Storm........

Storm........

Mood

Missing a part of me

Cutting I miss the feeling. The tingling, stinging, burning. Running my fingers over my cuts after a shower. The feeling of relief and bliss. It hurt my body, but soothed the pain and hurt i felt in my heart. After everyone left, my blade was loyal. It picked me up when i was down, it never left my side. But i was unloyal and left my bestfriend, the only thing that helped me. I deeply regret it. But i have returned to feel the sweet kiss of my love, i will never turn my back away again. Most people call it relapse, but i call it home.

Maybe it is because I can’t seem to love myself, people never want to love me.

Late night thoughts #56 (via hereliesmybrokenheart)