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Writing a character with OCD?
Ok I need help writing and I have no idea where to ask who to ask what to ask so-
I'm writing a character with OCD. I don't want to get anything wrong or end up making fun of OCD, so this is my cry for help.
For context, my character is a 12 year old child. I don't know if that helps or not.
Basically I just want to know how to write her OCD, what symptoms(?) and what it feels like. I know not all OCD is obsessive cleaning, so I was thinking maybe to calm her anxiety she starts counting or tapping her leg, but I really don't know much about OCD.
So... help?
Your Touch//KSJ (1/4)

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Soulmate + Idol AU
[Everybody has a black mark on their body where their soulmate will touch them for the first time. When your soulmate touches you both your marks burst into different colors. Only one problem, your soulmate hates you]
Warning: I wrote this oneshot a while ago and it's all published without editing any of it, so the plot, writing etc is trash and I absolutely hate all of it. Read at your own risk.
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You walked off of stage, the cheers of your fans echoing in your ears. You were happy, insanely happy. That had been one of your best performances yet. Surely it couldn't get any better than this!
During the performance your sleeve had slipped down and shown your black soulmate mark on your forearm. The last time it had shown, you had been faced with hate and slurs, but this time you swore you heard them cheer even harder.
You were one of the idols who knew their worth. You knew nobody could force you to hide your soulmate mark. Nobody could force you to change yourself or do something you didn't want to.
You interacted with fans a lot, and saw all that the haters were saying about you, but you didn't care. They could say whatever they wanted. But at the end of the day, you were still human after all...
"I'm gonna go get some snacks," you said to your members as you all arrived backstage and flopped onto some sofas. "Anyone want some?"
After a few shouts and requests you turned away and walked round a corner to where you knew the snack table was. Well, you thought you knew...
You ended up near some broom closet. You could hear voices nearby, so you continued walking and saw a group of boys huddled in a corner, whispering.
They weren't just any boys, they were BTS!! You heaved a sigh of relief and started walking towards them. You were on pretty good terms with all of them, but you were really good friends with Taehyung. Maybe they knew where the snack table was in this maze.
But one of them said something which made you stop in your tracks. You ran back round the corner and pressed your back against the wall. You knew you shouldn't be listening to their conversation but...
"Listen to me," you heard one of them say. "I... I hate Y/n. I hate that bitch with my whole life."
Your breath stopped short and you gripped the hem of your black shirt, twisting it round and round in your hands.
"What!?"
"No, I just hate her! I mean, come on! She's so fucking annoying! And-"
"Seokjin, don't-"
"NO, no, listen to me. You can be friends with her and shit, I honestly don't care. Just don't force me to be around her. I don't want to see her. She's so-"
"SEOKJIN!! We get it!! Just- not here. Someone might hear."
You closed your eyes and grabbed your dark purple highlights, entangling your fingers in your hair. You grit your teeth and clenched your jaw in a weak attempt to stop yourself from crying.
Sucking in sharply, you gathered yourself and looked back up. You didn't want anyone to see you break down.
Why did it affect you so much? You couldn't understand, you had received hate so many times before, why were you about to cry now of all times?? It felt like someone had wrapped their icy fingers around your heart and was crushing it slowly. It hurt. It physically hurt you.
But why? Fine, Seokjin didn't like you- hated you- so what? It wasn't like you could do anything about it.
You heard footsteps coming towards you, so you immediately started walking away. The guys wouldn't stay huddled in that corner forever, and you didn't want them to see you had been eavesdropping on them.
You heard Taehyung lightly call your name but you kept walking, acting like you hadn't heard anything. Hopefully he would think you were just some staff member, or some other idol.
You reached your members and and just stood there, not knowing what to do.
"You couldn't find the snack table?" Moon asked, brushing her blue hair aside.
"Yeah," you laughed, "This place is like a maze."
/You sat down beside Yen, who was laying down on the sofa, her blonde hair spreading out on the seat. You moved her hair away and brought your legs up to your chest, tucking them under your chin. You wrapped your arms around your knees, hugging them close to you.
"Are you feeling okay?" Keun asked you, frowning a bit. "If it's about the stage, you did great, you idiot. You don't have to be such a perfectionist all the time."
You gave her a weak smile and nodded. What else were you supposed to do?
You had all arrived at the dorms a few hours ago. It was way past midnight now, and you were the only one awake.
You were in the bottom bunk. Bamie's jet black hair hung over the side of the top bed like something out of a horror movie. You were on your phone, scrolling through the messages you got on Instagram.
You chatted to your fans a lot on Insta. It was fun having conversations with them.
You clicked on a random chat that somebody had sent a couple of seconds ago and accepted it.
Jiiiyo93: Hi
[You have accepted Jiiiyo93s request]
You: Hi!!
You: Isn't it a little late to be up? ㅋㅋ
Jiiiyo93: But you're up??
You: True... ㅠㅠ
Jiiiyo93: Can we speed this up? I wanted to talk to you about something
You: Oh, ok! What do you want to say? :D
Jiiiyo93: Bitch
Jiiiyo93: Why haven't you left Echo yet?
Jiiiyo93: You're bringing them down
Jiiiyo93: They could be so much more without you
You: ...I'm sorry
Jiiiyo93: That's it???
Jiiiyo93: You should be more than fucking sorry for trying to steal my soulmate
Jiiiyo93: He'll never love you
You: I don't know what you're talking about?
You: I haven't even met my soulmate yet
Jiiiyo93: Isn't it obvious who it is?!??
Jiiiyo93: You really are as dumb as you look
You: I don't know what you're talking about
You: And if he's my soulmate then aren't you the one trying to steal him?
Jiiiyo93: Don't act clever with me
Jiiiyo93: Literally everyone knows who it is
Jiiiyo93: You should go kill yourself
Jiiiyo93: You're so fucking annoying. Every time I hear your voice I want to rip my ears out and your looks?? Don't even get me fucking started on what an eyesore you are
Jiiiyo93: I bet your soulmate hates you
You: I know...
You: I'm sorry
[Jiiiyo3 has ended the conversation]
Your hands were shaking as you put down the phone. 'I bet your soulmate hates you.'
'I bet your soulmate hates you'
No, it couldn't be...
It felt like someone had taken a hold of your heart and was choking it, your breath hitched as you thought about him.
You grabbed your phone again and opened up your browser. With shaking fingers you searched [Who is Y/n's soulmate?]
It couldn't be. It couldn't be it couldn't be it couldn't be.
You knew for a fact that the Internet had some of the best sleuths. You had experienced that first hand after somebody had figured out where your soulmate mark was.
There were tons of questions and answers about this. You were actually kind of surprised...
You clicked on a link and started to go through the answers.
[Answered by Kyuni28]
Honestly? I think her soulmate is Seokjin. It makes sense, just listen to me.
Soulmates have some chemistry and their personalities are usually similar, and if they aren't they're based in a way that it'd be easy for them to get along.
Seokjin is a fun person who knows how to joke around and make you smile
Y/n is someone who is comfortable to be around, and you automatically want to be friends with
Y/n has mentioned before she CRAVES hugs and physical affection
Seokjin has said he wouldn't mind being physically affectionate with his soulmate
Soulmates usually have some similarities aswell. For example:
They're both fun, protective, caring people who hate getting into fights and if they love someone they'll protect them with their whole heart.
There's so much more I could put here, but the answer would be too long so I'll finish off with one more thing.
Have you seen their soulmate marks? It's like they're meant to be together!!
Y/n has one on her forearm which kind of looks like the shadow of a hand. Seokjin's is on his hand!! And if you look closely at Y/n's, it looks like the imprint of someone grabbing her arm. And if you look at Seokjin's it's kind of bent, if you get what I'm saying. Curved?? Like he's going to grab his soulmate by the arm or something.
You stopped reading. This... couldn't be true!! It just... it couldn't be! What would one person on the Internet know, right?
You scrolled through some more answers and each of them said the same thing, each of them giving more convincing arguments than the last.
You went back to the search bar and started typing again.
[What happens if your soulmate hates you?]
You couldn't find an exact answer to what you were looking for, but you found something similar.
Soulmates tend to be a lot more emotional with each other, for instance, when they fight. If someone says "I hate you", any normal person would obviously feel sad, but for Soulmates it'll feek as if their heart is being ripped apart, or at the very least they'll feel a sort of physical pain in their heart.
"No..." you whispered as tears rolled down your cheeks. You shook your head and wiped them away. "It can't be..."
You threw your head back on your pillow and tried to remember if you two had ever touched. Surely you must have brushed hands... bumped arms?
But the more you thought about it, the more you realized they may be right. You two had actually gotten along before, but what had happened? Had you done something wrong? Why did he hate you?
You cried yourself to sleep that night. All you had wanted was a soulmate, a lover, who would love you as much as you loved them. And now you couldn't even have that.
Jihye looked at her phone screen.
[You have ended the conversation with <Y/n>]
She smirked and turned it off. She hadn't thought Y/n would actually reply to her.
Her doorbell rung and she jumped up off of the bed. She ran towards the door and threw it open to reveal a man standing there. His face was covered with a mask and a cap pulled down low.
She pulled him inside and flung her arms around his broad shoulders, hugging him tight. He laughed and pulled her closer.
Jihye pulled his mask down and kissed his cheek.
"Why did you ask me to come in the middle of the night?" He asked.
"I missed you, Jinnie! Can't I call you whenever I want?" She pouted.
"I can't stay here long, I think Dispatch are onto us." He whispered.
"I won't keep you here long," she whispered back. "Now let's go have some fun."
She took his hat off and pulled him towards her room.
They fell asleep in each others arms.

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