Like-okay So I'm Contemplating On Whether Or Not I'm A Lesbian Currently, Mkay?

Like-okay so I'm contemplating on whether or not I'm a lesbian currently, mkay?

I've only been crushing on fictional guys for the past year, every time I think about having a relationship with a man I kinda feel gross-but here's where the contemplation comes in: I will still like-have those weird like one day crushes on men-and then I'll move onto fictional guys and girls

Am I a lesbian and it's taken me THIS long to realize it or have men just left me traumatized 🧍‍♂️

Anyway, currently planning Azul's and neige's parts of the rainy day drabble so that should be written within the next day or so

Lmao it's been awhile since I wrote something

I'm not dead, just kinda went into HEAVY writers block since October. Sorry bout that ^^;;

But, on a lighter note: I'll be working on the kinktober fics to try and get them out. I'll just do a random kink and use a number generator for the character that way I don't have to plan AS much

On a heavy note tho: this has been eating at me for two-three days now so....Imagine wataru and eichi are sitting together while eichi is-yk-losing his life-and eichi hands wataru a letter and says "open it when I'm completely gone." In the most serious tone of voice wataru has ever heard directed towards him from eichi

Later wataru notices eichi's eyes drooping and even though he's sad, he knows it's time.

"Eichi, I'm sorry that your last moments will be spent alone...but I need to leave" uncharacteristically quiet like. Eichi just smiles at him, he's happy that he spent his last hours with someone he loves.

The letter reads:

"Dear wataru, by the time you read this, I'll be gone. I want to say thank you for these last years. Thank you for everything; all the smiles all the staying with me for hospital trips, all of it. I'm sorry I cannot tell you this in person, I wouldn't have enough time. You've been my shining light for so long, I didn't want to see you lose your sparkle over me. Wataru, I love you. So much. I will never get tired of seeing your smile, even as I'm 6 feet under, I'll still hold onto your smile as if it's all the stars in the sky. My eccentric friend and I wish lover. Signed, eichi."

I literally had to copy and paste this from a text sorry if it looks weird 💀🤚 but yeah 🤠

I might write for it, idk but wataru breaks down and it hurts me emotionally

Every black girl is so pretty

*reblog if you agree*

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF KINKTOBER FICS-WORK HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY KICKING MY ASS AND IDK HOW TO PLAN AHEAD-FOR ANYTHING-SO YEAH KDHXKD

But a majority of kinktober has been planned out, just need to write it, yk? It honestly might be as late as November that you'll get content but, I SWEAR it'll be out sometime soon 😭😭 days 2-4 at least should be out around Monday or Tuesday

So like I'm watching the harveston event, right? Currently on part 5, and it's when jade is complimenting epel on his teaching blah blah blah that's not why I'm here

Idia, verbatim says: "heeheehee......you can praise me more. I'm the type that will improve after being complimented."

WHAT IM HEARING IS IDIA HAS A PRAISE K*NK-me too tho bestie

Hihi! Welcome to day 1 of kinktober! So I don't remember who I got this from but yeah, day 1 is masterbation so let's go! Today's character is idia. He might be a little OOC but yeah!

(Warnings: NSFW, masterbation, switch! Reader, sub! Bratty! Idia, gagging, crying, 2nd person POV, GN fem aligned reader.)

Idia had made a bet with Ortho: he had to befriend the magicless prefect or give up games for a month. Obviously, he didn't want to talk to the normie prefect, but between that or no games for what'll feel like an eternity; he'd talk to the prefect. So that's why he's in the situation he's in right now: said prefect watching as he jerks himself off, face all red like a tomato as they gaze at him like he'd disappear if they looked away. His chest kept heaving with every pump, his movements under the prefects' gaze stuttered. Despite doing this almost every other night, under their eye he couldn't do it right. It seems like the prefect knew that. They moved over to him, taking his dick in their hands and their eyes never leaving him. They gave a few tentative pumps-getting to know what makes Idia hot and bothered-once they knew, they showed no mercy on poor Idia. Every pump brought him closer and closer to cumming, he gripped his sheets tighter; his orgasm was approaching. But when their hands left his dick he let a pretty little whine out.

"W-what the hell? Can you get back to it please?!"

Their grip on his cock tightened; a silent threat. "Be quiet or you're not cumming at all tonight." Wordless, but effective. He knew not to push it. But how far could he go? How far WOULD he go? He hadn't had another human touch him like this before! He doesn't even edge himself alone, but its-it makes him feel a certain way. A good way.

"Are you okay with this? We can stop if you want..."

The prefects' gentle yet harsh voice called out, making sure it was okay to go all out. Idia felt safer now, he already felt safe with them; but that? He might've just fallen in love with them. Idia nodded, but when they gave THAT look, he verbalized. With verbal consent, they shared a safeword and Idia started seeing stars. They were going a leisurely speed-not too fast or slow-and they made sure to occasionally blow on the head. Idia's sensitivity was already through the roof, but that? That made him almost cum right then and there. He shut it his eyes as the pleasure became too much. A sob left him, the prefect laughed a little. "He really is pathetic. How will he handle my mouth?" They thought. "Maybe I should do a test..." they gave a kitten lick to the head of his dick, a gasp left his throat. When they took his whole length? He brought his hand to the back of their head and shoved it farther on his dick. The sound of skin slapping skin and sucking was all that was heard. Idia had never felt more pleasure than now-it was surreal. He let out more choked sobs as his orgasm approached. He tried letting the prefect know that he was cumming but....they pulled off with a shocked expression and cum dripping from their mouth.

"I-im so sorry-do you n-need a towel? Or something?"

"No but...that was really hot."

Idia learned two things about himself at that moment: he likes being dominated and-prefect isn't as cute and sweet like everyone thinks they are. Damn is he attracted to it though.

THATS THE END AND WOW-THAT WAS SHIT. but day 1 Is done! I'll work on the other fic once October is over :]