I Must Say. I Absolutely ADORE Neuro Linguistic Programming As Well As Gaslighting.

I must say. I absolutely ADORE neuro linguistic programming as well as Gaslighting.

Like seriously. I already have the GENUINE thought process of i am meant to: cook, clean, suck, fuck, please and obey MEN. That's my actual daily life belief.

So like, why NOT rearrange my brain as much or more than I could ever invasive.

Corrupt, coerce, train, distort, and transform my brain so that every single thought I have...

Revolves around YOU.

I'll be sure to record the first time I use you

Record all the cute little moans and whimpers you make as I take you from behind. Get a nice view of you taking it like a good little slut with each thrust making you cry out in pleasure.

Flip you over and record your little embarassed face. If you try to cover it up, I'll just pin your wrists above you and get and even closer view of your face.

I'll be sure to plant my stuff nice and deep inside you and slowly pull out while making you watch. Get you on your knees to clean the mess you made on me and record you apologizing fot making a mess while cleaning me up.

I'll pull your hair, spit on you, call you names all the while you get even more aggressive with your cleaning.

Stuff your mouth full and make show the camera your mouth full and you swallowing it like an obedient little slut.

The next time I use you, ill be sure to give you headphones and tie you up and force you to watch the first time I decided to put your slutty body to good use.

I need a male friend who only see me as an object. He would start slow training me, at first just simple touches on my shoulders or brushing my arms, then progressing further and further the more i get used to. Pushing into my butt from behind when i bend down “as a joke”, “accidentally” brushing his hands against my chest, making more and more suggestive comments regarding my body and clothing. Until he eventually conditions me into being a cock whore for him and all his friends as the mock me for once thinking woman and men are equal and once believing in stupid things like feminism.

how i wanna cuddle (manhandle) my princess (dumb puppy gf) to sleep

Now I wanna go hiking. Lol

As i lay in this ice cold bath, i wanna take the time to reflect. I deserve this. Not only to burn calories but to remind me of my place. beneath Men. any and all Men are above me. I am nothing but a stupid, pathetic, drunk and horny Bimbo who does anything Men say. And i really love it, honestly. I actually hate how much i love freezing in this cold water, eating less fhan 1000 cals a day and drinking gin daily because its the lowest cal alcohol i can find. I hate myself for how low i will sink for approval from Men online, for making cocks hard and cum. This water is legit freezing and im covered to my shoulders. The timer hasnt gone off yet. I have 6 mins and 20 sec left. Once the timer has gone off Ill edge my bimbo slit with my painfully long stupid nails until its time to prep dinner. Im in loveeee with this degenerate bimbo lifestyle. I adore being a gender traitor cumrag!! It isnt just about losing weight and being hot at tjis point. Its about keeping tjis feelimg snd obeying as much as i physically and mentally can. Erase me and build me from yoir fantasy. im jus a girl, after all 💘