This Feels Very... Modern Au Fengqing, Unrequited (actually Requited) Love And I Just Want Y'all To Listen

fengqing mu qing feng xin been listening to this on repeat this morning and just can't get it out my brain lemme walk you through the scenario I'm imagining I'm thinking early to mid-twenties gang some kind of party at xl's with hc hx sqx fx and mq they're playing some random talk games y'know? or maybe one of those get to know you card games with questions that get deeper the more rounds you play regardless sometime at the beginning of the night everyone has to write down one thing for everyone in the room that makes them think of them for example maybe hc writes down “fucking aquariums” for hx but the things are suppaoed to stay anonymous you can tell tho if you're familiar with your friends' handwriting but something possesses mq to write down this song for fx's note he doesnt think of the consequences really but at the end of the night everyone gets to collect their notes and mq is gay panicking bc he was an idiot and was way too honest and his note reveals way too much him and fx are frenemies but he's had feelings for fx for years but poor mq is suffering the combo of not feeling worthy of the attention of someone like fx and also the mortifying ordeal of being emotionally honest and people /knowing/ he has a soft spot for fx it's so terrifying he almost doesn't hand his notes over at all each person's notes gets put onto a pile and shuffled so they stay random but oh fx would know that handwriting anywhere it's just a matter of whether he'll listen to the song or not