Your Touch//KSJ (4/4)

Your Touch//KSJ (4/4)

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Soulmate + Idol AU

[Everybody has a black mark on their body where their soulmate will touch them for the first time. When your soulmate touches you both your marks burst into different colors. Only one problem, your soulmate hates you]

FINALLY THE END. I wrote this oneshot a while ago and I uploaded these without really editing the story, and it's only now I'm realising god this is so dumb.

This is one of, if not, my least favourite oneshots so i'm glad this is over. I really should've worked on their love story instead of just- ("I know I talked shit about you but I love you" "I love you too")

So for my sake just pretend they actually had a valid reason to fall in love and pretend I'm a good writer, thank you

And get ready for a cliché as hell ending

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How long had it been since that roof incident?

A month? Two? Three? Six? Yeah, six sounds about right.

Six months had passed since you two had found out you were soulmates. Six months since you had fallen in love. And six months since you two had found out you couldn't touch each other (and believe me, you had tried)

Occasionally you two would get excited and think, 'Maybe it'll work this time?'

And you'd always end up with a bloody arm

Seokjin's drama had been postponed because they couldn't find a good female lead. You two had been set to collaborate on some project, but that also had to be postponed since you couldn't touch each other.

You had started talking to Taehyung again, and he was ecstatic. Jihye hadn't tried to talk to you again, much to your relief.

Now back to the present. Another award show.

Seokjin was standing backstage, shifting from foot to foot nervously. Suddenly, he felt someone slip their hand into his. He looked down, frowning, and saw you standing there.

He jumped back immediately, remembering the cuts that appeared every time he touched you. He looked down, panicking, to see if any cuts had appeared, only to find that you were wearing tight black gloves.

"They're part of the performance," you smiled, taking his hand again. "Cool, right?"

"Yeah," he breathed a sigh of relief, squeezing your hand.

You heard footsteps pattering down the hallway, and you two were forced to break apart. You stood side by side, talking calmly when Taehyung walked in. He smirked, seeing you two alone.

"Are you two dating?" He asked for the hundredth time that week.

You rolled your eyes at him and Seokjin ruffled his hair. "Don't ask weird questions," he laughed, catching your eye.

Time skip~

After the performances your group was talking with BTS, both of you waiting for your managers to come in their cars. You were talking to Jungkook, when someone you recognized as Seokjin's manager for his drama, approached you.

Jungkook stepped a little away, letting you two talk in peace, but he watched you two talking, too curious to look away.

"Hi, I'm Seokjins manager for his drama, as you may know." You nodded as he spoke. "We've been looking for a female lead, how would you like to audition. Currently there's one other candidate for the audition, Yoon Jihye, but personally I think you could beat her. So, how about it?"

You stood there in shock. Everyone around you had gone silent aswell, listening to your conversation. You didn't know what to say. "I..."

The manager smiled. "Think about it." He gave you his business card and walked away.

Once he was out of earshot everyone else crowded around you, cheering.

"DO IT!!" Yen screamed in your ear. "YOU COULD BE THE FEMALE LEAD WITH SEOKJIN!! YOU HAVE TO DO IT!!"

The only person who didn't look as excited was Seokjin. He was standing a little away from the group. When he caught your eye he gave a weak smile and looked away.

Later that night as you lay in bed, you got a call from Seokjin. You picked it up as soon as it started ringing.

"Seokjin?"

"Hi, Y/n, yeah..."

"Why are you calling so late?"

"Uhh... no specific reason. I just... wanted to talk?"

"About the drama right?"

"...yeah"

"What's wrong? You looked worried back there"

"It's just... Do you really want the get the part?"

"Yes!"

"There are a lot of parts where the two main leads touch each other. And... you know... we can't really do that..."

"Ah... There must be some way around it, right?"

"I don't know, Y/n, I want you to get the part aswell, I'm just... I'm worried. I don't want you to get hurt because of a stupid drama."

"But if I don't get the part, then Jihye will, and-"

"I can deal with her"

"And I can deal with the cuts"

"NO, that's different"

"Not really"

"IT IS!! I'm not letting you do it if you get hurt"

"And how are you gonna stop me?"

"Y/n... Please, I'm worried"

"It's fine, I'll find some way around it"

"Are you sure?"

"We'll do this somehow"

"I promise"

"Okay..."

"I love you"

"I love you too"

Seokjin ended the call.

You rubbed your arm nervously. You were determined to find some way around it, you didn't care what you had to do.

The next day, you two met in the BigHit building.

"I've changed my mind," he said. "I don't want you to go for the drama."

"Seokjin-"

"No, you can't! There's no way you'd be able to do it without-"

Another voice interrupted. "Why not?"

You both turned around to look at Taehyung.

"Why not?" He repeated, glaring at Seokjin. "Why can't she act in the drama?"

You stepped forward and grabbed his arm lightly. "Taehyung, you don't understand-"

"Then make me understand. Why doesn't he want you to act in the drama with him?"

You and Seokjin exchanged glances, and with one nod you grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him into another room. You locked the door behind the three of you and Seokjin grabbed Taehyung by the shoulders. "Taehyung, listen to me. Me and Y/n are soulmates."

"Really?" Taehyung stared down at Seokjin's black soulmate mark skeptically. "So why hasn't your soulmate mark changed colors?"

You walked over to Seokjin and extended your arm, pulling back your sleeve.

"We can't touch each other, otherwise..." you looked at Seokjin.

Seokjin shook his head. "No, I'm not touching you. You'll get hurt-"

"It's only one cut, just do it quickly."

He hesitantly brushed your arm with his hand, and cuts immediately started appearing. They seemed to extend and wrap around your arm like vines. Blood trickled down your forearm, dripping to the floor.

"What the fuck?" Taehyung whisper-screamed. He grabbed your wrist and pulled your arm towards himself, getting a better look at the damage. Seokjin couldn't help but envy him, he was able to touch you without the fear of hurting you. He wished he could do the same...

"Why is this happening?" Taehyung asked as you went to the washroom to wash the blood off.

"It happens when soulmates don't touch each others marks when they first touch," Seokjin explained.

Taehyung seemed to be lost in thought for a bit then,

"Y/n's not doing the drama," he said firmly.

"WHAT!?" You screamed from the washroom. You ran out and glared at both of them. "You can't stop me."

"You can't!!" Seokjin urged. "You'll get hurt, and how are you going to explain to the manager where all the injuries keep coming from?"

"Exactly!" Taehyung backed him up. "You can't do it!"

You looked from Taehyung to Seokjin. They really weren't gonna let you do this...

You sighed in defeat. "Fine."

You stormed out of the room, leaving Taehyung and Seokjin in the room together. They stared at each other, wondering what they should do.

"I still can't believe this is happening," Taehyung whispered. "How long has this been going on for?"

"About... six months now. Hey, at least you were right about us dating." He laughed a little, and Taehyung followed suit.

"I guess I was, huh?" He stared up at Seokjin and smiled. "One day you'll be able to each other. You will. I just know it."

Seokjin smiled back. "Thanks, Taehyung."

Meanwhile you were in a car heading towards the address written on the business card. Like hell they could stop you. (Y/n has no logic, I know)

It had been days, weeks since the audition. You had no idea if you would actually get the part or not, and how Seokjin and Taehyung would react. Judging by how serious they were the last time you asked them, you were sure the result would be nothing short of a homicide.

You were sitting on a chair at the edge of a studio. Seokjin was shooting solo scenes for the drama. They had decided to start shooting the scenes for the drama which didn't include the female lead, which meant they had chosen whoever she was, they were just making things official.

You felt a small pressure on your shoulders and turned around. Seokjin was standing behind you with his hands on your shoulders, peering down at your face.

"What are you thinking about?" He smiled, adjusting his hands a bit so he didn't touch your skin.

"Nothing," you lied, smiling at him.

He pulled up a chair and sat down next to you. He kept rubbing the back of his neck and picking at his nails.

"You look nervous," you pointed out.

"Yeah, I'm just wondering when Jihye's gonna start filming with me."

Right, he didn't know that there was a chance you could be the main lead. He thought that no matter what Jihye would be filming with him. You didn't want to get his hopes up, so you stayed silent.

That night, after he was finished with the filming, you got a call from Jackson. You two were pretty good friends so you picked up.

"Hellooo?"

"Y/N!! Are you doing anything tonight?"

"Nope, why?"

"One of my friends is throwing a party. Wanna come?"

"Sounds fun. When is it?"

"It starts at 10 and it'll probably end at like... 3am? Yeah it'll be fun"

"...Jackson. Jackson look me straight in the eye and tell me if you think I'd come."

"But I can't see you-"

"I don't care, shhhh. There's gonna be alcohol, right?"

"Yuh"

"I'm not coming"

"But it'll be more fun with youuu. I'll protect you"

"You can't fight shit"

"Then bring someone who can? Please, you never go anywhere... And we haven't seen each other in so long, you can go straight back after we meet"

"...fine"

"THANK YOU"

"Idiot. You're lucky I'm your friend"

"(mwah)"

You ended the call and smiled to yourself. He probably would've called Namjoon and told him about it as well, so he'd be there. But you still weren't too sure about it. You rarely touched alcohol and you weren't too keen on being around drunk people in the middle of the night.

You texted Namjoon just to make sure he was coming.

Joon

Hey, did Jackson tell you about any party going on tonight? :You

Joon: Yeah, he did actually

Cool, I just wanted to make sure someone else was coming :You

Joon: You're going??

Joon: Don't take it the wrong way, but I didn't think you were the type of person to drink

I'm not ㅠㅠ :You

Jackson convinced me to come :You

Joon: Ahhh makes sense ㅋㅋ

Sooo see you there? :You

Joon: If it makes you comfortable, sure

Thank you so much!! :You

I'm not really used to partying late :You

Or partying at all... :You

Joon: I'll ask the others if they wanna come too, if it makes you feel better

Thank you ㅠㅠ :You

What did I do to deserve a friend like you :You

Joon: 👌

You turned your phone off and went to your living room. Your members were gathered there.

"Hey, so, who's going to the party tonight?" You asked them.

"I'll come." Bamie raised her hand.

"Me and Keun aswell," Moon said, "We discussed it before."

"Me too!!" Chirped Yen. You shivered looking at her. Yen was a heavy drinker, yet somehow she never got drunk. She terrified you, but then again you had only drank alcohol once in your life.

Night fell, and you all piled into a car. You were probably the most nervous out of everyone here.

Moon drove to the address Jackson had given. When you got there it turned out to be more bigger than you thought.

'Idiot,' you thought. 'If Dispatch knew that all these kpop idols were coming to a party, there would be scandals for days.'

If Dispatch found out, all hell would break loose in the kpop community.

Moon parked the car and you all got out. You were heavily regretting this. You walked forward and were greeted by Jackson immediately.

"Y/N!!" He screamed when he saw you. "I wasn't sure you would actually come."

It wasn't exactly a secret you never went clubbing, partying, drinking, or pretty much anything like that. Pretty much everyone knew.

It wasn't that you weren't fun, you just didn't like doing this kind of stuff. You had fun in your own ways. Just... not like this.

When you walked inside you saw Namjoon standing near the entrance. He waved to you and you waved back.

"You good?" He asked, coming over.

"Yeah, I probably won't stay here long though."

"Seokjin's over there." He pointed.

You looked up at Namjoon with narrowed eyes. He was smirking heavily. "Yeah, Taehyung told us you were dating."

Your members looked at you, smiling devilishly. "Don't." You stopped them before they could say anything. "Where's Taehyung?" You asked Namjoon.

"He's with Jin."

You ran towards him and grabbed Taehyung by the collar from behind.

"How much did you tell them?" You pulled him down to your level. He didn't have to bend that low, considering the fact that you were quite tall.

He smiled mischievously. "All I did was tell them you two were dating."

"And?"

"And nothing! That's it, I swear." He put his hands up in defeat and you let him go. You turned to Seokjin, but neither of you said anything, just simply glared at Taehyung.

"Fine..." he groaned and walked away.

"I didn't think you'd be here." Seokjin put a hand on your shoulder, careful not to touch your skin.

"I wasn't going to, " you admitted. "Can I just stay with you?"

"Sure," he smiled, putting an arm around you and bringing you closer, planting a kiss on top of your head. You blushed. Thank god hair didn't count as skin.

It had been two hours since the party started. In short, everything had gone to hell.

Seokjin had gone for two seconds because he had seen someone he recognized. He was now lost, you were now lost, and everyone's dignity was lost. Including yours.

What could one glass of alcohol do? What could one glass of alcohol possibly do? Surely it wouldn't end disastrously, right? Right? Someone please tell this poor girl she's out of her senses.

You were now drunk and leaning on the wall, ready to bang your head against it. You weren't fully drunk, but you had had enough and you decided you hated it.

You looked around for someone you knew who wasn't drunk. It was just a tangle of people everywhere.

You started walking towards the exit, when you felt someone grab your arm. You panicked and wrenched your hand out of their grip. You hand brushed against their skin, and you immediately felt a horrible stinging where it had touched.

You looked down and realized blood was dripping from a small cut in your hand.

"Shit," whispered the person who had tried to grab you. You looked up to see it was Seokjin. He held your wrist (from the cloth of your clothes) and brought it closer so he could see how much you were hurt.

"It's not too big," he said, "But with the amount of blood you've lost because of me it's a wonder you haven't fainted yet."

You let out a small strained laugh and wiped the blood on your shirt. It wasn't that important anyway.

"Are you okay?"

You nodded, but he could tell something was wrong. "Did you drink...?"

"Yeah, and I hated it. God, I wanna go home..."

You looked around at the crowd and winced, putting a hand to your head to stop the headache that was forming. He pulled you away from the crowd into the corner so you two could talk alone.

"This party's gone to hell," he sighed. He looked at you and leaned against the wall.

His eyes darted to your lips and he shook his head vigorously, earning a confused glance from you.

'Not while she's drunk," he thought to himself. 'That's just... and besides, it's not like we can touch,'

He wanted to drive her home but he couldn't because of... reasons.

The truth was, he had also had a few drinks. If he drove there was a chance he would be arrested and I think we all know how badly that would go.

He forced himself to look away from Y/n, but realized she was looking at him too. They locked eyes and he swore her eyes darted towards his lips...

Nopeity-nope-nope-nope-nope-NO-

It was almost as if some magnet was pulling you two together. You drifted towards each other, and finally his lips crashed into yours. He stumbled a little and grabbed your arm for support. You had a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer.

He pulled you closer by the waist, but really his mind was screaming at him to stop.

His skin tingled as you ran a hand down his arm, setting another spark to the already burning fire in his chest. There was nothing sweet about the kiss, it was filled with passion and desire. It contained the result of all the bottled up feelings you two had kept over the past six months. Both of you were stuck to each other like glue, not wanting to pull away.

'You shouldn't be doing this,' he told himself. 'She'll get hurt...'

He had to force himself to pull away, leaving the both of you holding onto each other, gasping for breath.

He shook his head and looked away. "We shouldn't have done that," he whispered, still panting. "We shouldn't have..."

"Seokjin-"

"Y/n I'm so sorry, I should have stopped-"

"SEOKJIN!!" You finally got his attention. You gestured with your head down to your arm.

His hand, which his soulmate mark was on, was gripping your mark on your arm. The had both burst into colors. Seokjin looked down in awe and lifted up his hand to look at it closer.

"But... we tried touching the soulmate marks before..." he whispered. "It didn't work."

You cupped his face with your hand, bringing his face to look at you. He looked confused, how were you touching him? He lightly held your wrist and brought your hand away from his face, staring at it.

You were smiling brightly, understanding what was going on.

There were no cuts appearing on your hand as he touched your skin.

"Wait..." he whispered. "On no. You're kidding me. It's the true love's kiss bullshit isn't it? Oh my god that's like the plot of every fucking disney movie you're kidding me. Please tell me it wasn't the kiss-"

"It was the kiss."

He screamed, making you laugh. "It's kind of romantic if you think about it."

"By the way," you told him. "I... I auditioned for the drama."

He took in a large breath, controlling himself.

He narrowed his eyes at you. "So can we really touch now?"

"I don't know."

You took his hand and lightly intertwined your fingers in his. Your face was immediately lit up with a smile, making Seokjin practically melt. He pulled you into a hug, kissing your cheek.

"I love you." he whispered, bringing his lips right next to your ear. "I love you I love you I love you."

You blushed and let yourself melt into his embrace. "I love you too."

I am so close to deleting this story from existence

If I wanted to be nice to myself I could say I wrote this a while ago and I wasn't very good at writing and plot back then (which would be true) but even then where's the logic??? why did she even fall in love with him I don't knowwww

Say the word and I'll delete this

(My next oneshot will be better I promise) (Not sure how strong that promise is but I promise)

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