Heey! I Like Your Blog A Lot And Was Wondering If You Could Do A Scenario If Not Headcannons For Bakugou,
Heey! I like your blog a lot and was wondering if you could do a scenario if not headcannons for Bakugou, Shinsou and Todoroki going to paintball or laser tag? Thanks 🌟
I only wrote Todoroki, sorry! But I have this Bakugou fic I’m writing right now so I kinda only had time for one, and I always wanted to try writing Todoroki! So... Enjoy?
Warnings: Angst but not really and it’s a good ending, don't you worry, Todoroki being a total dumbass, Bakugou being the perfect man he is, one or two swearing, I tried to make this one short so its 3k lolÂ
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Heterochromatic eyes looked at the tickets in his hand full of confusion. "What are these?" His gaze went up and found your eyes, the eyes that were staring at him with glee, and some other emotions he couldn't quite name.
Though he couldn't decipher these emotions, literally everyone else could. Everyone in class 1/A was aware of your crush on Todoroki Shouto. Well, except for him, of course. That's why Mina, being the good friend that she is, had decided that she was going to help you.Â
You were glad to find out that you were now getting outside help, but as the plans went on and on, without success, you started to feel very awkward and shy about it. Now, you weren't even sure if Todoroki was doing this on purpose, or he was just that... oblivious to emotions. So after many failed attempts, you had decided this was the last idea you were willing to try.Â
A genius, though not a very original idea of laser tag, was suggested by Ochako. Although you were suspecting Kaminari had a say in this too since he was begging everyone the past week to play laser tag with him.
You weren't unhappy with the idea though, it could lead somewhere at least. So you were very grateful when Mina convinced Todoroki, though not very subtly, to play laser tag with them. Now it was your move, to ask him to go to a movie with you after laser tag, but looking at his confused stare, you had a feeling you were going to be rejected.
"Who else is coming?" He asked in that monotone voice of his, and you could swear you felt a stab in your heart. Now, you just wanted to run far far away and not tell him you had planned to be alone. "Oh... I thought we could-"Â
"We are coming too!" Ochako chimed in, dragging Izuku in the conversation too. "W-we are?" Izuku asked, his cheeks the same color as Kirishima's hair. When he saw Ochako's stare at him, telling him to go along, he stammered. "Oh- O- of course, we are!"Â
"Oh, umm..." Todoroki shot a small look at you. "Okay, then." You bit your lip, internally telling yourself not to cry or you'll jump out the first window you see, you forced a smile and ran walked out of the class. You could hear Mina groaning, "Oh my god!" And you could imagine Todoroki looking at her, confused.Â
"Wow." You heard a voice from behind. "Never thought Icy- hot was that dumb."Â
"Yeah, me neither." You mumbled, relaxing when you realized it was your explosive friend who came after you. "If this" you shook the tickets in your hand to tell him what you meant by this, "doesn't work out either, I need you to stick with me the whole day, so that I won't jump in front of a car because of my humiliation, okay?" He shrugged, but you knew he would always be there when you needed him.
***
Todoroki had no idea what was going on.Â
Why were you always there when he looked at literally anywhere? He had noticed you both were always ending up together, was this the universe inferring with his life? Because if that was what this was, he was not happy.Â
He didn't like you, not the tiniest bit. He was sure he hated you. Or there wouldn't be any other explanation to this feeling he got when he saw you, or when someone mentioned you, or hell, even if he thought about you! That was also another indicator that he hated you. He thought about you a lot. He didn't like thinking about you, but it seemed he just didn't know how to stop.Â
Whenever you were around, he felt very uncomfortable or very self-conscious. Was he sitting in a weird pose? Did he smell bad? Did he comb his hair that morning? Maybe he was talking weird, or he could have buttoned his shirt wrong too. Did his scar look weird- or ugly? Oh, no! Did he close his flyer when he came back from the bathroom?!
Although Todoroki knew he did, in fact, close his flyer, he just thought what if he didn't and panicked. Why did this happen every time you were around? So since he couldn't understand what was going on, he asked someone else, a wise person.Â
Izuku Midoriya was a wise person, right?Â
So when Todoroki told him, he said he was asking for a friend and he thought this was one hell of an idea, how his friend felt about a certain someone, Midoriya told him that this was very similar to how Kacchan felt about him, too!Â
Oh, Todoroki thought, then this must be hate.
Though this was very different from the hate he knew, the one he had for Endeavor, Todoroki wasn't going to doubt Midoriya's words, surely he knew better than him.
So with the realization of a lifetime, he had decided to avoid you at all costs, and he couldn't be more relieved. Though, so much to his relief, this didn't last long. The universe seemed to have a chat with his friends too, since they tried to bring them together every chance they had.
But he knew better, and he knew you weren't happy with how things were going either. He knew that because, although it somehow did hurt to admit, you had the same symptoms as him, and that meant you hated him too.
So when it was time for the laser tag day, he was stressed. A little too stressed for his mental health, too. He didn't know what to wear, whatever he wore felt odd and uncomfortable on him, though he had never once in his life felt this way. He hadn't even thought about clothes, more than five minutes.Â
But today, he couldn't seem to decide on anything, his clothes, how he was going to part his hair (the middle shouto, how else?), what perfume he was going to wear, though Todoroki only had one.
He was a mess, and this was all because of you! Whatever he was doing, you were on his mind. He parted his hair from the left and could almost see you laughing at him, wore a turtleneck, and ended with the same dream.Â
So after a few hours of internal screams and panic, he was furious with you. How you were able to control him this way from your room, though, was a mystery to him. He went down the stairs, everyone, including you, was waiting for him. It took one look at you to make his heart beat so fast that he felt dizzy. You had your classic ripped jeans and a sweatshirt -wait, did that belong to Bakugou?!- on and even something so basic looked pretty on you.
The long walk to the laser tag place was more than awkward, and everyone could see that. The big group was walking as fast as possible to leave the two behind, but apparently, Todoroki wasn't having it. Because the faster the group walked, Todoroki was walking even faster, and soon it seemed like the whole class was racing.Â
So after ten minutes of sprinting -you could hear Bakugou screaming 'hah, I beat you, fucking Deku'- you had thought you could do without walking him to the laser tag place. So in defeated silence, Mina had accompanied you while the guys eyed Todoroki, trying to figure if he was that dumb. Your mood instantly went up when you had arrived at the place.Â
Everyone wore their gears, and a war had started the minute you touched the gun. Even if you were planning on telling Todoroki your feelings before, now you only had one thing on your mind, coming in first. You weren't going to let Bakugou beat you once again.Â
***
Todoroki was prepared for anything, and he liked that about him. But he was not ready for this.
His gaze wandered over you, he watched as you looked around, panic written all over your face. Your breath pace had picked up and you were so close to him that he could feel your breath on his face.
Not that he was complaining or anything.
Why wasn't he complaining? Didn't he hate you? Why couldn't he take his eyes off of you? It must be because you were his enemy, he thought. He had to watch your every move so he could always be alert, but somehow that didn't feel right. He wanted to watch you, not because he had to.
You gulped when you heard the footsteps getting closer, your eyes watching the silhouette of a certain angry boy. You were trying to be as quiet as possible, but Todoroki wondered if you could hear his heartbeat since it was beating way too hard, way too fast.
He wasn't even sure if you were aware of his presence, though right when he was about to lean his body over yours -he couldn't even explain himself why he did that- you stood up, screaming and running towards Bakugou, shooting anything that you saw, and somehow still weren't able to shoot Bakugou.
You had the cutest pout on your face when Bakugou shot you. "Ahhh!" You groaned. "But I had the perfect strategy and everything! Why can't I ever shoot you?" You asked him as he ruffled your hair. "Perfect strategy? Running and screaming while shooting everything blindly?" Todoroki had never seen Bakugou smile, let alone laugh, but he did just that, and knowing it was you who made him laugh felt odd like something was squeezing his heart.Â
Todoroki was so focused on the sight in front of him, that he didn't even notice Kaminari walking towards him and shot him. "Hah, a point for Pikachu!" He screamed, which made Todoroki come out of his thoughts. "Oh," Todoroki said, sending a short look your way, feeling embarrassed. Why did you have to do this to him? He had spent many hours in his room that day because of you. Couldn't focus on the game too, and now, he had lost because of you?Â
You just had to ruin his day, didn't you?Â
He just felt like going back to the dorms now. So he turned to Ochako, telling her he wasn't going to the movies after this. "Oh," she said, looking nervous for some reason, "well, that's a shame. But uhh, could you stick around before going back? I'll be back in a minute."Â
Todoroki shrugged, though he just wanted to go back now.Â
***
When Ochako told you Todoroki had canceled, you felt your heart breaking. "I don't think I should tell him this today." You said you had a feeling that this wasn't going to work out. "Oh come on Y/N, you're just nervous. Go and tell him!" She said as she pushed you towards his direction.Â
Though you could have sworn you saw distaste on Todoroki's face, you went towards him. Ochako was right, you were just nervous and imagining things. "Oh, um, hey Todoroki-kun." You said with a little smile, though he didn't smile back. "Hello."Â
"I- I heard you're going back, and I wanted to- to tell you something." Oh my god, you thought, this was going bad. When he stayed silent, you finally said, "Todoroki-kun, I have- I have feelings for you!" You finally stated, feeling relief and nervousness both washing over you.Â
"I know." He said finally, making your head snap up, your eyes finding his odd ones. "You- you do?" Bakugou had told you, you were a little too obvious, but you never thought- "And I also have feelings for you."Â
"What?" You screamed. "You have feelings for me, too?" Was this actually happening? You were so happy, you hadn't noticed how emotionless his face was, or how stiff his shoulders were. "I never thought you liked me." You smiled, but your smile dropped a little when his eyes narrowed. "Like you? I don't like you, I hate you."
"Wait, what?" You had stopped suddenly, a feeling telling you, you both were talking about different things. "I hate you." Wow, he really didn't have to say that again, did he? "But- But you just told me..." Oh, now you understood what was going on. "I- I..." You stammered, feeling like your world was just falling apart. "I have to go."Â
Todoroki didn't understand why you looked so sad. Didn't you just tell him you hated him too? That hurt him too, but he couldn't quite name why you looked so let down like he just slapped you or something.Â
"Are you dumb?!" He heard Bakugou screaming as he ran after you. "How can you be so-" Todoroki didn't hear what he could be, cause Bakugou was already out the room. He felt everyone looking at him, and he had never felt worse. Why was everyone looking at him like he was Bakugou?Â
***
"He hates me?" You said between your tears. The girls all looked so guilty, feeling so bad since they were the ones that encouraged you. They couldn't even console you, cause how could they console you after those words?Â
"This is all my fault," Ochako said, feeling like she was about to cry too. "I was the one who made you do it, though, you told me you didn't want to!"Â
"No 'Chako!" You panicked, "You were just trying to do the right thing! And even though this is... well, bad, now I don't have to get my hopes up whenever he looks at me and move on!"
As on cue, you heard a knock on the door. You stood up, thinking it was probably Bakugou, who had left earlier to get your favorite snack. "Thank god you're-" You opened the door to someone other than Bakugou. "Back..." Your eyes widened, you were in your worst form ever, eyes red and swollen, hair a mess, and you probably reeked of Redbull and Doritos.Â
"What are you doing here?" You asked, voice as cold as possible. "I- I think we misunderstood each other today, and I have to talk to you." He tried to ignore the deadly glares you friends were sending him.Â
"I don't think you left much space for misunderstanding." You mumbled but closed the door behind you nevertheless. "Y/N, I-" He started, but you stopped him. "I'm not doing this in front of other people again, let's go somewhere more private."Â
He shook his head and followed you. You had taken him to the roof, a place he didn't often visit but liked a lot. "Okay." You told him finally, feeling grateful for the cold breeze that made you feel slightly better.Â
"Today I-" he looked directly in your eyes, "I was very rude, and I took your words in a wrong way."Â
Well, duh. When you stayed silent, he went on.
"I wasn't surprised when you told me you had feelings towards me, but the feelings you were talking about was different than what I understood." Did he have to look so handsome while he was breaking your heart? "But that was because I always thought you hated me."Â
"I can't say I don't, now." You answered, making him wince. "I can't blame you, and I'm so-" You sighed. "Before you say you're oh- so- sorry, you have to tell me why you thought I hated you."Â
"I- I-" he stammered, and you felt a little bad since you had never seen Todoroki this confused. "Because I thought I hated you."Â
Thought?
"I hope you know that that doesn't make any sense." Â He looked at you like you just punched him. "I know... What I mean is-" He looked away. "I always thought what I felt towards you was hate, because I couldn't understand these feelings. I asked someone and they told me this could be hate! But apparently, it was something else I didn't realize, that this was... love."Â
"Wait, what?" This was the second time today you had this reaction. "I always felt odd around you. I felt self-conscious, whenever you looked at me or talked to me, I wondered if I looked weird or made you uncomfortable, or if you didn't like me. I felt like everything I did was wrong, and you were always on my mind. Whenever I was in a room, I looked for you, when you were around I couldn't take my eyes off you, and I always had this... This feeling in my chest when something was about you."
"You have to understand, these feelings are new to me." He said as he got closer to you. "And since I wasn't able to understand what they were, when someone told me this could be hate, I believed them... I shouldn't have, I have broken your heart, and I'm sorry." He whispered his apology, sending goosebumps down your body. "I'm so, so sorry."Â
You felt a small smile finding it’s place on your lips, and you didn’t know whether you should laugh at him and his bluntness, or if you should just kiss him right then and there.
"If you tell me the person you asked was Iida or Kaminari I'll laugh and/or punch you." His cheeks were beat red. "It was Midoriya."Â
"That's even worse!"Â
***
"Shouto, I have a question." You said, still feeling your heart beating faster when you called your boyfriend with his first name. "Yes, darling?"Â
"How did you understand you didn't hate me, but actually... like me?" He shuffled in his place, obviously uncomfortable with answering it. His arm around you held you tighter like he was trying to stop you from leaving him with the answer he was about to tell. "It was Bakugou who came to my dorm that night." He said. "He was furious and asked me quote-unquote what the fuck was wrong with me. When I told him, well, everything, he didn't know if he should beat me or throw me out the window."
"Ooh," you said, trying to hold your laugh. "So, that was where he went."
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Confessions.
A\N: is this self-indulgent? Yes, yes it is. And did I cry writing this? Positive. Okay, the thing is, this is something I've been wanting to publish for so long, but I didn't have the courage to do so. But recently, I told someone about the whole ordeal and the reaction I got was so different than I expected, so I thought why not write this? Even if one person sees it and relates, or maybe even encourages them to talk to anyone about it, (even if you don't have anybody please I beg you come to me I'll always listen to anything you want to say), I would be so happy. Please don't think this is because I'm trying to get sympathy points, it's not. I don't want anything like that, just to actually help anyone who was in my situation. This fic (rant more like it) isn't fully based on my situation, mine is different, but I didn't feel comfortable talking about that, oh and this isn't edited, I didn't really want to read it over and over again so idk. So, anyway, I'll be posting one of the requests today too, it's fluff yay and my first aizawa attempt, so... Yeah. A/n is longer than the fic itself, seems like it.
Warnings: delicate subject, mentions of sexual harrasment, reader isn't in a good mental state, guys if it's triggering don't read it please I have no idea if there's any other things that could be triggering
Genre: angst, some fluff in the end
Pairing: bakugou x reader
W.c: 1,6k
You felt weak.
You have never felt this weak before, so helpless and unsafe.
You felt like you weren't supposed to talk about this with anyone. It was like if you told anyone, they would shame you, like they wouldn't believe you, or maybe even tell you it was your fault.
It didn't make any sense, why would anyone think that your logical part asked. But your insecurities wouldn't let you tell anything to anyone, making you feel sick when you tried to even hint it.
So you decided it was the best not to say anything, hide it forever even. Though you thought that was for the best for everyone, it was the hardest thing you probably ever did.
Your friends were aware of how jumpy you were late, how whenever someone touched you for anything, or even brushed you slightly, you froze with fear. But when they asked about it, you would brush it off as nothing.
They noticed how moody you were too, how frustrated you were with everything, crying, or getting mad at random, small things.
How you distanced yourself from people, hid for them, isolating yourself.
It was hard for them to see you like this -you were trying your hardest to smile and laugh like you always did, but they could see how much it hurt you to pretend- but it was especially hard for one certain angry boy. Bakugou was going insane, not knowing what was hurting you so and not being able to do anything about it.
Though he could never admit it, he had a crush on you. The worst kind, at that, or so he thought. He didn't like this feeling, of liking someone so much that you were constantly on his mind, his mood changing according to yours, laughing when you laughed, getting furious when you cried.
And lately, it was killing him. He knew you had feelings for him too, he knew how much you tried to look happy when he was around but it was just hurting you and that was even worse.
It was only until that one day he heard your soft voice, trembling with sadness as you explained what was going on to your best friend, Kirishima.
He hadn't meant to eavesdrop, but it was impossible for him to just leave when you were crying so.
"I'm sorry." You told Kirishima between your tears. "I'm so sorry."
***
You knew you had to tell him some time. You just hoped it would be later. But there was no running away when Kirishima pulled you to the roof, making you sit and waiting for you to speak.
"You have to tell me." He told you as you squirmed to get away. "I need you to speak to me, Yn. I need to know so I can help you, you're my best friend and I can't keep pretending nothings going on."
"I can't either." You answered, whispering without even noticing.
"I can't lie anymore, I'm tired." You sighed and hid your face in your hands. "Eiji, you have to promise me you'll listen to me until the end, and don't do anything I tell you not to do."
"Of course." He promised.
"This is about my professor." You finally admitted.
"The one you get along very well with?" He asked cautiously, afraid that wrong words were going to make you stop.
"Uh, yeah." You answered with a dry, humorless chuckle. "Apparently, we weren't getting along for the right reasons." At this, his head snapped up, his eyes locked with yours. "What?!"
"He-he tries to touch me." You mumbled in your hands. "Y/N, what the fuck does that mean?" He tried to stay calm, but how could someone stay calm over that?
Your insecurities infecting you, you felt like he was questioning you, not believing you and you swallowed hardly. "You know what? I-it's really not that important, I exaggerated." You told him, feeling uneasy all of a sudden. But he wasn't having it. He scooted near you, taking your hand in his. "No, Y/N, we have to talk about this! What do you mean by- by trying to touch you?"Â Your heart hammering in your chest you decided to rip the band-aid off.
"He touches me." You repeated, a lump in your throat, not allowing you to speak more than a whisper. "And he always has that- that smile... that smile that shows he knows what he's doing, and he knows how weak I am, how I can never do anything about it." You went on, feeling the hot tears tumbling down your cheeks. You shuddered with the unwanted memories.
"Did he-" Kirishima stopped talking, wide eyes watching you. "Did he ever..." Although he couldn't finish his sentence, you knew what he meant. "No." You told him. "He never went all the way, it's more like he's toying with me."
"How did this happen?" He asked, words so silent, you almost didn't hear them.Â
You shrugged. "It started small." Your voice faltering with tears. "At first I thought it wasn't on purpose." You told him as you relived the memories. "His hand sometimes brushed my breasts and my skirt... He would also press his body against mine when he was walking in the hallways..."
Oh my God, this was terrible. Just talking about it made you feel so weak. Why couldn't you just say something, do anything? Why did you always freeze with fear instead of fighting? Maybe some people just didn't have it. Did this make you unworthy?
"Then it just started to get worse. He would full-on grab me when he 'helped' me with my questions, would always come so- so close to me that I could feel him. He started to corner me, made me stay after class, and just always tried to catch me alone."Â
"Oh my God," Kirishima mumbled, unable to say anything else. "Why didn't you say anything?"Â
Yes. Why didn't you?Â
"I was scared." You whispered. "I was scared of- of you thinking I was lying, that I was saying this for attention, that I was exaggerating, that this wasn't important that this was my fault."
Was it your fault? Maybe you could have worn pants instead of skirts. Or maybe you smiled at him too much, did you give him the wrong impressions? Was it really your fault?
His head snapped up, angrier than you had ever seen him. "How could you think all that?" He asked voice laced with anger. "He is a... a well-loved person, Eijirou. Everybody likes him, trusts him and he just looks so nice... Why would anyone believe me when-" You stopped talking when he hugged you once again, tighter than ever before. "I would always believe you."
I would always believe you. Words you longed to hear so damn much, making you cry uncontrollably.
"I feel so weak, Eiji." You said once again, the nickname you had given him falling off your lips for the first time in a while. "I can't even say anything to him... I'm weak... I'm afraid of people judging me, and I just can't feel safe anymore. I can't even trust myself."Â
"I'm so sorry." He told you between the sniffs he was trying to hide, you thought it was ironic that he was the one apologizing. "I'm so sorry Y/N."Â
Both of you weren't aware of the angry boy listening to you, shaking with anger and sadness. He couldn't believe there was someone out there making you feel like this when he himself couldn't even dare to tell you his feelings, let alone touch you.
***
"Where are you taking me?" You asked at the boy tugging at your wrists, pulling you somewhere.
Bakugou came to your door the next day he heard your conversation with Kirishima, a plan in his mind to help you, at least a little bit.
"Okay, we're here." He told you. He had brought you on a small field, surrounded by trees and flowers, an empty space in the middle. Your heart beat fastened in your chest, but how could it not when he looked this way to you?
"I will teach you self defense." He told you.
"What?" Wasn't that a little too random? "You heard me." He answered gruffly. "I'll teach you how to defend yourself."
"I- I mean- thank you!" You said, laughing a little. "But I don't understand..."
Oh no.
"Why?" You wanted- needed his answer to be something, anything other than what you had in mind. But it was obvious that it wasn't, when he stayed quiet.
"You heard us." You whispered, hand trembling with fear. The boy you liked, the one you had the biggest crush on, had heard how pathetic you were, how you didn't even have the courage to speak, to push this man's hand and confront him.
"No-" you choked. "It's not what you think." You said as you thought about what you could say, but your mind went blank when his hand caressed your cheek. "Don't." He told you. "Don't lie to me, you don't need to. You don't have to talk about it either, but I'll be here, always here for you to speak, to seek help, and now I will teach you self defense. You said you didn't feel safe, you felt weak. I'll be your safe place if you need me to, but I want you to feel safe yourself too."
You opened your mouth to say something but he didn't let you.
"Look, this isn't because I'm pitying you, or because I think you're not capable of defending yourself. I just- I want to help you, be with you, and this is the only thing I can do."
"Thank you." You whispered and without giving any warnings, you wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. "You have no idea how much this helps."
A long silence went between you, allowing you to ask that one question.
"But why are you doing all this for me, Bakugou?"
He pulled back with your question, though so slightly that your noses almost touched each other. "It's because-" he stopped, fear clawing in him. What if you didn't feel the same way? He knew you did, but what if you didn't?
He gulped and took a deep breath. You have been acting so brave for the longest time, he couldn't even understand what you had went through- even though you couldn't see how brave you were yourself. So he decided it was his turn to be brave now.
"It's because I'm in love with you." Your breath stuck in you, eyes wide but a smile of relief on your lips. "Bakugou..." You whispered as he leaned in a little more.
"I love you too."
A promise worth catching a cold.
Vet Shinsou x (fem)Reader
Synopsis: you saved a cat and took it to the vet. You weren't expecting the vet to be an indigo haired man, who made your heart beat faster every time you looked at him.
Ahem, first fic ever, ahem.
Warnings: swearing (just a little)
Shinsou was bored. He was bored and tired and hungry and was about to lose it. It was past midnight and he was still waiting for that one customer that was a little too late. He knew he shouldn't have accepted when Aizawa asked him to fill in just this once. He was waiting for almost 3 hours now, but no one even stopped by.
There was a storm outside, a really big one too, but if the customer couldn't make it because of the storm, they should have just called in! But no, Shinsou had to wait because one person just couldn't bother to call to let them know, that they were going to be late and/or weren't going to come. If that would have been the case, Shinsou would have at least ordered some food.
This is stupid, he thought, I shouldn't have to wait 3 fucking hours just for one customer! It wasn't even an emergency, he was supposed to do a monthly check-up for a puppy but he just couldn't take it anymore, he wanted to go home and sleep.
He stood up in his chair, his legs were sore due to sitting in one position, a really uncomfortable one may I add, for so long. It was raining heavily, and a flash of occasional lightning brightened the darkroom. He grabbed his jacket and his backpack, and just when he was walking towards the exit the door opened.
Shinsou couldn't help but roll his eyes. Really? Now? Did they decide to come in now? But to his surprise, it wasn't a middle-aged woman with a toy poodle in her Louis Vuitton bag, it was a girl who stood in the entrance.
A girl about his age, who was so wet that there was already a puddle where she stood, his indigo eyes wandered on your figure. You had a shoebox clutched to your chest, wet hair sticking to your face and you were shivering.
"I-'m so sorry are you still open?" You were wet and really cold, shivering uncontrollably so it was normal your voice cracked.
"I was just leaving," Shinsou answered, not even bothering to hide the annoyed look in his face.
You noticed his expression but decided not to say anything about it. Though it was at that moment when you realized how handsome he was. Your eyes lingered on his face a little longer than necessary and you bit your lip, trying to concentrate.
You handed him the now wet shoebox, which made him look at you, waiting for an explanation. "The neighbors were complaining about some cat noises so when I went to see the source, I realized it was a kitten that was stuck in a car so-"
When he looked in the box, he wasn't expecting to see a kitty that was so small that probably wasn't even a week old.
"What do you mean in a car?"
You shrugged, not sure how to really explain it, but you tried nonetheless. "In a car. She was stuck in the engine so I took her out." You did the same hand motion you did to save the cat, and this made Shinsou realize how your left arm was injured, up till your elbow. You had hundreds of little cuts on your left arm, and one deep cut that seemed like it was still bleeding.
Shinsou's eyes wandered over you once again, this time a little more closely. You were wearing an oversized shirt and pajama shorts that had bunny prints on them, your yellow Crocs were wet and making annoying noises with your every move. Your shirt was wet and it was clinging on you, leaving almost nothing to the imagination. Shinsou realized you weren't wearing a bra and this realization made his cheeks burn a little.
When you noticed where he was looking at, and saw how you were practically naked you crossed your arms in front of your chest with an embarrassed look on your face that almost made Shinsou laugh out loud.
He faked a cough to at least get rid of this awkward silence but it didn't really help. "I'm going to do everything I can. There is a heater right there so you could wait there and dry a little."
"And just...try not to move your left arm please." He added before he left.
When you sat next to the heater, you couldn't hold back a little moan of relief. Warm. You thought to yourself, not being able to hold back the smile on your lips.
Your eyes were on the indigo haired guy, who was a little too handsome for your sanity. His eyes looked annoyed and really sleep deprived, dark circles under his eyes, but even that added to how handsome he was. Even though he had a cold gaze while talking to you, looking at him now, you noticed how soft and compassionate his eyes were, looking at the injured kitty.
You couldn't help yourself but watch him, you just couldn't tear your eyes from this guy who had the most beautiful eyes you had ever seen, but because you didn't want him to think that you were a creep, you took your phone out of your pocket, -thank God it was still working- and checked your messages.
Shinsou was more than aware of the (e/c) eyes watching him. The eyes that made his heart beat a little too fast, his skin a little too hot. You were pretty, even though you were as wet as a mouse, Shinsou wasn't blind.
When he did everything he could, for now, he left the cat to sleep and went in to check up on you.
You were curled next to the heater, legs exposed because of your shorts, (h/c) locks dry and messy. He tried not to think about how you reminded him of a cat. Your eyes were closed and Shinsou wondered if you were sleeping.
He got a little closer to you, walking softly so you wouldn't wake up if you were sleeping but you opened your eyes nonetheless. Shifting your position, you rubbed your eyes and smiled softly at him. A smile so sweet that made him hold his breath. "How is the...umm... Cat?"
"He's okay. I'm here to look at your arm."
The look on your pretty face told him that you forgot all about your injured arm and he felt a little tingly feeling in his stomach, not knowing why.
"Oh, okay." You looked a little uncomfortable. "Thanks, a lot."
He didn't say anything but the little smile on his lips made your heart beat faster. His smile was soft, along with his dark purple eyes, and it made you wonder how his lips would feel like, which made your cheeks burn bright red.
He cleaned your wounds and bandaged them. You didn't talk during the process, but you just couldn't tear your eyes away from him. He was even hotter up close. His indigo hair looked soft, yet it was defying gravity in a way you had never seen before. You wondered how it would feel like under her fingers and that image led to another-
When Shinsou looked up from your arm to your face he noticed how red you were but decided not to say anything about it, and honestly, you couldn't ask for anything else.
Your shirt was dry at last, fucking finally, he thought to himself, it was almost impossible not to look at your... well erm... Shirt.
Although you were now fully dry, he couldn't help but notice how cold your hands still were, or how you still shivered a bit, even though you were trying to hide it. He stood up and grabbed his sweatshirt, it was his high school's sweatshirt but he didn't really care.
"Here."
You looked at him and his sweatshirt for a few seconds but took the sweatshirt without arguing. Your eyes widened when you saw the logo on the sweatshirt. "You gotta be kidding me."
He tried not to think about how good his sweatshirt looked on you.
You tried not to think about how the sweatshirt smelled like lavender.
"You go to UA? The UA? The highschool only the smartest people in the whole fucking country go to?"
"Well, uh-"
"Actually, if the answer is positive please don't answer that." You said jokingly. Shinsou couldn't help but smile.
"Well, I'm Shinsou." He held out his hand, you did the same only to remember your hand was injured and gasped a little because of the sudden pain.
"I'm Y/N." You said, stretching out your other hand because you wanted to know how he felt like. His hand was warm and soft, and when you pulled your hand back, you felt a tingling sensation lingering on your fingers.
You looked at each other's eyes for a little too long. "I think the cat should stay with me for a few days or a week or so. If you could leave your phone number, I can call you."
When your eyes widened he felt his cheeks burn a little. "I mean to call you- because of the cat... I didn't mean it that way."
You knew what he meant, but couldn't help but feel a little hurt by his words. You still forced a smile on your face. "Yeah, sure! Umm, if you could give me your phone I'll type it in."
You typed her number in awkward silence, without realizing how Shinsou was internally beating the shit out of himself.
You gave the phone back to him and he couldn't help but smile at the cat emoji next to your name. When the awkward silence continued you sighed.
"I'll leave now."
"Hey, umm, wait a second!" He said before he could prevent himself from doing so. "I- I mean, I could give you a ride, it's still raining outside and you're..."
He stopped mid-sentence but you realized what he meant by the look he sent at your clothes. You stayed silent for a second or two, considering his offer than a smile graced your lips.
"Thank you." You could feel your heart beating faster, even though he already made it pretty clear that he wasn't interested in you, he was a little too handsome for you not to be excited. The lavender smell coming from his sweatshirt didn't help either.
You stepped out into the ongoing storm, you could feel his eyes watching your every move.
Both of you walked to his car in silence, when you reached the car, both of you were -once again- wet. His sweatshirt was the only thing that protected your body and your hair from getting wet, but he wasn't as lucky. Indigo locks now sticking to his face, his thin shirt wet and heavy, showing everything underneath- how was he still so handsome?
You couldn't help but let your eyes wander on his figure, his muscles now on display, and feel your face burn despite the cold weather. He smirked but didn't comment, a smile that made you both embarrassed and excited. You opened the car door and practically threw yourself on the seat.
When he got in, he ran his hand through his hair, something you thought of doing since the first second you saw him and combed his now wet locks away from his face.
He looked at you like he was waiting for something, but you weren't sure what exactly, so you looked right back at him. When you both looked at each other's eyes for at least 20 seconds, he started to laugh.
His laugh was infectious, you couldn't help but laugh yourself too. The tired look and his cold gaze vanished when he laughed, you caught yourself staring, but didn't do anything to stop it.
"I was hoping you could tell me where you live?" He said when he stopped laughing. "Oooh-" now that made much more sense. "But you could always crash at my place too." This sentence said with that smirk of his was enough to make your heart stop.
Surely he wasn't... Flirting with you? But what other explanation was there?
"How generous, a true gentleman. But I think I'm going to stick with the first plan." You said mockingly. "I live near the library."
A few seconds of silence past. "So, now you know which school I go to, it's only fair if you tell me yours too." He said with a little smile on his face. Did he want to know more about you? That idea made you feel tingly all over your body.
"Well, my school isn't the most well-known high school in the country, it's ****."Â You said teasingly. He laughed softly and you realized how hot he looked driving the car, concentrated on the road.
He opened the radio and you sang along softly, earning a smile from him. He drew the car according to your directions and when the car stopped you felt a little sad.
You were about to open the door when you remembered you still had his sweatshirt on. "Oh- your sweatshirt." You made a move to take it off but he stopped you by touching your arm softly. "It's okay, you can give it to me next time."
Next time?
"Oh, you mean next week, when I come to take the cat."
He shrugged, "If you want to wait till then, sure." Your eyes widened and the tingly feeling ran through your whole body. "I-" you weren't sure how to answer but he seemed to find it funny, how speechless you were, so he laughed.
"I'll text you?"
You felt a smile tugging on your lips. "Sure."
Boku no Hero Academia
Bakugou Katsuki:
Remember when?.. (request)
Synopsis: it's Bakugou's birthday, so why isn't he still home?
Genre: angst with a good ending
Dreams that smell of caramel (3.6k)
synopsis: Really, who falls asleep in a subway? Apparently, you do, and Bakugou can’t help but feel protective over it. It’s because he’s training to be a hero, right? It’s not like he likes you, right? Right?!
Genre: fluff
A Deal With The Devil (4,5k)
Synopsis: you want to learn to ride a motorcycle and Bakugou is the only one that can teach you. And if you thought convincing him to teach you was hard, you'll see it's worse when he's actually teaching you.
Genre: fluff
always there to help (5,1k)
Synopsis: You suck at math, and who could be better suited for the job to help you, other than your brother's best friend, the born genius, Bakugou?
Genre: Fluff
Seven Stages Of Falling In Love (5,5k)
Synopsis: You're afraid of needles and Bakugou is not the most suitable person that should be handling your shots for seven days.
Genre: fluff
A kiss to warm your heart
Synopsis: going to a skiing trip for the weekend with you friends sounds like a good idea (not as much when you realize your crush, Bakugou Katsuki is coming, too!), but it’s a bit hard to actually get to skiing when you can’t ride the chair lift.
Genre: fluff! Mutual pining, some jealousy but not very prominent
Words and promises (request)
Synopsis: everyone thought you could handle Bakugou and his sharp tongue, but he knew the second those words left his mouth, he went too far.
Genre: angst with a good ending, hurt/comfort, fluff
Bakugou isn’t afraid of bees (request)
Synopsis: going swimming with the Bakusquad seemed like a good idea, but it was always guaranteed to end with some kind of a disaster, also, Bakugou is afraid- ow, sorry! Bakugou dislikes bees.
Genre: fluff
Forget Me Not (2,3k)
Synopsis: Bakugou wasn’t the kind of person to be stuck in the past, but it’s hard to forget someone when the weather alone reminds them of you.
Genre: Angst with a good ending
Confessions (1,6k)
Genre: Angst with a good ending?
Lost and Found
Synopsis: being part cat wasn't easy, but having Bakugou as your neighbor was straight up nightmare. The silent war between you and the angry man that lived next to you, turned into something neither of you expected.
Genre: fluff, enemies to lovers, cat!quirk reader
Don’t Be Late (4,5k)
Synopsis: you're a student at the support section and since Bakugou literally drove everyone else insane, you were the last person that would help him with his costume. Little did he know that you had a crush on this sparky sparky boom man.
Genre: Fluff
Todoroki Shouto:
I love hate you (3k)
Synopsis: You are planning on telling your feelings to your crush, Todoroki. With the help of you friends you quickly make a plan and go playing paintball.
Genre: Angst (?) With a good ending, crack, fluff
A cursed kiss (request)
Synopsis: you and your boyfriend go to a Halloween party. Somehow, even Zuko is involved in this story.
Genre: pure pure fluff with a Halloween costume
Shinsou Hitoshi:
I'll see you even if I close my eyes (5.6k)
Synopsis: “I know who you are.” You whispered, your eyes still closed.Â
"Open your eyes, then. Open your eyes, look at me and tell me you don’t hate me.“
Genre: enemies to lovers, angsty but it wasn’t meant to be, a happy ending, fluff
Warnings: Shinsou is mean in the beginning of this for the story purposes but I kept it short) some cursing, insecurities, mentions of social anxiety
Smile For Me (4,5k)
Synopsis: An artist met a girl who likes to talk to cats. He just couldn’t not draw her, could he?
Genre: Fluff
A promise worth catching a cold. (2.2k)
Synopsis: you saved a cat and took it to the vet. You weren't expecting the vet to be an indigo haired man, who made your heart beat faster every time you looked at him.
Genre: Fluff
Dabi
A bite out of the apple
Synopsis: there was Lilith before Eve came to the picture, and how she told Lilith’s story is much different than the way it actually happened.
Genre: angst with a bad ending
Warnings: toxic relationship, cursing, mentions of hell, mentions of death, mentions of cheating, one sided love, boi is this hella angsty idk if I missed anything, please lemme know
Forget me not.
Bakugou wasn’t the kind of person to be stuck in the past, but it’s hard to forget someone when the weather alone reminds them of you.Â
pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
genre: angst (with a good ending if you read it till the end)
Warnings: not much tbh, Bakugou swearing but like once or twice, too many mentions of wind, like literally every paragraph at least once I mentioned the wind (idk)Â
A/N: Its my first angst so ughhh- I’m not sure, enjoy?
It was windy.
Bakugou always had this weird feeling he couldn't name when the weather was like this. His heart clenched every time he felt the wind blowing on his face, on his spiky but surprisingly soft hair. This heavy feeling on his chest when the raindrops touched his face wouldn't go away.
His body automatically wanted to wrap his arms around the body he was so used to, to warm up the small figure he saw every time he closed his eyes. It was strange, to want a person that wasn't in his life anymore.
He inhaled a shaky breath once again.
This weather reminded him of you. The past two years, every single time, you were on his mind. He had tried everything, everything he could think of to forget you, to ease this heavy burden on his chest.
He sat on the bench he sat thousands of times before (with you). He couldn't help but recall all those memories he cherished so much.
"C'mon Katsu, it's not even that cold." You said laughingly. You were looking at your boyfriend that was wrapped up in layers and layers of clothing while you only had a sweatshirt on. His sweatshirt. The wind blew once again as you turned your face upwards to feel the wind even better while he shivered.
"Just looking at you makes me feel cold." He said gruffly. "How does one even like this weather?"
It was true, most people didn't like cold or windy weather for that matter. You just loved when the clouds painted the blue sky gray, cold wind levitating the leaves and tangled everyone's neatly combed hair.
"You're a dumbass, know that?" He said as he wrapped an arm around you and pulled you closer to him. "But you love me anyway." You said accepting his embrace and nuzzling your face against his neck.
"I love you anyway."
He shivered but he wasn't sure if it was because of the sweet memory or the cold. He closed his eyes and ran a hand through his hair as he replayed another memory.
You had a summer dress. You didn't know it but he loved how it looked on you.
You looked annoyed. Your face was a little red and looked glossy with a thin layer of sweat. "I hate summer." You said with a sigh, fanning yourself with your hands. "It's just so hot!"
He chuckled a little. It was funny how he loved summer and hated cold while you couldn't stand the heat. When you sighed once again, he rolled his eyes and stood up. "Okay, that's it. Stand up." He said making you stand up too by pulling your hand.
"Nooo," you said pouting. "I don't wanna walk, or do anything else. It's just too hot to do anything." He rolled his eyes at your response but didn't stop pulling you to another direction. You stopped struggling and let him take you wherever he was going.
You two walked a long distance, with you complaining every step. You were about to say something else when you suddenly stopped as a smile tugged at your lips. He had brought you to the beach. Unlike the very hot weather, it was windy here; the waves were moving along with the wind, the palm trees shaking their arms every time they felt the breeze.
He wasn't looking at you, but you saw the smirk on his face. You looked at his face, which he masked with a fake annoyance, with a loving smile. "I love you." You said without even thinking. He snickered. "Of course you fucking love me, I'm your boyfriend- the best boyfriend one could ever have."Â
You rolled your eyes at his response but pressed a soft kiss on his cheek. His crimson eyes widened when he felt your soft lips on his skin, but with a quick move, he turned his face slightly and kissed you on your lips.
It wasn't that you had never kissed before or anything, but he wasn't the kind of guy to just kiss you out of nowhere; not only that, but he also hated PDA with every fiber in his body. So it was only normal for your cheeks to turn pink ever so slightly.
You pulled back to breathe; his kiss had stolen your breath away. You bit your lip, debating whether you should kiss him once again or enter the beach, but he laughed and pushed your hand slightly. "Go make sandcastles or some shit." You rolled your eyes but didn't hide the loving smile that had crept its way on your face.
When you took your shoes off, or more like threw them, and started running along with the wind he just couldn't suppress the smile that was forcing his lips upwards.
Your hair was dancing around your head in a weirdly angelic way, your dress's long skirts flowing with your movement, and you just looked so beautiful he could feel his heart hammering his chest. "C'mon, don't just stand there!" You said laughingly, pulling him and forcing him to move with you. It probably looked weird to someone else, two people dancing on the sand- and very badly may I add- but you two couldn't care less.
When you finally calmed down, you sat on the sand as you pulled him down to sit with you. He made a noise that showed you that he was annoyed, he just hated sand and how weirdly sticky it was; it only took one contact with the weird soil, and it was almost impossible to get rid of it for a week. You laughed at the disgusted look he sent to the sand and laid your head on his shoulder.
You knew he wasn't big on this kind of intimacy, or any kind of intimacy for that matter, he didn't like to be touched or cuddled, but you also knew that he smiled whenever you snuggled up against him this way. His arm snaked around you and pulled you closer to him, filling your senses with that specific burnt caramel scent.
He closed his eyes, raising his head a little, just enough to feel the breeze on his face. With your warm body snuggled against him, his senses filled with your smell, and the wind caressing his face so gently, he could understand why you liked this weather so much.
Bakugou could feel his body standing up and walking in a direction he wasn't sure where it led to, but he just couldn't stop himself.
He just missed you so fucking much.
Were you happy? Did you still get excited when it snowed? Did you inhale a deep breath whenever you passed a garden of flowers? Were you with another man?
Oh, this one specific question made his blood boil. He knew he didn't have any right to say or do anything about it, but he just couldn't help but clench his fists, about to punch the first person that passed by him.
It was a mutual agreement, breaking up. You two had dated for two years, best years of his fucking life, but he would never admit that to anyone.Â
It wasn't until the very end that you two had decided to break up. Before that, you had promised each other that you weren't going to let each other go unless one fell out of love. Both of you were very much in love when you broke up.
The two years you have dated, you had thought that you could overcome anything if you were together. You had thought you would find a way, even if you went back to your homeland, or the other side of the world, or if he would become the number one hero and wouldn't have time for anything or anyone, you had thought your love alone would be the way out of losing each other.Â
But when the time had come, both of you knew what had to be done. You had to go back to your homeland and probably wouldn't be back for a long time. The time difference didn't help either. You thought about skyping or something likewise, but he was going to be super busy, graduating as an honor student made him incredibly popular and as always, he was aiming for the top.
Visiting each other was out of the question for the same reason; both of you didn't have enough time to hop on a plane and go to the other side of the world, stay there for at least a week and come back. It just... Wouldn't have worked.
So when the graduation party was coming to an end, both of you had only one thing in mind.
You were at the balcony, looking at the stars. It was a chilly night, but he knew you well enough not to give you his coat. Instead, he stood next to you, pulling you closer to him and pressed a soft kiss on your hair. Your smell filled his nose, and he felt his eyes burning with tears in fear of what was about to happen.
You closed your eyes, a tear sliding down your skin. You bit your lip to try and hold the rest of the tears in place, but it didn't help since you realized you were crying against his tux.
"I'm sorry." You said between your tears and sniffs. "I know I promised not to cry."
You expected him to say something along the lines of you were always a crybaby anyways, but instead, he chose to stay quiet. You thought it was maybe because he was annoyed with you for crying, but it was because he didn't want you to realize he was crying too.
God knows for how long you two stayed like that. Inhaling each other's dizzying smells, trying to last these minutes forever and trying to remember every detail of it because it was unlikely that you two would ever feel each other's warmth again.
After a while, he pulled back. It was the hardest thing he ever did. It was the coldest you had ever felt.
"I love you." His hand caressed your cheek so lightly; it was almost like it wasn't even there. "I love you so damn much."
You nuzzled your face against his hand, trying to feel his touch better. "I love you too, Katsu. I love you more than I'll ever love anyone."
He chuckled, but his eyes were misty. "You better."
You looked at his eyes expectingly, something along the lines of hope filled your eyes, and he knew what it meant. You wanted him to kiss you, as he wanted nothing more than to kiss you too, but if he had kissed you then, he knew he would have never been able to let you go. So instead, he pulled back and went back to the building, leaving you alone in the cold. You realized achingly that it was the first time since you started dating you were alone in a chilly night like this, without him holding you, warming you, or getting mad at you for not wearing something appropriate to the weather.
It was then when you fell on your knees and cried with everything you had.
Only then had he realized where his legs had led him to. He was at the beach, the beach filled with so many memories. It was incredible that in just two years, he had more memories with you that would last him a lifetime, but oddly enough, it was still not enough for him either.
Without thinking much about it, he entered the beach and sat on the sand; he didn't even realize he had sat in the same place he had sat with you.
He closed his eyes, buried his face in his hands, and listened to the waves. Were you thinking of him just like he was thinking of you?
He stayed on that position for God knows how long, he hadn't intended to lift his head anytime soon either if it wasn't for the scent he had sensed.
He would recognize that smell, that heavenly smell, whenever or wherever. His crimson gaze wandered around the beach in a hopeful way, praying to God it wasn't just some trick his mind was playing to him. God knew it had happened to him many times before.
He knew it wasn't his mind playing him tricks when his eyes stopped on the familiar figure.
It was the face he saw every night in his dreams, the eyes that had looked at him with love a few years back from now.
And to his surprise and relief, it was still looking at him full of love. This time tears were flowing out of them too, but he knew they weren't tears of sadness.
He stood up as you walked towards him, his heart hammering his chest and a lump forming in his throat.
"Katsu-" your voice wasn't anything higher than a whisper, but he had heard the happiness, the fear, the relief, the anxiety, and everything threaded in between.
Before you could say anything, his lips were on yours, kissing you like he was trying to get back all those years you were missing from him.
He kissed you like he was supposed to on that day of farewell.
And you kissed him back with everything you had, with all your might, your body feeling warm once again the first time for what felt like forever.
He knew he could never let you go if he ever kissed you again, but this time there was nothing in this world that could make him part from you ever again.
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