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The idea of Pei Ming being into Feng Xin is so funny to me. He's a simple man that likes huge racks, it all adds up.
Feng Xin already has 0 defenses against being hit on, he wouldn't know what hit him. Annihilated.
Also, Mu Qing being like "*_* guess what, Ming Guang, you're going to marry him and settle down or I'll cut it off."

Weāre⦠friends, right?
Yes, we are.
Well, I need to ask you something. As my friend.
Oh?
Butāand I promise Iām not jokingāalso need to ask you something as⦠Ju Yang.
Oh?
So I have never struggled, as some people do, with my method of cultivation. Iāve never found another person attractive in the way people describe. Aesthetically, sure, but not⦠not carnally. Thatās never been something Iāve dealt with. Iāve never had to worry about such things.
There are plenty of people like you who also feel that way. Thereās nothing wrong with that.
Ah, but⦠thatās not what Iāve come to ask about.
Then what?
I understand those feelings. I understand how to live my life that way. What I donāt understand⦠what I canāt possibly fathom⦠is that it could change.
Mu Qing, are you saying thatā
Can such a thing change, Feng Xin? Iām dealing withāwith these feelings that are so out of my realm of understanding and I justā
What is it exactly that feels different? Is it that youāre now noticing others in ways you havenāt before?
Not others.
What?
Not⦠not multiple others. Just one person.
Ah, I think I may understand.
Oh?
I think you may be like me, Mu Qing.
In what way?
Let me ask you a question first.
Go ahead.
This person, are you very close to them?
Ah, yes. I am.
How close?
Quiteā¦
And when did you notice these feelings you harbor for them?
Recently. Within the past few months. But, I suspect Iāve felt this way for them much longer than even I have realized. It makes⦠sense, looking back at least.
I think you may indeed be like me then, Mu Qing.
Explain yourself.
Well, for me, I find that I donāt have the capacity to feel romantic or sexual feelings for others unless I have an incredibly strong bond with them. Thatās not to say I feel those things for everyone I have a strong bond with, just that the bond is a prerequisite.
Oh.
Yeah. Is that what you wanted to talk about or?
Well, yes, but⦠but alsoā¦
[Mu Qing swallows. Feng Xin furrows his brows and leans forward.]
I've changed my cultivation.
You⦠you did?
I did. And thatās where I need some⦠advice from Ju Yang.
Mu Qingā
Listen, I have looked through scrolls about howāabout how it all works and they justāwerenāt helpful. At all.
A-Qingā
I need to know more aboutā
First, tell me how the reading material was unhelpful. Are you looking for diagrams orā
No. No, I found plenty diagrams. Itās just that the material itself wasnātā¦applicable.
How so?
I could only find texts about⦠intimacy between two people of the opposite sex.
ā¦
ā¦
Oh. Oh, Mu Qingā
What? Justāstop looking at me like that, I justā
Youāre interested in a man?
ā¦
Yes.
And you changed your cultivation for him?
No, noāI did it for myself mainly. But⦠but also because I wish⦠to be able to offer myself in that way. Not because it's expected of me but because I truly wish to experience it.
And have you told him this? That you've switched cultivation methods?
Ah, it's hard to sayā¦
Have you even told him of your affections?
No. No, I haven't.
Why not?
I⦠I'm not confident he feels the same for me. I could make a fool of myself. I could be ridiculed.
But you said you're quite close to him?
Yes.
Anyone you're close to wouldn't dare to mock your feelings. There's really no sense in not confessing, when truly you have nothing to lose. Either you don't confess and you never know whether your feelings are returned, or you do confess and end up with an answer either wayāeven if it's not the outcome you're hoping for.
Even if he doesn't reciprocate, I'm sure he will be incredibly honored to have been the subject of the great General Xuan Zhenās affections.
[Feng Xin smiles, a bit teasing, but still with genuine care.
Mu Qing looks⦠torn. ]
Mu Qing?
Yes?
Who is he?
I⦠I canāt say.
Mu Qing.
Feng Xin?
Itās not Pei Ming, is it?
Oh gods no! No! What are you thinking!?
Then why wonāt you tell me?
ā¦
Mu Qing⦠I know him, donāt I?
Yes.
Then let me vet him. Or duel with him, at the very least.
What? Duel with him?
Yes! To determine if heās worthy of youāthough I can already assure you he isnāt. Of all the men I can think of who could reasonably be your beloved⦠none of them deserve you in the slightest, Mu Qing.
Itās you.
ā¦
Itās always been you, A-Xin.
________
Been thinking a lot recently about post-canon fengqing becoming very close friends, maybe within the first decade after canon. Mu Qing, after everything that happened, being a bit softer and more open to his friends, but especially to Feng Xin. And then Mu Qing realizing he has feelings for him... it makes me so soft š so I cleaned up this dialogue and wanted to share. I might expand on it later, we'll see š©·

Prompt fill completed for fanatashagirl on twt who donated through @fengqingaction ! I got super excited about this request because I'm obsessed with The Kiss redraws. I want to render it fully someday but I just do not have the time to devote to that right now.
Been thinking a lot about Hua Cheng with pointy ears... Xie Lian discovering that when he strokes them it turns Hua Cheng into a purring, cuddly mess šµāš«




šāāļøšāāļøšāāļø guys guys I need some good old hualian dif first meeting fanfictions recommendations
Favourite ship dynamic: no one truly knows what exactly is going on between the two characters, including the characters themselves. But whatever it is, it's written in the fabric of the universe.
"careful old man," (condescending) "don't break a hip" (desperate to fuck the dilf within an inch of his life)
Weāre⦠friends, right?
Yes, we are.
Well, I need to ask you something. As my friend.
Oh?
Butāand I promise Iām not jokingāI also need to ask you something as⦠Ju Yang.
Oh?
So I have never struggled, as some people do, with my method of cultivation. Iāve never found another person attractive in the way people describe. Aesthetically, sure, but not⦠not carnally. Thatās never been something Iāve dealt with. Iāve never had to worry about such things.
There are plenty of people like you who also feel that way. Thereās nothing wrong with that.
Ah, but⦠thatās not what Iāve come to ask about.
Then what?
I understand those feelings. I understand how to live my life that way. What I donāt understand⦠what I canāt possibly fathom⦠is that it could change.
Mu Qing, are you saying thatā
Can such a thing change, Feng Xin? Iām dealing withāwith these feelings that are so out of my realm of understanding and I justā
What is it exactly that feels different? Is it that youāre now noticing others in ways you havenāt before?
Not others.
What?
Not⦠not multiple others. Just one person.
Ah, I think I may understand.
Oh?
I think you may be like me, Mu Qing.
In what way?
Let me ask you a question first.
Go ahead.
This person, are you very close to them?
Ah, yes. I am.
How close?
Quiteā¦
And when did you notice these feelings you harbor for them?
Recently. Within the past few months. But, I suspect Iāve felt this way for them much longer than even I have realized. It makes⦠sense, looking back at least.
I think you may indeed be like me then, Mu Qing.
Explain yourself.
Well, for me, I find that I donāt have the capacity to feel romantic or sexual feelings for others unless I have an incredibly strong bond with them. Thatās not to say I feel those things for everyone I have a strong bond with, just that the bond is a prerequisite.
Oh.
Yeah. Is that what you wanted to talk about or?
Well, yes, but⦠but alsoā¦
[Mu Qing swallows. Feng Xin furrows his brows and leans forward.]
I've changed my cultivation.
You⦠you did?
I did. And thatās where I need some⦠advice from Ju Yang.
Mu Qingā
Listen, I have looked through scrolls about howāabout how it all works and they justāwerenāt helpful. At all.
A-Qingā
I need to know more aboutā
First, tell me how the reading material was unhelpful. Are you looking for diagrams orā
No. No, I found plenty diagrams. Itās just that the material itself wasnātā¦applicable.
How so?
I could only find texts about⦠intimacy between two people of the opposite sex.
ā¦
ā¦
Oh. Oh, Mu Qingā
What? Justāstop looking at me like that, I justā
Youāre interested in a man?
ā¦
Yes.
And you changed your cultivation for him?
No, noāI did it for myself mainly. But⦠but also because I wish⦠to be able to offer myself in that way. Not because it's expected of me but because I truly wish to experience it.
And have you told him this? That you've switched cultivation methods?
Ah, it's hard to sayā¦
Have you even told him of your affections?
No. No, I haven't.
Why not?
I⦠I'm not confident he feels the same for me. I could make a fool of myself. I could be ridiculed.
But you said you're quite close to him?
Yes.
Anyone you're close to wouldn't dare to mock your feelings. There's really no sense in not confessing, when truly you have nothing to lose. Either you don't confess and you never know whether your feelings are returned, or you do confess and end up with an answer either wayāeven if it's not the outcome you're hoping for.
Even if he doesn't reciprocate, I'm sure he will be incredibly honored to have been the subject of the great General Xuan Zhenās affections.
[Feng Xin smiles, a bit teasing, but still with genuine care.
Mu Qing looks⦠torn. ]
Mu Qing?
Yes?
Who is he?
I⦠I canāt say.
Mu Qing.
Feng Xin?
Itās not Pei Ming, is it?
Oh gods no! No! What are you thinking!?
Then why wonāt you tell me?
ā¦
Mu Qing⦠I know him, donāt I?
Yes.
Then let me vet him. Or duel with him, at the very least.
What? Duel with him?
Yes! To determine if heās worthy of youāthough I can already assure you he isnāt. Of all the men I can think of who could reasonably be your beloved⦠none of them deserve you in the slightest, Mu Qing.
Itās you.
ā¦
Itās always been you, A-Xin.
________
Been thinking a lot recently about post-canon fengqing becoming very close friends, maybe within the first decade after canon. Mu Qing, after everything that happened, being a bit softer and more open to his friends, but especially to Feng Xin. And then Mu Qing realizing he has feelings for him... it makes me so soft š so I cleaned up this dialogue and wanted to share. I might expand on it later, we'll see š©·
Feng Xin gains weight and he's like "maybe THIS will make people stop being Like That around me!!!!" but no. He's even hotter now. Sorry. Good luck, General.

Behind the curtains sat a woman, her long raven hair twisted in a loose bun, her neck slender and white, with a black choker and a thin silver chain circled around. Her robe was half-stripped, revealing her snow-white shoulder and a small bit of her back. It looked as if it was about to drape and fall, making oneās face burn and heart race.
When the curtains were pulled, the figure of that woman trembled; she covered her face with her sleeves and whimpered softly, as if she was shocked and terrified by such a sudden and brutish act.

(fengqing š¹āļø)
qing-er will NOT kiss it better this time!!! to teach him a lesson !!!
If i was no hating no fighting no curse words xie lian and fengqing started arguing abt mq's shadow in front of me and fx went "of course i can recognize you by your shadow!!!! Dianxia can too!!!! DIANXIA TELL HIM!!!!!!" I would drop my first "what the actual fuck are you talking about" in 800+ years
you have no idea how much my day would be improved by pressing my face into a fat guy's belly every single day for five minutes
Oof. I open Tumblr on my phone for once and IMMEDIATELY I get two weight loss ads (and I know why).
Fuck you, Iām making Feng Xin fat now, too. Iāve started fighting this thing and Iām not stopping.
happy fat xie lian friday!!!
today's fat gege thoughts are inspired from a comment on my fic. hua cheng would looove the term lovehandles! post-canon xie lian gaining weight and getting a soft belly and fat on his hips that hua cheng kneads like a cat. his sides are so good for biting! and there's so much more to grab when they're making love! yes, those handles are made from and for his love for gege! soft and squeezable with stretchmarks that hua cheng traces his fingers lovingly over to count each one. and when xie lian sits down and his hips are accentuated? his husband is on the floor begging for just a little taste.