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Taehyung x reader Recs

Little Lamb, So Pure Let Me Taint You

sequel : Little Lamb, Tainted and Full of Sin

guns & roses

Fuckdoll jungkook x f!reader x taehyung

Sweet Temptations [M] | kth, jjk

headcanon: dating taehyung includes

Kim Taehyung Dating Headcanons

the bedtime contract

The end of us [s]

Katsuki

Bakugo bullying the chubby girl brainrot… (College AU) || pt 2

Thinking about Bully!Bakugo and Chubby!Reader with glasses

Bully!Bakugou x reader part 1 part 2

Bakugou got a hybrid because he’s secretly lonely.

Taehyung who won't hesitate to pull you in his lap and press himself to you, and rub his hard dick on your ass, while he is in the middle of the living room where the members are hanging out. Might even eat you out in front of the members, and would whisper the dirtiest thing near your ears, while your cunt is being abused by his fingers. "Such a pathetic whore, loves to get fucked in front of an audience". Although the members let it slide that Taehyung would fuck you anywhere, because they are use to it, but would sometimes ask to keep the volume down. "Namjoon hyung scolded me, because you can't keep your slutty noises down." He won't even give you time to defend yourself, and keep on thrusting inside you, making you scream even louder. He makes you think you are his girlfriend, but the way he treats you as a whore says otherwise. Definitely loves to fuck you dumb, "A whore like you deserve to be filled with a dick all the time." You are too out of it, to even understand any insult thrown at you, this boosts Taehyung's ego a lot. You are only allowed to cum when he allows it, and wouldn't hesitate to overstimulate by lapping your clit to make you cum over and over again.

Jungkook Fic Recs [Part 2]

Jungkook fic Recs Part 1 Part 3

01) Maybe A Second Chance

02) I love you, Idiot

03) A Still Day or A Hurricane

04) Empty Space

05) in which she’s done with him…

06) Golden

07) It’s you

08) “I’m pregnant”

09) Needy

10) please, for me.

11) feel better

12) drabble about yn loving Jk's bun

13) DECEPTION

14) Confident

15) addicted

16) Sweet Temptations [M] | kth, jjk

17) Tkoorny hours taekook x reader

18) Fuckdoll jungkook x f!reader x taehyung

19) Dating Jeon Jungkook

20) Chubby Bunny

21) Dreaming of You [F,S]

22) Pretty Star Candy [F]

23) aftercare [F]

24) Suddenly [S]

25) Game cheater meets couch

26) Let Me Stay Close To You Spin-off : From The Bottom of My Heart

27) Jeongguk texts you the night before your wedding.

28) Emotional breakdown in bed while the other person is sleeping.

29) tickle me there (m) | jjk

30) Jungkook being all cute and fluffy then you say one thing and he goes mad horny and super needy

31) Interruption (M)

Mean

Pillow Fight.

tsundere - yandere bully jk! x reader

Hidden

Protectors

LIVESTREAM

Jungkooks thicc ass thighs

Something Only We Know

Peeky blinders [S] 💜

want more [S]

Love talk [S,F,A]

Teacher’s Pet [S]

Fierce and Delicate [A,F]

jungkook having a creampie kink [S]

dom jk [S]

in which you get your period and jungkook just wants to be with you [f]

in which you entertain yourself with jungkook’s hair and make a dream come true [f]

FACELESS BEAUTY [s]

do you want to see my cat? [F] 💜

need to know [s]

junkook and yn having rough jealousy sex [s]

jeon jungkook as a boyfriend [f]

cuddling with Jungkook [f]

jungkook hasn't kissed y/n yet and they've already been out on six dates [f]

Headcanons: Domestic Boyfriend Jungkook Moments [f]

In The Night [s,y]

Wet Dreams [s]

Burn [s]

Needy [s]

pretend [f,s]

GAMER BOY [s]

“I couldn’t live without you.” [a]

jungkook and reader trying out cockwarming [s]

new reds [a,s,f]

Since the beginning

Part 3 // Jeongguk x reader

Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3

It was hectic, as you joined the restaurant just a week before Christmas, so the limited amount of staff tried to help you as much as possible to get used to waiting tables and serve food without messing up orders.

You worked for a couple, who managed the restaurant on their own. Their son, sometimes help with deliveries, but mostly, Jimin, a part timer, helps with deliveries and serving. The husband cooks, and the wife manages the cash counter. Their business was slowly budding and felt it was too much work for Jimin along to serve tables, and the day you came their to have some Kalguksu, your eyes fell on the paper sticking to the wall, on it were written 'Looking for part timer'.

You came as a blessing right before the couple exhaust themselves more than they already are.

Jimin was there most evenings. He was a kind man, you could tell, a lot of customers knew him, and he would also casually chat with them while taking their orders. You worked along with him pretty well.

Jimin was a dancer, he was practicing under a famous master, and even got featured in seven Youtube videos as a background dancer, he seemed very proud when he tells you that. Apparently it was difficult to be chosen to be a part of those videos, only a couple of dancers gets lucky enough to be dancing along with their masters that too for a youtube video.

You called your parents to tell them that you won't be able to go home for Christmas. They were slightly despondent after hearing that you won't be home for Christmas, but were extremely proud of you for getting your first job, although it was a part time job.

Your friends from Busan texted and called you to hang out but you promised to see them in summer. Christmas was a day away, and most of your dorm-mates either went home or some were going away on vacations with their boyfriends. Your classmates that lived in Seoul, who weren't dating asked if you would loved to join them on Christmas. They didn't expect you to actually join them, most of them assumed you were dating someone.

You have already promised to work at the restaurant on Christmas, Jimin had something to do, so you stepped in his place. Besides, you did not have any plan on Christmas, except getting drunk on some expensive wine that you bought yourself for getting a part time job.

You thought this was going to be your first Christmas without Jeongguk, but it wasn't. Because the order for 4 servings of samgyeopsal, 6 bottles of soju and 2 servings of fried rice was brought by you to the table where Jeongguk and his two buddies were residing at that moment.

You kept your feelings to yourself as you saw the three men staring at you as you brought the banchan on their table. You would get paid a little more for working on Christmas, so it was your motivation to present yourself in front of Jeongguk to grill the meat. You prayed to god's above that he doesn't say a word to you. You have been standing on your feet constantly working for 4 hours. And you still had to work for 2 more hours. So you don't want to deal with Jeongguk at that moment.

You spoke only when you asked for their preference, and setup the grill for them. Thankfully they understood the situation and didn't jump on you with their questions, about your part time job and everything else. However, Jeongguk looked pretty reserve, he refrained his eyes to meet yours. You took that as a sign that he was still angry, and just like you have been doing for a while, you left him alone. Since you were the only waiter, you didn't had much time to spare, you were going back and forth between the kitchen and the tables. They spent almost an hour in the restaurant, before Hoseok pays for the food and the three of them leave the restaurant.

It was midnight, when you changed your clothes in the changing room of the restaurant, and you went out through the backdoor. Your heart skipped a beat, when your eyes met Jeongguk. He was waiting for you to finish your work.

"I will drop you home. I haven't drunk much."

It was true, although you haven't noticed, Jeongguk could barely drink when he saw you after such a long time. You looked tired, and there was no Christmas cheerfulness in you, like he has always seen in you. You smiled at every customer, which was nothing like the warm genuine smile he is used to seeing. He doesn't understand why did you all of a sudden needed money, and that too working on Christmas day.

He also couldn't get drunk, after some sleazy group of men kept trying to talk to you whenever you walked past them. He had to stay behind, just to make sure you were okay.

When he heard Namjoon saying you won't go home for Christmas, he expected you to spend your Christmas in some club getting drunk till you could even remember your name, and dancing till you can't even feel your legs.

He stayed because Taehyung's birthday was coming, and also because he thought you would be going home, so he just stayed at the apartment.

"I can go home by myself. Thank you. I will get a taxi," you pulled your puffer jacket closer to you as you pushed your hands in the pocket of your jacket. Seoul's temperature was getting worse, and it has been snowing for a while. You didn't want to freeze yourself to death. Although you lied about getting a taxi, you just got paid the bonus for working in Christmas, you weren't about to spend it on some taxi. No, you were gonna drag your feet to the bus stop, and take the bus instead, no matter how much your feet hurts.

When did things became so awkward between both of you that you feel like there's a lack of vocabulary whenever he's near you.

"Please Y/N, it's not too much to ask!" He pleaded, with his glistening doe eyes.

"I.. Are you all of a sudden concern about me just because you bumped into me while I was waiting tables?" You were going to lose this unofficial fight that you had made up in your head, so you focused on the rage, that hard hot ball of steam that was burning inside you.

His confession or whatever he thought was a confession didn't gave you a choice. It came like a lightning, struck you, burnt you and left, like it hasn't ever touched you.

Yes, you were guilty of not giving him a proper answer to whatever he said. But he choose to step away from the friendship that both of you had for years in a matter of few months.

The pain that flashed across Jeongguk's face didn't seem to please you like you thought it would. Instead, it made you restless and sad.

"You are right. I didn't knew you would be here."

You were about to turn away when he hold your hands gently.

"You think, it's easy for me? To hang out with you while you stare at Namjoon hyung like he's your entire world and shatter my own heart. You pick Yoongi hyung as your rebound, and you want me to be friends with that man. It hurts Y/N."

The more he speak, the more you felt the pressure of his hands on yours. You didn't utter a word, how could you when he looked so broken.

His voice, was starting to raise by the end and your hand started to hurt. So you just mumbled, "Jeongguk can we please go somewhere else and talk?" You didn't want the owner of the restaurant to figure out your mess.

For a second, he was irked thinking that you were ignoring him like you always did, but the wave of calmness washed over him when he saw that you didn't let his hand go yet and he immediately loosen his grip on your hand, but not letting it go completely.

He took you to his car, and the memory of the last time you were in that car hits you, months ago when you and Jeongguk didn't have so much difficulty in speaking to each other .

He starts driving, but has no idea where to go, most places will be crowded since it's Christmas.

"Where should we go?" Jeongguk tried to keep his eyes on the road, but he was failing constantly. You could feel that, how many times his eyes drifted towards you. Rage and eagerness radiates from his body. Most cafes or restaurant looked to cheerful and bright, nothing that resembled both of your feelings at that moment.

"You can choose," you checked your phone, to see the time, your dorm room would close at 12.30 am, you asked specially to extend your curfew, because of the part time job.

And it's already 12:20 am. You texted your land lady that you are running a little late. But she didn't respond, so you are not sure if the doors will be closed or not.

"Actually can we talk now? My land lady will get pissed if I ask her to open the door after the curfew." You didn't think it would piss Jeongguk of, however. Why were you taking him so casually? Were you still ignoring him? Mocking his feelings as if there are none.

"You can sleep in my couch. So tell your land lady that you won't come home today."

His voice held too much venom, although he didn't say anything bad, you weren't scared of Jeongguk, but you never met this Jeongguk before, who spit words that sound like he had so much authority over you.

"Jeongguk," your eyes met his, as the car stopped near the side of the road.

You were contemplating whether it was a bad idea to touch his arms, like you used to do.

"How can you always do this to me?"

His hands held the steering wheel so strongly like he wanted to rip something.

"Do what? Try to be your friend. I always..."

"Like I don't matter. Y/N I don't want to be your friend anymore. I am tired of whatever this is between us. Of you always making everything related to me, so small that it doesn't even bother you. Am I so insignificant to you?"

If anything he said or did before didn't broke the thread connecting both of you, this finally did.

His words, seemed to suffocate you, you tried to open the window, and tried to held back the salty tears that were rushing to the surface of your eyes.

It wasn't worth fighting Jeongguk anymore, you thought. But you weren't going to let the tears fall that were slowly making your eyes hazy. He was always your return ticket to comfort zone, and now he wasn't.

You didn't want to go with him, but you did. Because you feared that the words that he said to you, the place where it came from has more to throw at you.

Jeongguk noticed all of a sudden that you choose to nod or hum as a reply. He felt guilty, you were still the girl he loved, yet he let his emotions drive you away. He never felt so distant from you like he did in this closed space.

"Y/N, I...," he tried to speak but held back his words.

You looked outside the window, waiting for the car to finally pullover at his apartment. If anything you just want to lock yourself away from Jeongguk. You didn't know this Jeongguk, he said things that hurt you, that make you question your entire relationship with him. Did you really push him to become this? Did you really ignored him to the point that he doesn't even want to be friends with you?

You were awfully silent, and Jeongguk knew it was because of him. He didn't pressurize you further. You couldn't help but think maybe part of it was your fault, you always treated Namjoon like a king just like everyone else, always appreciated everything he did, but that doesn't mean you neglected Jeongguk, you took his side always, even if it was against Namjoon, which rarely happened because Namjoon was always on Jeongguk's side as well.

None of this makes sense anymore because Jeongguk is just telling you that your entire childhood that you spend with this two brothers was a lie. You know how much Namjoon loves Jeongguk, and if you put their relationship in a difficult position, you would rather walk out of their lives completely than see them against each other.

When you reach the apartment, Jeongguk let's you in, and you take a seat in the couch, put your things on the table.

"I will bring you something to change, you can use the bathroom first," he says and was about to go and probably bring his t-shirt or hoodie for you. But you stopped him, "unnie, probably left some clothes here, I will go find that you can wash up first."

You could barely look at his eyes when you said it. Choosing to avoid wearing his clothes meant a huge deal to Jeongguk, he was used to you wearing his clothes often back when both of you lived in Busan and even in Seoul whenever you crashed the apartment, before things got different between you two. Jeongguk nodded and went to take a shower, but he was cursing inside his head.

You were drawing a line, that's what Jeongguk thinks. You choose to wear clothes that belonged to Namjoon's girlfriend instead of Jeongguk, that same girlfriend whom you tried to ignore a lot meant that you were not going to go easy on him at all.

You went to Namjoon's room and for a second you wanted to cry. You felt guilty but you also felt like the victim. You never once used Jeongguk to gain a upper hand on Namjoon. Yes you would hang out with him a couple of times whenever Namjoon was around just to sneakily take a glances of Namjoon, but you always gave your undivided attention to Jeongguk. You were friends with him, because he was the kind of person who had your back and cared about you, who you felt protective about.

You picked a top and shorts, it was a little tight on you though, but you wore it after you took a shower.

Jeongguk could see how uncomfortable you feel, as you got out of the bathroom.

"Are you hungry? Should I order something? I only got ramyeon at home."

"I ate in the restaurant," you lied, which Jeongguk knew. You can be sometimes a terrible liar.

"Fine, I will cook sone noodles for myself then," he lies, making sure to take extra noodles for you.

You reached for the green onions and started chopping it, while he bring eggs and sausages from the fridge.

And for some reason, he started talking, when he was facing towards the fridge, because he was terrified of your silence.

"I am sorry for talking to you the way I did today, Y/N. I just .... You are really important to me, and I am not sure that you feel that about me."

You stopped chopping, and you gathered your thoughts, thinking whether you should be rude to him or not.

"I am sorry, that I made you feel like that you weren't important to me. That I would choose Namjoon oppa or Yoongi oppa over you. I never thought, I was doing this to you, that staying with me was hurting you or making you feel inferior in any way to Namjoon or anyone else."

You clenched your hands tightly, and it was slowly starting to get difficult to see things clearly as tears started to cloud your vision.

"I always care about you, Jeongguk. I won't deny that I was running away from unnie and Namjoon oppa for a while, but I didn't knew I made you upset. Yes, I loved your brother, but I am not going to ruin his happiness. As for Yoongi oppa, I really tried to normalise everything, and I won't deny a little part of me wanted to shove him, at whatever words you assumed as your confession, because I wasn't ready to break both of our hearts."

You don't know whose heart you broke more with your next words, yours or his.

"I don't love you. I will not allow myself to be in love with you. Jeongguk, we haven't talked to each other for months, because of this feelings. What makes you so sure that we won't fight in the future? What if it's about Namjoon oppa, you knew my feelings for him, yet you waited so long to confront about it, rather you just exploded when it was starting to become too much for you. I don't want to be the reason you repulse Namjoon. Choosing to not love you like that is how I am making sure to not hurt you more than I already am."

Drops of tears fell on your hands. The tears failed to stop, but you instantly felt Jeongguk hug you, so fiercely as if he was joining the pieces of your broken heart.

You couldn't stop sobbing, he was your best friend, or is, you don't know anymore, ever since you stepped into Seoul everything has just been so wrong. This wasn't how you imagined your college life to be like. You hug him back, because he wasn't letting you go until you calm yourself and you needed him. His words keeps ringing in your ears, and the damn tears wouldn't stop coming. And when he held you so tightly that you felt yourself calm down a bit.

"I understand. You don't have to love me. Okay? I'm going to love both of us enough that you can't even complain."

Confused by his words, you stepped away from him and the warmth his hug provided, which you missed instantly.

"I love you y/n, it was the most easiest and scariest thing I have ever done in my life, knowing that you might not love me back was scaring the shit out of me. But now that I know you choose to not love me, I can also choose to continue loving you. It sounds silly but I don't want to get over you, you know. I'm always gonna stick around you, even if you date someone else. Even if that some one is hyung, I am not going to be angry with him. And just in case, we get together, I'm going to make you so happy that the only thing you would be able to tell Namjoon hyung is that you love me."

Jeongguk was laughing at this point, you couldn't understand how the words that came from his mouth was funny.

"It's not funny. I can't do this. Stop making me break your heart. It's hurting me too." His hand was finding yours to comfort you, in someway just like you did to him whenever he got too overwhelmed or sad. But you took a couple of steps back, his touch lingered on your skin for a couple of second.

"Coming to Seoul was such a stupid idea. I shouldn't have come here, my classmates probably think I am too full of myself, going out with the hottest senior from our campus, who probably thinks I am a bitch too. I didn't intend to hurt him, I didn't want to hurt you. This is all my fault. Oppa... Namjoon oppa probably saw me as his sister, and I kept on telling myself that he will like me at one point once I become an adult. I hate being an adult, I feel like an idiot, Jeongguk. "

You broke down infront of him, and he just wanted you to stop sobbing, he rarely saw you like this. You were always so put together, calm and composed. This was a sight he never saw before, even when you saw Namjoon leave Busan for college, or saw him with his girlfriend. He immediately closed the gap between you two and hugged you again.

"Nobody thinks about you like that. As for Yoongi hyung, he asked me to look out for you, and would ask me how you are doing, he probably doesn't want you to feel awkward or something."

You interrupted him, "wait, you talked to Yoongi oppa? I thought you didn't like him."

"We ran into each other at a cafe. Hyung's pretty cool, I might have judged him based on my jealousy. We hang out sometimes, Hoseok hyung even asked him to join us today, but he already promised to meet someone so he couldn't make it today."

You had no idea, that Yoongi would hang out with Jeongguk and his buddies. But a part of you were glad that he's back to his life just like he was before you met him, hanging out with friends, making music and possibly going out with someone who loves him. Relationships are tough, doesn't matter whether they are romantic or not, if they are close, and break, sometimes they leave scar that is hard to not think of when moving forward. You didn't want to traumatize him, and make him think whenever he kisses a girl, he can see that girl is not thinking of him. That's what he saw on your face that night, your lips on his, but your mind wasn't full of him.

And the one person who you were thinking of that night was here, right infront of your eyes, confessing his feelings for you.

"Let's not fight anymore Y/N. I hate how far we are from each other this couple of months. That night, I really wanted to say that I love you." He said while reaching for your hands. His rough fingers held your soft ones, but you instantly pushed them away.

"You can't love me like that Jeongguk. Why are you not understanding that I don't want to lose you?" You raised your voice, with more tears in your eyes.

"And you won't", Jeongguk dipped his soft lips on top of yours so suddenly that it took a second for you to register his lips were on top of yours, a couple of more before you could feel that he was trying to deepen the kiss, a couple of more that you let his tongue into yours, an finally when you realised that you couldn't help yourself but kiss him back, you pulled yourself back.

This kiss was everything like the one you had with Yoongi, but at the same time so much more. This time your mind was blank, and your heart was racing too fast, a part of you wanted to make you move away from, but your entire soul was bared into that one kiss. He was holding you in his arms, and you let him.

When both of you pulled away from that breathtaking kiss, you still had tears in your eyes, but still too shocked to believe that Jeongguk kissed you and most importantly you kissed him back.

Jeongguk's heart was racing because of two things one, you kissed him back, two, what if you walk out of his life right this moment. You couldn't look him in the eye.

"I don't know how to show you that I love you. Don't make me stay away from you anymore Y/N. I can't do this after...after staying away from you this long." Jeongguk said, with tears threatening to spill soon

You touched your wet lips and would have most likely wiped your lips, but before you could do anything else, Jeongguk presses his lips onto yours again but this time erasing any inch of space between you two, pulling you close to his hard body and indulging himself in the taste of your lips.

Tag list - @taehyungxaestheticss

Red Strings

It's too late, Jungkook knew. That whatever his destiny planned for him, was going to be away from you now that you are marrying his best friend, Taehyung.

You knew, your soulmate was Jungkook, although a little late, but you tried to see if he ever felt anything special about you, but Jungkook was always so reserved and tight lipped, teased you to the point that you gave up any slightest idea of him having any sort of feelings towards you.

Neither of you acknowledged the thread that tied on both of your ring finger, that was so red that you could see it from miles away, but only you and Jungkook could see it. Until the day of your wedding.

" In another lifetime, I will choose us. In this one, I want to run away with you so far, that nobody will know us. But I am too late to even begin what Taehyung has already finished."

Both of you in tears, yet can't move away from each other. Looking into each other's eyes, as if you could see your entire lifetime that you could have built with Jungkook, if he said the right words to you back when the time was in his hand, or if you ignored Taehyung's feelings.

Jungkook loved you nevertheless and not because of some thread that drag you towards his fate.

Your heart was torn, when he was looking at you with so much longing, right beside the wonderful man you would soon call your husband. Taehyung did everything your soulmate didn't, you couldn't help but fall for him, you spend your twenties with him, and there was no denying that he was the one you want by your side forever.

But the eight year old girl, who first saw the red thread that tied to the pretty boy living to the other side of street, want to break down in the middle of the room.

You always wondered if Jungkook ever loved you.

He did. Now you know but it's too late.

He choose Taehyung for you, because he broke both his and your heart to keep Taehyung safe, in some way Taehyung will be able to put pieces of you back together, Jungkook was assured of that.

But it's never going to be the same. You will love Taehyung as much as possible because he deserves nothing less. But the cracks in your heart all belongs to Jungkook, you told yourself as you saw his lips broke down into a bright smile, with a hint of lingering sadness.

1:53 am

Angst - Jungkook

His eyes still held so much love, you could feel it, but both of you did nothing as what felt like an eternity passed between you.

He was still in love with you, and nothing could change that, not your marriage to someone else, who wasn't him, or the child whose hand you were clutching in yours, wasn't his as well.

You loved him too, still love him, but the love has changed its form, and became this gentle thing that you had so much respect for.

He attended your wedding secretly, to wish you only happiness, even if it wasn't with him. You always wondered what if you leave everything and go back to Jungkook. You knew he would take you back in a heartbeat. But you choose this life, this domestic life, with a loving husband and no flashing lights of camera, and no Jungkook.

He kept on promising that he will give you time, protect you from haters, shelter you from paparazzi. And that is what became of your four years relationship with Jungkook. It was less about both of you as a couple and more of him protecting you against everything else. Then their was constant news articles regarding him, who he was walking with, and some fans following you to your home. The sweetness of the relationship slowly turned so sour that Jungkook started to give up on you.

But little did he expect that giving up on this relationship will break not only yours but his heart as well.

So, whenever he craves to see you, he would come near the coffee place, around your office, and just stare at you from across the street, not wanting to reach you enough to never let you go.

You rarely drink coffee, but something across the street struck you once you accompanied your colleague to the cafe downstairs of your office. Since then, your lips started to find sweetness in the bitter coffee as you reached for it often.

15:17 - Hoseok

You could see he was tired, the bags underneath his eyes looked like he barely got any sleep last night.

Although he was tired, his face strongly held the smile that reminds you of sunshine and warmth that he has showered you since you met him three years ago. You were hired by his sister, and she had the same warmth as him, she invited you to her home and family dinners quite frequently although you joined her team a couple of days ago. You adored his sister, she was so bright and passionate about her work and was super affectionate towards her family. It wasn't a suprise that you thought of her as your role model, someone who hired a fresh graduate with no experience and treated her like a family.

And when you met him, in one of those family dinners three years ago, you couldn't help but be happy around him. He just had that thing in him, that makes people around him feel warm and happy. You knew that he was a famous celebrity, but he was so down to earth and kind throughout the dinner. Talking to his parents, telling them stories of his tour and his members, and asking them what they did while he was out of country, Hoseok seemed so normal.

And if someone asked you, what was the one thing that made you feel things for Hoseok? You would probably say his interaction with his family. The way he cared for them makes you feel so soft, because from that simple thought arise another one, the women he falls for will be so lucky to have such a caring person in their life.

But you shouldn't have that kind of thoughts. You were his sister's employee, it was enough that his family have welcomed you into their lives with open arms, you should not be too greedy.

But Hoseok, who used to come home only during breaks and at the end of the tour, started visiting home, or his sister's office weekly, his family started noticing this change, but you sadly didn't, because even if you did, you didn't want to get your hopes up.

You choose to get happy with the small things like whenever the food that you cooked with his mother, is complimented by him, or when his sister would say that you did something that benefitted the company, and he would say, "You are so lucky to have her".

You were so wrapped up in the thought that both this sister and brother were way out of your league to acknowledge the fact Hoseok was straight up flirting with you. Once in a while would drive you home as well, everyone else started to realise that he was making more time for himself which he dedicated to you.

His sister had to interfere, seeing how naive you were to her brother's advances.

"Y/nshii, what do you think of my brother?" She said, when she realised that talking to you about it indirectly was failing, because you kept blabbering about how much you admire their entire family.

Your flustered self, was enough for her to realise that she need to do something about the two of you.

The next time Hoseok came over to Gwangju, she made both of you take Mickey to walk, which gave him the perfect opportunity to talk about his feelings for you.

"I can't believe that I had to flirt with you, infront of my parents, and even they know that I like you, but you still don't."

You paused, it wasn't like you thought of yourself low, but you just thought of them as your idols the kind of people you want to be like, so it didn't settle in to your head that Hoseok has been flirting with you for months.

Why would he even flirt with you?

But you liked him, you admired him way too much for his hardwork and the amount of dedication he gives to his career which should have made him rough, but he was still so gentle, doesn't care about another person's designation to be nice to them.

It took you a while to get yourself completely comfortable in the relationship, because it took you time to see the edges that he rarely shows anyone else. The time he got frustrated that the dance routine he was working on wasn't executing as well as he thought it would, or someone interviewed them and asked a upsetting question or when someone tried to invade his privacy secretly, or the award that they could not achieve. Things like this happens to him, but doesn't mean it doesn't shake him up.

You unraveled slowly that although he is sunshine to everyone else that surrounds him, but sometimes he loses the light in him as well. So you try to cheer him up, and it wasn't difficult, because all you had to do was hold him, and that innocently little act would immensely comfort him, he would tell you things and you wouldn't interrupt him, but squeeze his hand, as if to tell that you will always be there for him.

Slowly, your relationship with him feel so natural like it was always there, but it has been only two years since you were with him.

You still worked with his sister, because you insisted that your relationship should not alter your professional life, just like you tried as much to not alter his. You still lived in Gwangju in your one bedroom apartment, where Hoseok showed up one Wednesday night. He kept on tossing and turning in bed, you didn't want to pressurize him to talk, but you softly asked if anything was bothering him. The practice for the concert has been tiring him, he mentioned.

He loved doing this job, but lately the practice and his schedule has been tiring him out too much.

"Oppa, if you ever think, you want to quit, let's open up a tteokbokki or noodle store. You like my hand cut noddles, I think it would sell well, right?"

And he just laughed.

Not in a condescending way but your words tugged the strings of his heart in a strange way.

"Thank you. I am so lucky to have you." He held you tightly, as if to tell you that it warms his heart that you will be there for him, with no questions, whenever he needed you.

And the next day, when the members saw their hobi, he was back to himself, recharged, full of energy like the sunshine that he is.

Even the members knew, it was because of you, the light of his life.

When you haven't seen him in a month

Yoongi Fic Recs

love grows where you go

prod. suga

souvenir

Clingy baby

marry me, yoongi

Okay

Finding Home

control 1

Yandere Idol!BTS - How they manipulate you to stay with them

Yandere BTS - They go through your phone

Yandere BTS: You ignore a call from him

WORKING HOURS

I'm sorry, it will never happen again

cold shoulder

you sleep on the couch because of an argument

Home [f]

Tuxedo [f]

Silence [f]

Taehyung Fic Recs

More recommendations

Love Fix All

Yandere BTS - They go through your phone

Stay The Night ~ Kim Taehyung

pour up.

Truth or Drink: A Run!BTS Special Part 6

DRUNK WORDS

Honey and Milk

Restless Nights

Sleep Sex

Silver Galaxy

Sucker pt1 pt2 extra [y,s,a]

Anger Management [f,s,a]

When I wrote this I didn't expect anyone to even read it, I am really thankful for this comment.🥺❤️

Nobody knows why Jungkook was with you. You were so cold, and sometimes everyone wondered, was there even an ounce of romance in your body, because you rarely showed any emotion when it came to your boyfriend. And his friends know, he is a warm hearted man, someone who would give their everything in a heartbeat for someone he loves. His friends were looking out for him, worried that their younger friend was with someone who wasn't able to appreciate and love him like he deserves.

Jungkook as always, would shrug and say, " Y/n is the best girlfriend ever. She makes me so happy. "

Jimin drank his beer in one go, and replied, "You know we don't want to hurt you, but sometimes she's so distant from you. Like the time when she didn't text you for a week, didn't even bother to pick up your calls."

Jungkook knows what Jimin was talking about. He knows you love him, and you don't necessarily show it with words or skinship, especially in front of others.

But he knows it through the breakfast and lunch boxes that you make for him, early in the morning, before you leave for work. And that simple kiss that you always give him on his temple, before you leave for work every day. And how you call his mother, and ask them how the rest of his family is without his knowledge, and when you found out that his mother had broken her leg, you took the earliest train to see her, and tried your best to take care of her. Although his mother said it wasn't necessary, but you wanted to be there for her, but she asked you not to tell Jungkook about it and make him worry. So you choose to text him that you are going out of town for work, and later ignored his calls, because you hate lying to him, and also because he knows when you are lying.

He knows, because when he comes back home and sees your smiling face, although you look tired. Or the times when he helps you in the kitchen, after he's done taking a shower and both of you just talk about your day, and does the most mundane things together, or how you repeatedly whisper his name with so much lust yet love, as you let yourself go, while you are under him in the bed or the couch, he knows through all of them the way you convey your love.

Jungkook smiles as he thinks of you, "I don't think anyone can ever love me like her. And this last two years with her, makes me realize why no one else was worth staying with. Everyone thinks I am probably so perfect and can charm my way out of anything. But she knows, I get clumsy and frustrated at times. And remember, how my previous girlfriend would get upset with how drunk I get when I hangout with Jin and Yoongi hyung. She understands that my friends are also important to me, and she doesn't alter me, or choose which part of me she likes or not. She loves me just as I am."

Just as he finished his beer, you entered the bar, to take him home with you. You gave Jimin a smile, not knowing what to say, and then asked Jungkook softly, whether he could walk home. He nodded, and grabbed your shoulder and hugged you all of a sudden. You were taken back by his action, you were never good with forming intimacy, but Jungkook always felt right that you couldn't hold back yourself to give him a hug or kiss whenever both of you were alone.

You blushed, but managed to take your leave while holding Jungkook's hand.

Jimin laughed, as he heard, Jungkook asking whether you would get him banana milk on your way home. And with a warm smile spreading across your face, still not letting his hands go, you said yes.

Fic list (BTS)

I haven't read any of the fics listed below, so I made a list so that I don't lose the links for them. Please recommend me some Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon and Jimin fics. Thanks. 💜

01) I like you | Jeon Jungkook x Reader

02) embers of the fire | ksj. (m)

03) Creep - One ft. KTH (m)

04) fool for u. - kth

05) Hot Ones | JJK

06) The Island | KTH

07) 𝑀𝓎 𝒟𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 | JJK

08) On The Ropes (KSJ x F!Reader)

09) Something New | JJK

10) wrong number | KSJ

11) YOU | JJK

12) Beloved | MYG

13) Pub Golf | JJK

14) What Happened to Park y/n? | JJK

15) muscle memory | knj (m)

16) falling into you | jjk

17) Bad Omega, Sweet Omega JJK (M)

18) after i left you | jjk

19) they were liars | jeon jungkook

20) the fact is • jeon jeongguk

21) a lover’s bond | jjk

22) i’d love you to stay but that’s simply insane // JJK

23) Summer Boy | kth

24) One-Step Forward, Two-Steps Back | jjk

25) Sun in the Darkest Night | jhs

26) heart of the flame | kth. (m)

1:53 - Jungkook

He knew he was going to sing the same song again. For the same women, who he loves to the point that it's difficult to not love her anymore.

I love you by Tim.

He pressed the button , without even looking, to start the music.

Because this was his song, the one he has been singing the last two months since his breakup. The song that reminded him of her. The song that conveyed his feelings in form of lyrics.

He came in the noraebang alone to endulge himself in her thoughts with the company of alcohol as usual.

His voice filled with sadness and so much pain was being echoed in the room. The pain in his heart didn't restrain him to hit the notes high at the right places.

When the song ended the silence dropped in the room, along with his tears. There was going to be nobody else for him, his heart knows it for sure, and she was always the one.

She was just a phone call away.

So like every other time, he calls her, ready to be disappointed, but also with a hint of hope that he will finally hear her voice. The voice his ears were craving to hear, since the day she walked out of his life.

And god must have listened to his prayers, because she answered the call.

"Jungkook."

Because when she stole his heart, she gave her heart to him.

Because she was as much in pain as Jungkook is.

And her smile that he loves, it was there only because of him.

The smile that adored Jungkook face at that moment was because she told him, how she lost her smile and want more than anything else in the entire world is that smile to be her again.

Since the beginning

Part 2 //Jeongguk x reader// (Not edited)

[I was supposed to finish this but I got carried away, I am so sorry that it got too long for no reason.]

Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3

Namjoon was the first one to notice something was wrong. Something was definitely off. His brother started getting drunk even before the dinner was prepared. He knows Jeongguk enough to know something was wrong with him.

Namjoon joins his brother on the porch, leaving you with his girlfriend in the kitchen.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Jeongguk knows Namjoon is trying to to find a weak spot and break him open, but he wasn't ready to show this vulnerable side of him to anyone else.

"Yes," Jeongguk softly whispered before finishing the rest of the bottle of soju.

Both of you women joined the porch, before Namjoon could advance anymore tactics, and asked for his help to start the barbeque.

He instead asked Jeongguk to help you, which he quietly complied.

The dinner wasn't bad, you got used to Namjoon's girlfriend but surprisingly you two were the only one that were talking. All of you got drunk and started to unwind, and you thought all of a sudden, maybe Namjoon's girlfriend isn't so bad. You will curse yourself when you are sober, but today you were having fun, singing songs randomly, in the karoke setup that Namjoon did on the small living room.

And soon Namjoon decides to retire to bed, dragging along his girlfriend with him. You were left with Jeongguk, who might as well look like he has been sleeping the entire night, you haven't seen him this quiet ever.

He didn't even sing. You both visited karoke rooms often to hang out before moving to Seoul. You always had him so close to you, even when you distanced yourself from him, he gave you the power to jump back in his life like nothing happened.

Jeongguk got up from the couch, and went outside, wearing just a hoodie and sweat pants. The nights were the coldest, afterall it was the mountains. You followed him, because he was more drunk than you, having almost seven bottles of soju all by himself.

It was a wrong decision to follow him, because you were wearing a light sweatshirt and shorts. You gave up, and shouted, "Jeongguk?"

He was sitting on the cold ground staring at the lake, and the soju helped a bit to fight how cold he was feeling. He turned his head towards you, coming towards him, shivering with barely wearing any warm clothes.

At that moment he hated himself, it was more difficult fighting the protective guy that resides in him who was going crazy about you getting a cold, rather than fighting the cold he was starting to feel.

He heard your whiny tone, it was so calm before you decide to follow him, which gave him like a couple of minutes to take in the serene view. You couldn't even walk straight today, although your alcohol tolerance wasn't bad, and somehow managed to fall on top of Jeongguk's shoulder. One of his hand touched the back of your neck, the other tugged your legs on top of his hips. He slowly lifted himself up, while keeping you on his back with both of his hands, your head fell on his shoulders, seeking more warmth from his body.

He slowly walked back towards the bedroom. "Gukkie, why were you so upset tonight," you mumbled with your head still lying on top of his shoulders. He tried to put you down on the bed, but you clinged to him like your life depended.

"you didn't even make your favourite kimchi fried rice with extra cheese with the leftover rice."

He chuckled, at the idea of you thinking that he was upset enough to not even make kimchi fried rice, which he always made because not just him, but you loved it as well.

"Get down on the bed Y/N."

As if his words were nothing to you. You choose to held him even closer, your dangling feet just won't leave his torso. If he wasn't wearing the hoodie, he could have felt the curves and softness of your body more prominently than he already does. It was driving him crazy slowly.

"Tell me first."

He sits on the edge of the bed, thinking you will finally let go, but you didn't. Drunk you gets clingy, he knew that, but not to what extent.

" I think we should just sleep."

"Did I do something?" He muttered curses as he heard you whisper so close to his ear.

He snatched himself out of your grip, and lied down in one end of the bed, keeping lots of distance between both of you.

You immediately felt the loss of warmth, then you dragged your body closed to his and lied on his pillow, abandoning the one you had. You really had him in your palms, because he felt like he needed to get more drunk, he was to alert how your arms slither on top of his arms, your head pressed on his back. He thought of giving it up, but will you even remember it, the feelings he harvested all this years for you. He will be crushed, if you choose to never swing back in his life, but he can't take it anymore, your constant need to put Namjoon before him. He couldn't think clearly with your body pressed so close to him, and you had already entangled your legs with his.

Everything else was clouded, just his feelings for you weren't. "Can't you stop getting so close with hyung? Noona will figure out your feelings for hyung," he choose the wrong words to express his feelings. At this point, he just made you feel bad, without even expressing his actual feelings.

"What?"

It was hard for you to not notice that Jeongguk knew about your feelings for Namjoon especially when you get drunk and cried a couple of months ago after finding about his girlfriend. But it was even before, how your eyes moved across the room searching for something else while hanging out with Jeongguk. Jeongguk could sense that something was none other than his hyung. You thought their was this understanding between the two of you, where none of you talked about it to each other.

It was nothing like that for Jeongguk though, his first priority was keeping you close to him, and talking about your feelings will only create more distance between you and him.

You felt how tensed he was, and you pull your hands away from his. "I won't come between them if that's what you are worrying about, besides for him, I am just a silly little kid who hangs out with his brother." He noticed how you slowly started to make space between you two, and he didn't like it a bit.

Thankfully the room was dark, because he was about to say something completely out of his character for the first time. He dragged his hands to find yours, and tugged it enough to make you close to his body. His eyes up in the ceiling, still embarrassed to even look at you.

"I don't want you to think of hyung like that, because... I want to be the one that you think of like that."

He face was warm, and his only hope was that you haven't let his hand go, yet.

You waited for him to started laughing, but the silence was piercing both of you. So to break the ice you mumbled something that made him happy. What you actually said was just the word, "okay". You were still under the influence of alcohol, you needed time to think, alone without Jeongguk in such a close proximity to you especially not when he's holding your hand.

Both of you managed to drift of to sleep, with a blissful Jeongguk holding your hand.

If it was possible, the morning came to soon for you, along with it came hangover for you, and Jeongguk's sudden confession all at once. You stirred in bed, and if it wasn't bad already, you were in Jeongguk's arms. It was so cozy and warm and his scent was lingering on you, and everything about it was so wrong.

He is the boy that you grew up, whose brother you love and suddenly became the man who confessed that he's jealous of your feelings for his brother.

You pulled yourself away from the bed, and the warmth of Jeongguk's body. You didn't even took a second glance at Jeongguk whose one eye was slowly opening.

Namjoon's girlfriend was making coffee, and for some reason the distance between the bedroom and washroom was too long for you. You felt as if you were doing the 'walk of shame' as Namjoon and his girlfriend were drinking coffee in the living room.

You still have an entire day that you need to survive and the next day after lunch, you will be on your way back home. You changed your clothes, and decided to make sandwiches for everyone, because you choose to pretend that you haven't heard Jeongguk last night or atleast keep some space between you two in whatever was left of the trip.

Jeongguk woke up with a hangover as well, but he remembered the way your body molded into his as both of you embraced each other last night, unaware though. But this morning he woke up earlier than you, and pulled you a little closer before falling asleep again, more content this time.

He ate the sandwich and some coffee, while secretly taking few glances towards you. You engaged yourself in a conversation with Namjoon's girlfriend.

All of you decide to take a boat and go in the middle of the lake. Namjoon read this book about fishing for some reason, so he had this sudden urge to try fishing, and he even got some equipment from the house owner. It was your idea that the girls should fish on their own while boys do seperately, making it seem like some aort of competition, but it wasn't for you. Taking two boats, only meant that Jeongguk would get a chance to be alone with you, and so far you avoided it the entire morning.

Four of you managed to get zero fish though, too impatient that no fishes were eating your baits. All of you came back within an hour. Then Namjoon and Jeongguk played some video games while you and Namjoon's girlfriend cooked some lunch. She wasn't a bad company you realised and is fun to hangout with, which actually makes it difficult for you to hate her.

You would rather be friendly to the woman who is dating the man you love than deal with your best friend's sudden confession. This wasn't you, you were always headstrong and straightforward with your feelings. The only reason you never confessed to Namjoon was because you wanted to show him that you weren't a silly kid but a woman, but you waited for too long to show him that.

After lunch, all of you watched a movie, in Namjoon's bedroom, and you sat next to his girlfriend, didn't left her side throughout the morning.

And you managed to retire to bed, saying you weren't feeling well, and left Jeongguk with the couple in the bonfire.

You pretended to be asleep when Jeongguk came over to check upon you. And later when he came back to sleep, he could only think of last night as a dream.

You didn't let Namjoon sit in the passenger seat, saying that he will only distract her girlfriend. His girlfriend didn't mind, instead was glad that she could atleast get to bond with you in this trip. You, on the other hand saw this as a way to escape Jeongguk who was sulking besides Namjoon in the backseat.

You survived the trip. Jeongguk texted you though, if you were up for a drink, but you gave some excuse and got out of it. Jeongguk knew what you were doing, and like always, he lets you do whatever you want.

That week, you went out for coffee with the same senior, who you politely declined for a coffee last time for Namjoon's sake. This time you met him in a cafe near your university, and he smiled at you even though you declined him for a simple coffee, so you asked him if he would like to have coffee with you. He was a nice guy, and was studying music.

So when Namjoon's girlfriend asked you to hang with them one evening a week later, you took Yoongi with you. You did ask Yoongi if he would be comfortable with your friends. Jeongguk was also bringing his friends from club, both his seniors, Hoseok and Taehyung.

It's been only a little more than a week, that Jeongguk confessed and exactly a week that you went out with Yoongi for a coffee. It wasn't a date. Neither the other four nights that you met him were a date as well. Both of you hit it off really well. He was quite reserve, but he knew how to talk and to be honest you were quite impressed how passionately he talked about his love for music. He was quite knowledgeable you discovered, he knew about so many things, whether it's about painting or historical monuments. The fourth night you met each other, there was an new exhibition that he wanted to visit, and by the way he explained how he interpreted the paintings you could just imagine his reading books about European buildings just for fun.

Jeongguk's face looked priceless when he saw you enter the bar, where Namjoon worked. If the word shattered could be described with a image, Jeongguk's face portrayed the perfect example. He knew you were avoiding him, avoiding difficult situation has been your thing this year, he thought. But bringing another guy to rub on his face that you would never choose him, it was really low of you.

You couldn't fall for a guy within a span of such short time, Jeongguk wondered. This guy was just here to prove a point. That you don't think of Jeongguk more than a friend.

Just like you got used to Namjoon's girlfriend, Jeongguk couldn't help but like this Yoongi guy, who he was determined to despise ever since Yoongi walked into the bar. Beneath the hard exterior, where Yoongi acted like he doesn't give a shit, he was a soft for anyone who he actually likes, and Yoongi liked your friends, you understood that within two hours of hanging out with them. And Jeongguk liked Yoongi, besides it was easy to impress Jeongguk, he looked like a kid with doe like eyes staring at Yoongi, when Yoongi talked about the game Jeongguk loves the most.

Soon both of you girls, started to feel like a third wheel, infront of the four boys and Namjoon who would rejoin the conversation anytime when he's not working.

You were glad that Jeongguk made some friends, Hoseok seemed like a kind man and Taehyung like a innocent kid, it may seem a little over the top, but you liked to know Jeongguk's friends a little bit, just to know if they are good or not. Even as a kid, Jeongguk would have less friends, and he worked well with small group of people. Something that still was part of him was that he's really innocent and doesn't know whether someone is taking advantage of him or not, as a kid you looked out for him because he didn't know better, but neither did you.

That night ended on a good note for you, because Jeongguk didn't get to talk to you alone and Yoongi seemed to like your friends.

This thing with Yoongi, that is slowly happening, you couldn't name it. He's a great person and you liked hanging out with him, but your heart was still in Namjoon's palms. You met him on a regular basis, and met your friends, sometimes without your company, and he never mentioned any sentence with the words, ' Let's date' or 'will you like to be my girlfriend?'

And you could live with that. But what bothers you was the drunk call Jeongguk did, a month after meeting Yoongi. You were surprised it took him so long though. Most of Jeongguk's words didn't make sense, but you did understand when he said, "So you can love Yoongi, Namjoon and everyone else but just not me." You could hear Taehyung screaming in the background, "Why won't she love you? What's wrong with her?" and someone was definitely crying, you guessed it was most likely Hoseok.

You were out with Yoongi and some other classmates of his, when you received that drunk call. After you managed to end the call, you started drinking again, casually talked to Yoongi's friends.

Jeongguk words was slowly getting to you. Were you really determined to not fall in love with Jeongguk just because he was Namjoon's brother?

You couldn't focus on a single word anyone else was saying. After everyone decided it was getting late and should go home, Yoongi was going to drop you home.

He did drop you home, but what he wasn't expecting was how soft your lips will feel on top of his. You were standing outside the door, turned towards him to thank him for walking you home and suddenly something came over you. It seemed so easy to lean close to him and put your lips on his, but what wasn't easy was going through the turmoil of emotions you were experiencing because of that single kiss. That kiss was suppose to make you realise you are over Namjoon and Jeongguk's words doesn't matter. But it was nothing like that. Jeongguk's words echoed in your mind, and that kiss couldn't distract you. It was your first kiss and your head was filled with thoughts of the boy who drunk called you that night.

You felt miserable, when Namjoon called you over one night. He's mom sent over a lot of food and asked to share it with you.

"Hey Joon, is guk not home?" You asked while drinking coffee.

"Nope, he's working, took a job at a cafe last week," he focused on neatly packing the boxes, and put them on a plastic bag.

Lately you seem to know not a single whereabout of Jeongguk. You would have texted him but he stopped texting you after that drunk call incident a couple of months ago. You even crashed one night at Namjoon's place when his girlfriend asked you to have a movie night with them, Jeongguk bailed on them last minute, and you suspected it was because of you.

It was probably so easy for him to replace you, with his new friends, you thought. He stopped bringing his friends, to the bar Namjoon worked, because you visited the bar frequently. You did knew he hangs out with Yoongi, who you met a couple of times in the campus. Yoongi wasn't stupid, the way you were always together made it pretty clear that both of you were interested in each other, that kiss just made it seem like you two were better off as friends. Yoongi was upfront about it, that night, that he did think there would be something more between you two, but he probably wasn't what you needed. In short, you messed it up. How could any women in their right mind, give up a chance to be with someone like Yoongi? But you did, and you think you will most likely regret it.

You had harboured feelings for Namjoon for so long, but this year, every emotion related to both Namjoon and Jeongguk is tiring you out. You didn't know how to look at Jeongguk or whether he even want to see your face.

As much as you try to hate Namjoon's girlfriend, she has been so nice to you, that any sort of hatred would have gone in vain.

After semesters ended, Namjoon asked if you would like to go home with him and Jeongguk. You declined, especially because he was going to drive. You can't deny that Jeongguk's lack of involvement in your life just because you have not responded to his indirect confession has made you slightly bitter towards him.

You decided to stay in Seoul and look for a part time job. You wanted to rent a place of your own before the new semester starts. The year was coming to an end, and it wasn't your best year, but you were determined to make the rest of the days worth it. Days where you don't plan on interacting with neither Namjoon nor Jeongguk.

Tag list - @taehyungxaestheticss

Part 3

BNHA fic Recs (mostly Bakugou)

More fic recs

Dabi drabble

Drabble 1 Warnings: Lemon

Drabble 2

Drabble 3

Drabble 4

Drabble 5 TW: noncon, stalking, manipulation, kinda abuse of power.

BNHA characters seeing you in their clothes for the first time

featuring. dabi, bakugou katsuki, kirishima eijiro, hitoshi shinsou + keigo takami.

how long it’d take bakugou to warm up to you

going to the movies w bakugou

ProHero Bakugou x Pregnant Reader Short Headcanons

Roommates (affectionate)

would katsuki let his gf play with his dick while its soft?

When you kiss them too much

characters: bakugou, todoroki, midoriya, denki & kirishima

“ dumbass anniversary ” [ katsuki bakugou]

𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 | 𝐁𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐆𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈

𝟗:𝟑𝟓 𝐏𝐌

thinking about pro hero dynamight fucking his dumb little housewife on their kitchen table

A Monster

Bakugo period hcs

MHA boys getting high with their Fem!s/o

Bakugou, Izuku, Denki, Shinsou

Quirkless

[ a father’s love ] StepFather! Aizawa x StepDaughter! Reader

Dabi is a terrible roommate (but an okay fuck)

Bakugou finds out about your feelings

ʻ 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒, 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐭! ʼ 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭. 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨

ur a good pillow <3 bakugou x reader

What they are like in a car

Whose included: Bakugo, Todoroki, Kirishima, Kaminari

Rapacious

Conversation Hearts Bakugou Katsuki x GN Reader

Valentine’s Day morning Bakugou x F!Reader

What Took So Long? - Bakugou Katsuki

Breakfast with a View Katsuki Bakugou x Koge Naegi (OC)

Soft married Bakugou Katsuki H/Cs

Their S/O gets their hand stuck in a vending machine

[Midoriya + Todoroki + Bakugou]

my dandelion bakugou x reader SMAU

I Melt With You - Bakugou Katsuki

Yandere! Bakugou cooking for his S/O

Bakugou with a very soft and innocent s/o whose basically the opposite of him

Peaches Bakugo x Fem!Reader

Rest (Bakugo Katsuki x Reader)

𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐲𝐚, 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢’𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐥𝐥 | h.c

𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | h.c bakugou x gn!reader

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐠𝐨𝐮 | h.c bakugou x gn!reader

College AU and also quirkless AU

He’s Lost Bakugou x f!reader

Rough Family Bakugou x F!Reader

Daddy Daughter Day Dad Bakugou x Mom Reader

so reader is married to bakugou and you go to his agency and the new receptionist is mean to you and bakugou goes up to the receptionist and they are like “what a bitch” and bakugou just goes “that was my wife”

Bakugou when his s/o is on her period

I’m Gonna Make This Place Your Home Bakugo X Reader 

[ Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 ]

On Call | Bakugou Katsuki x Reader

Hatred- Bakugou Katsuki

Sundays (Bakugou Katsuki x Reader)

Comfort Cuddling with Bakugou

Namjoon Fic Recs

《 I will add more fics after I finish reading them. 》

Call of Duty 💜

How I Love You 💜

11:09 PM

ensnared

Truth or Drink: A Run!BTS Special Part 3

s u g a r [s,f]

Jin Fic Recs

《 I will add more fics after I finish reading them. 》

Love, lust and life mushrooms 💜

"You never laugh at my jokes."

warmth

Joining Him On In The Soop

Silent Treatment

Cold Nights

KIM SEOKJIN AS YOUR BOYFRIEND

Messy

A peaceful evening

Scar kisses

Nearly Lost You

He has a nightmare that you will leave him

Drabble

Mad at you

Friends get married all the time

Jin with a shy and awkward girlfriend

When their kids get jealous

Bts reaction : when they're whipped for you

A TXT member has a crush on you

2:53 PM

4:12 PM

5:23 PM

11:03 PM

4:00 PM

Going on your honeymoon

Jungkook Fic Recs

《 I read all this fics and love them.》

Jungkook Fic Recs Part 2

01) Textbook love drabble 1

02) Textbook love drabble 2

03) Textbook love drabble 3

04) Fictional Men Vs. Boyfriend

05) WANDERLUST WITH YOU

06) 9:43 PM With Jealous Jungkook

07) Sick Mornings

09) teasing kisses.

10) “Don’t cry.”

11) in this paradise

12) Little Library Girl

13) IRRÉSISTIBLE

14) Invisible String (soulmate au ) Pt 1 Pt 2

15) mean girls

16) “This bed is too big.”

17) Jealous Of Bam

18) He is Love [Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || BONUS DRABBLE ]

19) Espresso Shots and Boob Talks

20) Mama Jeon and Jk trying to get it on but Bam keeps interrupting!

21) cockblocked

22) Until you were mine

23) The Love After 💜

24) Mr. Ice

25) Inevitable

26) Netflix and Chill

Hulu & Woohoo

IMAX & CLIMAX

27) Champagne Problems

28) Milestone

29) Babymoon

30) A Bam Protected Pregnancy

31) Still with me

32) Please Love Me

33) 6.43

34) Our Promise

35) A Lazy Saturday Morning

36) Friday Nights and Takeout 💜

37) in which jungkook is team not okay for the perilla leaf debate. [F]

38) Jungkook takes care of you when you're sick

39) Polarity

40) Lover

41) Can't Be Without You

42) Liars, Humans and Werewolves, oh my

43) The Beast Hidden Inside

44) Not A Creature Was Stirring

45) I have created my own worst enemy

46) Throne of a sinner 💜

47) Our little love affair

48) Imagine seeing those videos of shirtless Jungkook

49) [2:47am]

50) 12:21 PM

51) Naughty pictures 💜

52) 7:22 pm

53) The habits of a broken heart 💜

54) Prove it

55) [01:25] — FEELIN’ SLEEPY

56) 3:21 PM

57) hotter than hell 💜

58) With you

59) Protection

60) A TXT member has a crush on you

61) how about someone commenting on how 🌺jk is missing out since he’s only ever had sex with y/n or something like that and he’s not having it?

62) Love me again

63) Mine 01 💜

Mine 02

64) The East End

65) M.I.L.F 💜

M.I.L.F. 2

66) touch me wherever 💜

67) Bad influence

68) In the Soop

EPISODE 1. "If there's cameras does that mean we have to stop?"

Episode 2. “younger people aren’t as shy nowadays..” M

Episode 3.  “should I be jealous?” M F

69) Stay with me

70) mine

71) Who do you belong to?

72) Unlike You

73) The Conqueror

74) pour up 💜

⟶ pairing: jungkook x reader x taehyung

75) Brother Knows Best Pt. 1 💜

76) wherever there is you

77) WHITE BUNNY

78) Wishing for you

79) puppy love

80) Only In Books

81) I Love You [f]

82) Cry it out

83) argument with boyfriend jk except his brain is on horny mode

84) distractions

85) morning sun.

86) Lockdown

87) (road)tripping for you

88) Thank you, baby | Pt. 1

89) Not Like You

Since the beginning

//Jeongguk x reader ft. Namjoon// (Not edited)

You were always smitten with Namjoon, as a kid, but the older you simply loved Namjoon like it was something that was meant to happen eventually. Like every cell in your body was taught to only love him.

Jeongguk knew about this crush of yours, he couldn't help but stare at that sparkle your eyes had, whenever you saw his older brother, Namjoon.

Namjoon was everything Jeongguk wanted to be like, everyone loved him, he was good at studies, he was athletic, and his teachers vouched that Seoul National University would be glad to have him, which they did.

Jeongguk always felt little proud, that you were the only person he had just for himself. At five, you jumped over the bushes, to play with Jeongguk at his house, or how at eight, both of you would do your homework together, it was mostly you doing his homework along with yours. At ten, you didn't went to play with the kid from another classroom who was also your friend, you instead choose to stay behind in the school nurse office to make fun of Jeongguk as he winced when the nurse applied red solution on his cuts. But all this for what?

When at thirteen, he could clearly see how softly you looked at his hyung. Jeongguk loved Namjoon, but by the time you were 18, Jeongguk could no longer deny, that how different you acted around his hyung, and how that makes him the second person in your life. And that bothered him a lot.

You hated when Namjoon moved to Seoul, mostly because you worked hard to be in the same high school as Namjoon, only to see him a couple of times in the school before graduating. And you still helped Jeongguk with his homework, or just do it for him, since both of your lucks have been intertwined since you met at the age of 4, so far not only did both of you get to study in the same school, but also in the same classroom. This homework session allowed you to atleast take stolen glances of Namjoon, but thanks to his enormous amount of extracurricular activities, he usually came home late. And whenever he was home, he rarely lifted his head from his books. It was like the universe was just not on your side.

His senior year, was probably the year that you got to least interact with him, but that didn't stop you to deepen the crush that you have developed over him. He was the most kind and loving man you had ever seen, unlike Jeongguk he didn't hesitate once to give you his ice cream or made you watch wrestling matches, or destroyed your plushies. Instead, Namjoon got you a plushie, when you were seven, he was always so considerate towards you. And you couldn't help but want to see him smile more, and that cute dimples that adorns his face.

So when Namjoon left for college, Jeongguk finally had you for himself, or that's what he thought. You made friends, like you usually did, and one of them was a girl, whom you started to call your best friend. Jeongguk is your bestfriend, he had other male friends, but no one hold a candle against you. You started having sleepovers with this girl, and if Jeongguk asked you what you both of you girls did - you replied along the lines with words like "girl talk" or "girl stuff".

Truth was he missed you, when he played games and somehow came to the conclusion that you only came over to see Namjoon hyung and not him.

But he kept it to himself, forgetting how much he missed spending time with you, whenever you came over to hang out with him.

Namjoon came over during holidays, which were usually during his semester breaks, and spent most of his time with his batchmates from school, but he never forget to spare time for Jeongguk and ask him about school or life in general while playing video games with him.

Jeongguk started to not like whenever you show up, during Namjoon's visit.

By the time both Jeongguk and you reached eighteen, he got used to you trying to pull girly stuff on yourself. You hushed him, whenever he asks you to hurry up, but you are taking your time coating your lashes with a layer of mascara. Your bestfriend or like Jeongguk says girl best friend was really into makeup and somehow got you into it as well. He does not see why you had to do anything to your face, you were already pretty, but he wouldn't admit that to you.

You wanted to go to Seoul badly, you never told Jeongguk, but there were some guys who confessed they liked you, but you dismissed them all, simply because they are not Namjoon.

You worked hard, but apparently not hard enough to get into Seoul National University, but still got into another university close to his University. Although Jeongguk made it to Seoul National University in Fine Arts, which made you realise he was after all Namjoon's brother, he atleast possess half the brilliant things Namjoon has. To you, no-one was as amazing as Namjoon, but Jeongguk couldn't exactly be compared, he was a complete opposite of Namjoon, but also similar in certain areas. And also he was like a brother to you, someone who knew how to comfort you, someone you know everything about.

So before the semester began, Namjoon and Jeongguk helped you move into your dorm room, while Jeongguk moved with Namjoon in his rented apartment.

3rd year law student Namjoon blew your mind. You found out he not only had to study a lot, but he did that while juggling three part time jobs and by the looks of it he either didn't let go sports or hit gym frequently. And through all of that he also managed to find himself a girlfriend.

You were shattered, when you visited Jeongguk at the bar where Namjoon worked, only to find him talking to a pretty woman, who later introduced herself as Namjoon's girlfriend.

And whenever this girlfriend talked, Namjoon had that smile that you loved, stapled on his face.

You drank more than you should that night, and later cried in front of Jeongguk as he brought you back to his apartment. He let you sleep at his bed, while he uncomfortably settled in the small couch in the living room.

Namjoon came home after his shift ended to find a large bunny like Jeongguk turning and tossing in the couch.

You always knew Namjoon was handsome and girls just adore him, but what you missed in your equation was what if Namjoon like someone else too. You were used to girls hitting on Namjoon, only because Namjoon politely denied them.

And thus you stopped hanging out at the bar, or stopped purchasing unnecessary amount of ramen packets from the store he worked at. And to your suprise Namjoon texted you.

You were worried about how he had noticed your sudden withdrawal from his life. But it was a message to invite you for a trip.

" Y/N are you free this weekend? Let's have a camping trip. Four of us. You will be coming right?"

You turned down this cute senior guy for a coffee a few weeks before only to find that the one guy you actually liked was asking you to go on a trip, along with his girlfriend and baby brother.

You thought, it was probably to keep Jeongguk busy while he get to make himself busy with his girlfriend. So you choose to lie, ofcourse.

Namjoon personally came over the night before the trip, along with Jeongguk to make you pack. Since you had no choice, you packed your clothes and left with them to their apartment, as they were going to start driving early morning.

Namjoon's girlfriend was already there in the apartment, cooking dinner. You had a little conversation with her before you settled in Jeongguk's room, and all of a sudden it dawned to you, that you are taking up his personal space, and it might be uncomfortable for him, the last time you had sleepovers with Jeongguk was back in the beginning of middle school.

"Kookie, let me change then you come in?" You said.

He looked confused. Were you asking him to sleep with you on the same bed? He knows that both of you were no longer the age were you had sleepovers, but thinking about it, makes him wonder how you would feel beside him.

Four of you had dinner, then Namjoon retires to bed with his girlfriend, but before that asks Jeongguk to crash on the couch.

Jeongguk was going to do that anyway.

But you pushed him to his room, knowing he will take turns to drive the car tomorrow, and he needs to sleep well.

You pulled over the blanket and closed your eyes. You felt a heavy body fall on top of you, your eyes open fast to see Jeongguk's face, acting like he's sleeping. You have never been this close to him, close enough to see his eyelashes, the faint scar on the side of his left cheek.

"I am sleeping on the couch, now you can choose to sleep underneath me or the bed, you choose! " He said.

He was still on top of you, face so near you, that kissing him won't be difficult. A blanket seperated you from his muscular body.

You were surprised when heat reaches your cheeks, and shade of blush adores your cheeks.

Because that was the first time you couldn't think straight because of Jeongguk. You couldn't look him in the eye, because for the first time you felt like he was not just the kid you hang out, but a man.

You muttered, "Move!"

You almost jumped on your toes, and a part of you almost missed that how you were a minute before, and also embarrassed because it was Jeongguk who made you feel embarrassed.

You felt uneasy for the first time as you lied down on Jeongguk's bed, but somehow drifted to sleep with the lingering scent that reminded you of home.

| ~~~ |

You badly wanted to scream, " I told you so" at Jeongguk's face, but you held back because you could see from the rare view mirror how Namjoon's girlfriend snuggled into his chest.

She was supposed to drive, but Jeongguk being the kind person he is, decides to drive the entire way in his head. He said, "Noona, you can takeover when I get tired," you knew it was a lie.

Namjoon didn't knew how to drive, that was probably his only flaw, and also that he can easily break things, which was sad, considering how obsessed he gets over tiny things, that he usually ends up losing, or breaking them apart accidentally. And you still have not given your driving test.

So, the only one who took it upon himself to drive all of you to the mountains, which would require four hours of drive, is Jeongguk.

You couldn't help but feel pity on him, his neck was hurting, you knew he was too large for that couch and so you offered to sleep there instead, but he was trying to be too gentlemen infront of you.

Your hand made its way on the back of his shoulders while he was driving, he almost got distracted with this sudden contact of your skin on him.

You whispered, " you okay? Does it hurt too much?"

He nodded.

You pressed your fingers with light pressure on top of his shoulders and moved towards the back of his neck. You pressed your thumb on his smooth skin, when you hear Jeongguk lets out a small moan. Before you could say anything, Namjoon asks, "Jeongguk what's wrong?" Jeongguk mumbles something about standing long hours while doing his painting was slowly becoming the death of him, and surprisingly changes the topic to Namjoon's favourite topic art galleries.

His girlfriend who was his junior, also shared his interest in art, so it wasn't suprising that they soon became engrossed in a conversation about the new paintings they have seen together.

You were about to move your hand away from his neck, when he whispered loud enough for only you to hear, "Don't stop."

And there it was the blush, that you were first introduced with last night, on top of your cheeks. You hesitate for a second before you put your fingers back on top of his skin.

After driving for almost two hours, Jeongguk stopped near a gas station, so that you girls could take a bathroom break, and have some food before hitting back on the road.

You didn't had any choice but to accompany Namjoon's girlfriend. She blabbered a lot, she would have seemed sweet to you, only if she wasn't dating Namjoon.

And out of all the things she blabbered, the one that stood out was, "You and Jeongguk look really sweet together." She saw how drained your face look, and immediately said, " I am sorry, I thought... Namjoon said you both were close, I didn't mean to upset you. "

She almost looked like she was about to cry. Ofcourse, the one girl who held Namjoon's heart would be someone who delicate, fragile and cute, because that's the kind of person he was always attracted to, someone who he could always protect and keep safe.

You rushed towards her and held her shoulder, "Hey, it's alright. I am not upset."

"I know, it may seem stupid, but I really want you to like me, you seem like a important person in both of their lives. When I first met Namjoon in this art gallery, I was like how didn't we see each other before in the campus, and then I got to know him a bit, and we were hanging out, he would tell me stories of you, Jeongguk and him doing fun stuff back at home, and I wanted to meet you, because you must have spent so much time with him, probably know tons of stuff about him. I am blabbering I am sorry... It's just that I really like him, I never met someone like him. I really want us to work."

You listened to her words this time, and you smiled.

"What took you so long?" Jeongguk asked as both of you girls came out of the wash room.

And the words came back, 'you and Jeongguk look really sweet together. '

"Nothing," you muttered.

You got inside the small convenience store attached to the gas station, as you heard, Jeongguk saying that it's getting late. You got yourself some chocolates and milkshakes. Jeongguk gets inside the store and finds you getting confused over whether you should get banana or strawberry milk.

"Get both of them, " he said.

He was confused, he has been with you way too long to know everything about you. He knew you had a high sugar cravings whenever you were on your period, and he always used to bring your favorite ones whenever you refused to go out during those couple of days.

" You are okay, right?" He says with a voice laced with so mmuch concern.

"Yes I am," you said, while picking up your banana and strawberry milk and head towards the cash counter.

Jeongguk pays before you could even touch your purse.

He helped you pick up your things, and walked towards the car to find the other two watching a movie on a tablet while munching on chips.

Jeongguk quickly ate a sandwich that Namjoon's girlfriend had prepared this morning, before getting behind the wheels again. He asks you to hold a banana milk for him, which you did. You opened one for yourself, another for him. You sipped yours, while held another on your hand for him. He sipped while driving, while you realised you never denied anything about Jeongguk being together.

From the front mirror, you could see with your sleepy eyes, how Namjoon and his girlfriend has fallen asleep. Jeongguk could feel you staring at them, he interrupted your thoughts, when he tells you to sleep, which you denied. You kept on fighting with the tiredness that was closing your eyes. You heard someone chuckle softly, before you gave up, and drift off to sleep.

Namjoon's girlfriend woke you up.

And the first thing you noticed was the beautiful view of green mountains, and then the large lake beside which the car was parked. The second thing you noticed was the leather jacket that was on top of you.

You jumped out of your seat, taking the jacket in your hand, but your bravery left you when you felt how cold it was. You put on the jacket, and went inside the wooden house.

The wooden house was nothing fancy, two bedroom, one kitchen and a shared bathroom. But what made it extraordinary was the view, it was breath taking.

You went inside to find that Jeongguk already took dibs on one of the rooms, that he decided was the best one. Namjoon hesistantly put his stuff in Jeongguk's room.

You knew what he wanted, but you also liked that he didn't already decided on his own that he wants to stay with his own girlfriend. You sighed, and went to the other room to get your stuff, that the boys kept.

"Hey, where are you going with your stuff? " Namjoon's girlfriend said.

"You know what I am going to be nice person and let Namjoon sleep here," you couldn't believe that this words were coming from your mouth. You saw the disappointment in his face as he entered the other room.

You were obviously hurt, and this was your way of getting over the pain, by hurting yourself more, to the point it feels numb.

You assumed they slept with each other, since she stays over quite frequently in the apartment, so it didn't make much difference if they do so once more.

It was almost 3 pm by the time all of you settled in, Namjoon decided to help his girlfriend cook, who volunteered to cook all of you lunch.

While food was being prepared, you inhaled the beautiful clean air, that you rarely found in the city, and relaxed in an arm chair in the back porch facing the heavenly mountains, and the tranquil lake. This makes you almost forgot how you sad you are about this whole situation over Namjoon.

Jeongguk changed into a comfortable hoodie and sweat pants, after taking a shower. He knew it must have been difficult for you to letting Namjoon go to that room. He knew from the beginning, this trip wasn't the best idea, especially because of you. He tried to reason with Namjoon that you would be busy over the weekends with your college stuff, but Namjoon won over the case by saying stuff like then she probably needs some rest more than all of us. Namjoon found a counterattack to everything Jeongguk said. He saw how slowly you drifted apart, over a couple of weeks, stopped coming over to the apartment, stopped asking both of the brothers to hang out with you in a bar. He wondered if you found someone else to accompany you to the bars, or someone to talk to, he concluded in his head that you probably did. You were never short of people to have a conversation with. Now that Namjoon was out of your reach, why would you even require Jeongguk's friendship. This was the thought that scared him the most. That all this years he was just a ladder to climb up to Namjoon. He hated feeling this way, but he also hated how you tensed up whenever you saw noona and hyung together.

He saw you putting your bag inside the small wardrobe, instead of taking all your stuff out, leaving enough room for him to unpack his stuff neatly inside the wardrobe.

You left his jacket on top of the bed, and put on your own, before you said, "I hope you don't mind sharing the room with me, Namjoon was probably too polite to say it out loud."

Jeongguk nodded, but all he was thinking was how you know what Namjoon wanted, and were you ever in this situation before. He knew you didn't have a boyfriend, but there have been some boys who were interested to become one. But ever since both of you got into college, he started to have less idea about that department, especially after you found out Namjoon was dating.

He called you for lunch, and, you didn't knew how much you were starving, before you devoured a big bowl of samgyetang. She was a really good cook, you realised, because Namjoon was bad at even cooking instant noodles, so it was all her. All of you decided to retire to your rooms for a quick nap, before prepping for the bonfire in the night.

You decide to watch some series, and Jeongguk laid beside you, maintaining a lot of distance between you two.

For some reason, he couldn't sleep, he decides to watch the series with you, you could see he looked tired. So you softly asked, "Jeongguk you look really tired. Shouldn't you get some sleep?"

"I can't... " He said.

It makes you immediately think whether you staying in this room, and laughing is distracting him.

"Sleep Jeongguk!" You gathered your laptop and earpods before you tried to get up from the bed.

He almost winced at how you have distanced yourself from him, he recalls how last night you choose to sleep in the couch, or now that you choose to leave the room. Was he making you feel uncomfortable?

He immediately holds your hand, "Hey it's not your fault that I can't sleep. So don't leave. You might catch a cold if you stay in that porch for too long."

You moved back to the bed, and Jeongguk turned to the other side and slept peacefully knowing you were close to him.

He woke up to find you gone. There were sound coming from outside. Namjoon has prepared the barbeque setup in the porch like he always did with an ease. You were cutting the meat and vegetables in the kitchen. And by the time, Jeongguk joined you in kitchen, Namjoon was already by your side, helping you add the spices into your barbeque sauce.

Jeongguk couldn't help but notice how well Namjoon worked with you. He knew his hyung has his own shortcomings at times, but he didn't know since when he started hating this dynamic between you too.

He picks up the gloves and wears them before grabbing the tongs, and goes near you. "I will help."

You were mixing the sauce, "I got this, besides Namjoon oppa is already helping me "

Jeongguk felt bad, it was the same kind of bad, that he felt during that Christmas when you opened Namjoon's present before his, or when both of you shared ice-cream without offering him once.

He kept all of it too himself just to have you a little more for himself. It just wasn't about how you would ditch him in a heartbeat for Namjoon. He knew you more than Namjoon, you spend more time with him compared to Namjoon, he would always have your back, but he wasn't assured anymore that you would have his, especially after he saw how you disappeared from their life after meeting Namjoon's girlfriend. It's sad that Namjoon holds so much power without even knowing, and that makes it one of those nights where Jeongguk decides to get drunk.

There were a couple of things that his brother and best friend didn't know that he liked drinking, especially when he was sad, which is usually when he thinks about you. But lately your sudden disappearance, gave him more occasions to drink and speak his mind to his college buddies, Taehyung and Hoseok. Jeongguk met them in a football club, and hit it off pretty well. He didn't even get to brag to you about his new friends. So, he would frequently hit the pub you liked with his new friends, get drunk and tell them in different poetic ways how much he missed you, and that you were a bitch for losing him over Namjoon.

Jeongguk has always been aware of how much he needs to be close to you. His tendency to always have you near, smiling or laughing at him, was something he perceived as his need to have that one person who be just his, who would put him above everything else. The older he gets, the difficult it became to hold on to that idea, without adding feelings of romance to it. His constant need to have only your attention, which you stopped giving at certain point, because you were branching out, making friends, only made him crave it more. You always cared for him, protected him even when you made new friends, and to him, what matters most is you always came back to him. Finding out your feelings for Namjoon was difficult for Jeongguk to accept, but like always he choose to have you by his side no matter he has to do for that.

Jeongguk took of the gloves, and walks towards the fridge, that Noona has filled with bottles of soju. He grabs a bottle of soju, and leaves the kitchen.

He takes a sit near the porch and drinks the soju straight from the bottle, the mountains looked peaceful unlike his mind. The soju tastes sweeter than usual, just like all the other times he drank while thinking of you.

Part 2

Part 3

Masterlist//Fic Recs

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Namjoon

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𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆 | S.H.I.E.L.D. had a lot of secrets, you just never expected one of them to be an actual person—a blue-eyed giant, wild manbeast at that.

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Jungkook

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Since the beginning , Pt 2. , Pt 3. (not a drabble)

He knows how much Y/N loves him

0:17

1:53 am

Red Strings

Movie date with Jin

You wanted Jin all too yourself, because it was finally his day off!

And you had planned this day weeks before, stocked up on snacks and even got a matching set of Avengers tshirt.

But what you didn't took an account of was the third wheel. Jeon Jeongguk.

You really like Jeongguk but you really wanted to do this movie marathon thing with just your boyfriend. Now chances of you cuddling with Jin is less, and also you didn't have the heart to tell Jeongguk to go away.

Besides Jeongguk looked so excited when he heard that both of you were going to have a marvel movie marathon. He instantly texted Taehyung and Jimin that he won't be able to go bowling with them.

So there you are now stuck in the middle of these two boys, holding a bowl of cheese popcorn.

You were more crazy about this superheroes, but it has been a long time since you got to relax with Jin like this, so your mind frequently diverted towards your boyfriend.

You leaned yourself more towards Jin and eventually you laid your head on top of Jin's shoulder. Jin as a reflex, wraps his arm around your shoulder by the time the first Iron man movie was coming to an end.

And during the fight scene, Jeongguk excitedly screamed, "Noona did you see that? Hyung wasn't that so cool? We should totally look for this armour figurine, I don't have this one in my collection, yet."

You straightened yourself with a smile as Jeongguk started talking. Jin and you love each other, but you never wanted to be awkward between you and the boys, so both of you try to not be too intimate in front of his band mates.

He continued sharing his theories and thoughts about certain scenes with both of you. Both of you could see the sparkle in his eyes as he passionately talked about his favourite character.

And by the time Thor started, the right side of your shoulder felt slightly heavy, you looked at your side to find Jeongguk with his eyes closed, loking like a soft bunny.

You pulled Jin to show this baby who was the most excited to see the movie but ended up falling asleep, both of you laughed at him softly.

Jin took your hand in his and whispered in your ears, "I am sorry that we didn't get to be alone, jagi. But I had fun today, and you were by my side all the time so I have no regret."

You looked at Jin, with that smile that he adores so much. "I had fun too, even if baby Jeongguk crashed our date, besides look at him sleep, he's too adorable."

"Jagi, don't you think it's kind of like how things would be if we ever had a kid ?"

You didn't think about it, but now a blush appears on your face, because he put this thought in your head.

"Jaannn!" The term of endearment that you rarely say came out of your mouth.

" What?" Jin laughs as usual, then realised you can't move because you most likely won't wake Jeongguk up. So he brings his face close to yours, and presses his lips on top of yours, and he couldn't help but tease you a bit more after seeing your flushed face. You paused when you could feel Jeongguk turning his head, and saying, "Did I feel asleep? Which one are we watching?"

Jin waited for you to speak, as he pretended to be deep into the movie.

"Noona, you alright, you kind of look red?" Jeongguk looks across my face.

"Jagi, what happened? " Jin says, as if a minute ago it wasn't his tongue that was inside your mouth.

"I am good, let's continue watching," you said as calmly you could.

But the way Jin was drawing circles on your hand, after that, you knew it was going to be very difficult to stay calm.

//Jungkook//

Nobody knows why Jungkook was with you. You were so cold, and sometimes everyone wondered, was there even an ounce of romance in your body, because you rarely showed any emotion when it came to your boyfriend. And his friends know, he is a warm hearted man, someone who would give their everything in a heartbeat for someone he loves. His friends were looking out for him, worried that their younger friend was with someone who wasn't able to appreciate and love him like he deserves.

Jungkook as always, would shrug and say, " Y/n is the best girlfriend ever. She makes me so happy. "

Jimin drank his beer in one go, and replied, "You know we don't want to hurt you, but sometimes she's so distant from you. Like the time when she didn't text you for a week, didn't even bother to pick up your calls."

Jungkook knows what Jimin was talking about. He knows you love him, and you don't necessarily show it with words or skinship, especially in front of others.

But he knows it through the breakfast and lunch boxes that you make for him, early in the morning, before you leave for work. And that simple kiss that you always give him on his temple, before you leave for work every day. And how you call his mother, and ask her how the rest of his family is without his knowledge, and when you found out that his mother had broken her leg, you took the earliest train to see her, and tried your best to take care of her. Although his mother said it wasn't necessary, but you wanted to be there for her, but she asked you not to tell Jungkook about it and make him worry. So you choose to text him that you are going out of town for work, and later ignored his calls, because you hate lying to him, and also because he knows when you are lying.

He knows, because when he comes back home and sees your smiling face, although you look tired. Or the times when he helps you in the kitchen, after he's done taking a shower and both of you just talk about your day, and does the most mundane things together, or how you repeatedly whisper his name with so much lust yet love, as you let yourself go, while you are under him in the bed or the couch, he knows through all of them the way you convey your love.

Jungkook smiles as he thinks of you, "I don't think anyone can ever love me like her. And this last two years with her, makes me realize why no one else was worth staying with. Everyone thinks I am probably so perfect and can charm my way out of anything. But she knows, I get clumsy and frustrated at times. And remember, how my previous girlfriend would get upset with how drunk I get when I hangout with Jin and Yoongi hyung. She understands that my friends are also important to me, and she doesn't alter me, or choose which part of me she likes or not. She loves me just as I am."

Just as he finished his beer, you entered the bar, to take him home with you. You gave Jimin a smile, not knowing what to say, and then asked Jungkook softly, whether he could walk home. He nodded, and grabbed your shoulder and hugged you all of a sudden. You were taken back by his action, you were never good with forming intimacy, but Jungkook always felt right that you couldn't hold back yourself to give him a hug or kiss whenever both of you were alone.

You blushed, but managed to take your leave while holding Jungkook's hand.

Jimin laughed, as he heard, Jungkook asking whether you would get him banana milk on your way home. And with a warm smile spreading across your face, still not letting his hands go, you said yes.

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0:17

Jungkook was feeling grateful, that you were finally in his arms. That you gave up your determination to deny him the love you had for him - the love you still have for him.

You soaked all the warmth you could from him, as your arms wrapped tightly around his waist. You finally gave up, and you had prepared this huge monologue for him to tell 'why you didn't want to be with him in the first place and why you shattered his heart like it meant nothing' while you ran to see him.

But when he saw you cross the road, in a hurry, almost like you were suffocating. He could see how much you were struggling to get something off your chest.

It was all because of one simple message from Jin that made you finally confront with your feelings.

Jungkook got hurt, I think you should come and see him.

Jin purposely didn't tell much, and left you with a name of a hospital. And you didn't need much push to run to the hospital only to find Jungkook waiting outside the building.

You can't hold back the tears from seeing him in front of you. It was too much. It was one thing to ditch him the night when he was going to ask you out to be his girlfriend but knowing that he was in a danger gave you this sense of loss that you couldn't help but feel although you broke his heart two months ago.

Jin already texted Jungkook but he had little faith that you would actually show up after you didn't bother to see him once when he was out in the cold waiting for you.

He slowly touched your arms, waiting for any sign of you pushing him away, but instead was surprised when you wrapped your arms around him, and muttered, "I am so glad that nothing happened to you". He gently cupped your face, still afraid that you might wake him up from this dream.

You stared deeply in his eyes, as you said, "I am so sorry, I should have said it..."

You still found those words to be difficult, and out of your reach.

He wiped your tears and gave a warm smile to you.

"It's okay. You came, you are here... We are here."

You nodded.

"I like you, y/n. You don't need to say it back, even that day when you didn't came. I know it's overwhelming, but I just wanted you to know how I feel. "

He was so sincere, you could see it in his eyes, the way they were holding back those tears, for all the time you avoided him, after you realised he was going to confess to you.

"I... I was there that day, when I texted you that I won't be coming. I just wanted you to leave but you were not even budging. It was the first snow of the year, and it was getting so cold. "

He looks stunned and almost finding it hard to form words. But somehow managed to utter one word, "Why?"

"I was afraid this thing you are feeling is gonna evaporate soon, and I just wanted to protect myself. I know because of your work you meet all kind of people... Women and what if one day you decide that I wasn't worth being by your side. I know it's stupid, and it's probably way it the future, but I overthink and panic. And what if your fans start to hate you or something..."

You didn't get to finish, because a rich laughter erupted from Jungkook. He could not believe you rejected him because of this, and here he thought he wasn't enough. He never thought you would have this kind of insecurities because ever since he saw you, everything about you was so perfect and you always held yourself with so much confidence whenever you engaged in a conversation with him and the boys.

As if it wasn't already possible, but he decided at that moment that he loves you more than he did a moment ago. But just not to stress you more, he rephrased his words.

"I still like you, you know. And I am going to like you even if you don't like me. But I would prefer that you like me. " He said with his doe like eyes staring at you, as if he could see your soul.

You laughed and tighten the embrace, as you snuggle closer, you whispered, "I like you too."

He gave a bunny like smile to you, "I think we should go to some cafe or something, before people post stuff about us, that too before you officially do the honour to become my girlfriend?"

You blushed, and that made Jungkook more happy and you could picture yourself staring at his bunny smile for a long time, as he holds your hands and keeps them in his pocket, while securing his cap with the other hand as he leads you away.

(p.s. my first drabble ever, sorry if it's crappy)