat cushion that itâs been well-loved over the years.
âIâve definitely been bringing my work home too much lately,â Jungkook admits. âIâve been cutting back though. Ever since Daeunâs behavioral problemsâŚâ He trails off. âWell, you know all about that already. And I do want to apologize for giving you a hard time. Itâs just⌠I guess itâs not all that fun being told that youâre failing as a parent.â
âYouâre not failing as a parent,â you reply, laying a hand on his arm before you can think to stop yourself. âYouâre doing your best. Itâs all we can do, isnât it? Do everything we possibly can for our children?â
He nods, but he isnât looking at you. Heâs looking down at your hand on his arm, and you blanch inwardly as you quickly pull back and pretend to brush invisible dirt off your skirt. âWe should go find the girls,â you murmur. And just like that, the tour is over.Â
The two of you rejoin the girls in the kitchen, where theyâve begun assembling themselves a snack of peanut butter and crackers. Jungkook slices up an apple and a banana for them to share, and they barely take the time to thank him before disappearing into Daeunâs bedroom to work on their project. You and Jungkook find yourselves alone in the kitchen, and when the silence between you has stretched on for just long enough to be awkward, you decide to speak. âSo. I guess I should probably grade some homework while Iâm here.â
Jungkook blinks and shakes his head a little, as if coming out of a trance. âRight, of course. Iâve got a few things I need to wrap up myself. Please, make yourself comfortable. Youâre free to work in the office, if youâd like.â
Immediately, you shake your head. âOh, no. I donât want to intrude.â
He nods, then gestures out toward the dining table, which sits in a little nook between the main living area and kitchen. âWell then, feel free to make use of the table. Or the kitchen island. Or even the couch, if youâd prefer.â He pauses. âWait, where are my manners? I havenât even offered you anything to drink! Did you want anything?âÂ
âOh.â You hesitate. âIâm okay.â
Jungkook begins making his way to the refrigerator, regardless. âSeriously, itâs no trouble. I have coffee, tea, banana milk, and I think thereâs probably a carton of apple juice in here too. What do you usually drink when youâre grading?â
âTea,â you admit. âAny kind. Iâm not picky.â
âTea it is.â Jungkook sets about grabbing two mugs. âGo on, make yourself comfortable. Iâll bring it to you.â
For a moment, you wonder if you should ask if he needs help. But heâs already preoccupied with the kettle, his back to you, and you have to force yourself to look away from the way his broad shoulders taper into his slim waist. In an attempt to distract yourself from gawking, you walk back out to the dining table. Pulling out a chair, you settle your bag on the floor beside you and take a seat. And by the time Jungkook comes out of the kitchen with two steaming mugs of tea, youâre already halfway through grading the first math worksheet in your pile.
âHere you go.â Jungkook places a mug by your elbow, and you glance up at him with a grateful smile.
âThanks.â âNo problem.â
To your surprise, he takes his mug to the opposite side of the table and sets it down. Then he disappears into the kitchen, returning a few seconds later with his laptop in hand. You try not to stare as he sets up shop across from you, a loose lock of dark hair flopping across his forehead as he logs in and begins reading something, his dark eyes flitting across the screen. His piercing in his eyebrow glints in the sunlight streaming in through the nearby window.
Ripping your gaze away, you force yourself to focus on the homework you need to grade. And after a few minutes, youâre fully immersed, thumbing through sheet after sheet and writing down your notes.
Before you even realize it, two hours have passed. You only become aware of how late itâs getting when Jungkook shuts his laptop with a click, stretching his arms overhead and working a few kinks out of his neck. âItâs almost dinnertime,â he remarks, glancing out the window where the sun is steadily dropping closer to the horizon. âDid you have any thoughts about dinner? I can order some pizza or something.â
âOh, I donât thinkââ you begin to protest, but Daeun and Trixie choose that moment to dash in like mini tornadoes, whirling around the dining table.Â
âWe can still order takeout for dinner, right Daddy?â Daeun gazes up at Jungkook with pleading eyes, clasping her hands in front of her chest. âAnd Trixie and Miss {L/N} can stay if we do, right?â
Trixie looks at you, lower lip already beginning to jut out in a pout. âPlease, Mom?â
Jungkook gives you a meaningful glance across the table, and you can only shrug and relent. âYeah, all right. Since takeout was already promised, we can stay for dinner. But weâre going home after that, okay? Itâs a school night.â
The girls burst into cheers. After a brief discussion on what kind of food to order, you all settle on Jungkookâs initial suggestion of pizza. As he puts in the order, you begin tidying up the dining table, clearing it of your graded homework. Daeun points out where the plates are kept, and together, you and the girls set the table for dinner.Â
âEstimated delivery time is half an hour,â Jungkook says as he tucks his phone back into his pocket and joins you at the dining table. âWhat should we do while we wait?â
âLetâs play Candyland!â Daeun exclaims.Â
Trixie gasps. âI love Candyland!â
And just like that, itâs settled. The four of you settle around the coffee table for the gameâyou and Jungkook making yourselves comfortable on the cream-colored sectional while the girls sprawl out on the shaggy rug on the floor. The pizza arrives just as Trixie reaches Candy Castle, and Jungkook goes to answer the door while she celebrates her victory. Then, the four of you sit down for dinner.
Itâs strange, sitting in Jungkookâs undoubtedly expensive apartment and eating pizza. But even more strange is how okay it all feelsânatural, even. You arenât sure when you became so comfortable in his presence, but you arenât about to question it. Youâre grateful for the lack of awkwardness.
An hour later, the last slice of pizza is finished. You volunteer to do the dishes, and Jungkook clears the table while you take up residence at the sink. Youâve tasked Trixie with gathering up her things so you can depart after youâve finished in the kitchen, and can hear her giggling off in the distance with Daeun. âThanks for hosting us today,â you murmur to Jungkook.
He chuckles, waving off your gratitude. âItâs no problem, seriously. I had a good time.â
You smile at him before returning to the dishes. Just as youâre putting away the last plate, the girls run back into the kitchenâTrixie with her backpack in tow.Â
âCan Daeun come to our house next time?â she asks, and you laugh.
âSure, jitterbug. Youâre welcome to come over whenever youâd like, Daeun.â
And with that, you and Trixie say your final goodbyes. You slip back into your shoes and grab your coats from the closet. Jungkook gives you directions for the easiest route out of the parking garage, and you thank him for what feels like the umpteenth time.
Youâre barely listening to your daughterâs ramblings as you climb into the driverâs seat and turn on the ignition. All you can think about is Jungkook and this strange, newfound warmth that stirs in your belly whenever he seeps into your thoughts.
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âYou wiped that part of the counter already.â
Trixieâs voice barely registers in your mind, but the washcloth in your hand slows nonetheless. Itâs a beautiful Saturday morning with hardly a cloud in the sky, and Jungkook and Daeun are due to arrive any minute. Youâve been cleaning for the past hour, and even though you know youâve already gone through the kitchen, you canât help yourself. This is the first time Jungkook will be seeing your humble abode, and youâostensiblyâwant to impress.
âBug, can you set the table?â
Trixie sighs dramatically, but complies nonetheless. Grabbing four plates, she places them down carefully before returning for four glasses. You join her at the table with a pitcher of freshly squeezed orange juice, straightening out one of the striped blue placemats as you set it down beside the vase of flowers that serves as a centerpiece.Â
Youâve just started frying bacon when the doorbell rings. âGot it!â Trixie calls, darting to the door, and you listen as she enthusiastically greets your guests. A few seconds later, Jungkook rounds the corner with both girls, decked out in jeans and a gray cable-knit sweather and carrying a plain white cardboard box in his hands.Â
Curiously, you tilt your head. âMysterious box youâve got there.â
He laughs. âHello to you too.â Then he puts the box down and pops open the lid. âI brought my favorite bagelsâI hope thatâs okay. Didnât want to show up empty-handed.â
You smile at him. âOf course itâs okay. I was just planning on making some toast, but bagels are way beâŚâ You trail off as the bagels in question come into your view.Â
Perfectly golden, with a dusting of cinnamon sugar and streusel crumbles on top. Youâd recognize them anywhere.Â
â{Name}?â Jungkook sounds concerned. âAre you all right?â
You blink and shake your head, mind still whirring. âAre these from that coffee shop downtown? Bean There, Done That?âÂ
Jungkook nods. âYeah, have you been?â
You nod. âThis⌠this might sound crazy and I might be way off base. But do you stop there every morning for a bagel?â
Jungkook blinks. Then he blinks again, his lips parting wordlessly. A beat passes, and then another. âWait,â he finally manages, his voice a croak. âHang on. Is it⌠I mean, it canât be⌠can it?â
You reach into the drawer next to the stovetop and pull out a wad of pen-stained napkins. âDid you leave me these?â
For a few seconds, it seems like Jungkook can only gape at you. âHoly shit,â he finally breathes, before slapping a hand to his mouth with wide eyes and glancing around to make sure the girls arenât within earshot. âI was leaving you notes this whole time?â
You can only laugh in disbelief. âYou were the one taking my cinnamon streusel bagels?â
âHey, I wouldnât have taken them if youâd gotten there earlier,â he teases. Chuckling, he picks up a napkin note and uncrumples it, scanning across the text. âDamn. Small world, huh?â
âThe smallest,â you agree, mind reeling from this new development. Still chuckling, Jungkook steps past you to get to the stove, and you belatedly remember that the bacon is still sizzling in the pan as he picks up your tongs and carefully flips each strip.Â
âI kept your notes too,â he says after a moment. âI shoved both of them in my glovebox.â
You huff. âBoth. Yeah, okay, you beat me to the last bagel way more than I beat you. You donât have to rub it in, Jungkook.â
âOh, come on.â He grins, toothy and bright, and youâre momentarily distracted by the endearing prominence of his teeth. âI think I have to rub it in a little.â
âHmph. As long as itâs only a little,â you concede as you join him at the stove with another pan and begin scrambling eggs. Together, the two of you finish making breakfast, piling eggs onto one plate and bacon on another. You grab the bowl of fruit salad youâd prepared last night out of the fridge, and Jungkook grabs the box of bagels and calls for Daeun and Trixie to come eat. Then, he surprises you by sitting beside you, leaving the girls to sit next to each other on the opposite side of the table.
Breakfast is a relaxed affairâeven if Taco keeps trying to jump up on the table to steal some bacon. Youâve eaten several meals with Jungkook and Daeun since that first dinnerâusually at Jungkookâs apartment, but also once at the food court in your local natural history museum, where you took the girls to see the ocean exhibitâs penguin display. Since this is the final weekend before their group project is due on Monday, youâve promised to take them to the zoo to see real, live penguins and complete the last of their research. Both girls already have their backpacks packed and ready to go, and you task Jungkook with checking to make sure they have all their notes while you clean up in the kitchen.Â
Twenty minutes later, youâre on your way to the zoo. Jungkook has volunteered to drive, and you canât help but gape a little as he unlocks his sleek black Mercedes-Benz and opens up the passenger door to reveal cream-colored leather seats and shiny silver hardware. âWow,â you remark, catching his eye as he walks around to the driverâs side. âThis is like the Batmobile or something.â
âHardly,â he says with a laugh. âI wish I had rocket boosters and ejection seats. Thatâd be cool as hell.â
âDaddy!â Daeun gasps, scandalized. âThatâs a bad word!â
Jungkook has the decency to look properly abashed. âIâll put a dollar in the swear jar when we get home,â he promises before pretending to zip his mouth shut and throw away the key. Satisfied, Daeun clambers into the backseat with Trixie on her heels, and Jungkook shoots you a conspiratorial little wink as he takes his own seat and starts up the engine.
The drive to the zoo takes only about fifteen minutes. Itâs already beginning to get crowded by the time you get there, but Jungkook still manages to find parking with little difficulty. Together, the two of you usher your daughters out of the car, reminding them not to run too far ahead when they immediately make a beeline for the entrance.Â
After a short wait in line to buy tickets, you finally make your way past the lion statues flanking the front gate. The wide concrete pathway leads to an open plaza where people are milling aboutâsome looking at the directory located at the far end while others rely on the colorful signpost in the center, reading through the various directional arrows before heading off to their destination. Along the edges of the plaza are a multitude of stallsâselling everything from footlong hot dogs to stuffed animals to cotton candy. Thereâs a couple of artists painting faces, too, and Daeun only has to give Jungkook one wide-eyed, pleading look before he caves and pulls out his wallet. Aghast, you try to protest, but he waves you off and sends them both off with some cash in hand.Â
âConsider it payment for all the bagels Iâve deprived you of,â he says, and you relent with a laugh.
Slowly, the two of you make your way around the plaza, making sure to keep a watchful eye on the girls at all times. Half an hour later, Trixie and Daeun come skipping back your way, their faces bright with colorful paint. Daeun has an intricate pink and blue butterfly, while Trixie has opted for the distinctive orange and black stripes of a tiger.Â
âDo you like it?â she asks, and you nod, bopping her fondly on her painted black nose.Â
âI donât just like it, jitterbug. I love it.â
Pleased, she rejoins Daeun, who has successfully diverted Jungkook to the cotton candy stand. Following after her, you hand the vendor your credit card to pay for both snacks before Jungkook can get a word in edgewise. Reluctantly, he tucks his wallet away, laughing when you stick your tongue out at him.
Once the girls have had their fill of the main plaza, the four of you head off in the direction of the penguin exhibit, stopping to look at the zebras and giraffes along the way. Photographs are snapped, and Trixie even flags down a nearby couple and asks them to take a photo of all four of you together. The girls jostle into place in front of the giraffe enclosure, and you suddenly find yourself standing shoulder-to-shoulder with Jungkook, the warmth of his body radiating off of him like the sun in the sky. Your resulting smile feels forcedâespecially when the girl starts taking multiple photos from different anglesâbut gradually relaxes. And now, even as you enter the penguin exhibit, you canât stop sneaking glances at the last photo.Â
Because in it, you and Jungkook look like couple. Youâre standing close enough that anyone who saw it would construe it as a family photo, the two of you beaming with your giggling daughters in front of you, their arms draped over each otherâs shoulders.
Swallowing, you let your phone screen go dark and tuck it back into your pocket. Youâre coming up on the penguin exhibit now, and the girls can barely contain their excitement as they run ahead to the outermost edge of the enclosure where a massive glass wall allows for a clear view of the penguins swimming about underwater.
âTheyâre so fast!â Trixie exclaims. She stops at one of the numerous placards lining the glass wall, her little face scrunching as she slowly reads it out loud to Daeun. âIt says here some can swim over twenty miles an hour!â
As the girls pull out their notebooks and begin taking notes, you and Jungkook find an unoccupied bench near a rocky outcrop occupied by several bronze penguin statues. âLook,â Jungkook says, patting one of the upright penguins. âYou can see how many people have rubbed this little guyâs head. Itâs turned gold.â
âMust be good luck,â you remark, running a finger along the golden beak of another penguin. âOr maybe I should make a wish? I donât really know what this situation calls for.â
âIâm pretty sure you make wishes when you throw a coin into a fountain,â your companion replies, brushing a dark strand of hair off his forehead. âActually, I think I saw a fountain back there. Should we check it out later?â
âI donât think I have any change on me,â you reply, peeking into your purse to make sure. âSeriously, who even carries coins anymore?â
âNot me,â Jungkook agrees. âI do usually have at least a little cash on me, though. Itâs nice to have sometimes.â
âMm, yeah. You never know when youâll need it.â
Just then, Trixie and Daeun run up, gesturing toward the brown building at the very back of the enclosure. âThereâs a penguin movie playing over there!â Daeun says. âCan we go see it?â
âSure,â Jungkook says. âHow long is it?â
âI think it runs every twenty minutes,â you reply when Daeun frowns and scratches her head. âCome on. If Iâm remembering correctly, we should be able to see more penguins inside too.â
Daeun and Trixie beam. âCool!â they exclaim in unison, before galloping off and leaving you and Jungkook to follow after them as quickly as you can manage without breaking into a run yourselves.
Your memory proves correct, as you enter the brown building and immediately see that the walls inside are glass as well. A penguin dives off of a rocky island and into the clear blue water, and you watch as it goes all the way to the bottom of the pool before coming back up for air.Â
After doing a lap of the building, Daeun and Trixie decide to go into the theater to see the fifteen-minute short film. Meanwhile, you and Jungkook find a quiet little alcove near the entrance, chatting softly while watching the penguins behind the glass on the opposite wall.Â
âI havenât been to the zoo in ages,â Jungkook admits. âDaeâs mom used to always take her, though. They always came back with a stuffed animal from the gift shopâyou mightâve seen them in Daeunâs room, actually. She loves them.â
You nod. âI remember, yeah. Itâs quite an impressive collection.â Then you hesitate, gnawing on your bottom lip as you consider your next words and debate whether youâre being too nosy. âDaeunâs mom⌠can I ask what happened between you?â You pause, then quickly speak again. âAnd feel free to say no, obviously! You donât have to tell me if you donât want to. Iâm probably just poking my nose where it doesnât belong.â
Jungkook smiles at you, but thereâs a faraway quality to his gaze that wasnât there before. âNah, itâs okay. Thereâs really not much to tell, if Iâm honest. Evelyn and I, we started dating when we were nineteen. We got married at twenty-three, had Daeun a couple years later, and then one day we realized that weâd become entirely different people and that we werenât really in love anymore.â
âOh.â You arenât sure what else to say. âI-Iâm sorry to hear that.â
He shrugs and sighs, tilting his head back to look up at the ceiling. âNo need to be sorry; it was a mutual thing. Totally amicable. Weâre still friends, and weâre a pretty kickass co-parenting team too.â
The conversation continues, and you find out that Evelynâs job took her overseas last year. According to Jungkook, she currently lives with her new boyfriend, whoâs a little pretentious but completely harmless. And despite the six-hour time difference, Evelyn still finds the time to FaceTime Jungkook and Daeun every Sunday afternoon. Because of those calls, sheâs apparently heard all about you, tooâyouâre her favorite teacher, remember? heâd said with a laugh.
âWhat about you, then?â Jungkook glances over at you inquiringly, his eyebrows raised. âIs it my turn to pry?â
You can tell from the melodious lilt in his tone that heâs teasing. âMy storyâs far less interesting than yours,â you answer, fiddling with a stray thread on your jacket sleeve. âI donât have an ex-partner or anything like that. Iâve just always wanted to be a mother, so one day I decided that I was going to do it. I used a donor, got pregnant, and here we are.â
Jungkook takes this in slowly, nodding. âDo you⌠I mean, do you know who your donor is? Have you met him?â
You shake your head. âNo, it was an anonymous thing. I got a profile and some information about his appearance and hobbies and stuff, but not much beyond that.â
âIââ Jungkook begins, before trailing off. âIâm sorry. Iâm asking too many questions. I donât know a whole lot about the sperm donor thing, but Iâm glad it worked out for you. Trixieâs an amazing kid.â
âShe is,â you murmur. âI love her more than anything.â
âAnd youâre an amazing mom.â Jungkookâs voice grows softer, and when you turn to look at him, he seems closer than he was before. âI donât know how you manage it all, teaching and parenting. But you do, and itâs incredible. Youâre incredible.â
You arenât sure who leans in first. All you know is that one moment, youâre staring into Jungkookâs earnest brown eyes, and then in the next, youâre kissing him.
It starts soft. Cautious, even. His lips press against yours gently, once, before he pulls back for a breath. You can feel him exhale, the warmth fanning your cheeks. And then you pull him back in by his collar, fisting one hand in the knit material and finding the soft hair at his nape with the other.Â
Time slows to a standstill. Jungkook groans against your lips, and you feel the way it rumbles through his chest, the sensation sinking into your skin and settling straight in your core. His hands find your hips, and you wind both arms around his neck to pull him closer.Â
And then, just as suddenly as it had stopped, time starts ticking again. Reality crashes down around you in the form of familiar, boisterous voices rapidly heading your way. You and Jungkook only barely manage to untangle yourselves before Trixie and Daeun round the corner of the alcove, chattering excitedly about all the new penguin facts theyâve learned.Â
âCan we go to the petting zoo next?â Trixie asks, seemingly oblivious to your lingering embarrassment at nearly being caught.
Awkwardly, you clear your throat. At your side, Jungkook is faring no better, shuffling his feet and refusing to make eye contact. âYeah, sure, bug,â you finally manage when you find your voice again. âLead the way.â
///
Monday dawns cloudy and gray. The weather app on your phone promises thunderstorms later in the afternoon, but that isnât enough to dampen your mood one bit. Instead, you thumb back over to your messages, your heart skipping a beat when you see the text still sitting at the very top.
[6:54am] Jungkook Jeon: Make sure to stop by bean there, done that before school. Left you a surprise ;)Â
Taking a deep breath, you type out a response:
[6:56am] You: Iâm a little scared. Should I be scared?
His answer comes in immediately. Nah. Itâs a good surprise, I promise.
[6:58am] You: Sure it is⌠đ¤¨
Biting back a grin, you tuck your phone into your bag and head toward the front door of your apartment, nearly tripping over Taco along the way, who has chosen that moment to start slinking between your legs.Â
âReally, Taco?â you ask the unperturbed calico cat at your feet. âWhat if I fell and cracked my head open? Who would feed you then, huh?â
As usual, Taco merely gives you an unimpressed look before flicking her tail and wandering off. Sighing, you call for Trixie to hurry up before turning to check your appearance in the mirror leaning against the wall of the entryway. Itâs a large, vintage pieceâa gold-framed, flea market find that you treasure dearly and swear makes you look good no matter how awful you might feel.
Satisfied, you hike your bag higher on your shoulder and smooth down the lapels of your coat. Trixie rounds the corner and gives herself a quick once-over too, and you give her a thumbs-up. âReady, bug?â
âYup!â she replies, tightening her grip on her and Daeunâs projectâa carefully constructed shoebox diorama that shows a group of penguins in their natural icy habitat.Â
âLetâs go, then.â Opening the front door, you let her through before locking it up behind you. Together, you head out to the car, and Trixie ensures that her diorama is completely secured in the seat beside her while you check your mirrors and turn on the ignition.
The drive to Bean There, Done That! takes only about ten minutes. Jin waves cheerily when he spots you walking up to the counter, but his face positively lights up when he sees Trixie is with you. He absolutely adores your daughterâTrixie loves him tooâand on the occasional instance youâve had to call on him to babysit, the two of them always end up stuffed with food on the couch and giggling over bad puns.
âWhat can I get you, maâam?â Jin asks, directing the question at Trixie, who beams at him before turning to look at you with pleading eyes.
âCan I have a double chocolate cookie?â
âThat⌠actually sounds really good,â you admit. âMake that two. And Jin, did someone leave something here for me earlier?â
Jin grins. âThought youâd never ask. This here is from one Mr. Jungkook Jeon.â Reaching beneath the counter, he pulls out a box and watches as you open the lid to reveal half a dozen cinnamon streusel bagels with a neatly folded napkin on top. Unfolding it, you can only laugh at the words written on it:
Hope you have a mug-nificient day!
âJust so you know, he stole that line from me,â Jin says with a sniff. âIâm not letting him take the credit.â
âDuly noted,â you tell him, trying and failing to hide your smile as you look down at the note again. After a couple beats, Jin clears his throat, and you glance up to see that heâs grinning like the Cheshire Cat.Â
âSooo,â he begins slowly, dragging out the single syllable, âI imagine you want a fresh napkin and a pen, unless⌠are you going to see Mr. Jungkook Jeon at some point?â
You shrug, feigning nonchalance as best you can. âTrixie was paired with his daughter for a school project, so weâve been meeting up for the past few weeks so they can work on it. Now that thatâs over with⌠I donât really know. Weâre both pretty busy.â
Jin scoffs. âThatâs a lame excuse, especially since heâs clearly flirting with you. Andââ
Unfortunately, Trixie interrupts before he can finish his sentence, skipping back over from where she had been examining the pastry display cases along the wall. âCan I have a lemon bar?â
You fix her with a stern look. âYou already asked for the double chocolate cookie, remember? The lemon bars can wait until next time.â Then you turn back to Jin, reaching into your bag for your wallet. âWe should probably get to school, anyhow. What do I owe you?â
âNot a thing,â he replies, handing over a paper bag with your cookies and a bottle of apple juice. âItâs already been taken care of.â
From the wink he sends your way, you know that it must have been Jungkook who doled out the extra cash for your breakfast. âThanks, Jin,â you reply, handing Trixie the cookies and juice before accepting the cup of coffee he hands over. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
âPleasure doing business with ya,â is his response. Trixie waves goodbye, and together, the two of you head back out to the car. Itâs started drizzling since you arrived, and you thank your lucky stars that youâd managed to snag a parking spot right up front.
Your daughter seems to be deep in thought as you help her buckle her seatbelt, her lips pursed in concentration. Then, out of nowhere, she asks:
âDo you like Mr. Jeon?â
You nearly choke. âW-what?â
âMr. Jeon,â she repeats patiently, and youâre thankful that sheâs not looking at youâinstead, sheâs focused on the raindrops splashing against the window and racing each other down the glass. âYou spent a bunch of time with him when Daeun and I were doing school stuff. Whatâd you do?â
âAdult stuff,â you reply, before cursing inwardly at the potential implication behind your words. âMostly, I spent my time grading homework. And he had some things to do for work, too.â
Trixie hums, apparently satisfied with this answer. âHeâs nice,â she declares. âHe buys us food and he has a cool house.â
âSure,â you agree. âHeâs a very nice man.â
And with that settled, you finish buckling her in her seat. Shutting the back door, you suck in a deep, calming breath before circling around to the driverâs side and setting off on the familiar route to Hybe Academy.
///
â... Miss {L/N}, are you listening?â
You blink and sit up a little straighter in your chair. âYes, of course. Please go on.â Hastily, you scribble down a few random words, hoping that will placate the parent sitting across from you. Itâs parent-teacher conference weekâand youâre beyond grateful that itâs Friday night as Mrs. Greene rambles on and on about how the school isnât doing enough for her precious baby boy. Sheâs talking about how the school day should be extended nowâor at least how teachers should watch after the children whose parents canât pick them up right at three-thirty. I donât understand why itâs so difficult to understand. I mean, my husband is a very busy man, and I have my own business to run. I canât be expected to drop everything in the middle of a client meeting to come pick Derrick upâŚ
It takes everything in you not to snap at her. You know for a fact that her âbusinessâ is selling bejeweled keychains on Etsyâand that theyâre incredibly poorly made, if the reviews are anything to go by. Instead, you bite your tongueâhard enough to taste metalâand remind her that the schoolâs operating hours are not for you to decide.Â
After what feels like an eternity, the clock strikes seven, marking the end of her reserved time block. Standing up, you shake her hand and wish her a pleasant evening before opening your planner and checking to see if you have any more meetings. Your parents have Trixie for the night and thereâs a bottle of wine on your kitchen counter calling your name, and you cannot wait to get home and relax in the bath with a glass. Maybe, you think, Iâll even do a face mask.
The final name written in your planner stops you in your tracks. You havenât seen him in over a weekânot since that Monday when he left you half a dozen bagels at the coffee shop. The girls had insisted on meeting up that evening to celebrate turning their project in, so youâd all gone to a popular taco joint.Â
And then thereâs a knock on your door, the three raps pulling you right out of your musings.
Silhouetted there in the doorframe is Jungkook Jeon, decked out in a polished charcoal suit and wearing a smile that makes your insides lurch dangerously in your chest. His dark hair is parted on the side, and you catch the slightest glimpse of his brow piercing glinting behind the hair thatâs loose across his forehead. âHi,â he says, his voice low, and you have to remind yourself that itâs impolite to stare as you find your voice.
âHi yourself.â
He grins, baring the adorably prominent front teeth that you hate to admit youâve grown rather fond of. âYou look like you werenât expecting me.â
âOh, no. I just wasnât expecting you on time,â you retort, gesturing to the plastic chair sitting across from your desk. âYour track record is questionable, at best.â
Jungkook grimaces. âYeah, sorry about that. I made sure to leave plenty early this time, just in case I ran into traffic. Or if Bobby decided to corner me in the elevator againâthat guy really doesnât know when to shut up.â He pauses. âWait, I told you about him, right? Works on the development team, owns one singular tie? Balding but tries to hide it with a bad combover?â
âThat rings a bell,â you reply. âThe tie is red and Christmas-themed, right?â
âSure is.â Jungkook chuckles. âI thought they mightâve been polka dots the first time I met him, but nope. Christmas ornaments, even in the middle of July.â
You laugh. âOdd fashion choice.â
âSeriously. Donât even get me started on the rest of his clothes,â Jungkook says, shaking his head. âHere, letâs change the subject. Have you eaten yet?â
You gesture around your classroom, artificially lit with fluorescent light even as the sun begins to dip closer to the horizon. âNope. I mean, I had about twenty minutes between the end of the school day and the start of my first meeting, so I scarfed down an apple in the break room. But that was hours ago.â
âPerfect.â At your look of disbelief, he chortles and quickly amends his phrasing. âSorry, I just mean that Iâve got you covered. Here, look.â And he begins pulling things out of a paper bag that you hadnât noticed him carrying before. Crackers, sliced baguette, an assortment of cured meats and cheeses, grapes. He produces a bottle of wine next, and you very nearly start clapping.Â
The last thing he pulls out is a single red rose, his smile soft and warm and dizzyingly affectionate as he presents it to you. âIâwow.â You arenât sure what to say. âThank you. I⌠I feel like I shouldâve prepared something. Stolen an apple for you from the teacherâs lounge, at least.â
Jungkook snorts. âWell, hereâs something you can help me out with. I donât actually have glasses for the wine. Totally spaced and forgot that weâd need them. Any ideas?â
Youâre on your feet before he can even finish asking. âI teach elementary schoolers, Mr. Jeon. I always have cups.âÂ
Making your way to the cabinet by the window, you grab a box of little paper cups and pull out two. Jungkook accepts them when you hand them over, and you watch as he unscrews the cap on the wine bottle before pouring out two generous helpings. Together, you lay out the food heâs brought, spreading it across whatever empty space there is on your desk. âCheers,â Jungkook says once youâve both taken your seats again, raising his paper cup to tap against yours.
âCheers.â
For a moment, there is silence as you both take a drink. Then Jungkook speaks, glancing up at you as he carefully begins crafting himself a mini salami and cheese sandwich. âSo, where does Trixie stay while youâre doing all these meetings? Do your parents have her?â
You nod, taking another much-needed sip of wine. âYeah, my mom picked her up after school. They actually have her until Sundayâmy dadâs going to teach her how to fish tomorrow, and then I think theyâre going to build a pillow fort.â
Jungkook chuckles around a mouthful of gouda. âI love a good pillow fort. Dae insists on building one at least once a week, and at this point, Iâm honestly surprised there isnât one permanently in her bedroom.â
Grinning, you reach for a cracker and some cheese. âTaco manages to destroy every pillow fort Trixie and I try to make. She either decides itâs a trampoline, or that itâs a good time to start scratching everything she can reach. We canât win.â
âSounds like you need better defenses,â Jungkook replies, waggling his eyebrows. âThat, or you can come over whenever you need a pillow fort fix. Iâm sure Dae and Trixie would create something truly epic together. I mean, that penguin diorama was pretty fucking cool, wasnât it?â
âVery fucking cool,â you agree, and both of you burst into laughter.
Deep blue twilight settles outside as the two of you continue chatting over your makeshift meal. The cheese begins to dwindle, only a few lonely grapes remain on their stems, and when you go to top of your wine, you realize thereâs less than a quarter of the bottle left.Â
âWow, we really put a dent in this thing,â you remark, holding it out for Jungkook to see. âAnd itâs already dark out. The time kind of got away from us, huh?â
âYou wonât catch me complaining,â Jungkook replies, tipping the last of his drink into his mouth. âIâm enjoying spending time with you.â
You canât help but smile at his earnest honesty. âMe too.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, and then you rise from your seat. At the same time, Jungkook stands up from his chair on the other side of the desk, making his way around to meet you halfway. And then his mouth is on yours, warm and firm in a way that makes your heart do a backflip before plunking straight into your churning stomach.
Jungkookâs hands find your hips, palming along the flowy material of your dress before finding a resting place just above the soft curve of your rear. Your fingers delve into the soft hair at his nape to tug him closer, and he groans against your lips when your nails rake across his scalp. Slowly, he begins trailing kisses from the line of your jaw down to the column of your neck, pausing to lavish attention on any spots that make you gasp or squirm in his grasp.
The growing hardness against your lower belly is growing more and more evident with each passing second. Deliberately, you slide one hand down his chest, admiring the toned ridges of his abdomen that you can feel through his white shirt, before making your way down past his silver belt buckle. Jungkook inhales sharply when you cup his hardening cock through the charcoal material of his slacks, and, emboldened, you thumb across the head and relish in his resulting groan.
Any caution you may have had is thrown to the wind. Adjusting your grip, you shiver when you realize that heâs now fully hard beneath your fingertips, his erection thick and hot through the fabric. You try and visualize what it looks like underneath it allâthe color of the flared head, the veins that run along it, the curve of the shaft, if there is one. And then you realize that you donât have to imagineâyou can look. You can rip his clothes off and explore every inch of his body in the way youâve been itching to since you first kissed at the zoo last week. Your hands scrabble for his belt buckle, fumbling with the silver prong embedded in its notch.
âW-wait.â Jungkookâs hand lands over yours, and you note the breathlessness in his voice with satisfaction. âI⌠this is probably cheesy, but this isnât how I pictured this happening. Not that I donât like whatâs happening, but I just⌠Iâd like to take you out first. On a proper date, I mean. Without our girls in the next room, or down the hall, or in the museum playplace wreaking havoc.â
âThat does sound nice,â you admit. âActually, Iâd really enjoy that. I havenât been on a proper date in years.â
âLetâs do it, then,â Jungkook says. âMy babysitterâs already been paid to watch Daeun until midnight, and your parents have Trixie. This is kinda perfect.â
You canât help itâyou drag your thumb across the head of his still-hard cock again and revel in the way his breath hitches just a little bit in his throat. âMidnight?â you query with an innocent tilt of your head. âWere you expecting something to happen tonight?â
âHoping,â he replies with a cheeky grin. âAnd wait, let me ask you out properly. It just wouldnât feel right otherwise.â
Confused, you let him stand from his seat and slip around you to retrieve the paper bag on the ground. Understanding dawns when he reaches inside and grabs a napkin, and you watch on in amusement as he takes a pen from the cup on your desk and begins writing. And after a few seconds, he wordlessly presents this to you:
Drinks? Dinner? Maybe dessert? ;)
And you can only laugh. âGame on, mister.â
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This is how you met. This is how your story began.
Annoying
You love your husband, but sometimes he makes you want to wring his neck.
Late
You and Taehyung are rebuilding your relationship after drifting apart, and you're not sure if you're going to make it.
Easy
Taehyung's always been confident about his ability to satisfy you in bed. It's the one thing he's consistently got right throughout your marriage, until now.
Melt
Taehyung's never been plagued by anxiety, but for some reason, life feels pretty stressful right now.
Trust
Taehyung and you find that old sins cast long shadows.
fail-safe; series masterlist
pairing:Â yoongi x reader
glimpse: growing up, your brother's best friend always berated you for not having a passion in life outside of loving him from afar. when yoongi leaves everything he's ever known for everything he's ever wanted, trying to move on from him becomes your biggest aspiration.
alternatively, yoongi left when you needed him the most, and comes back home at a time when you love him the least.
warnings: a Lot of angst, eventual fluff, brother's best friend AND single dad au, So Much Yearning, unrequited love (initial), jealousy, self-deprecation, a lot of talk abt passion in an empty n hurtful way that most impassioned youngest children feel (it's a specific feeling idk!!!), eventual redemption in the next parts + specified tags in each installment!
notes: thank you so much for all the love n patience for fail-safe đŤđŠˇ i Love ur brains pls send ur thoughts n rants here :)
cross-posted on ao3. early access + exclusive content on patreon.
01: part one
02: intermission
03: part two
04: intermission 02
05: part three; finale
Fugitive
You're kidnapped by a desperate man and you can't see a way that this is going to end well, for either of you.
Pairing: Yoongi x f! reader
Word count: 10k
Genre: Escaped criminal, convict Yoongi
Rating: 18+
Warnings: Sex, swearing, mentions of a gun, threat of gun violence
Author note: This story is based on the romance novel Perfect by Judith McNaught. I've taken a few liberties with the plot and characters.
The coffee at this mountainside diner is good, warming your belly as you frown at the snow outside.Â
All the weather reports say thereâs a storm coming from the east, but it doesnât take a trooper to know that.Â
Even a city girl like you can see how the skyâs darkening, how the windâs relentless, how the temperature is rapidly dropping.
Youâve got snow tires on, four wheel drive, emergency supplies in your trunk, but you think you wonât need them, youâre heading west and youâve made good time on your way to visit your sister and her newborn.
Like your dad used to say, your familyâs full of grit.Â
You swallow your smile when you see the man standing just outside the diner looking straight at you.
Did he think you were smiling at him?
You look down hastily.
The waitress comes round with the check you signalled for, you put money on the little acrylic tray and get ready to go.
By the time you step outside, the windâs picked up even more, snow swirling, making your eyes want to screw shut under your beanie.
You donât hear him until heâs almost on top of you.
Heâs not a lot taller than you, and heâs not particularly dressed for the weather, in denim on denim, a parka. No hat or gloves.
His hair is dark, as are his eyes, and his skin is pale, like he doesnât get a lot of sun.
He looks vaguely familiar but you canât really place him.
âYou have a flat,â he says, pointing to one of your front tyres.
You look down in dismay only to see that heâs right.
Shit!
âI can help you change it, if youâve got a spare,â he offers.
âWould you?â you ask, grateful.
âYeah, not a problem.â
You show him where the spare and tools are, and as he crouches by the tyre, youâre very aware of how, unlike you, he doesnât have gloves on.Â
You feel a surge of guilt.
âHey,â you offer, âwhilst youâre doing that, can I get you a hot drink or something?â
He looks up at you, hands braced on the flat.
âI wouldnât mind a coffee, if itâs not too much trouble.â
âOf course,â you say, relieved that heâs not too polite to take you up on your offer. âIâll be right back.â
You hurry back into the diner to get him a coffee. As you wait you wonder if he might want a sandwich too, and impulsively, you order him a hot sandwich.
He can always say no if he doesnât want it, you reason.
By the time you come out, heâs putting the flat in your trunk, tidying up the tools he used.
âThank you,â you tell him, passing him the drink.
âNo problem,â he says.
A little awkwardly, you hold out the wrapped sandwich. âI got you a sandwich too, if you want it. Itâs turkey.â
He accepts with another murmured âthank you.â
Youâre wondering if you should offer him money for his kindness when he says, hesitant, âI could use a lift, if youâre heading west. Iâve got a job interview Iâm hoping to make it to.â
Now youâre the hesitant one. Heâs shown you nothing but kindness, but he is still a total stranger.
He waits without looking at you, sipping his coffee, keeping his distance.
You think about his lack of warm clothes, and as youâre looking at him, you notice the crispness of the creases in his clothing, remnants of how they must have been folded when he bought them.
You think about his calloused palms and how he accepted the sandwich without hesitation.
âHey, itâs ok,â he starts to say, and itâs that, more than anything else, that spurs you on to reply.
âItâs fine,â you say. âIâll take you as far as Iâm heading.â
***
He gets into the passenger seat, and from the sigh that passes his lips you realise that he really was as cold as you thought he might be.
You start the engine, and warm air starts to blow through your A/C vents.
You check that the GPS is still set and glance over at him.Â
âYou ready?â
Youâre a mile or so out of the diner, listening to the radio, when it occurs to you to ask him his name.
âIâm Y/N,â you say.Â
âYoongi,â comes the reply.
In here, away from the whistling wind, you can hear the gravel in his voice.
âWhat job are you going for?â you ask.
âJust some construction job my friendâs lined up for me near Maisan,â Yoongi says.
He glances in the rearview mirror.Â
âI hope you get it,â you tell him. âDo you live around there?â
He seems to hesitate.
âI donât mean to pry,â you say, quickly.Â
To bridge the sudden silence, you say, âIâm going to see my sister and her new baby. She chose a good time to have him, right before a storm.â
You notice movement up ahead, a police roadblock.
Beside you, your new acquaintance sits up.Â
âNice and easy,â he says, and you look at him, confused, until you notice that he has a gun in his hand.
Pointed right at you.
You straighten up so quickly your neck cracks.
âWhat â-â
âNice and easy,â Yoongi says again, a hardness to his voice you havenât heard up until now.Â
âThere are six shots in this gun, but Iâll only need one to hurt you,â he continues.
Your hands tighten on the wheel, and your lips clamp together, trying to stifle the squeak of terror that threatens to slip out.
âI just want you to know that I will hurt you if you try anything,â Yoongi says. Thereâs a seriousness in his voice that makes your blood chill. âSo nice and easy, get us past this roadblock.â
Youâve slowed automatically as you approach the uniformed policemen, your years of driving making your body do the expected things despite the way your head is reeling.
Yoongi has a gun, and he seems perfectly capable of using it on you.
The fear crystallises into a single sob before your throat closes completely. Your breathing quickens but you know youâll need to look normal, unsuspicious, to get you and Yoongi past the police.
âAre they looking for you?â you ask. Your voice is shuddery, youâre trembling so hard.
In response, Yoongi jams the barrel of the gun against you, high up, against your ribs, so hard itâs like heâs impaled you.
âShut up and get us through this,â he snarls.
Your lips snap together again, and you make a conscious effort to pull yourself together.
Just before you stop, Yoongi says, âIf you try anything, I wonât just be trying to hurt you. Iâll kill you.â
His tone is low, and another shiver runs through you.
You roll down the window.
The police trooper leans in. âWhere are you headed?â
âWeâre going to see my sister in Maisan,â you say, grateful at least, that your voice is steady.
Beside you, Yoongiâs sitting perfectly still.
âYouâve not picked a good time to go,â says the trooper.
This time, itâs Yoongi who answers. âI did say we should wait, but my girlfriendâs been looking forward to seeing her new nephew.â
He shrugs, a picture of indulgent exasperation.
The trooper laughs along with Yoongi even as you try to make desperate eye contact with him.
âBetter carry on then, hopefully youâll make it before the storm hits.â
Then heâs waving you off, and you have a split second of panic, a moment where you consider screaming, before Yoongiâs gun jabs into your ribs again.
Again, your body responds before you do, driving you away from your last chance to seek help.
***
Twenty miles out from the diner, Yoongi tosses your phone out of the window.
Forty miles out, he programs a different address into your GPS.
Itâs another ten miles before you find your voice again.
âYou can take the car, you know, and leave me here. I canât call anyone.â
Yoongi almost looks like heâs considering it.Â
âI canât leave you here out in the mountains in the middle of nowhere,â he tells you. âYouâll die of exposure, especially if you canât call for help.â
âAlso,â he adds, almost as if itâs an afterthought, âyou know the address of where weâre going.â
âI didnât see it,â you say, too quickly.
Yoongiâs silent.
Finally, he says, âJust keep driving.â
âPlease,â you plead. âJust let me go. I wonât tell the police where youâre heading.â
Yoongiâs grasp on the gun, still in his lap, tightens.
âYouâre a fucking idiot. Why the hell would you give a ride to a strange man youâve just met?â
You donât have a good answer to that.
âYou changed my tyre,â you say. âI thought ââ
âI slashed your tyre,â he says, low, cold. âI was hanging around outside the diner, I saw you pull up, saw you were alone.â
His admission chills you.
Tears start to spill down your cheeks when you realise what a fool you were to trust him.
âI just wanted to help you out,â you tell him. âYou seemed hungry and down on your luck, and you didnât even have any warm c-c-clothes!â
You swipe at your cheeks furiously.
âDidnât have any warm clothes,â Yoongi repeats, incredulous, scornful. âYouâre some fucking good Samaritan.â
Youâre crying quietly now, despairing over your naivety.
Yoongi doesnât say anything for a good long while, and neither do you.
***
By the time you reach your destination, itâs snowing so hard you can barely see six feet in front of your car.Â
Snowy walls close in either side of you, buffeting you from the wind but heightening your sense of claustrophobia.Â
The clearingâs upon you before you quite realise it, and you end up stopping in front of a huge structure in the woods.Â
Itâs more than a cabin, it looks like a proper house, from what you can make out, with a shed and a carport.Â
Yoongi reaches out and takes your car keys.Â
âWait until I come round to your side.âÂ
He doesnât point the gun at you, but you donât need reminding.Â
He gets out, walks around to your side, pulls open the door, pushes you in front of him.
You try to take note of your surroundings, landmarks, but all you can see is snow.
Your boots clomp on the concrete as you approach the front door.
Behind you, you can hear Yoongi rustling, glancing at his phone before he punches numbers into the keypad discreetly placed by the door.Â
He cups a hand over the keypad, you donât see a thing.
He pulls you in as he enters, and youâre initially just grateful to be out of the snow.Â
Yoongi says, âTake your coat off.âÂ
He makes a move as if to do it for you when you donât react quickly enough, and you snap into action, pulling the snaps apart, unzipping hastily.Â
He takes your coat, tosses it carelessly to one side, grasps your wrist, tight.Â
You flinch as he tightens a cable tie around your wrist and attaches you to the steel flap of a radiator by the entrance hall of the house.Â
âI canât trust you not to try to run,â he tells you. âI wonât hurt you, but I canât afford for you to interfere with my plans, not now.âÂ
Youâre barely listening at this point.Â
The terror of the last few hours has drained most of your energy.Â
Yoongi stands over you for a few moments, as if to make sure you arenât going to bolt, and then he heads further into the house.Â
***
Time passes, youâre disorientated by the darkness brought on by the storm outside and your own sense of disjointedness.Â
It doesnât seem like that long ago since you loaded your things into your trunk and set off from home, and yet, it seems like forever.Â
Gradually, you become aware of the hardwood floor under your salopes. The entry hall youâre being held captive in gives you the impression that this is a nice house.Â
Whoever had this built has money.Â
The ceilings are high, the wood panelling rich and beautifully rendered.
The radiator beside you has started heating up, the steel flaps burning you whenever you let your hand move too close.Â
Your snow boots have made puddles on the hardwood.Â
Where the hell are you? Who owns this place? Why did Yoongi have the code for the door?Â
If he has friends this rich willing to let him use their house why the hell did he need you to drive him?Â
Your mind swirling with thoughts you canât reconcile, you pull your knees into your chest and tuck your chin in, wrapping your arms around yourself.Â
You fall into an exhausted, dreamless sleep.Â
***
You wake to complete darkness and a searing pain in your hand where youâve let it fall against the radiator.Â
It all comes back to you in a flash.Â
The diner. The state trooper. The house. Yoongi.Â
Your hand hurts, badly, but itâs too dark to see.Â
As you straighten your legs, your foot hits something that falls with a soft thud, then rolls.Â
A water bottle.Â
Youâre suddenly aware of how dry your throat is.Â
You reach for the bottle, but maddeningly, it rolls out of your reach.Â
There are tears on your face but youâre not crying, not really.Â
Maybe you are.Â
***
When you next wake, the cold thin grey light filtering in through the windows tells you itâs morning, or early.Â
You look up to see your captor standing over you.Â
You look at each other wordlessly.Â
Yoongi crouches next to you.Â
âDo you need the bathroom?â he asks.Â
You nod.Â
He reaches down to detach you from the radiator.Â
Your hand.Â
You can see it clearly now, the blistered, reddened side of your palm, the thin line of blood where the cable tieâs cut into your wrist.Â
You say nothing. You donât know if you can form any words.Â
You get up carefully, follow Yoongi down the hall to a small bathroom.Â
âIâll give you five minutes,â Yoongi says.Â
You take care of business, trying not to sob at the pain in your burnt hand and wrist.Â
The window to the bathroom doesnât open, and thereâs nothing that you can use to break it.Â
Thereâs a knock at the door, you feel a surge of hysterical laughter threatening to come out.Â
Heâs kidnapped you, locked you to a radiator, and heâs knocking because he cares about your privacy?Â
The door opens, and Yoongi comes in.Â
You stare at the scissors in his hand.Â
âYour wrist,â he says.Â
You watch, detached, as he cuts the cable tie. It falls to the floor, and you instinctively raise your hand to your chest to rub at your wrist.Â
Yoongi says. âI have food for you.âÂ
He takes you down another hallway, to a huge kitchen full of windows. The early morning sun filters in, bright and blinding, adding more of a sense of unreality to the situation you now find yourself in.Â
Yoongi gestures to a seat at the kitchen island, sets a plate in front of you, like heâs made you breakfast.Â
You stare in disbelief at the food.Â
âThe carâs coming for me in two days, Iâll let you go then,â Yoongi tells you, like youâre making plans together.Â
Like youâre just two people who know each other, discussing plans over breakfast, instead of captor and captive.Â
Now youâre staring at him.Â
âYouâll let me go?â you ask. Your voice comes out in a rasp, you have a vague recollection of trying to drink water but being unable to reach.Â
Yoongi winces a little, pours out a glass of water that you gulp down.Â
âYou should have told me you wanted water,â he says.Â
âYou took my phone so I couldnât text you,â you say, the snark coming out of your mouth surprising you.Â
His brow lifts. âYou donât have my number anyway.âÂ
âDonât need it,â you snap, gulping down your refill. âWeâre not going on a second date.âÂ
Now itâs his turn to stare at you.Â
âYouâre not my type anyway,â he snaps back. âEat your food.âÂ
For a moment you contemplate going on a hunger strike but you suspect he wouldnât give a shit anyway so you examine your plate.Â
You fork up some eggs and chew cautiously.Â
Theyâre good. Better than you expected. Your stomach growls as you eat.Â
The foodâs doing wonders for your energy levels.Â
âWhy are you running from the police?â you ask. âWhat did you do?âÂ
âI was convicted of murder,â he tells you, cold.Â
âDid you do it?â you ask, unimpressed.Â
âI didnât, as a matter of fact,â he replies, flat.Â
âWait. Were you in prison?âÂ
âI escaped,â he tells you. âWith a little help from my friends.âÂ
You mull this over as you finish the last of your eggs.Â
âYou have friends?âÂ
Yoongi gives you a look that makes your chest tighten a little.Â
âHard to believe, isnât it?â he agrees.Â
He takes your plate, gathers up your cutlery, turns his back to put them in the sink.Â
âDonât even think about throwing your glass at me,â he says, back still to you.Â
Your hand stills on the counter.Â
You change the subject.Â
âThis is a nice house. Do your friends know theyâre harbouring a fugitive from the law?âÂ
âMy friends have nothing to do with anything,â Yoongi tells you, giving you a hard look.Â
He sets out a bandage and some ointment on the kitchen island in front of you.Â
âYour hand,â he prompts impatiently, when you donât make a move to take them.Â
Youâre about to reach for them when he sighs, unscrews the top of the tube, drops a dollop on your burnt palm.Â
You stifle a hiss of pain as he rubs the ointment in.Â
âIâm sorry,â Yoongi says quietly.Â
Heâs close to you now, so close you catch a whiff of the freshness of his shampoo.Â
âYou should be sorry,â you say. âI thought you were just some guy who was down on his luck who needed a break, and next thing youâre waving a gun in my face and threatening to kill me.âÂ
You can feel the tears threatening to rise again, but you blink them back.Â
Yoongiâs touch is gentle on your sore hand.Â
âI am sorry. Believe me, if there were any other way I would have taken it. I promise, Iâll let you go. I have no intention of hurting you.âÂ
He says the words with conviction but you know you canât believe anything he says.Â
Trusting him is what got you into this in the first place.Â
You let him bandage your hand.Â
âWhich radiator next?â you ask, resigned.Â
âI wonât tie you up again, but Iâll have to keep an eye on you,â Yoongi says, surprising you. âThereâs a den we can sit in, if you want.âÂ
You donât see that you have any better options.Â
***
You start off in the furthest corner of the den from him, back to the wall, wary.Â
Yoongi ignores you completely as he turns on the TV, scrolls to the news.
You glance over the books on the bookshelf along one wall, but the TV catches your attention.
âThe search continues for Min Yoongi, the disgraced former rapper who was convicted of the murder of Han Jisung three years ago.â
Your gaze snaps to Yoongi, but heâs not looking at you, attention fully on the screen as an old media clip of him rapping plays.
âThe federal police are looking into several leads, and members of the public can contact the number onscreen if they have any information as to his whereabouts.â
The next story flashes up, and Yoongi sits back. You can see the tension leaving his body.
He catches the way youâre still gaping at him.
You blink, clear your throat.Â
âSo, you used to rap?â
Yoongiâs expression morphs into one of incredulity. âThatâs your take-home from all that?âÂ
You try again. âToo bad I donât have my phone to call the number. Do you think thereâs a reward?â
Yoongi stares at you.
âI didnât kill Han Jisung,â he says.Â
He refuses to be drawn into any further discussion about it, and finally, you give up and pick up one of the books from the shelf.
***
Lunch is a sombre affair, sandwiches that you eat mechanically while looking at the grey outside.
The stormâs upon you, you doubt your snow tires would be up to the challenge even if you could get your car keys off Yoongi.
Thereâs no visibility at all, and if the wall of ice thatâs forming around the glass of the floor to ceiling windows of the house wasnât enough to deter you, the fact that you have no idea where your parka is certainly helps put you off.
You grew up in a mountainous area like this, and youâve got a healthy respect for the weather conditions when it's like this.
You wonder how your sisterâs doing, and your new nephew, if theyâve noticed youâre missing yet.
Maybe they think youâve stopped to seek shelter and are waiting for the storm to pass before you continue on your journey.
You wonder if theyâve put your lack of communication down to a signal failure.
You wonder if anyone will notice youâre missing.
Your thoughts drift to Seokjin, the man youâve recently had a few dates with.Â
Heâs a good looking guy, outmatching you in looks if youâre being honest about what you think, but he seems to like the way you look, and to enjoy spending time with you.
You realise that Yoongiâs talking to you.
âAre you all right?â he asks, nodding to your half eaten sandwich.
âIâm fine,â you answer. You pull a face. âWell apart from being held captive against my will.â
Yoongi looks like heâs resisting the urge to roll his eyes.Â
âWere you really going to see your sister?â he asks. âWill she notice youâre missing?â
You eye him narrowly. âI donât think anyoneâs sending out a search party for me just yet, if thatâs what youâre asking.â
Yoongi says, unexpectedly, âWhy not? Youâre pretty, youâd catch attention on the front page of the newspapers.â
You say, incredulously, âI bet dozens of women go missing every single day.â
âThey probably do,â Yoongi agrees.Â
âHow did you get put in prison if you didnât kill that guy?â you ask, changing the subject. âIâm sure you could afford a good legal team.â
Yoongi takes a while to answer.Â
âI was fucking Han Jisungâs fiancee.â
You raise a sceptical brow at him. âAnd?â
âI think his half-brother set me up.â
You mull this over.
âSo whatâs the plan? You escape from prison and leave the country?â
Yoongi shrugs, but his gaze is hard.Â
âI stay on the run until I get enough evidence for a re-trial. Prove my innocence.â
âSeems a long shot,â you say, but you have no desire to piss him off, at least not while heâs got a gun in his possession.
âI have influential friends who are willing to help,â Yoongi says, simply.
You say nothing.
âDo you know what itâs like to be put away for life for something you didnât do?â Yoongi asks, suddenly. âIâve lost three years of my life to this, thereâs no chance of parole for another 7 years.â
His voice rings with anger and frustration.
âIâm sorry,â you say.Â
You have no idea if heâs telling you the truth, but youâre convinced of one thing. He believes it.Â
If heâs telling the truth, you canât think of anything more awful.
âSome say I brought this on myself,â Yoongi says.Â
He shakes his head. âI donât blame them. I was an asshole and a womaniser.â
âThat doesnât surprise me,â you retort.
Yoongi looks at you, momentarily speechless with surprise.
Then he laughs.Â
âHas no one ever taught you not to make fun of a man with a gun?â
You look at him seriously. âYou promised youâd let me go in two days. Was that a lie?â
âNo,â he answers. His eyes meet yours, gaze steady and unwavering. âIâll keep my word.â
With him looking at you like this, you almost believe him.
***
Nightâs falling, or so you think, itâs been dark all day but you get the sense that daylightâs fading fast.
Yoongi gets up, says, âCome on, Iâm going to bed.â
âYou want a bedtime story?â you ask, tetchy.
He just waits patiently by the entrance of the den for you to join him.
âAny chance I could take a shower?â you ask.
Youâve been in the same clothes for a day and a half, and you feel pretty grimy.
âSure,â Yoongi says, surprising you. âNeed clothes?â
Yoongi takes you to what looks like a pretty impressive master bedroom, with an equally luxurious looking bathroom.
He rummages in a drawer, hands you a set of grey sweats.
He says, the faintest note of embarrassment in his voice, âThereâs no womenâs clothes here.â
You accept the clothes with a murmured âthanks.â
Yoongi says, âthe door doesnât lock, but I wonât walk in on you. The windowâs too high to jump from.â
You eye him.
âI have no interest in walking through this snowstorm without a coat.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âUnless you want to give me the car keys?â
Yoongi chooses not to answer, steps back so you can close the bathroom door.
You get undressed quickly, step under a shower of water so hot it feels like heaven after youâve been cold most of the day.
Thereâs toiletries that you avail yourself of, and by the time you get redressed, you feel practically human again, burnt hand and sore wrist notwithstanding.
You wrap a towel around your hair, step out to see Yoongi sitting on an armchair by the bed.
His gaze flicks over you once, his expression unreadable.
âI donât want to tie you to another radiator,â he says.
You wait to hear where heâs going with this.
âIâm going to lock the bedroom door. You can share the bed with me, or thereâs that couch.â
âIâll take the couch,â you say.Â
You get onto the couch, pull a blanket over your head, and you must be more tired that you thought, because youâre thinking of everything Yoongiâs told you, and then youâre not thinking of anything at all.
***
You wake in complete darkness, quiet save for your own breathing.
As your eyes adjust, you realise that the lump near the window is Yoongi.Â
Heâs looking out, facing away from you.
âWhat time is it?â you ask.
Yoongi inhales, keeps looking out.
âSometime after midnight,â he says. âDoes it matter?â
You sit up, curl your legs under you.
His profile is strangely lovely, the slope of his brow, the high bridge of his nose, his jaw.
âWhat are you going to do if you manage to prove your innocence?â you ask.
Itâs a clumsy question, but Yoongi doesnât seem to mind.
âIâd like to live near a beach,â he says. âMake music. Be away from people for a bit.â
You guess thereâs not a whole lot of privacy in prison.
âI have a beach hut,â you say. âWe used to spend summers at the seaside. When my parents died, my sister and I inherited it.â
âYeah?â Yoongi asks, turning towards you.
âYeah. We swam a lot. Explored caves. Did some rockpooling.â
âSounds fun,â Yoongi says. âWhen I was a kid I spent summers trying to earn money.â
âYeah?â
âI did a lot of gigs, trying to get exposure. I had my own crew though.â He sounds wistful. âWe busted our asses.â
He laughs. âWhen I signed my first record deal I got a house so my crew would always have a roof over their heads.â
âNo diamond encrusted chains?â you tease.
âBaby, that was after I got my first platinum record,â he shoots back.
You laugh, and after a moment, he does too.
âYou got a job?âÂ
You look up at the ceiling.
âI teach,â you tell him. âGrade school. Iâve got a class of seven year olds.â
âYou do have that whole teacher vibe,â Yoongi remarks.
Youâre amused.
âWhat whole teacher vibe?â
âYou know. Responsible, prepared for everything. I mean, I saw the supplies in your trunk.â
You canât argue.
âYouâre too soft,â Yoongi continues. Heâs still turned towards you. âYou shouldnât have offered me a ride.â
âLike I said,â you reply. âYou looked like you needed help.â
He scoffs. âIf I were your man Iâd teach you to make any man regret even thinking about messing with you.â
âI donât need a man to teach me that,â you say.Â
Yoongi shrugs, a rustle of his sweatshirt.Â
âAll Iâm saying is you should work on looking less sweet and harmless.â
You toss a couch cushion in his direction.
âIâll show you how to crush a trachea tomorrow if you want,â Yoongi volunteers.
âCan I practise on you?â you mutter, disgruntled.Â
Yoongi just laughs.Â
He turns back to the window.Â
Itâs too dark to tell if the snowâs still falling but it doesnât make a difference to you, because soon enough, youâre asleep again.
***
Yoongiâs quiet today, prepping breakfast with a distracted concentration that makes you wonder whatâs on his mind.Â
Youâre fixing coffee, looking for filters.Â
You pull open a drawer and freeze.Â
Out of the corner of your eye you can see the way Yoongiâs back stiffens.Â
Thereâs a revolver in the drawer. The same gun Yoongi used on you that first day.Â
Yoongi turns around slowly, and your eyes lock.Â
Heâs too far away to have any chance of getting to it before you.Â
Yoongi tilts his head.Â
âItâs fully loaded,â he says. âYou cock the trigger to arm it. Point and shoot. Itâs reliable. It doesnât jam.âÂ
You blink at him.Â
âThe car keys are in my pocket. The snowâs still a little crazy but if you wait a few hours it might settle. Itâs safer to go tomorrow.âÂ
Thoughts swirl in your head, too much for you to process.Â
Finally, you reach out, and close the drawer wordlessly.Â
âYouâll let me go tomorrow?â you ask, wondering if youâve just made the most stupid decision of your life.Â
âIâll let you go tomorrow, I promise you. Even if my friend doesnât come through.âÂ
You canât look at him.Â
You can hear him approaching, but instead of heading for the drawer, he heads for you.Â
âThank you,â he says.Â
You look over.Â
His eyes are serious. âItâs been a while since anyone who didnât know me before trusted me.âÂ
âLike you said, Iâm dumb and soft,â you reply. Thereâs a wobble in your voice that belies the snarky tone you were going for.Â
His hand lands on your shoulder. Itâs gentle.Â
âYouâd be eaten alive where I come from,â he agrees, when you look his way again. âBut thatâs never going to happen, if I have anything to do with it.âÂ
He squeezes your shoulder, reassuring. âForget the coffee. Iâll make it. Go and eat.âÂ
***
The unfamiliar sound from overhead is making the wineglasses rattle.Â
You glance at Yoongi.Â
Heâs quicker than you, mouth set in a straight line, heading for the window in the lounge.Â
âWhat is it?â you ask, but a moment later, you know.Â
Itâs a chopper, flying directly overhead.Â
Yoongi turns to you.Â
âIf thatâs the police, stay inside, hands up, away from the windows whilst I turn myself in.âÂ
Youâre staring at him, again feeling like youâre three steps behind.Â
âItâs the way that itâs safest for you,â he says, patient. âTheyâll want you to come in for questioning once they take me in. Just tell the truth, donât try to hide anything.âÂ
Your throat feels like itâs filled with cotton, your heartâs pounding in your ears.Â
âThey wonât hurt you, will they?âÂ
âThere are other ways to hurt a man than shooting him on sight,â Yoongi replies. The bitterness is back in his voice again.Â
Thereâs a truth to his words you canât deny.Â
Overhead, the noise intensifies, until finally, it starts fading away.Â
You donât know if itâs just wishful thinking at first, but eventually it becomes clear that the chopperâs becoming more distant.Â
Yoongi hasnât moved from his spot by the window.Â
âTheyâre not here for you,â you say, unnecessary, but the silence is so loaded you have to fill it with something, anything.Â
âNot this time,â Yoongi agrees.Â
***
Around mid-day, Yoongi switches on the news in the den.Â
You donât have to wait long for an update.Â
âThe search for convicted murderer Min Yoongi intensifies. CCTV footage from a mountainside diner near east of Maisan suggests that he was aided in his journey by an unidentified female driving a 2004 Grand Cherokee Jeep.âÂ
You watch, your heart in your stomach as grainy footage of Yoongi getting into your car is played.Â
The clip is less than 10 seconds, and your face is barely visible, but itâs definitely you.Â
The same information about how to get in touch with the police flashes up, but youâre beyond listening.Â
You get up shakily, rush to the bathroom, and throw up the partially digested remains of your breakfast.Â
By the time you emerge from the bathroom, Yoongiâs waiting outside.Â
âAre you ok?â he asks. Heâs holding out a glass of water that you accept automatically.Â
âYeah,â you say. You take a big gulp, swipe at your face. âAm I in trouble, Yoongi?âÂ
âYouâll have to make a statement when you get to your sisterâs,â Yoongi tells you. âTell them I forced you at gunpoint.âÂ
You think of the gun you had the opportunity to take this morning.Â
âI offered you a ride voluntarily,â you say.Â
âI donât give a fuck,â Yoongi says, harshly. He steps forward. âAnd they wonât give a fuck, either. This wonât affect me, Iâm already a convicted murderer. But itâll affect you if they think you helped me.âÂ
He slams his open hand against the wall next to him, startling you.Â
âYou need to wise up. I donât care if you throw me under the bus, and it wonât make a difference to the charges against me. But this could affect your future, so you need to do whatever it takes to make sure you come away clean from this.âÂ
What heâs saying makes sense, but he doesnât know you.Â
âI promised them,â you burst out.Â
Yoongi stops dead. âWhat?âÂ
âI was adopted, when I was eight,â you say. The words are coming out in a rush now, garbled, and youâre not sure if you can make him understand but you need to say it all.Â
âI promised my adoptive parents Iâd never lie again. I was some dumb kid when they adopted me, Iâd been in and out of foster homes. Iâd developed a thing for taking things I wanted.âÂ
Stealing, your inner voice says, accurately.Â
âAnd when my parents adopted me, I promised them Iâd never lie again.âÂ
Yoongiâs staring at you now, incredulous.Â
âIâll tell the police the truth,â you tell him. âBut Iâm not going to âthrow you under the busâ.âÂ
Yoongi lets out a long breath. âFucking hell.âÂ
He shakes his head. âI wish Iâd never got in your car.âÂ
You kind of wish the same thing.Â
***
Yoongiâs cracked open a couple of beers with your dinner.Â
âBe careful when youâre crossing the stream tomorrow â the bridge is hard to see at the best of times, and I donât think the snowâs made it any easier.âÂ
âYes, dad,â you say, rolling your eyes.Â
Youâd listened the first time he said it, but heâs repeated himself a few times now.Â
Heâs acting like heâs more worried about you getting to your sister safely than himself evading the entire manhunt thatâs looking for him.Â
âI did survive an entire adulthood without you, you know,â you say, teasing.Â
He ignores you.Â
âThereâs an SOS box two miles west when you get to the main road ââÂ
âYes, I know how that works,â you say, cutting him off.Â
âAnd if any man sends you dick pics you should block him right off the bat,â Yoongi finishes.Â
You stop, processing his words, then realise heâs joking.Â
Your laughter makes the frown line between his brows disappear.Â
âAnd you donât owe any man anything even if he makes you come,â Yoongi continues.Â
You raise an eyebrow at him. âShould I be writing this wisdom down?âÂ
Yoongi frowns. âI just donât want anyone to take advantage of you.âÂ
âShow me how to crush a trachea,â you suggest.Â
Yoongi swigs his beer.Â
âYeah, good idea.âÂ
He gets up, pushes his sleeves back.Â
You catch a glimpse of a tattoo on his upper arm.Â
âIf any asshole tries anything with you, you should go for all his weak spots.âÂ
He points to his own neck, the hollow between his collarbones. âJab them right here, elbow up into his nose, knee into his balls. Then, fucking run.âÂ
He holds out his hands. âCome on, try me.âÂ
You look at him uncertainly. âYou want me to hit you?âÂ
Yoongi says, patient, âHit me now so when you hit the next asshole youâll know how to do it right.âÂ
âWho are all these assholes that Iâm meeting?â you ask, but you comply anyway.Â
Yoongi rolls his eyes as you jab your fingers into his neck.Â
âHarder,â he says, grabbing your hand.Â
âI donât want to hurt you ââÂ
âHit me as hard as I shoved that gun into your ribs,â Yoongi says.Â
The memory makes you wince, and you redouble your efforts with the next jab.Â
When he coughs and splutters, you jerk your elbow up, straight into his nose.Â
Heâs doubled over now, but thereâs one last move heâs asked you to do.Â
You knee him in the balls, and he grabs your thigh at the last second so hold off the blow.Â
You wrench his hand off and take two steps back.Â
âFuck,â Yoongi swears.Â
He folds over onto the kitchen floor, still coughing, eyes watering.Â
âYouâre supposed to run now,â he wheezes out.Â
âDo you â do you want some water or something?â you offer.Â
He shakes his head. âI think youâre good. Youâre pretty damn quick.âÂ
âSorrââÂ
Yoongi fixes you with a glare. âDonât even think about apologising,â he scolds. âYou fuck the asshole up, and then you run. You did it perfectly.âÂ
âCan I practice it again?â you ask, sweetly.Â
Yoongi says, âYeah ââÂ
It takes him a moment to realise youâre joking.Â
***
Yoongi steps out of the shower, fully dressed, his hair still wet, making little trails of wet course down the neck of his sweatshirt.Â
Youâre already on the couch, covered in a fluffy duvet.Â
âYou can take the bed if you want,â he offers. âIâll take the couch.âÂ
âIâm fine,â you tell him.Â
He sits on the edge of the bed, towel drying his hair.Â
You donât realise youâre staring at him until he asks, voice dry, âSomething on my face?âÂ
âNothing,â you answer, startled. âYou look good clean.âÂ
His laughter is deep, gravelly. âIâd have taken a shower earlier if Iâd known you preferred me clean.âÂ
âYou should get clean for yourself,â you answer, primly, but your lips are curving in a smile anyway.Â
âYour hair looks pretty like this,â he says.Â
You tug at a lock of hair, self-conscious.Â
âIâm surprised youâre not better at handling compliments,â Yoongi continues. Heâs looking at you now, teasing in his voice. âGiven how pretty you are.âÂ
You bury your face in your duvet.Â
âStop teasing me,â you say, muffled.Â
He seems to hear you just fine.Â
âIâm not teasing,â he says. âIâm just telling you what I think.âÂ
âJust turn the lights off,â you grumble.Â
Yoongi laughs again. âYouâre not the first woman to tell me to shut up, to be fair.âÂ
He gets up, turns the lights out.Â
***
You wake in the middle of the night to Yoongi groaning, tossing and turning in bed.Â
âYoongi?â you call, sitting up to look at him.Â
He doesnât answer, but his groaning intensifies.Â
You get up and pad across the room to him.Â
Heâs drenched in sweat, thrashing in the sheets, holding out his hands.Â
Heâs having a nightmare.Â
âHey,â you say, grasping his hand.Â
He sits up abruptly, looking around in the dark, bewildered, disoriented.Â
You donât have to think about it.Â
You pull him in a hug, wrapping your arms tight around him. âYouâre fine. It was a nightmare.âÂ
You donât think heâs really listening, but he holds you back.Â
His heartâs thumping so hard you can feel it under your arm.Â
âYouâre fine,â you tell him again.Â
Eventually his grip loosens, and he pulls back a little.Â
âThat was some bad dream,â you say, breathless from how tightly heâs been holding you.Â
He doesnât answer, and you realise heâs staring at your lips.Â
His kiss takes you by surprise, but you donât pull away.Â
His lips are soft and warm. When he licks into your mouth you canât help the whine that falls from your lips.Â
Your hand fists in the material of his sweatshirt as he kisses you again and again, pulling you into a haze of pleasure so deep it takes you a moment to realise heâs stopped, his hand on your side, on your bare skin, under your top.Â
He says your name.Â
âDo you want this?â he asks. âWe donât have to do this if itâs not what you want.âÂ
âThis?â you ask. âYou mean us kissing like this?âÂ
You run your hand along his chest, stopping when you get to the waistband of his sweats.Â
âYou mean touching each other like this?âÂ
Your hand delves lower, and he lets out a low groan as you wrap your fingers around his hardness.Â
âLike this?âÂ
âI donât want you to do anything you donât want to do,â Yoongi says, his hand closing over yours.Â
âI want to do this with you,â you tell him.Â
He groans again, pulls you fully onto the bed, helps you tug your sweatshirt over your head.Â
His warm hands slide up from your waist, making slow passes over your sides, and by the time he cups your breasts, your nipples are fully hard.Â
âDonât tease, Yoongi,â you say, trying not to moan as he rolls a nipple under his thumb.Â
âNot teasing,â he says, voice low, thick. âI just â fuck, youâre so prettyââÂ
He dips his head, and at the first flick of his tongue against the tip of your breast, you moan.Â
âYoongi,â you plead.Â
âIâve got it,â he tells you, lifting off your breast. âIâve got you.âÂ
Yoongi mouths at your breasts until your hips are writhing under him.Â
âPlease, please,â you plead.Â
He tugs at your sweatpants, and when you raise your hips to help him get them off, he leans down and presses a warm kiss to the bare skin over your hipbone.Â
âWanna taste you,â he tells you.Â
He pushes your thighs apart, stops with his face over your core for a split second, breathing you in.Â
Then he kisses you, open-mouthed, tongue delving into your cunt like heâs starving for you.Â
Your moan changes into a cry of pleasure as he licks at you, nose nudging your clit.Â
You reach out for something to grab, fisting the sheets, and Yoongiâs hand grips the flesh of your thigh, firm.Â
âShit,â he says, â youâre so wet youâre gonna make me come.âÂ
The idea of him coming before he gets inside you could make you cry.Â
âGet inside, Yoongi,â you moan.Â
âNot gonna last, not with you like this,â Yoongi tells you. He strokes between your legs, presses his thumb in firm strokes over your clit, licks into your cunt again, and you cry his name as you come.Â
âFuck, thatâs my good girl,â Yoongi grunts. âCan you take me now?âÂ
He slides his cock into you, hard, thick, whilst youâre still pulsing from your orgasm, and you keen with the pleasure of it.Â
Heâs breathless, head thrown back, eyes shut as he moves, fucking you deep.Â
You kiss along his bared throat, and he swears. âFuck, baby, stop â I canât ââÂ
He pulls out suddenly, and a moment later you feel the warmth of his cum spurting on your belly.Â
âCâmere,â he says, pulling you close, kissing you deep. âStay.âÂ
***
You wait on the porch whilst Yoongi drives your car out of the carport. He pulls up in front of the porch, gets out.Â
âRemember what you have to do?â Yoongi asks.Â
âYeah,â you say.Â
Youâve talked about it so much you donât think you can bear to go over it again.Â
âDrive safe, ok?â Yoongi says. Heâs looking at you, intently. âAnd thank you, for everything.âÂ
âGood luck with being exonerated,â you say.Â
It sounds stupid, you sound stupid, but you donât know what else to say.Â
Yoongi walks you over to your car, waits until your seatbeltâs buckled.Â
âIâll see you, Yoongi,â you say.Â
âTake this,â he says.Â
You look at the phone number heâs got scribbled down on a scrap of paper.Â
âItâs a burner phone. I canât check it all the time but do you think you could ââÂ
He breaks off mid-sentence, then pushes on. âDo you think you could text me when you get to your sisterâs? I just want to know youâre safe.âÂ
âSure,â you say. You slide the scrap of paper into the pocket of your salopes, zip it up.Â
âGood,â Yoongi says.Â
You reach out, tug the collar of his parka.Â
His kiss is as good a way to say goodbye as any, you think.Â
Yoongi closes the door, waits on the porch as you drive away.Â
He gets smaller and smaller in the distance, and eventually, you canât see him at all.Â
***
Itâs been nearly a month since you left Yoongi at the house.Â
Youâd pulled up at your sisterâs house to find out sheâd just filed a missing persons report on you.Â
Youâd had an emotional reunion with your sister, an equally emotional introduction to your new baby nephew, and one meal and one hot shower later, youâd found yourself at the police station, being questioned by a couple of detectives whoâd regarded you with suspicion so strong it was a short step from open accusation.Â
Youâd been questioned for hours but had eventually been allowed home. Youâd been truthful, as youâd told Yoongi you would be, apart from one thing.Â
It was only later, when you were on your bed in your sisterâs spare room, that youâd picked up your phone and scrolled to the name youâd saved Yoongiâs number under.Â
Youâd typed out a text, two words, unincriminating, youâd thought.Â
Iâm safe.Â
The next morning, there was a text back, similar to yours in brevity.
Iâm glad.Â
Youâd refrained from texting again, or calling, not wishing to put Yoongi at risk in case anyone looked into your phone records.Â
Youâd been called in again for questioning on two separate occasions after the initial interview, once by people whoâd introduced themselves as federal agents.Â
Youâd thought that was the end of it until the media got hold of your identity.Â
There was a week or so of reporters stopping you outside your house, waiting for you in the school car park, until eventually something more newsworthy came along.Â
Youâd been photographed more times in that week than youâd even been in your life.Â
Youâve taken to watching the evening news every night, but as time stretches on and Min Yoongi hasnât been found, heâs been dropping down the list of top stories, barely scraping a mention.Â
Youâre glad.Â
You hope heâs closer to getting what he wished for.Â
***
âY/N,â says Bora, your head of department. âMr Lee wants to see you.âÂ
You look up from your grading, a little surprised. âDid he say what it was about?âÂ
âNope, just that heâs free now.âÂ
You pocket your phone, straighten your ID badge and get up.Â
Mr Lee is the school principal, and youâd organised a meeting with him when the media frenzy over your involvement with Min Yoongi was at its peak, but youâve not seen him since.Â
Mrs Choi, his PA, waves you in.Â
âMr Lee,â you say in greeting. âDid you want to see me?âÂ
âYes, please come in and have a seat,â Mr Lee says.Â
Heâs a serious man in his mid forties, and as far as principals go, you know heâs got a good reputation.Â
âThereâs been a complaint put in about you,â Mr Lee says, sparing you any preamble.Â
Your stomach drops.Â
âWhat about?â you ask.Â
âI know the media furore has died off over Min Yoongi, but the PTA has fielded a number of concerns raised by worried parents over your involvement in the case.âÂ
Youâre taken aback. âA number of concerns? Itâs not just one ââ
âIâm sorry,â says Mr Lee, and to his credit, he does seem genuinely upset. âIâm going to have to ask if you can take a few weeks off.âÂ
âOff?â you ask, worried.Â
âItâs not a suspension,â Mr Lee says, somehow giving the impression that a suspension is exactly what it is. âYouâll be paid, and at the end of four weeks weâll meet again to discuss what your future is at this school.âÂ
Youâre trying to make sense of this. âMy future at this school?âÂ
Mr Lee gets up, moves to take the seat next to you. âIâm hoping that having you off teaching for a month will give enough time for these parents to realise that youâre not a bad influence on their kids.âÂ
âAnd if they donât?â you ask.Â
âIâm hoping they will.âÂ
You swallow, and to your horror, tears prick the back of your eyelids.Â
You blink them back.Â
âShould I look for another job, Mr Lee?âÂ
âIt doesnât hurt to keep your options open,â Mr Lee says gently.Â
You suppose thatâs that.Â
***
You wake to a dozen missed calls and texts from your sister.Â
You blink blearily at your phone and swipe to answer.Â
âYeah?â you grunt. âIs everything ok?âÂ
âItâs Min Yoongi,â your sister says. âHeâs all over the news.âÂ
You sit up abruptly. âIs he ok?âÂ
Your sister, whoâs heard all about your time with Yoongi, barring the details of your one-night stand, laughs.Â
âHeâs more than ok. Get online, sis. Thereâs a press statement you might want to watch.âÂ
Youâre still a little drowsy, but by the time youâve got your laptop open and made yourself coffee, youâre wide awake.Â
Your phone rings again whilst youâre reading about how new evidence and a new witness was brought forward, resulting in a swift retrial.Â
Distractedly, you swipe to answer.Â
His voice makes you stop in your tracks.Â
Itâs gravelly, low, with the distinct mix of sardonic and soft that brings you back to the house in the woods, over a month ago now.Â
âHey,â he says. âHowâre you keeping?âÂ
You close your eyes, suck in a breath.Â
âJeez, you telemarketers are getting a little personal, arenât you?â you ask.Â
His laughter makes you feel warm inside.Â
âI just wondered if you wanted to go get dinner with me sometime.âÂ
âDepends,â you answer. âAre we going to have to avoid the police?âÂ
âAlways,â he says, making you smile. âBut Iâm a free man now, I guess you havenât heard.âÂ
âYour friends came through, huh?âÂ
âAll of them,â he says, the warmth in his voice palpable even through the line. âIncluding you.âÂ
***
Youâre a little nervous as you wait for Yoongi at the restaurant he picked. Itâs a little out of the way for you, but at least itâs not snowing.Â
Heâs dressed in black, a cashmere sweater that sets off the glow in his skin, his hair styled back.Â
The rings in his fingers, the earrings in his ears gleam in the golden light.Â
Heâs so beautiful you canât quite believe heâs real.
Yet itâs him who stops in front of you, gaze flickering over you with a flattering intensity.Â
âHow can you be even prettier than I remember?â he asks, tilting his head.Â
âGuess you have a bad memory,â you say. Youâre smiling so hard your cheeks are hurting, but Yoongi doesnât seem to mind.Â
âIâve thought about you a lot,â he says.Â
âYeah?âÂ
Yoongi pulls out your chair for you.Â
âYeah. I saw the footage of those reporters hounding you.âÂ
âThey got bored after a while,â you tell him.Â
âIâm glad youâre all right,â Yoongi says.Â
Over dinner he tells you about how the retrial resulted in all charges against him being overturned, how heâs been back home resting.Â
âBeen to the beach yet?â you ask.Â
Yoongi looks at you over his wine glass. âYou inviting me? Youâre the one with a beach hut.âÂ
âWe can go,â you say. âIâve been informally suspended from my job.âÂ
This is news to him.Â
âIs it to do with me?â he asks quietly.Â
You shrug. âIâm hoping itâll die down, especially since everyone knows youâre an innocent man now.âÂ
âIâm sorry,â he says.Â
âDonât worry about it,â you tell him.Â
He frowns a little, but lets the subject slide.
After dinner he walks you to your car.Â
âCan I take you out again?â he asks.Â
âIâd like that,â you tell him.Â
He leans close, brushes a kiss against your cheek that sends a thrill all the way to your toes.Â
âI live about a half hour drive from here,â you tell him, when he pulls away.Â
âMaybe I can drive us this time,â he says.Â
***
Yoongi slips his hand into yours as he walks up the front driveway to your house with you. You look over at him in surprise.Â
âWhat?â he teases. âDonât you want to hold my hand?âÂ
You stick your key in the lock, push open your front door.Â
âBaby, I want to hold more than that,â you tell him.Â
Yoongiâs eyes darken, and he lets you push him against the door.Â
Heâs already leaning down, lips seeking yours. He kisses you hungrily, his large hand slipping behind your neck to deepen the kiss, tongue slipping into your mouth.Â
âIâve fucking missed you,â he murmurs. âShit, Iâm so hard itâs embarrassing.âÂ
âBeen deprived, huh?â you tease, breathlessly.Â
âNah. Just you.âÂ
He kisses a fiery path down your neck, into the hollow between your collarbones.Â
His hands slide down into the small of your back, cup your ass to pull you against him.Â
You can feel the ridge of his cock against your belly, and you roll your hips, trying to get closer.Â
âPull these down,â Yoongi says, thumb looped in the band of your lacy panties.Â
Theyâre stuck to you, the wetness between your legs trails a path down your bare thighs that Yoongiâs only too happy to lick off.Â
âI wanted to wait,â he tells you, lifting the skirt of your dress, unzipping his trousers.Â
âWait next time,â you tell him. âWant you now.âÂ
âYouâve got me,â he tells you.Â
Thereâs the rustle of foil, the snick of elastic, then Yoongiâs parting your legs, sliding inside you with a groan deep in his chest.Â
Just like before, he fills you perfectly.
Yoongi kisses you again, slow though you can feel his heart thudding wildly in his chest.Â
âFeels so good, every time,â he tells you.Â
He starts to move then, doesnât stop when you part your thighs to take him deeper, doesnât stop when you cross your ankles behind his back and cry his name, doesnât stop until youâre panting, sticky with your release, clutching him tight.Â
Itâs only then that his thrusts start to become erratic, speeding up then slowing as he reaches his peak. He comes with a shout of your name, buried deep inside you, hips still moving like he, too, canât get enough.Â
***
When you wake in the morning, itâs with Yoongiâs finger tracing a lazy path down your spine, his fingertip warm on your bare skin.
âMore, Yoongi?â you ask, sleepy.
He presses a kiss to your forehead, you can hear the rumble in his chest as he suppresses a laugh.
âTapping out on me so soon, my love?â he asks.
After the first time when you hadnât made it to your bed, youâd fucked three more times before youâd finally collapsed in a tangled heap.
Youâd woken once, to see him flat on his back, looking out the window, fingers intertwined with yours.Â
âCanât sleep?â youâd asked.Â
Heâd turned to you, pressed a kiss to your forehead. âJust thinking how lucky I am. Iâd thought being wrongly imprisoned was the worst thing that had happened to me. And here I am.âÂ
âHere you are, you lucky sonofabitch,â youâd laughed, squealing as heâd pinned your hands to the bed and half-heartedly climbed on top of you again.Â
âI am lucky,â heâd said, his free hand sliding under your ass, squeezing. Youâd have fucked him again if heâd wanted, despite the soreness between your legs, but heâd wrapped you in his arms instead. âSleep, baby.âÂ
So you had.Â
Now your phone rings, distracting you from Yoongiâs wandering hands, just about.Â
âShit, itâs Mr Lee,â you say, sitting up straight.Â
Yoongi cocks a brow at you as you take the call.Â
âY/N, I wanted to let you know that the school board have voted to have you back taking your regular classes, at your earliest convenience. If youâll have us.âÂ
You frown. âI hadnât realised there was a vote?âÂ
âAn emergency meeting was convened last night,â Mr Lee says. âYou donât have to let me know now, but weâd love to have you back.âÂ
You hang up, thoroughly confused.Â
âI guess Iâm not informally suspended any more,â you tell Yoongi.Â
âFor a new gym with a fully functional basketball court, and a grant for gym equipment, theyâd better be giving you a raise too,â drawls Yoongi.Â
âYou did this?âÂ
âWhat? You thought I was some deadbeat who held you at gunpoint and wasnât going to repay everything you did for me?âÂ
âI never thought you were a deadbeat,â you say.Â
âI know,â Yoongi agrees. âYouâre an idiot.âÂ
You swat at him, outraged.Â
âYouâre my idiot,â Yoongi says, deflecting your blows easily. âAnd Iâm going to make sure no one takes advantage of you ever again.âÂ
He hesitates. âIf â if youâll have me.âÂ
You pretend to think about it. âWell, youâre not perfect,â you say, âbut I guess youâll do.âÂ
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Stalemate (Mini-series) | MYG
Stalemate (Mini-series)
Definition:Â (1) Chess. a position of the pieces in which a player cannot move any piece except the king and cannot move the king without putting it in check. (2) any position or situation in which no action can be taken or progress made; deadlock
Pairing:Â Woodworker!Yoongi x Fem!Reader
Rating:Â M đ; NSFW
Genre:Â breakup!AU; toxic relationships; angst; fluff; smut; heavy drama
Total word count: 16,983 words
Status: Completed â
Warnings (more written in individual chapters):Â problematic exes; relationship insecurities; alcohol consumption; cussing; miscommunication; past infidelity (reader had an affair with a married man but not detailed); protected sex; oral sex (F-receiving); heavy drama; verbal arguments and confrontation
Summary:Â "The truth is, I'm not afraid to take that gamble anymore...in the off-chance that I get lucky again and feel the way I felt when I was with you. I'd happily make that bet over and over."
âď¸PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE DIVING IN: This series is a 2-parter and is a nonlinear narrative. I go back and forth on the timeline of this story--which hopefully, I've clearly marked with the "Now" and "Then" headers.
This story is also a rendition of a Filipino movie called, "Exes Baggage." If you know it, I hope I've done the story some justice đ¤
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Aim For The Heart- Masterlist
Pairing: hitman!jk x female reader
Genre: E2L, romance, angst, drama
Official word count: 322k (fuck.)
Date first posted: March 25, 2021
Date finished: September 25, 2022
warnings: strong language, perverted men, past rape, attempted murder, uh actual murder, non-main character death, blood, guns, knives, anxiety attacks, depression, injuries, drug dealing, past physical and emotional abuse, mentions of implied suicide attempt, this isnât all in one chapter!!
summary; Jeon Jungkook is an infamous hitman, known for his inability to fail at whatever job is thrown his way. At least, up until now. Y/n, a kind-hearted and full of life teacher, is his newest target. Jeon isnât sure who would put a hit on this seemingly innocent girl, but fortunately, that isnât his problem. All he has to do is pull the trigger.
All Rights Reserved Š @writemywaytoyourheart 2021 2022
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taste of a poison paradise | jjk (m) MASTERLIST
⼠PAIRING: jungkook x fem!reader
⼠SUMMARY: Jeon Jungkook is your junior and a great student, obsessed with anime and video games. To you, heâs a Grade A geek. However, you soon find out the reason why heâs so quiet around you is because your mutual friends have told him to stay away from you for your sake, not his. Why? You wish you werenât so curious because now youâre determined to find out.
⼠GENRE: slowburn â angst â fuckboy!jk â e2l
⼠CATEGORY: crack drabble series (bullet-point format)
⼠WARNINGS: explicit sexual content, (eventual smut), plot twist, improv, interactive, angst, love triangle cause theres a bit of yoongi x reader, reader is curious and nosy, arguing, jealousy, jk is TOXIC and so is READER, switch!jk & switch!reader, spit kink, spanking, hairpulling, slapping, protected sex, unprotected sex (wrap it up), sad childhoods, trauma, lots of trauma, sensitive topics, minors DNI
⼠STATUS: completed
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â i n d e x â
⢠#1 jungkook gets down like that
⢠#2 jungkook likes role-play
⢠#3 jungkook doesnât like you
⢠#4 jungkook wants to apologize
⢠#5 jungkook doesnât like being called a fuckboy
⢠#6 jungkook wants his expensive sneakers back
⢠#7 jungkook can only offer good dick and math notes
⢠#8 jungkook wants to talk
⢠#9 jungkook buys you a bar of kinder
⢠#10 jungkook wants you to take his bait
⢠#11 jungkook wants whatâs best for you
⢠#12 jungkook doesnât know what to do when heâs nervous
⢠#13 jungkook has some mud on his clothes
⢠#14 jungkook accepts your challenge
⢠#15 jungkook thinks you have a filthy mouth
⢠#16 jungkook canât stop himself
⢠#17 jungkook has experience in being quiet
⢠#18 jungkook craves love and affection differently
⢠#19 jungkook wants your phone
⢠#20 jungkook doesnât think he bares all the blame
⢠#21 jungkook thinks you have fallen for him
⢠#22 jungkook is up to date with your instagram stories
⢠#23 jungkook knows more about you than you think
⢠#24 jungkook doesnât want to hear another word from you
⢠#25 jungkook hates everything about you
⢠#26 jungkook thinks you should end it
⢠#27 jungkook might as well admit defeat
⢠#28 jungkook wants just a little bit
⢠#29 jungkook is never drinking again
⢠#30 jungkook wants to be good to you
⢠#31 jungkook wants you to be sure
⢠#32 jungkook doesnât want to leave
⢠#33 jungkook and mia
⢠#34 jungkook and the significance of the fallen angel
⢠#35 jungkook and his only friend
⢠#36 jungkook and his enemy
⢠the end.
â s i d e d r a b b l e s â
⢠#1 the one in the elevator
⢠pendingâŚ
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still donât know my name | jjk (m) MASTERLIST
⼠banner by: @archivedkookie.
⼠PAIRING: jungkook x fem!reader
⼠SUMMARY: In which your annoying neighborâthat you canât standâturns out to be the person behind the online account youâve been sexting. You still donât know his name.
⼠COLLAB CONCEPT: @hoseokieswrld and I came up with this prompt and thought itâd be interesting if we both took it and each wrote our own version of it. Both versions have a different plot line so be sure to check out Eliâs version too!
⼠GENRE: smut â cybersex â enemies
⼠CATEGORY: mini three-shot
⼠WARNINGS: explicit sexual content, sexting, pornography, strong language, exchanging nude photos, cybersex, brat!reader, brat tamer!jk, hard kinks (slapping, spitting, hairpulling, choking) hidden identities, minors DNI
⼠TOTAL WORDCOUNT: 29k
⼠STATUS: completed
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CONCEPT VIDEO:
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song: labrinth â still donât know my name
â i n d e x â
⢠still donât know my name ; TEASER
⢠still donât know my name pt. 1 â ânice pantiesâ
⢠still donât know my name pt. 2 â âgameboyâ
⢠still donât know my name pt. 3 â âgame onâ
â e x t r a s â
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scheminâ | myg (m) MASTERLIST
⼠PAIRING: yoongi x fem!reader
⼠SUMMARY: Your dream comes true when world renowned music producer and CEO of D-Town Records, Agust D, discovers you in the underground rap scene and wants to sign you to his label. It all goes well for a few months and you canât believe youâre actually living your dream. However, things start to shift when Agust D offers to do something for you and you canât stop thinking about it for weeks to come. Your boyfriend doesnât like it one bit.
⼠GENRE: angst â smut â slow-burn
⼠CATEGORY: series
⼠WARNINGS: explicit sexual content, infidelity, boss/employee, sexual tension (a lot of it), slowburn, ethically questionable, strong language, (kinda) fake!romance, y/n inner dialogue, dom!yoongi, sub!reader, cocky!yoongi, reader is v impulsive and v dumb at times, dark themes, mentions of misogyny, gonna add more later, minors DNI
⼠TOTAL WORDCOUNT: 70.2k
⼠STATUS: completed
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â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â â
CONCEPT VIDEO:
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song: legacy of new boyz â scheminâ
â i n d e x â
⢠00 â teaser ; 796
⢠01 â iâd do anything ; 4.3k
⢠02 â peeping tom ; 4.8k
⢠03 â make the most of it ; 5.3k
⢠04 â talk about professional ; 6.7k
⢠05 â busted ; 7.1k
⢠06 â greedy ; 6.9k
⢠07 â bait taken ; 7.7k
⢠08 â do you want it? ; 9.5k
⢠09 â cat got your tongue? ; 8.7k
⢠10 â schemer ; 8.2k
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What You're Looking For (myg)
Summary: Yoongi's definitely falling in love with you, but he's hesitant to tell you because as an idol, he can't give you what you're looking for.
Warnings: public sex, some possessive behavior, vaginal fingering, little bit of degradation
Word Count: 3633
A/n: A Yoongi commission, hope you enjoy!
Being an idol isnât all itâs cracked up to be. Sure, the money is nice, he doesnât have to worry about bus fare or how heâs going to eat each week. He can write songs anytime he wants to, has use of all this impressive equipment that his pre-debut self would have lost his mind over. The fame, on the other hand, is something that Yoongi struggles with.
He canât exactly leave his apartment and go to the store for ramen and beer anymore. He canât exactly walk to the bus station and go down to the park, feed the birds like he used to. He also canât take anyone out on a date, which pre-debut Yoongi would have never dreamed of doing, anyway.
But now heâs on the wrong side of his 20âs and actually dating is something he wants to do and canât, not just because of his fame but also because of contracts. It isnât as if their manager had sat them down and said absolutely no dating, but itâs certainly implied. Their schedules are tight enough that thereâs only a few hours of free time per week, and thatâs not on accident, Yoongi knows.
Pre-debut Yoongi had been so focused on music, so focused on making it that now, once heâs made it, he longs for something more simple. Writing lyrics on bar napkins while chatting up a girl, for one. Taking someone out on a dinner date to that diner he likes by his apartment. He imagines that he might take her hand while they walk there, swing it back and forth, make her smile.
He does, in fact, meet you while heâs scribbling song lyrics on a bar napkin, but instead of taking you out on a date, he has to sneak you back to his apartment in a black car, pulling his cap over his face. You know who he is, he knows that much by the blush on your cheeks, but you keep insisting you donât know much about kpop and he believes you.
Yoongi blames the soju for how he kisses you in the elevator, aggressively, backing you up against the door, but you lean into him, make this little sound into his mouth and the next thing he knows heâs waking up with your bare arm across his waist and heâs panicking because heâs got practice in less than an hour.
âFuck,â he curses softly when he extricates himself, because you look so pretty and peaceful and heâs got to wake you up and usher you out like some kind of dirty little secret and it makes his heart clench in his chest.
He calls your name, softly, and when you stretch he can see that tattoo on your stomach, the one he'd traced with his fingers last night, and then his tongue.
Yoongi knows he's blushing, can feel the heat in his face, so he turns his face away.
"Um," he starts, and then he hears the sheets shuffle.
"Oh! Sorry, I should go." Your voice sounds husky from sleep and Yoongi almost reaches out to grab your wrist as you pick up your dress from the floor.
He doesn't, and you go with an awkward peck on his cheekbone that he swears he can feel on his skin for days.
Things go on like that, for the weeks he's on break and after, through texts and Facetime calls, for months. It's always rushed and sexy and he always has to go before he wants to, and he hates it.
He finds that the girl he'd thought about taking on dates and holding hands with seems to now have your face, after a while. All his fantasies, sexual and otherwise, start to involve your smile.
Pre-debut Yoongi only fantasized about music, about standing on a stage belting out his truths, cutting pieces of himself to bleed onto paper so that someone would see him, finally, so that someone would know him.
Pre-debut Yoongi would have scoffed at him for wanting only one person to know him, one person to see him.
Pre-debut Yoongi would have called him an idiot, for falling in love.
You never imagined yourself in a situationship with an internationally famous rapper, despite the fact that you weren't overly familiar with his work when you'd met.
You certainly can't call it dating, since it culminates in having a few drinks and hooking up at his apartment or, during one particularly hazy night, in the backseat of a hired Escalade.
He's often out of the country, and on occasion he'll call you in the middle of the day, which is the middle of the night for him, ask you how you are, and eventually, what you're wearing.
You're trying not to look too far into it, not read into how soft his voice sounds when you Facetime and he tells you how beautiful you look, not think there might be something more in the way he wraps you in his arms after sex, plants soft kisses on the back of your neck.
It's fun, it's casual, and there's no reason to need more.
There are other guys that you've had similar situations with, and this is no different.
Maybe it's Yoongi's face that floats in front of your eyes when you're just about to fall asleep, but he doesn't have to know that.
You find yourself stopping yourself from texting him first, and you tell yourself itâs because heâs so busy but you know itâs because you feel too much.
You know his schedule, he emails it to you once a month, and while that seems like a good sign it isnât as if after months of hooking up, youâve ever had a conversation about where your relationship stands.
So, one Friday night, you know heâs in town and you know heâs free and when he doesnât text or call, it feels like bees are buzzing under your skin.
Instead of staring at your phone in an effort to will it to ring, you call a friend and plan a girlâs night out. Thatâs what you need, anyway, a night where you can drink with your friends and flirt with men youâll never see again.
You donât need Yoongiâs low mumble in your ear, making you feel like youâre the only woman in the world.
Yoongi tells himself he doesnât spend every moment of his free time with you, but he definitely does spend the majority of it at least thinking about you. The way your skin feels under his hands, the slow tilt of your crooked smile. The way sometimes you snort when you laugh too hard and youâre not even ashamed about it.
He babbles all of this out to Jimin and the younger just raises an eyebrow at him.
âHyung, you have a girlfriend?â
Yoongi feels his face flushing. âN-no. Sheâs not my girlfriend.â
âHm. Okay, hyung.â Jimin says dryly, and Yoongi shoves him playfully with the heel of his hand.
âYou going out tonight?â Yoongi asks, suddenly, and immediately regrets it when Jiminâs eyes light up.
âAre you gonna come with me this time?â Jimin bounces on the couch excitedly and Yoongi groans.
So thatâs how, between the need to stop sitting at home and daydreaming about you and Yoongiâs inability to say no to Park Jiminâs pout, Yoongi ends up at a club.
A loud club. A crowded club.
He orders a whiskey at the bar, people shouldering up against him to order as well and God why did he do this, anyway?
Jimin disappears somewhere within half an hour and heâs stuck looking around the bar for him awkwardly.
Yoongi recognizes you by the line of your jaw, and itâs a rush, the pleasure that shoots through him, the butterflies in his stomach, better than the glass of whiskey heâs been sipping.
You donât see him, and he wonders if he should go up behind you, plant a kiss on your shoulder, but in the end he doesnât wade through the sea of people, just watches you sway to the beat, talking and laughing with your friends. Itâs interesting, seeing you out and about like this, somewhere he doesnât have to hide you, and longing spears through him because as much as he hates clubs, heâd like to take you to one, see the way your body moves to the music, how your eyes light up when you laugh.
As heâs watching, entranced, a man puts his hand on your hip, stands from the bar, and Yoongiâs hands grasp the bar hard enough to whiten his knuckles. Heâd never considered himself a jealous person, had never been so in past relationships, but thereâs this little ball of something vile in his stomach and it isnât just the whiskey.
He knocks the rest of his drink back, orders another, tries to focus on the bartender but he can see you in his peripheral vision and when you move he turns his head to follow you as the man leads you out onto the dance floor.
It occurs to him that heâd never had a conversation with you about exclusivity. He hasnât seen anyone else since heâd met you, but heâd been gone more than heâd been with you and maybe you were seeing someone else. Maybe it was this guy, with his hand on your hip so familiar.
Yoongi doesnât feel angry, exactly, but thereâs a rock in his gut and his throat seems to have closed to a pinhole when he takes a gulp of his new drink, watching you dance.
You sway your hips slow, as if moving to a beat in your head instead of the music, and Yoongi would smile if he felt physically able to do so, watching the man behind you with both hands on your hips now, fingers splayed out.
Yoongi has this awful image, wonders if youâd let him put his hands on your hips like that somewhere more private, and he finishes his second drink too quickly, slams it down on the bar. The bartender blinks at him and Yoongi mutters out an apology, orders another.
Three drinks were his usual limit in crowded places like this, throughout the night, and now that heâs downed them within a couple of hours, things are a bit fuzzy around the edges. He tells himself he should stay seated, wait for the alcohol to hit his system, but heâs up and walking toward you on the dance floor before he can talk himself into staying on the bar stool. Heâs only unsteady for a moment, a lifetime of enjoying alcohol has given him a good tolerance that heâs grateful for tonight.
Your eyes widen when you see him, a ghost of a smile playing along your lips.
âCan I cut in?â Yoongi asks, and it seems like a stupid, formal thing to say at a club that was blasting hip hop, but it makes you smile wider.
Yoongi doesnât even look at the man, doesnât hear his mumbled response, just replaces his hands on your hip with his own.
âThat your boyfriend?â He knows he sounds like a petulant child but you laugh and it lessens the tightness in his throat.
âMm, no. I donât have a boyfriend.â You answer, coyly, wrapping your arms around his neck and swaying to the music.
âThat so?â Yoongi leans down, presses his mouth to your collarbone. He wants to suck a mark there but he resists. âDo you want one?â He mumbles it against your skin and you make a sound in the back of your throat.
He canât hear your response, canât touch you like he wants so he takes your hand and you follow him without a word.
When he pushes the door to the menâs room you tug on his arm, though.
He looks back at you and you scrunch your nose and pull him into the women's bathroom instead.
"There's an etiquette to hooking up at a club, Yoongi."
He laughs and finally that knot in his stomach loosens. "Yeah?"
"Yeah. The women's room is cleaner."
You beckon him into a stall, locking the door before backing him against it, kissing him hard, nipping at his bottom lip.
He moans into your mouth, it's been weeks since he'd been able to kiss you, touch you, and he's enjoying it until a flash of memory of that other guy's hands on your hips, fingers splayed, pops into his mind.
He calls your name, softly, and you pull away to look at him, this little pout on your mouth that he has to resist kissing.
"Are you seeing anyone else?"
You'd been fiddling with the buttons on his shirt but you freeze at his question.
"Not really," you reply, and the air feels thin suddenly and Yoongi trails the fingers of his right hand along your spine.
âThatâs not really an answer,â Yoongi retorts, and his ears feel hot.
You only smirk, unbutton part of his shirt so that you can slide your hand inside to feel his skin.
âYou jealous, Yoongi?â
He scoffs, and then his breath hitches when you place your palm on his bare chest. He pulls you closer by your waist and you lean into him.
âYouâre jealous,â you say confidently, moving your hands to unbutton his slacks, and Yoongiâs mouth goes dry.
âI am,â he admits, feeling flushed all over.
âWhyâs that? Territorial?â
Yoongi thinks itâs unfair of you to be asking things like this when heâs tipsy and horny, half hard from your kisses and your hands on his skin, but he puffs out his cheeks and lets out a breath through his nostrils and answers anyway.
âNo,â he manages, itâs a croak because youâve slipped your hand into his slacks and underwear, pressing your palm against his cock.
âHmm. Well in that case, I got asked out tonight, think I should give him a call?â
âNo,â he says again, empathically, taking your wrists and moving his body to pin you against the side of the stall instead of allowing you to pin him.
Your breath catches, your eyes dark with lust when you look at him.
âWhy not?â
You want him to say it, Yoongi knows you well enough for that, has spent months learning all about who you are, he knows that much, but itâs hard to spit it out, especially like this, in a club bathroom stall with music booming overhead, muffled slightly by the bathroom walls.
Instead, he kisses you, hard, moves his hips against yours, shows you how hard youâve made him and you whine into his mouth, clutch at the hair at the nape of his neck.
âWant you,â he murmurs, and it isnât an answer but itâs closer than silence and itâs as close as he can get right now.
âI know you want me,â you breathe, something exasperated in your tone.
Yoongi doesnât have a condom, had no plans on coming out to meet anyone, and bemoans as much to you.
When you rummage around in your purse and pull one out, smirking, then he is mad, even though heâs not sure he has any right to be upset.
âSo you came out to get laid tonight?â His voice is calmer than heâd expected with how his heart is pounding.
You shrug. âSo what if I did?â
âYouâre lucky I was here,â Yoongi says darkly, and your smirk only widens.
You donât move a muscle, just tilt your chin up at him. âWhy is that?â
Yoongi bunches your dress around your hips, roughly pushes your thong aside so that he can cup your pussy. He slides two fingers inside when you spread your thighs, moaning loudly.
He doesnât respond to your question, kissing along the side of your throat and nipping at your earlobe instead.
âYouâre lucky,â he murmurs, âbecause no one can fuck you like I do.â
You shiver, goosebumps breaking out on your skin, and he kisses your throat again, sucking and biting there to make a mark. Youâre loud, rocking your hips against his hand.
âI bet everyone can hear you moaning like a whore for me,â he whispers into the shell of your ear.
âYoongi,â you rasp, trembling.
âHmm?â
He canât deny itâs a rush, the way youâre shaking, desperate for him, all but begging him to fuck you. He always feels so out of control with you, the way you make him feel, the longing in the pit of his stomach, the way heâd follow you to hell if youâd asked him. He knows how easily you could break him, and heâs afraid of it but he keeps chasing you anyway. Itâs nice to see that he can have some manner of control over you, too.
âPlease,â you plead, and he pulls away from your throat, wonders about the logistics of fucking in a bathroom stall. It certainly wasnât his normal scene, but he figures it out, wrapping your legs around his waist, lifting your ass to press you against the wall. Applying the condom is the awkward part but youâre panting, clutching at his shirt, kissing along his neck and he manages.
Your hands move between you, guiding his cock into you and he groans so low in his throat that it almost hurts.
âAlways so wet for me,â he says into your ear, and you buck your hips, almost unseating yourself until he rights you with his hands on your hips.
âFuck,â you curse almost mournfully and he canât help but chuckle as he starts to roll his hips up into you, the angle making him spear into you deeper than he ever had before. All of your hookups had been quick but none against the wall. Yoongi thinks he likes it, loves the way you look with your dress bunched up, your tits heaving against his chest, makeup sweating off.
âLook at you,â he groans. âYouâre so desperate for it, arenât you?â
âYes,â you agree in a short breath. âYes, yes, please make me come, Yoongi.â
Your dirty talk makes his balls draw up and he thinks it might be over before you do but thatâs okay, heâs good with his hands and his fingers.
Then you tug on his hair, your teeth gritted. âHarder,â you demand, and Yoongiâs eyes widen.
Itâs quick after that, heâs fucking you hard and fast against the door, your ass sliding up and down with a squeaking sound.
Heâs close and he lets his mouth run away with him, your cunt clenching around him.
âI want you to be mine,â he gasps. âNot just your body.â
âYoongi, Iâm coming, Iâm coming, donât stop,â you whine, and he isnât sure youâre listening. Part of him hopes you arenât, because if you donât feel the same way he doesnât want to know, at least not yet.
And then, just as he spills inside you, it comes bursting out of him like a dam has crumbled.
âY/n, Iâm falling in love with you.â
You kiss him, then, taking his face in your hands, your tongue sliding against his and he keeps rolling his hips into yours as you pulse around him.
Itâs thirty seconds before he starts to come down, and a full minute before the horror of what heâs said starts to descend upon him.
Lowering you to the ground is more awkward than it should be since he has to pull out of you first, but you giggle when he puts you down on the floor, stumbling a little on shaky legs.
After you each adjust your clothes, you open your mouth to speak. âYoongi-â
âDonât,â he pleads. âPlease donât say anything.â
You frown, little wrinkles appearing between your eyes. He wants to kiss them.
âBut-â
âJagiya, please,â he all but begs, and heâs never called you a pet name but it slips out and he wants to disappear through the floor.
âYoongi.â You say, fiercely. âStop it.â
Yoongi groans, covering his face with his hands.
âI want to be yours, too.â
He peeks at you from between his fingers, his face flushed.
âYou do?â
âI do.â Youâre smiling, widely, and heâs not sure heâs ever seen you smile like that. It makes his heart soar.
âWhat about that guy?â He knows heâs pouting so he doesnât fully uncover his face.
You laugh. âWhat guy? He just asked me to dance.â
Yoongi drops his hands from his face. âYou...you made me thinkâŚâ
You shrug. âWell, I didnât know what you wanted from me. I had no idea you had feelings for me.â
âIâm in love with you,â Yoongi says incredulously. âIâm crazy about you. Iâve been crazy about you forever.â
âYou didnât tell me that!â You insist.
Yoongi laughs, loud and open, his heart feeling lighter, but itâs a short reprieve. His face falls.
âIâm just...Iâm gone so often. I canât give you what you want, what youâre looking for-â
You silence him by kissing him, just a peck on the lips. âYoongi, youâre what Iâve been looking for my whole life.â
That rush is back, the fluttering in his chest and his stomach that heâs come to associate with you.
âYeah?â Itâs stupid, but itâs the only thing he can think of to say, looking down into your eyes and heâs sure heâs got the goofiest grin on his face.
But you grin back and it makes him feel better.
âYeah.â
He still doesnât get as much time with you as he likes and sometimes he still worries that you might meet someone else while heâs away, but you call him every night that you can, facetime him, and he keeps the butterflies, keeps the rush that reminds him of you, even when heâs busy making music or onstage.
You're always happy to reassure him that you've found what you're looking for, and you don't need anything more.
Pursuing Happiness
Pairing: Suga x Reader
Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst, Very Slow Burn, Somewhat Tragedy, Romance
Word Count: 20k
Summary: You move into your new apartment, and the first thing your neighbor asks you is to be her sonâs first friend.
You and your parents just moved to a two-bedroom apartment complex just around the outskirts of the city. The three of you previously lived in the suburbs to raise you in a peaceful and safe environment, but unfortunately, right before the end of your junior year in high school, your father lost his job. Unable to pay bills in the area you three lived in, you and your parents had no choice but to move to a cheaper area, meaning you left everything you had back in your old town and start all over again. Of course, you were distraught about the idea of moving, but if it meant to make your parentsâ lives easier, then youâd rather move than cause more troubles for your them.
Your parents had left with the landowner to finish up some paperwork and learn about the rules regarding the apartment, leaving you completely alone in the apartment. Since you have free time to yourself, you decide to finish unpacking the rest of the boxes while you wait for your parents to return. You unpack the various boxes in your bedroom, positioning all of the knick-knacks that youâve received and bought on your desk and shelves, such as snow globes, figurines, and accessories.
With each item you take out from the box, you reminisce about the town that you formerly lived in. You remember the sunglasses you wore when you went to the beach with your friends, and because you stayed out all day, you got a sunglasses tan. Or that teddy bear your friend bought for you on your fourteenth birthday. You smile painfully as these recollections stock up in your mind. All those times youâve spent with your friends became nothing more than memories the moment you and your parents left.
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No Strings (Master List)
Author: kpopfanfictrash
Pairing: You / Jimin
Rating: 18+ (smut)
Status: Complete
Summary: It started off as such a simple question. How to know if youâre bad in bed? Of course when you asked, you didnât imagine Jimin would actually answer.
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STAY | jjk
Jeon Jungkook, the campus biggest jerk, is at your door begging for your merciful help. Not in person, though â no, heâd never dare. Itâs your friend Ari, asking you to help her boyfriendâs friend by taking him in and letting him rent your flatâs spare room after being kicked out of his.
Word count: 155k
Warnings:Â smut, alcohol consumption, swearing, depression.
# jock!Jungkook, ex queen bee!noona reader, college AU, enemies to lovers, roommates AU, side Jimin x OC, fake dating, pining, bets, slow burn, forced proximity.
Read this story listening to its own Spotify playlist.
INDEX
01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16
âSTAYâ is copyright ²â°Â˛Â˛ Lola Bangtan, all rights reserved.
LOVE NEWS ! â YJW SMAU
â first smau of the love trials series âŚ. âĄ
SYNOPSIS : BREAKING NEWS! valentineâs is right around the corner, yet you still had no partner. you didnât think too much of it, you probably thought it was just another year where youâll be single again. not a big issue at all. however, your favorite gossip account proves you wrong! what if you find out someone actually likes you? after gathering all the hints youâve been given, you narrowed your list down to one person. that one person ended up being yang jungwon, one of your crushes. thereâs no way, one of your crushes actually liking you back? will you believe itâs just fake or actual love news?
PAIRING : classmate!jungwon x fem!reader
GENRE : smau, fluff, crack, classmates to lovers
FEATURING : all enhypen members; hanni â new jeans; yunjin â le sserafim; rei â ive; soul â p1harmony; sunwoo â the boyz (more might be added later on)
WARNINGS : swearing, use of kys + kms jokes, some lovey dovey action (some warnings will be mentioned on top of the chapters if any)
NOTE : this is all FICTION! this has nothing to do with any idols irl! + reblogs/likes/comments are appreciated so i can improve later on đ¤
AUTHORS NOTE : another jungwon smau yay!! heres a smau i thought of while i was procrastinating my other smaus.. anyways im really excited for this one so i hope you guys are too as well <3
STATUS : completed ! (DEC 24 2022 - MAR 4 2023)
LOVED LOVE NEWS? CHECK OUT LOVE ERROR, THE SECOND SMAU OF THE SERIES !
PROFILES . . !
gossip baes [yn] | love news club [jungwon]
LATEST NEWS . . ! (chapters)
article one - whats new?
article two - what if i press this silly âtweetâ button đ¤Ł
article three - SOMEONE LIKES YN??
â bonus : kim sunwoo im keeping my eyes on you fr.
article four - the dm
article five - niki scamming time
â bonus : nikis scamming (gone wrong)
article six - who? crush #45?
article seven - eye contact (written + smau)
article eight - SOUL PSYCHIC
article nine - THE BATHROOM DOOR
article ten - why she kinda
article eleven - who tf is he đ§
article twelve - idkâŚpiss on it đ¤
article thirteen - okay what ifâŚ
article fourteen - niki DUPE
article fifteen - WON VICE PRES???
â bonus (1) : prez datez (real?!)
â bonus (2) : MF PARK SUNGHOON??
article sixteen - dude hes flirting đ
article seventeen - overthinking ..
article eighteen - LET ME IN
article nineteen - feeling evil (written + smau)
article twenty - getting on my nerves
â bonus : her love news era đâźď¸
article twenty-one - cackles evilly
article twenty-two - just a silly move
article twenty-three - megamind đą
article twenty-four - yn 2.0??
article twenty-five - twirls hair
article twenty-six - be mine?
article twenty-seven - confirmed <3
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Gradation (Series) | JJK
Gradation (Series)
gra¡da¡tion | \ grÄ-ËdÄ-shÉn , grÉ- \
Definition: 1a: a series forming successive stages 1b: a step or place in an ordered scale 2: an advance by regular degrees 3: a gradual passing from one tint or shade to another
âSource: Merriam-Webster
Pairing: JJK x Fem!reader
Rating: M (đ); NSFW
Genre: BF2L; FWB; slow burn; fluff; angst; smut
Word count: 101,772 words
Status: Completed â
Warnings: *additional warnings included in individual chapters as well* marriage; long-term relationships; established friendships; engagement; OC is left at the altar; lots of fluff; excessive angst; excessive cussing; thirsty thots; smut; oral (mutual); FWB; protected sex; feelings of sadness and depression; anxiety; lots of crying; alcohol consumption; psychotherapy; some light physical threats but nothing actually happens; light crack; drama; hints of toxic relationship; unprotected sex in a committed, monogamous relationship
Summary: On your wedding day, your fiancĂŠ leaves you at the altar. While reeling from the embarrassment and heartbreak, your best friend, Jungkook, wants to do everything that he can to help you heal.
Navigation:
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 3.5 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 6.25 | Part 6.5 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 9.5 | Part 10 | VDay drabble
âźCross-posted on AO3
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The Rich Manâs Crochet Club [Master List]
A series of one shots centered around a chaotic group of friends whose friendship began based on one shared commonality: they all were still v i r g i n s.
Headers: by the wonderful, tremendously talented @underthejoonâ (I LOVE THEM ALL)
Member: Namjoon
Word Count: 32,476
Summary:Â When they were freshmen in college, Namjoon began a club with his six closest friends. The one thing they all had in common? V i r g i n s as fuck. Obviously, they couldnât call the club the Virgins Club and so, the Rich Manâs Crochet Club was born. Until time passes and Namjoon is the only one left. Now, the Club has one, final mission: to get Namjoon laid.
Member: Hoseok
Word Count: 4,110
Summary: The story of how Hoseok lost his virginity. Based off this line in RMCC:  âThatâs the whole point,â Hoseok explains, dropping a wink which makes Namjoon groan. âThatâs how I lost my virginity, you know. I scored the winning run in a championship game and that night, Tiffany something-or-other jumped me in a dirty frat bathroom. It wasâŚâ Hoseok pauses for effect. âHeavenly.â
Member: Jungkook
Word Count: 6,870
Summary: The story of how Jungkook lost his virginity. To quote Seokjin/Namjoon: âWhat Jungkook doesnât know wonât hurt him and â letâs be honest â his story is hilarious. One pump,â Seokjin laughs, sounding like a hyena. âOne pump and heâs done.â // Ducking his head, Namjoon tries not to smile. âIt was a rookie mistake,â he protests, defending their friend. âJungkook was overexcited and couldnât control himself. He got better.â
Member: Jungkook
Word Count: 42.7K
Summary: The year? Some point after college. The occasion? Namjoon is getting married and the Rich Manâs Crochet Club has convened once again. Somewhere between the drinks and the laughter, everyone has the same realization: Jungkook has never been in a serious relationship. In the name of all that is holy (Overwatch and booze), the clubâs mission is revived. Now though, their goal is much more perilous. Now, they aim to find Jeon Jungkook a girlfriend.
RMCC FAN ART TAG
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A/N: These one shots are all listed in order of being written. Chronologically, the order is: Trouble, The Virgin Volume, The Rich Manâs Crochet Club and then, The Monogamy Monologues.Â
masterlist:
REIGN OF TERROR
You were born for him, he just knows it and youâre the only one who can cure him.
Genre: Yandere!Vampire x Reader
Warnings: Talks of Suicide, Suicidal Attempts, Kidnapping, Yandere Behavior, Slight Smut, Violence
total chapter expectation: 10
chapter one out now!
chapter two released 06/15/22
chapter three released 06/27/22
chapter four released 07/04/22
chapter five released 07/14/22
chapter six released 07/22/22
chapter seven released 08/8/22
chapter eight released 08/20/22
chapter nine released 9/17/22
chapter ten final chapter released 10/30/22
damn the delivery boy.
Pairing: Jeon Jeongguk / Reader.
Genre:Â Expecting Parents AU / Fluff and Non-explicit smut.
Summary:Â Jeon Jeongguk is a computer science major working as a pizza delivery boy, and you are an uninspired published author who has just started an art degree. When you realise that the delivery boy is your old high school crush, he keeps coming back, but with more to offer than just puff pastry and vegetarian supreme. Though little did he know that he would end up giving you something much more that flips both of your worlds completely upside down in the form of two blue lines and nine months.
Count: 9,656 words.
month one.
Two lines.
The second is a little faint, but it is there, undeniably there, growing stronger by the second as your heart sinks deeper into the pit of your stomach and suddenly you are keeling over the sink, throwing up a combination of panic and regret. You wipe your mouth, sit back on the closed lid of the toilet, shut your eyes and take a deep breath, holding it until your lungs burn and your lashes fly back apart to look at the test still shaking between your fingertips.
There, right before your eyes, two fucking blue lines protruding like two middle fingers, poking up at you and saying â Congratulations sucker, you are pregnant!
Twenty-three years old and pregnant.
You throw up again.
This has got to be the biggest mistake of your life.
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Whatâs Up With Love?
Status: (â Done) / 20 Chapters
âTae, are you a camera?â ask Y/N. Taehyung turns to her curiously.
âWhat do you mean?â the boy replied.
Y/N giggled. Heâs so adorable.
âBecause every time I see you, I always smile.â
Can Lee Y/N win over Kim Taehyungâs heart with her crazy ways?Â
âWhatâs Up With Love?â (Taehyung x Y/N)
Chapter 1: At First Sight
Chapter 2: Why You So Obsessed With Me?
Chapter 3: Our Best Friend
Chapter 4: Pick-Up Line
Chapter 5: Confused?
Chapter 6: The Red Amulet
Chapter 7: New Girl
Chapter 8: Romeo & Juliet
Chapter 9: Jealousy
Chapter 10: Hopelessly Devoted
Chapter 11: Her Mistake, His Selfishness
Chapter 12: Last Birthday
Chapter 13: My Everything
Chapter 14: Life Goes On
Chapter 15: All Over Again
Chapter 16: The New Mr. Kim
Chapter 17: Her Pride
Chapter 18: The Apple Of His Eyes
Chapter 19: First Drunken Kiss
Final Chapter: Our Hearts
Special Chapter
DRABBLE GAMES
AO3 EXCLUSIVEÂ
To The Edge | Street Racer AUÂ
Dollhouse | Dystopian Fantasy AUÂ
ANTHOLOGY SERIESÂ
2022 Summer Nectar Series Â
SEOKJIN
N/A
YOONGI
DIAMOND TRAIL | Mafia AU | Part I | Part II | Finale
MINT OCEAN | College AU | Oneshot
SUMMER DROPS | Exes to Lovers AU | OneshotÂ
PACIFY HER | Affair AU |Â Oneshot
RENAI | Gods & Goddesses AU |Â Part IÂ (Discontinued)
THE RELUCTANT FAIRY | Idol AU | Drabble
HOSEOK
LIBIDINE CAVE | Fantasy AU | DrabbleÂ
COIN FLIP | Royal AU | Part I | FinaleÂ
NAMJOON
SPUR | Non-Specific |Â DrabbleÂ
SOUR PLUMS AND CROWNED PARADISE | Royal AU |Â OneshotÂ
FRESH BLOOM HOTEL | Mafia AU | Drabble Â
JIMIN
RING LOVER | Boxer AU | Oneshot
TEARS ON A SILVER PLATTER | Idol AU | OneshotÂ
TAEHYUNG
JEWELED SEA | Pirate AU | Part I | Finale
THE BLACKSMITH | Medieval AU |Â DrabbleÂ
GOLDEN LOTUS | Gods & Goddesses AU | Part I | Part II | Finale
JUNGKOOK
UTOPIC DESIRE | Vampire AU | Part I | Part II | Part FinaleÂ
UNDER THE MOONLIGHT | ABO AU | Oneshot
BREAK MY MINDâS EYE | Druglord AU | Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV | Part V | Part VI | Part VII | Part VIII | Part IX | Part X | SpecialÂ
THINNING THREAD | Marriage AU | OneshotÂ
BLOSSOMS AND BLOOD | Royal AU | Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV
THE TALE OF AGAPE | God AU | Part I | Part IIÂ | Part IIIÂ (Discontinued)Â
DEATHLY DRY SPELL | Succubus AU |Â OneshotÂ
BOW TO YOU | Royal AU | Part I | Part II | Part III | Part IV | Part V | Part VI | Finale | Drabble (1)Â
LION AND THE FOX | VINTAGE MAFIA AU | Part I | Part IIÂ | Part III | Part IVÂ |Â