VOUCH!!!!

VOUCH!!!!

beep beep sometimes when you have been in survival mode for a long time the parts of you dedicated to Wanting Things atrophy and you forget how to envision a future that feels rewarding because you are busy with the business of staying alive, and it can seem like your life must be pointless because you can’t imagine any long term goals. sometimes even when you leave survival mode you can’t remember how to Want Things. that doesn’t mean you need to give up on having a good and fulfilling life, it just means that Wanting Things is a muscle you need to gradually strengthen. the part of you that has dreams and aspirations is still there, it just fell asleep, but if you wiggle it enough it can and will regain feeling. it’s okay to start small

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(tw dissociation and alter dormancy)

i remember there was this one really scary time when it was only me fronting (granted before i realized i was a system but knew there were Others) and my body literally started going HAM and moving super erratically by myself. absolutely terrifying but it hasn’t happened again and no one was hurt, and none of them ever said it was them. but i cant ask them because me and the current others made them go dormant LOL!!

me: why does it feel like someone else has taken over my body and im just watching

me, remembering I have “people take over your body” disorder: 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

GOODNESS!!!!

head empty no thoughts only gorgeous palestinian thobes

the details!!! the colors!! and all hand-embroidered!

and the use of the patterns on jackets and blazers are just *chefs kiss* gorgeous, and the accessories,,, so small but made with so much love and care

anyways, support palestinian-owned fashion businesses <3

Deerah, Falastini Brand, Dar Noora, Anat, Balady Stitch, and more and more and more

+ a bit of a crash course on the historical value of thobes for whoever is interested, here

"Back during the pandemic" "when covid was still a thing"

Covid is killing over 1000 Americans each week. Covid is the 3rd leading cause of death in the US. Covid is still spreading and mutating. Only 16% of Americans have gotten their boosters in a "vaccine only" strategy to fight the disease (that doesn't work because vaccinated people can and do catch and spread covid). Covid is still a very real threat to you and those you love. Stop talking about it in the past tense. Stop living a lie. It's not 2019. You'll never live in a "post covid" world. Our wishes for "normal" have destroyed any chance of a true end to the pandemic unless we act. Mask up and stop the spread if you really want to past-tense covid.

i’m still conflicted because like. i’m so sorry guys this blog has gone WAY off topic i haven’t posted anything therian for a while

should i make my other blog my main? i don’t really get as much interaction over there (NOT COMPLAINING OR ANYTHING) but i’m just a lot more inclined to post here. maybe i should make a third? maybe i should make this my main (not centered around therianism) and just occasionally talk about therianism? the system stuff has really interfered with my identity but i’m pretty sure i still am

hmm idk tell me in the tags