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Real talk though I got a dentist appointment May 5th. I need $3700 to get my teeth fixed. I am beggjng at this point but I can not look like this. I have no idea how to make myself more visible I would be so thankful if this would get funds to fix my busted grill. I feel so damn ugly right now I cant take it. Please boost this if you see this, reblog, copy the link and share on your twitter or facebook. Please, even a $1.00 help. Anything helps.

I am honestly so embarrassed and ashamed of myself right now asking, but at this point i’m more ashamed looking like I do.

I tried crowdfunding before but gave up, but now i’m determined just look at this

Cashapp:$falulu209

Venmo: mistressfalulu

Paypal/zelle fguillory300@yahoo.com

Gofundme: https://gofund.me/a6d136a3

Currently I have $720.00 towards them

Exciting news.

Is your dad Ron Swanson? (via blooper2112)

I love Gordon Ramsay so much.

He comes from a very poor family. His father was an alcoholic who beat him and his mother (he once poured hot tea over her and put her in hospital several times), his brother is a drug addict, he literally built an empire out of nothing.

He credits his mother as his biggest inspiration and often has her cooking in his shows.

When he left his first restaurant he pulled a successful Jerry Maguire - the entire kitchen staff went with him. That tells you what he’s like to work with.

He was one of the first to give a restaurant to a female chef.

He went to prison (Gordon Behind Bars) and taught inmates to bake and they opened a bakery (Bad Boys Bakery) that is still running. He hired one of them when he got out.

He did documentaries about the cruelty of shark hunting and cocaine. (when he discovered cocaine was used by his staff he didn’t fire anyone but made sure they are offered treatment)

His kids are a treasure.

He is always ALWAYS kind to servers.

When one of his partners (Marcus Wareing) wanted to leave they got into a fight and settled it in court, they no longer speak to each other but this is what Marcus said about him after the fight: 

I feel bad that the first association to him for a lot of people is this shouty TV chef when he’s truly a wonderful person. 

Oh and then there’s this:

this entire episode 

So, India is dying.

Look, I know a good number of you are from the US and things aren't amazing there either, but my country is literally on the brink of collapse. So I'd love it if we could talk about that for a minute.

If you can't do anything else, please just read and reblog.

A second COVID wave has taken out the healthcare system. There are no more hospital beds. There's an oxygen shortage. There's a critical vaccine shortage. The Central Government has thrown its hands up and is passing the baton to the State Governments to do what they can.

There are over 16 million covid cases. A record 330,000 new cases reported yesterday - comparable to the US at its peak. 187,000 dead as of today.

There is no plan.

Mass cremations are taking place. The cremation grounds are running day and night and they are short on wood. People are watching their loved ones die while waiting for a hospital bed, and then they're unable to give them the proper burial rights.

Hospitals are overwhelmed. Patients are being confined, two to a bed. They're the lucky ones.

We are on the verge of people dying in the streets.

This is the second-most populous country in the world. The largest democracy. A country that encapsulates over 15,000 years of recorded human history and has endured everything from famine to invasion to colonisation.

We might be at the end. This might be the thing that does us in.

People are dying.

People are dying.

People are dying and there is no plan.

More good news? Variants are popping up. A double mutation strain has shown up. It is resistant to current vaccines. This will not go away. This is the devastation they warned of when the anti-maskers were out protesting the minor inconvenience of covering their face in public.

My country is on the verge of an emergency state. Our government has failed us. This is as dire a situation as it ever could be.

Look. I don't do much with my life. I write fics, some of you have read them and that's pretty much it. I spend my days with my head in the clouds because that's where I like to be.

But two days ago, my grandmother tested positive, had to be taken to hospital and the ambulance caught fire.

She barely made it to the urgent care she needs.

So, here I am, using whatever meager platform I have to cobble this request together. Because I have to do something.

If you can, donate.

Or spread the word.

Help. Please.

Spider-Man’s at work, time for undead boys to meme.

Some very beautiful and very underrated anime that you should totally watch:

Showa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu

Hourou Musuko

Miss Hokusai (movie)

Kids on the Slope

Princess Jellyfish

Doukyuusei (movie)

91 days

No.6

Colourful (movie)

How to see whether a Chinese handmade teapot is well done or not - quality of the spout is an important standard. 

cr: 承启 建水紫陶

Jayne County is an American singer, songwriter, actress and record producer whose career has spanned six decades. She's punk's first openly transgender singer, and was at the stonewall riots

My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.

I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”

Hey guys,

I’ll make this short. Today a racist idiot burned our car completely. It can only be sold for scrap because the motor, brain and sensors are fried.

We’re a family of black latine immigrants. we did not get any stimulus checks. I was forced to drop out cause I can’t pay for college so I’m using my shop to sustain my family, and without a car this is just so, so much more difficult.

I beg of you. If you’ve ever used these:

Please. please consider boosting and/or donating. I’m in complete shambles over this. 

http://paypal.me/mothcharm  http://ko-fi.com/swordknight  https://mothcharm.bigcartel.com

Thank you ♥

If you wanna help a homeless single mom of twins get by:

Cashtag : $KittyFontaine

Venmo: KittyFontaine

Okay so I already made a semi serious post before but I went to the dentist today and I’m gonna have to pay like $3000 to get a root canal among other things plus I still need to figure out how I’m gonna pay for school by the end of this semester

I know that’s a crazy amount to ask for but anything anyone can donate helps

My cash app is $meedraya

Seriously any money you can spare helps me out a ton!!!

And if not, helping to signal boost this helps too!!

@a-common-haitian-name @visibilityofcolor @harriyanna @headcanonsandmore @overmelted @gary-coopers-only-fans @bubblepunk99s @lady-byleth @beanerbrujx

I think an extremely important part of mental health awareness and intervention is acknowledging that no, help isn't actually always available. Or the "help" that is, isn't actually helpful.

When I was 22 I hit a wall. I called the suicide hotline from my car so my roommates wouldn't hear me crying. I explained that I could barely shower, feed, or dress myself. I needed immediate intervention.

They asked me if they could send an ambulance for me. They wanted to hospitalize me. I explained that I was a week away from finals. And graduation. If I were hospitalized, I couldn't graduate. The inpatient program also didn't allow phones or visitors, and I knew how disastrous it would be for me to lose contact with my family support system.

I didn't need to be hospitalized. I needed daily solutions. Simple ones, even. I needed a few precooked meals in my fridge so I could use my menial energy to keep my body going. I needed a doctor to contact my school and ask if I could have some extensions on my class assignments. I neededna few excused absences so I could catch up on my lost sleep.

They told me there was an intensive program that allowed residents to live in an inpatient care facility and get daily help with tasks like eating, therapy, medication, and showering, while still leaving for work and school, but it cost $30,000. I told them half the reason I was calling them was because of my financial pressures and fear.

In about 10 minutes of back-and-forth, it became clear that they had no true solution for me. I could go into the hospital and an inpatient program which would interrupt my entire life, and which I knew did not create very good results and had traumatized some of my own friends, or, well, I couldn't even go into debt for the other program. They didn't accept any new patients without half of the cost upfront. So it wasn't even an option.

No therapist or psychiatrists or social workers could fit me in for 3-8 weeks.

So I said thank you and hung up, emotionally spent. I felt utterly empty.

Sitting in my car I realized I had a choice, to live or to stop. Nobody was going to save me. Nobody was going to help.

So I went inside, and I cried myself to sleep, and when I woke up I still hadn't made a choice. So then I did. I chose to live no matter how terrible, just in case things turned around down the road.

It was unspeakably difficult. I didn't shower. I barely ate. I either slept too much or not enough.

But I did survive, and a year later I got with a therapist who started to make things a little lighter for me.

I still struggle now, but things are usually much better, and I'm glad I'm still here.

I just think it's important to acknowledge that for many people, especially in rural areas, and for people without money, which is most people, that the "help is always available" line feels hollow. Because often times it isn't, actually.

But that doesn't mean there will never be.

Overall, we need to build an entirely new system for mental health support in this world.

But for now, ask yourself or your friend in crisis what might make things a little more bearable until help actually is available.

A meal? Emailing a professor? Clean laundry? What might make things a little lighter?

I know that on the very brink, things like this may seem totally pointlessnor trivial. But if you can't stop yourself or someone from falling, sometimes the only way to save someone is with a softer landing.

x

Hey guys,

I’ll make this short. Today a racist idiot burned our car completely. It can only be sold for scrap because the motor, brain and sensors are fried.

We’re a family of black latine immigrants. we did not get any stimulus checks. I was forced to drop out cause I can’t pay for college so I’m using my shop to sustain my family, and without a car this is just so, so much more difficult.

I beg of you. If you’ve ever used these:

Please. please consider boosting and/or donating. I’m in complete shambles over this. 

http://paypal.me/mothcharm  http://ko-fi.com/swordknight  https://mothcharm.bigcartel.com

Thank you ♥

please read and boost! 😢💜💜

long story short i'm a disabled black sex worker with a beautiful cat in NYC and it is Bad out here i know ive asked multiple times but i need help again with rent this month as i look for civilian employment and prepare for college

i dont know what else to say rent is high and its every month and i just want to be stable im working on it everyday and trying my best but ppl aren't hiring and business isnt going well

i love and appreciate everyone who has helped me so far and im sorry to keep asking but idk what else to do

i offer tarot readings for any donation just dm me 💜 thank u so much for any aid u help me with ashe

cashapp: $unfriendlyblackwitch

venmo: @unfriendlyblackwitch

paypal.me/cispicious

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“I stand for truth, justice, and… other stuff”

Little reminders about Darry I felt compelled to share!

he’s always pulling muscles and likes Soda’s backrubs

works out at gyms and goes skiing with old friends in his (rare) spare time

he made Ponyboy put a Band-Aid over his cheek cut after the Socs jumped him, stripping Ponyboy of his pride in looking tough; he’s such an embarrassing mom oh my god

started shaving when he was 13

only one who never smokes! too proud of his stamina and doesn’t want to risk his health

the best football player in the gang (yeah he played in high school but that wouldn’t necessarily mean he’s the best one at it but my man is and goes hard!)

is called Muscles and Superman by the gang

enjoys any activity requiring physical strength but hates being thought of only for that

cause he’s logical & intellectual too hello

spent an entire summer teaching the gang acrobatics after he took a course, wanting them to have an advantage in fights but also because boys just wanna have fun and Darrel Curtis is a goofball!

lifted a Soc by the shoulder and knocked him three feet when he saw that he had the upper hand against Ponyboy at the rumble

grounded Ponyboy for two weeks when he found out he’d tried drinking

called Sodapop by their dad’s pet name for him, Pepsi-Cola, knowing Soda was feeling down

took Ponyboy to a doctor for his recurring nightmare, continually checked up on him afterward, and got scared when Ponyboy told him he’d had it again

was beyond tears at his parents’ funeral, just stood with his fists in his pockets looking helpless

put his arm across and squeezed Pony’s shoulder and rubbed the back of Pony’s head softly when they were told about the shape Johnny was in

usually is the one to make breakfast but not the one to do the dishes

calls Sodapop little buddy/little man, called Ponyboy little buddy and baby

never locks the front door so the other boys have somewhere to go and told Mrs. Mathews that he wasn’t afraid of any burglars while flexing

his biceps bulge like ‘oversized baseballs’ and he has hard flat stomach muscles

checks over Ponyboy’s math homework 

has tickled Ponyboy to wake him up

carried Ponyboy inside the house all the way to his room when he brought him home from the hospital after Windrixville bc Pony was too sleepy to move

got the most ducks, along with his dad, when Mr. Curtis took them hunting

likes his eggs in a bacon and tomato sandwich, drinks black coffee and doesn’t put too much sugar in the icing when he makes chocolate cake

Japanese Curry

Hello my kits! Welcome to a long over due recipe. I apologize to you all but a sudden hospital stay hindered my ability to post this in a timely manner BUT here it is! Anime curry! Gosh so many animes serve this from Narutos curry of life to one of my personal favorites restaurant from another world’s version of menu 14. where the curry is served in a lovely silver gravy boat.

*some curry boxs may contain peanuts always check carefully the ingredients listed*

So without further ado here’s this week’s lovely Japanese Curry recipe!!

Don’t be scared by the amount of ingredients while many you’ll end up with a HUGE pot and will be eating like a king for days!

♤ingredients♤

1 pack ~ boneless skin on chicken ~I used legs and stripped the meat off the bones for a future broth recipe also I prefer the tenderness of the leg meat but feel free to pick whichever you prefer!

3 carrots ~ peeled and diced into bite sized chunks

2 potatos ~ peeled and diced into bite sized chunks

Half a daikon ~ peeled and diced into bite sized chunks

3 cloves of garlic ~ minced or put through a garlic press (trust me. Get one. Saves time and garlic fingers)

1 small hunk of ginger~ minced fine. Or again put through a garlic press works wonders on ginger too.

1 small onion ~ minced

1 apple ~ don’t peel. Mince. I used a Fuji apple for its sweetness.

2 blocks of curry ~ you can buy boxs of curry at most supermarkets or your local Asian super market. I recommend glico curry. Amazing flavour!!! We used mild for this recipe but I’ve used the medium and spicy and can say both are equally as yummy!!!

Splash of oil ~ enough to cover bottom of large pot

4 cups of chicken stock

1 and a half tablespoon of honey

Salt ~ to taste

Pepper ~ just a pinch

2 tablespoons soysauce

2 tablespoons ketchup

A dash of liquid smoke (optional but I love how it makes it taste)

♡steps♡

1) add the oil to your pot and put to medium heat, when ready add the chicken and 1 clove of garlic.

2) when chicken is fully cooked add the onion, remaining garlic and half the ginger.

3) once the onion is softened but not Brown! Add the carrots and saute slightly

4) add your chicken stock and turn up to medium high heat when it boils then add potatos and diakon.

5) once potatos and diakon soften a bit add the apples! (Remember to grab a slice for yourself no shame in snacking while you cook)

6) then add the honey, salt and pepper. Let simmer for 10min.

7) after the 10min go ahead and add the curry roux block. Add one at a time allowing the brothe to disolve it. You can also stir it in but run the risk of having it stick to the bottom (Now you can go about it several ways I have a fancy serving spoon from my hotpot kit that I use but a laddle works just as well)

8) you curry should be looking and smelling like that delious brown concoction you see in anime! But we arnt done yet! Add that ketchup, soy sauce and liquid smoke. Always remember to taste your food. Adjust to levels of what you’ll like!

9) let it simmer on a back burner and make some rice! Wouldn’t be curry without rice am I right! A hardboiled egg is also a yummy side to it

10) ENJOY!!!

I hope you all enjoyed this lovely dish! Feel free to leave more suggestions! I’d also love to see if you’ve made the dishes!!

Thanks and have a lovely day!!

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have y’all seen this masterpiece yet

why do i need to come out ? if you still think im straight then that's on you