THE PETNAMES?? PLEASE ICANT-
THE PETNAMES?? PLEASE ICANT- đ¤đ¤
bolted - sylus x reader

three weeks after you had broken up with sylus, you run into each other at a gala. his issue, however, is the fact that you came with a date.Â
!! nsfw, smut, fem!reader, exes to lovers, pwp, 18+
!!! not set in l&ds universe, reader not mc, pet names, cursing, might be angsty idk, jealousy, semi-public sex, multiple orgasms, cunnilingus, mirror sex, dirty talk, teasing, hair pulling, creampie, unprotected sex, fluff if u squint really hard, lightly proofread
wc. 2.4k
nsfw under the cut. minors dni

For the months you were dating Sylus, every one of your Friday nights had been reserved. Your own weekly ritual of being dressed in matching designer brands and attending various events: corporate galas, charity balls, and black-tie parties, to name a few.Â
For the past three weeks, every one of your Friday nights has been spent alone, completely free of plans.Â
Three Fridays have passed since you have shown your face at the social gatherings you so frequently attended. Three Fridays have passed since you officially broke up with Sylus.Â
Admittedly not your wisest decision. Sylus was a man of endless wealth, influence, and power. Your own status in society is not at all insignificant; but there is a part of you that still feels inferior.
Because you heard the cruel gossip about your relationship behind your back: whispers of she doesnât belong here and Sylus would be better off with me. Because you felt as though you were holding him back. Because you were scared that he would be the one to leave first. And though you love him, you left because he deserves someone better.Â
But for the first time in three Fridays, you finally allow yourself to regret leaving. You allow yourself to miss your comfortable routine: Sylus buying an entirely new outfit for you to wear, sneaking out of parties together long before they were set to conclude, and ending the night on your couch with whichever takeout meal and show fit your mood that night.
The only reason you have the strength to drag yourself out of your weeks-long slump now is because of the invitation you received not long ago from some gentleman in your network, asking you to accompany him to tonightâs event: a fundraising gala at one of the cityâs many national museums.
Of course, you have absolutely no interest in entertaining the man who invited you, you only know for certain that you would see Sylus tonight.Â

It doesnât take long for you to lose your date. As adamant as he was about getting you to go with him, he proved himself to be quite inattentive now that he had gotten your agreement.Â
You are by yourself now, in spite of the crowd of event-goers drifting around where you stand in the extravagant ballroom, moving from one conversation to another.
The heels you wear add a few inches to your height. Not enough, however, as you can hardly see over the head of whichever wealthy socialite is in front of you.
Youâre embarrassed to acknowledge the growing disappointment brewing in your chest as you fail to spot a familiar head of white hair.Â
Never mind the embarrassment of admitting that you are here for Sylus in the first place. You were the one that ended things, after all. What would you even say to him if you do happen to run into one another? Maybe seeing him would be enough. Enough for what? This was a bad idea, you begin to think.Â
That is, until you are suddenly very aware of Sylusâ presence.Â
It is first the undeniable heat radiating from something, someone, behind you. Itâs then the penetrating scent of bourbon and cinnamon invading your senses. Rather, the scent of trouble.Â
âLooking for someone, Kitten?â It is finally his rich, husky voice that breaks through the crowd. Your heart skips a beat.Â
You donât give him the satisfaction of turning to face him just yet. âIâm not your kitten.â
âOh? But you are, donât forget.â His voice becomes dangerous, and his sly hand sneaks itself around your waist from behind, âDone running away from me yet?âÂ
Sighing, you turn, simultaneously facing him and shifting just enough to make his hand slip away.
âWhat do you want, Sylus?â
"You've always given me so much attitude.." He ignores your question. If he notices the desperation in your tone, he doesnât show it. âAre you having fun going about your night with your arm around that moron?â
âHeâs not a moron. And yes, Iâm having plenty of fun, not that itâs of your concern.â You donât know why you feel the need to defend your date or why you feel the need to lie to Sylus. After all, you werenât having fun.Â
âLies,â he immediately accuses. âDo not think that I have forgotten what you look like when you are being dishonest with me. Especially when you are doing so in an outfit that I bought you myself.â
The low purr of his voice easily sends shivers down your spine. He had gotten nearer as he spoke, his face now mere inches from your own, his eyes bearing into yours.Â
âEverything you do concerns me.â He comes impossibly closer, speaking directly into your ear now. âBesides, anybody here can tell, Sweetie, you are too out of that idiotâs league. Not your wisest decision.â
Sylus is right. No one can miss how your dateâs eyes unfocus, zoned out, whenever you speak. Or how he never introduces you when he goes to greet the other party guests. He hadnât even noticed you leaving his side and blending into the crowd just moments ago.Â
âI could say the same for you.â You counter. He pulls back, curious, âyou donât seem all that interested in your date either, and sheâs your type, isnât she.âÂ
You donât hide the fact that youâve seen the various magazine articles and social media posts, all featuring Sylus and the new woman by his side as the main image. Sheâs obviously gorgeous. And, you discover with a quick web search, is also from an extremely well-off family with much more influence than you could imagine.
Though you hadnât seen her tonight, you donât need to be a genius to figure out that Sylus is here with her tonight as well.Â
âI have no romantic feelings towards that woman, if thatâs what youâre worried about.âÂ
âBut youâre still here with her.â
âShe isnât you, you know.â
âI didnât know that mattered.â
Now itâs his turn to sigh at you. His turn to be the defeated one.
âCome home, Y/n,â his voice nearly begging as he gets straight to the point, âitâs always been you.â
How could you bring yourself to deny him like this?

You donât know if it was Sylusâ persuasiveness or your own willingness to go back to being his that brought you to where you are now: locked inside one of the museumâs many private restrooms, the noises of music and chatter from the party now a distant murmur.Â
Youâre also: bent over the bathroomâs sink, thanks to Sylus, with the skirt of your dress hiked up to your waist and your underwear pushed down around your knees.
âSylus,â you whine, your legs feel weak with each lick he makes to your pussy.Â
âKeep still.â He commands, tightening the grip on both of your thighs that both kept you in place aa well as spread out for him.Â
âYou taste so fucking good, Baby.â He doesnât move away to speak and the breath from his hot mouth stays directly on your cunt as he does so, the heat eliciting a loud moan from you.Â
His tongue fucks into your hole from where he is crouched behind your open legs. The squelch of your arousal on his tongue and your moans fill the quiet atmosphere of the bathroom.Â
You feel him chuckle behind you before feeling the cold air hit your wet core at the sudden loss of contact.Â
âYâknow, for someone who was just playing so hard to get, youâre really enjoying this arenât you, Kitten?â He teases, and though he stopped eating you out, his hands keep their position on your thighs, massaging them up and down.Â
âShut up.â You push yourself back so that you were practically sat on his face. He, thankfully, doesnât object and gives your clit some much needed attention, sucking hard.
You can feel your climax sneaking up on you and so can Sylus, recognizing the way your moans got breathy and the way you clenched around him when he inserts his fingers into you, intensifying the pressure between your thighs.Â
He continues sucking your clit, lightly grazing his teeth on your sensitive bud. The stimulation startles you at first, heâs never done this before, but it soon turns into euphoria as the pain mixes with pleasure.Â
It all becomes too much for you and your walls finally come crashing down on Sylusâ tongue. He takes you through your orgasm, making it last as long as possible, until you couldnât hold yourself up any longer.Â
Heâs quick to get up on his feet behind you. You immediately come to his understanding and slouch against him, letting him hold up all your weight.Â
âLook at us,â he gestures to your reflections in the mirror. Youâre a mess: your dress straps cling to your upper arms and your face is covered in bliss. Sylus nonetheless towers tall behind you, annoyingly put together as he always is. âItâs like nothing ever changed between us, hm?âÂ
You have to agree with him. The sight is not new to you, and youâre overcome with a sense of fondness for all the times youâve stood like this before.Â
On the outside, your physical states are pure opposites. However, you know that right now, Sylus is as aroused as you are. Youâre suddenly aware of the fact that he has yet to come.Â
Still in your post-orgasmic haze, you try your best to reach behind you to where you assume his crotch is.Â
âAlready canât get enough, Dear?â He teases you but even so, he moves back and pulls out his dick from his pants, simultaneously guiding your body so youâre bent over in the same position you were previously in and sliding his erection between your folds from behind.Â
âRelax. You can take it,â he coos before slamming into your walls without warning.Â
âSylus!â You gasp at the intrusion. Itâs a miracle that you even have the effort to scream his name, it was as if all your breath was taken away.
âStill so goddamn tight as I remember, Sweetie, I thought I told you to relax?â He begins to hammer his dick into your pussy, not sparing you and your sensitivity at all. You squeeze your eyes shut, and your moans and yelps with each thrust fill the room.
âSy, âs too much!â
âYou can handle it. After all, you wanted this.â His tip finds your g-spot and hits it at that same brutal pace. âAre you still thinking about that asshole that you came here with? Hm? Even as im fucking you like this? Have you forgotten him yet?âÂ
In the midst of being fucked, it takes you a second to figure out what, or who, heâs talking about. The truth is that you had forgotten all about the other man once you entered the seclusion of the bathroom you are now in. You donât get a chance to reply before he continues.
âCan he fuck you like I do? Do you think of me when heâs this deep inside of you?â
Your eyes widen at the crudeness of his words.Â
âI- never- we donât-!â Youâre quick to deny his accusations, albeit struggling to get the words out between moans.Â
âSpit it out, Princess. Are you saying he doesnât fuck you at all?â His hips smack against yours, hard this time. âOr are you saying that his dick canât go deep like mine can?â
As he interrogates you, a hand reaches down between your thighs and begins circling your clit. The stimulation is all too much, and youâre still unable to properly speak.Â
âSylus-â
He takes a fistful of your hair and nudges your head up, forcing you to face the incriminating scene reflected in the mirror. âAnswer me.â
You watch yourself shake your head rapidly, still being held up from your hair. âNo! Itâs not like that.. He and I never did it..â
âOh yeah?â He still has the same smirk from earlier in the night on his face, but now his eyes are shrouded in a devious darkness. âThatâs a good girl. If I had found out that he fucked you I mightâve had to kill him.â
He snorts, seeing your shocked expression. âIâm kidding sweetie,â he clarifies. Sylus then lets go of his hold on your hair and your head falls forward with more of his thrusts. âNow keep being my good girl and come for me.â
The exchange is pushed to the back of your mind and youâre reminded of the physical situation that youâre in.
Your eyes roll to the back of your head as your whole body jerks up and down from bouncing back from his.Â
You uncontrollably spasm as you cream around Sylusâ dick, squeezing around him just right. Overstimulated, your jaw hangs open as screams burst from your throat. Afterwards, you become fully limp in his hold.
âFuck. So fuckinâ noisy, huh? Youâre doing so good for me, sweet girl..â
You feel the exact moment he reaches his climax. He thrusts himself one last time into your sore cunt before youâre filled with his cum.Â
You stay there for a while, neither of you bothering to move.Â
After what feels like hours of standing still, Sylus finally pulls out of you. And last moan escapes your lips as he does so.Â
He kneels, pulling up your panties from their bunched up state around your ankles to over your sopping hole before any semen could leak out.Â
âYou think you can keep it inside until we get home?â He asks before leaving a kiss on your clothed cunt and standing to fix your dress, erasing any evidence of your sexual encounter.Â
âAnd when are we getting home, exactly?â You donât comment on the fact that he said âhomeâ as if it was the same place for you. As if nothing had happened between you two. You donât comment because you want both of those things to be true.Â
âNow.â It isnât a suggestion, nor a question, but a statement.Â
âWait, youâre not staying until the gala ends?â
âNo, Sweetie. Weâre not staying until the gala ends.â He laughs as if itâs obvious, âwe both know that I could buy out this whole fundraiser if I wanted to.â
âWhat about our dates?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about. Youâre my date, and Iâm yours.âÂ
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HELLO??? WHYâD YOU HAVE TO GO AND MAKE ME CRY đđđ
AHHH PLEASE- MY HEART NOOO
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SylusXAFABAssassin!Reader Short Drabble
TW: Angst, Death (Reader) , Unrequited Love, No Happy Ending

How could you compete?
Compete with someone whoâs been on his mind since as long as he can remember? Compete with a woman whose hold on the person you fell for is so tight that even she is surprised at how devoted his already is to her? Without even trying, breaking down walls and barriers thats surface you havenât even scratched in just one month? It took you YEARS to get him to let his guard down a little but it took her mere moments. Yes moments. How in the hell were you going to compete with someone heâs known longer than his own existence and has already captured his heart without even knowing?
How could you compete with that?
You donât know whatâs worse. Watching the man you fought side by side with for years immediately fall head over heels with a woman who didnât even remember who he was or that he completely abandoned you during a battle with a couple of wanderers just to aid this woman and practically leave you for dead. Both hurt so either way it was a loss to you and you at that point couldnât care less about living or dying. Watching how his face fell from one of fury to complete and utter panic when he thought that hunter was dead as completely forgot about you being buried in the rubble was all the confirmation you needed.
He never has nor ever will love you the way he loves her. His actions showed that.
Not once did he comeback for you. Not once did he see to it that you were found. Not ONCE. And as you slowly succumb to the darkness, an image of the first time you both met each other comes to mind. A memory you held dear until a moment ago and tears stained your bruised up face. You were never going to be his first choice. Never going to ever be able to compete with that hunter. You were just a fill in, someone who could temporarily fill a piece of the void that plagued Sylus heart and nothing more and now that you were practically dead, you understood that now more than ever.

i need him so bad omfg- đ¤
could you be tender? / zayne



summary. he desires so violently and yet he waits.
tags. a heartbreaking amount of pining like give this man a break, he is a YEARNER, he is quite literally obsessed with the mc but not in a weird way, kind of angsty but it does get better i swear, suggestive comments, making-out, implied smut at the very end.
note. pulled out the high school level biology knowledge for this one. inspired by this quote from anaĂŻs nin and the black pumas on repeat.
wc. 2k words

Zayne had no intention in changing who he came to be. They say patience is a virtue only few are fortunate enough to possess, and though this may run true, he believes it to be otherwise.
It was neither a blessing nor a curse as it simply just⌠existed, living within him like a permanent encryption of genetic code, for better or for worse. The gods made him like thisâso be it. Neither a genetic defect nor a simple computational error placed down by his own DNA polymerase could change the fact that patience was a slow digging knife into his gut. It inched deeper and deeper, slicing through layers of skin and connective tissue until it punctured through vital organs and dug into the very marrow of his bones.
Through the layers of ice so thoroughly fogged to the point of inconceivability, to you it may have looked miles deep, but in reality it was nothing but a fragile wall of glass. The simple blessing of your touch, no matter how delicate and gentle it may be, it was more than enough to splinter a crack in his countenance.
He wondered if you could see it. The look in his eyes, the desire of which was so inherently violent, the curiosity of you seeing such a thing after years of being by your side was only a delusionâa mere semblance of his pitiful hope.
You slept so soundly upon his bed, shoulders finally relaxed for once. You had been so awfully tense since your grandmotherâs passing and the receival of her letters that even successfully inviting you over for dinner and a movie was a miracle. Though, you fell into slumber long before the ending credits of the film even arrived.
Zayne wondered if this was the same worry that often plagued you when you saw the fatigue tainting his under eyes after long surgery-filled shifts.
You cared about him. He cared about you too, perhaps a little too much. He became a doctor for you after all, but that was a detail you didnât have to knowâshouldnât know, rather. Zayne was a long time family friend of yours, but he was your primary care physician first and you were his patient.
It could never be anything more than that.
That became his mantra since the start of his rather laborious career, and an even more extensive job of hiding his feelings from you.
It was kind of stupid, really. A grown man closer to the age of thirty than twenty, have fought a handful of wanderers, and one of the best cardio-thoracic surgeons in Linkon, was afraid.
Zayne laughed at himself, a short palpable huff for the ridiculousness of it all, but it was enough to cause you to stir in your sleep.
A groan escaped your lips as your eyes fluttered open, turning over your shoulder to see Zayne perched at the end of the bed with his back towards you. Confusion washed over your face then when you noticed your surroundings. Your cheeks flushed crimson then, bright even in the dim lighting. This was not the living room you recalled yourself to be in.
âZayneââ
âHad to move you before you got a stiff neck again,â he muttered the words over his shoulder.
Now that you were awake and talking, all of a sudden his own whirlwind of thoughts were lost into the backwards oblivion of his mind again. As if the past ten minutes of him building assurance was just another thought in the wind.
He sighed, finally tossing you a look when a small grin tugged at the corners of your lips. His heavy beating heart quickens.
This is where he praised his patience rather than curse it. It was moments like this where his heart swelled just by the mere look of you, how even in dim lighting the minute details in your expression was as clear as day. It did not matter whether you had just woken up from a slumber with marks and lines of his bedsheets imprinted on your cheek as a sign of well rest or if you had dirt and blood splattered across your face from intense battle. You always had been beautiful to him and this time was no different.
If Zayne hadnât known any better, he would have already made his way over to you and held you within his arms until you inevitably fell back asleep.
But alas⌠he did know better after all.
âYou shouldâve picked the movie,â he conceded, a look of defeat painted in his expression.
âIt wasnât that boring,â you reasoned, though unsuccessfully, the smallest hint of a smile appeared on Zayneâs peach-tinted lips. âThen again, you shouldâve seen it coming when you decided to put on a black-and-white silent film, but I digress.â
Zayne clicked his tongue, head shaking in a playful disapproval. âAnd to think youâd appreciate such fine cinema,â He readjusted himself on the bed as he said so. He was completely facing you now and just an armâs reach away.
You ignored the darker thoughts that lingered in the back of your mind if someone were to walk in and see the position the two of you were in then.
âJust because a movie is old, doesnât automatically mean itâs good, you know.â
âAnd just because you didnât understand the movie, doesnât mean it was bad, either.â
A rising smirk melted upon your lips, eyes glued upon the man in front of you still in his work clothes of a starched white button-down and his black trousers. Not even a single hair was out of place and you often wondered whether or not you could make a mess out of this man.
âWhy did you stay, Zayne?â you asked, breaking the silence that fell for a few odd beats.
He did not answer right away. It was as you expected as you watched his own thoughts scramble to piece together a coherent string of words behind those icy dark eyes of his.
His gaze flickers away, âjust wanted to make sure you were okay while you slept.â
An easy answer, to be fair, but the most obvious one he could justify. It was neither a lie nor was it the full truth, just simply an embellished rebuttal to hopefully satiate your ever rising noisiness.
âI can take care of myself, but I appreciate it nonetheless.â
âI wasnât expecting to stay until you woke up.â The words fell from his tongue before he could stop himself. You could see the grimace in his furrowed brow.
Zayne often prided himself in only speaking when he needed to. And within those very few words far and between, he always knew what to say and what to keep to himself no matter who he was speaking to. So, of course out of all people, you were the only one capable of watching him stumble over his words.
You cocked your head, âhow come?â
âGot stuck in my own thoughts, thatâs all.â He hummed.
âDo you do that often?â You damn well knew the answer to that question and Zayne only flickered you a look knowing the same. It seemed as if you wanted to rile him up today.
No matter, as patience was his virtue for today. And perhaps for the rest of his life.
âOnly on special occasions,â he joked as his eyes met yours again.
âOur movie nights are a special occasion to you?â You mused as a chuckle leaves you. âIâm honored.â
âIs it not for you?â Zayne shot back. âAnything that has to do with you is a special occasion in my book.â
Pink dusted the apples of your cheeks, but you looked away and hopefully fast enough for Zayne to miss. And maybe he did, but one thing is for sure is that he most definitely did not miss the clear view of your red-tipped ears when you turned.
Zayne feigned a laugh and tried his awful best to suppress the smile that threatened to plaster his face.
Clearing your throat, you look back towards him, sitting up a bit higher now that you pulled yourself together.
âTell me then,â you continued, âtell me what you were thinking about.â
His brows furrowed, âI believe thoughts are meant to be private.â
âNot all the time,â you argued with a look on your visage he could not quite pinpoint. âIf anything, I share my thoughts with you all the time.â
Zayne leaned back as curiosity laced his words. âOh, really? Enlighten me, then.â
You smiled, basically a reflex in your nature as your pulse quickened. You leaned closer, the gap between you deteriorated by the inch. You paused and your gaze fell upon his lips for the umpteenth time tonight. Reflex, again. Hesitance gripped at your neck but the words were not lost to you, âI dreamt of youâŚâ you swallowed, though Zayneâs expression was as still as ice.
Perhaps you had finally rendered the man speechless as to you, it would have been a flawless and ever-sought-after victory, but rather you could see his calculated thoughts in his irisesâdark and dilated. You would have been sucked into the black hole of him if you werenât careful.
You watched as his Adam's apple bobbed. A swallow, a nervous habit, a sign of weakness, a clearing in the woods.
âWas I in a panda suit again?â he replied in a hushed voice.Â
You shook your head.
âThen what?â
âI canât spare any more details, unfortunately.â You leaned back, regaining that space but Zayne only follows suit and shrinks that gap once more.
âWhy?â
âItâs your turn now,â you pointed out. âItâs only fair.â
Zayne pursed his lips together, and yet he does not pull away, he does not cower. Instead, he stayed, hand pressing into the mattress right by your leg as if to test the waters. You had every opportunity to move away, to stop what this was from happening and yet the chance was never taken.
To have presented him with such a favorable circumstance made him wonder if his wishes were finally granted. That someone watching above decided that this was the moment for him to stop waiting and to want more.
His eyes dart to your mouth, a perfectly innocuous and coincidental look. But the corner of your lips twitch and Zayne finds himself reaching for you.
At first it was a light touch, barely grazing you with his cold fingertips as they brushed against your chin, then up your jaw, until he found purchase with your cheek in the palm of his hand. You leaned into his touch, a habit you never knew you had as he pulled you in closer.
Zayneâs thumb lined the perimeter of your plump lips, brushing over the corner as it twitched again.
âI think you know,â he sighed.
And just like his fingers, Zayneâs lips just barely brush against yours. A tease if anything, and you wanted nothing more than to curse this man and his goddamn patience. His habit was anything but a blessing as you ignored all the restraint you had built up over the years and kissed him.
Properly this time.
His hands are on your face as if they were made to be there, perfect puzzle pieces nuzzled together as he kisses you back, deeper and deeper. You moan into his mouth, muffled between your lips as he hungrily devoured your lips.
Your fingers found themselves coursing through his dark locks, messing his neatly parted hair but Zayne concluded he had not a single care in the world now that he finally had you in his arms.
Your exploring fingers eventually made their way towards his neck, earning a sharp exhale from him before they wrapped around his tie.
You bring him forward, falling back onto the mattress with him on top of you. Zayne pulls away for a brief moment, devouring the sight of you and your hair splayed all over his pillows. It was just as he imagined again and again, alone in his bed with a never ending ache he could not satiate unless he succumbed to the tug and pull of his hand.
âI thought of us,â He says once his lips find yours again. His words were a mere whisper now, âand being tender like this.â
He desired so violently for you, but now his patience is nowhere to be seen.
He tugged at his tie.
Zayne could no longer wait.

NOO IM SORRY-
DONT CRY đ HAHAHSHAH
Zayne Drabble

Zayne doesnât say he loves you. No â wait⌠let me rephrase that. He canât say that he loves you.
It hurts, both emotionally and physically for Zayne. His love for you is so great but canât physically say it to you.Â
The God, Astra forbids him to do so. In no matter what timeline, if he dares to utter such words â a curse will be laid upon him, making him feel the most excruciating pain as his ice covers his body.
But even then, Zayne will love you unconditionally and will continue to do so.
You feel cold? Here, have his coat.
You need something from the store? Wait for him, heâll buy it for you on the way.
You like this food? Heâll remember it and cook it for you in the future.
Zayne will put his hand on your waist when walking together, to ensure that you donât get separated from him. His grip always feel protective, gentle, and possessive.
In each appointment that you're almost always late on, makes him feel anxious and worried â thinking if you are in danger or if something has happened. Once you enter his office, he feels instant relief and immediately regain his composure. Though his words sound cold and distant, he is only hiding his true feelings.
This man, when it is time to sleep, always prioritizes your comfort before his. Heâd pull you close, â hesitant at first, scared that his evol will act up â tucking your head towards his chest as he breathes in the scent of your shampoo. Feeling the warmth of your body assures him that you are well and alive and right beside him.
Zayne canât say that he loved you, however, through his actions â you know how deeply in love he is with you. In this timeline⌠heâll protect you and not lose you.Â
Not again.

Reblogs would be appreciated!
omg his voice is so auGH đ¤đ
IMAGINE WAKING UP NEXT TO HIM PLEASEEE
If the last thing I hear before I die is Sylusâ morning voice, Iâll die happy đŽâđ¨
Sae having a butt fetish will never be not funny to me HAHAHSHSHA
ŕźâ§âË. "đđđđđ đđ đđđđđđ' đđ?"
â ft. itoshi sae x gn!reader synopsis. you catch your boyfriend staring at your ass , shocker !
notes. sae canonically has a butt fetish so i thought this would be fun to make, lol . also, established relationship (!!) and suggestive, ig (?) ps. new theme !!


you stood at the kitchen counter, preparing your morning coffee in your favourite mug as you vented passionately about the latest gossip from work to sae. "âand then, he had the audacity to put the blame on my friend! can you believe this man?!"
your boyfriend, who had just recently roused, leaned against the opposite marble counter behind you, stifling a yawn as he ran his hand through his disheveled hair. he nodded from time to time, an occasional soft hum escaping his lips as he listened to the silly frustration that laced your words.
little did you know, however, that your words were falling on deaf ears. his mind wandered, and the absent nods of his head were more reflexive than attentive. saeâs drowsy gaze was more drawn to the hypnotic sway of your hips as you added yet another spoonful of ground coffee into your mug.Â
soon, what was left of his attention perished as he let out a barely audible, unresponsive grunt. your sounds were thus unregistered and quickly drowned into the back of his preoccupied mind, slipping in one ear and vanishing out the other.
"âanyway, do you want me to make you a cup of coffee?" you ask after finishing your rant, setting down the spoon with a clink as you reach up to fetch another mug from the cupboard above. after no response came, you repeated, "sae, do you want me to make you a cup of coffee?" you quirk a brow, glancing at him over your shoulder. "earth to sae...?"
sae abruptly snaps out of his trance, halting his observation of your round backside. he blinks a few times, lagging, before he speaks in a raspy voice, "ah, your friend...?"
you turn around to face him completely, furrowing your brows. "what?"
"what?" he repeats, caught off guard. you look at him knowingly, sighing softly as you pinch the bridge of your nose to maintain your nonchalant demeanor. "itoshi sae." his body tenses at your usage of his full name, and his fingers stop their rhythmic tapping against the marble surface.
"how many kitty paws are imprinted on my pajama, from the back?" you question, your hands finding their place on your hips as you shoot him a feigned glare.
his half-lidded eyes flick down to your hands resting on your hips once more, lingering a moment longer than necessary, briefly noting how your pants hugged your figure perfectly. quickly, he lifts his gaze to meet your narrowed eyes. "like, twelâ ... shit," his voice is cut off awkwardly, his elbows hitting the counter with a thud as he leans forward, burying his [hardly] guilty face in the curve of his hands.
"pftt, you're so indiscreet," you laugh, adding cream and sugar to his coffee, the spoon clinking against the mug as you stirred. "seriously, are you dating me or are you dating my ass?" you quip playfully.
he groans quietly, pushing himself off the counter as he approaches you. his larger hands find your hips, then swiftly move until they settle on your rear, rubbing small, gentle circles on the fleshy round globes. leaning in close, he whispers in your ear in a teasing tone, "canât i appreciate how beautiful it looks?â his breath fans over behind your ear. âokay, sorry, it was hard to resist.â
âyouâre adorableâ ah,â a soft sigh leaves your mouth as his lips suddenly latch onto your exposed neck, trailing down sloppy kisses, teeth gently grazing the sensitive skin. you shudder, fluttering your eyes shut at the feeling of him grinning against your nape. a small whimper caught in your throat as his arm snaked around, delivering a firm smack to your bottom.
"s-sae, you're such an ass..." you pouted, hands slightly pushing against his chest in an attempt to distance and control yourself. he cocks an eyebrow, a smirk ghosting over his lips as he moved towards the counter, holding onto his mug. he brought it to his lips, glancing at you over the rim as he sipped the warm coffee, his voice hoarse.
"hm, ironic."

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