As I Lay In This Ice Cold Bath, I Wanna Take The Time To Reflect. I Deserve This. Not Only To Burn Calories

As i lay in this ice cold bath, i wanna take the time to reflect. I deserve this. Not only to burn calories but to remind me of my place. beneath Men. any and all Men are above me. I am nothing but a stupid, pathetic, drunk and horny Bimbo who does anything Men say. And i really love it, honestly. I actually hate how much i love freezing in this cold water, eating less fhan 1000 cals a day and drinking gin daily because its the lowest cal alcohol i can find. I hate myself for how low i will sink for approval from Men online, for making cocks hard and cum. This water is legit freezing and im covered to my shoulders. The timer hasnt gone off yet. I have 6 mins and 20 sec left. Once the timer has gone off Ill edge my bimbo slit with my painfully long stupid nails until its time to prep dinner. Im in loveeee with this degenerate bimbo lifestyle. I adore being a gender traitor cumrag!! It isnt just about losing weight and being hot at tjis point. Its about keeping tjis feelimg snd obeying as much as i physically and mentally can. Erase me and build me from yoir fantasy. im jus a girl, after all 💘

Demure…

do you see how i smile when men stare at my body? very demure, very mindful…i’m a pretty object after all

do you see how i thank them when they touch and grope me…very thoughtful, very respectful…my purpose is their pleasure after all

do you see how my mind goes soft and i giggle away those silly, useless thoughts? very cutesy, very entertaining…i wasn’t using those thoughts anyway

do you see how my pussy starts to leak and throb from the attention? very horny, very wet…attention is validation isn’t it?

do you see how i start drooling as they get their hard cocks out? very slutty, very empty…good girls make cocks hard, don’t they?

do you see how i fall to my knees and present my body for using? very obedient, very good girl…

Mmm I just want someone to earn my trust, become a close friend, and then slowly start to manipulate me into a freeuse rapedoll for their own use🩷🩷

I must say. I absolutely ADORE neuro linguistic programming as well as Gaslighting.

Like seriously. I already have the GENUINE thought process of i am meant to: cook, clean, suck, fuck, please and obey MEN. That's my actual daily life belief.

So like, why NOT rearrange my brain as much or more than I could ever invasive.

Corrupt, coerce, train, distort, and transform my brain so that every single thought I have...

Revolves around YOU.

how i wanna cuddle (manhandle) my princess (dumb puppy gf) to sleep

Please send me rape threats to edge my cunt too!!!! Pls tell me how you’d abuse me how u would beat me how u would punish me if i disobey me pls send me porn to watch while i rumb my leaky cunt please degrade me pls pls pls send me anything asks orders threats abuse anything to keep me in my place anything u want ik so despreate just pls help me serve help me be a better fucktoy