Crazy In Love With You

Crazy in love with you

Summary: reader finally meets Loki after he was put in prison for attacking Earth. They talk, make love and resolve issues in their relationship.

Characters: Thor, Volstagg, Frandral, Sif, Loki, reader and Frigga

Pairing: Loki x reader

Word count: 2.5k

Warnings: Fluff, angst, mentions of sex, snappiness.

A/N : This is my entry in @caplansteverogers 4K Writing Challenge. My prompts that I picked were #59 a full moon, Crazy in love - Beyoncé and #56 how can I trust you after that. Congrats on the 4K hun. Hope you keep doing your amazing work. Sorry this came in so late

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It’s been months, 8 months since I last saw him. The Man of Mischief, the God of lies. Loki. He’d been thrown into Asgard’s prison after he tried to take over Midgard claiming it was his birthright. I was shocked to have heard he was alive. I remember mourning his death, isolating myself from everyone because I had no reason to live. But there he was all along, hiding like a coward. I sat in my room, preparing for the feast. I wore a simple fluffy brownish-gold dress with shiny material at the chest area. The dress was accompanied with a cape with the same design. It made me feel pretty. I hadn’t felt like that in a very long time. We had just returned from waging peace between the Nine Realms and Odin wanted to celebrate his son —Thor and warriors success. I hadn’t left my home since Loki’s “death” but ever since I heard of him being alive, I’ve just been so angry. How could he lie to me? What had I ever done to receive that? I walked into the hall where the feast was being held wind scanned the area. It was filled with Royals from different Realms, commoners, soldiers and The Royal Family. I grabbed a cup of ale and walked over the Thor. He was sitting at the Grand Table, drinking with the rest of our friends.

“Ahhhh there she is, the lady of the night!” Thor shouted as I sat down next to Sif. I giggled and said, “I only saved you twice.”

“Well without you our prince would be in Valhalla.” Sif said nudging me. I smile, thanking her. “Yes, without you we would not be FEASTING!” Volstagg said raising his goblet. The people around us cheered. I blushed and grabbed fruit from the bowl. I looked at the open seat next to me. Loki’s seat. I frowned.

“Hey, you ok?” Sif asked. “Umm... yes?” I said not really paying attention. “You miss him, don’t you?”

“Yes...” Sif squeezed my shoulder and filled my goblet with more ale. “M’lady, would you do me the honour of accompanying me to the next dance?” Frandral asked, holding his hand out for me to dance.

“I’d love to.” I said grabbing his hand and joining him. I took off my cape and handed it to a thrall as Frandral lead me to the dance floor. He put his hand on my waist and led the waltz. “How do you feel my friend?”

“Better... I think.” I replied staring at nothing. “You miss him. I see it in your eyes.” Frandral stated.

“You’re very good at reading people. Now what lass have you dragged to this feast?” I asked trying to change the subject. “Well with the wars I haven’t had time to find a beauty.“ he replied laughing. “But I’ll find one.”

“Might I steal The Saviour?” I turned around to see Thor holding his hand out for me. “Oh course your majesty.” Frandral said bowing dramatically. I giggled and took Thor’s hand, waving goodbye to Frandral.

Thor and I glided across the floor, my dress sweeping the floor. We talked about everything and nothing. About Asgard, our futures, the Nine Realms, etc. Once the third song ended Thor grabbed us some mead and walked with me to the balcony. I looked up to see the moon, it was full. “Did you know Loki asked me to be his when the moon was full. He said the full moon was rare, because it only came once a month. Just like how love is rare.” I said sighing.

“He really has gone soft hasn’t he.” Thor said handing me my mead. I giggled and nodded. But what if that was a lie. Like everything else. “Thor... did Loki really... you know... love me, like I loved him?” I asked

“I would say so, yes.” He said leaning on the balcony. “He has... in a way changed even after what he did to Midgard. I saw something in his eyes that reminded me of you. He thinks of you all the time. Maybe he was just afraid of what you would think now that we know he’s a Frost Giant.”

“It wouldn’t change a thing. I love Loki for Loki. Frost Giant or not.” I exclaimed. “Yes but he doesn’t see it that way. He’s afraid of losing you. You are his precious jewel.” Thor said looking at the moon. “But I mean, if you want to see him...”

“I can’t. The guards are always there, believe me I’ve tried.” I said pouting. “Ah But there are other ways to get into the dungeons.” Thor said smirking. “There are?” I said bewildered

“Loki showed me when we were children.” Thor said smiling. I smiled. “But that is... if you want to see him.” Thor said smiling. “Yes I do!” I said quickly. I mean I was still furious with him but I love him. I can’t stay away no matter how hard I try.

“Very well there is a secret passage near the library. The brick closest to the third flame, push it. From there you go straight, take the first left which will lead you to a staircase that will take you to a dead end. From there push the brick that is closest to rose carvings. It’ll take you straight into the prisoners cells, past the guards. Loki with be there.”

“Thank you Thor.” I said hugging him. “You’re most welcome. Loki needs to see you. He needs to know you’re not mad at him. Well not completely mad at him.” Thor said laughing. I smiled and quickly dashed back into the Hall. I quickly grabbed my cape and quietly exited the Grand Hall. I followed Thor’s instructions to the library and walked towards the third flame. I checked both sides to make sure t was clear before pushing the brick. It worked. Thank you Thor.

“I wondered when you finally use it.” I quickly turned around to see Frigga. “Your Majesty.” I said bowing. “Raise my child.” She said helping me up. “I have a feeling I know where you’re going. And I’m happy you’re finally doing it. Loki misses you.” I smiled. She grabbed my shoulders and hugged me. “Bring my son back to me.” She said before letting me go. I nodded and ran into the passage using Thor’s knowledge. I pushed the brick that took me straight into the dungeons. I quickly looked to my left to see... “Loki...” I said breathlessly.

“Princess?” He said putting his hands on the gold enforcement. He quickly moved away as the shield burned his hands, only they didn’t turn red but blue. He quickly turned around. “Loki wait!” I said stopping right in front of the shield that’s separating me from my love. “Don’t. It’ll hurt you.” He said walking to the shield. “I’ve missed you.”

“As have I, my love.” I said tearing up. “I’m going to find a way to get in there.”

“There is no way in.” He said sadly. “There’s always a way.” I said slowly put my hand on the shield. It burned but not a lot. I was a really stupid thing to do seeing as it burned Loki. But I continued and watched my hand go through to the other side. Loki smiled and took my hand pulling me into him. He grabbed me, holding me close. “Can’t... Breath love.” I said trying to pull away. He laughed and let go only to quickly grab my face and kiss me. I smiled and pulled him close. He grabbed my waist and backed me into the wall.

“Loki... wait...” I said in between kisses. He groaned and let go keeping his hand on my hips. He looked at me, his eyes trailing over every inch. “Don’t you look ravishing.” He said smirking. I giggled and said, “Only for you.” He hummed and kissed me again, unclipping my cape and letting it fall into the floor. “Wait, what about the guards?” I asked pulling away. “All they see is me. Alone. Reading.” He said kissing my neck. I sighed and dragged my fingers through his raven hair. “Mmm... ok.” I said pulling his face to my lips. He smirked and grabbed my hips pushing my body into his. I moaned enjoying the feeling of him. Gods I missed him so much. I pulled away for air as he tried finding the zip for the dress. He groaned saying, “If it does not come off now, I’ll rip it.” I giggled and backed him into the bed.

“Have patience my love.” I said straddling him. We continued to kiss, getting lost in each others embrace and the sheets.

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I groaned feeling the cold air on my toe. I quickly bent my leg trying to cover my frozen toe. I felt something warm shift underneath me and snuggled closer to it, trying to prevent it from moving. I felt a kiss on my forehead and slowly opened my eyes. “Good morning my princess.” Loki said smiling, his fingers tracing patterns on my back. I shivered and mumbled and good morning, kissing his chest.

“Last night was... perfect.” I said sighing dreamily. Loki smiled and kissed me. It was soft and warm, filled with love. Loki pulled away and hugged me. He held me as if his life depended on it. “How did I get through the shield?” I asked after our silent embrace. “Mother. While you were asleep I felt this magical surge in you. Mother must have put an enchantment to allow you in.” He stated. “Ahhh, that makes sense.”

“Let’s hope it allows you to come and visit me again.” Loki said kissing my hair. I got up hand hovered over him. He looked beautiful. Relaxed. I smiled and kisses his closed eyelids, his cheeks, nose and mouth. “ I’ll have to leave soon.” I said pouting against his lips. He kissed my lips and sighed saying, “Do you have to?”

“Yes, or people will start to wonder where I am.” I said getting up a grabbing my dress. “Can’t we go for round four first?” Loki smirked watching me dress. I giggled saying, “No or I’ll never leave.”

“Well that is the plan.” He replied, putting on his pants and walking towards me. “You will come back, won’t you?”

“Of course I will.” I said kissing him. He smiled and grabbed my ass, pulling me to him. “we are not doing that again.” He smiled and kissed my cheek. “It was worth a try.” He let go of me and watched as I walked through the shield. I turned back and smiled, blowing him a kiss. He smiled and waved goodbye.

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Days past and Loki and I spent every night together. We talked, laughed, made love and overall just enjoyed because being in each other’s embrace. A few days ago, Frigga told me how when she went to visit Loki and he was happier, well I mean as happy as you can be when you’re stuck in prison, but he was happy maybe even glowing. She said she saw a light in his eyes, one she hadn’t seen in a very long time. “Penny for your thoughts love?” Loki asked tracing my side. “Mmmm...Just thinking about us, about you.” I replied. “Well, I’m flattered.” He said kissing my shoulder. I turned around to face Loki and leaned over him asking, “Why did you do it?”

“What?” He asked “Why did you let go? Why did you pretend to die? Why did you leave me?” I questioned. “I don’t want to talk about it.” He mumbled turning his back to me. “Then when will we talk about it? After the countless sex you use to get your mind off of how you abandoned me? After you get out of here? When Loki, when?” I exclaimed frustrated. He quickly got up and said, “Why does it matter. I’m here aren’t I.”

“Yes but why cower away from me? As if I would have been disgusted of you?” I said getting angrier. “You should be.” He whispered. “BUT WHY!” I exclaimed grabbing his arm. “BECAUSE I AM A MONSTER. THE MONSTERS THAT HID UNDER CHILDREN’S BEDS AT NIGHT. AND NO ONE WANTS TO HE WITH A MONSTER.” He shouted. “So that’s why, you were afraid. Like a coward you could not face your demons. You chose to run from them not caring who you’d leave behind. WHO YOU’D HURT!” I screamed pushing him. “I MOURNED YOUR DEATH, I HADE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, I WAS NOTHING AND YOU TELL ME IT WAS ALL BECAUSE YOU WERE AFRAID!” I kept pushing him letting everything out. My face was drenched with tears. “I AM HERE. ISN’T THAT WHAT MATTERS!” He shouted back grabbing my hands. “NO, BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME ALONE. YOU DIDN’T TRUST ME... how can I trust you after that.” I whimpered

“Well you should’ve thought of that before you had sex with me.” He whispered lowly in my ear. I gasped and smacked him across his cheek. He stared at me in shock as I shouted with tears down my face. “I HATE YOU!” I fell to the floor — the sheets following — and sobbed. I cried for all the heartbreak. All the nights alone, hollow. Loki looked at me sadly, holding his cheek. He got down on his knees and tried grabbing my hands but as I struggled to get away from him. He pulled me into his lap and held me close as I sobbed. He stroked my hair and whispered apologies and sweet nothings into my ear. After I had calmed down I felt a wetness against my hair and looked up to see Loki crying. He kept whispering apologies and “I love you’s” I grabbed his face, whipped his tears and kissed him. This kiss was full over passion and love and apologises. Loki picked me up and gently placed me on the bed never breaking the kiss. He hands traveled all over, tracing every curve, sending chills all over my body. “Wait.” I said stopping.

“Do you want us to stop?” He asked moving the hair out my face. I smiled and replied, “No, I just wanted to see what you really look like. If that’s ok with you.” He took a deep breath, slowly moved away and closed his eyes. I watched and his skin turned blue, patterns appeared all over and his eyes... they were red. “Beautiful.” I mumbled reaching to touch his face.

“Don’t.” He stated backing up off the bed. “Frost Giants give people frostbite when they come in contact with their skin.” I smiled and crawled up to him. I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him towards me, kissing his icy lips. “You’re special.”He smiled and kissed me again, dropping me back onto the bed. “Although everything does feel a lot colder.” I said giggling. He smiled and changed back into the Asgardian saying, “I truly love you, my princess.”

“And I love you more, my prince.”

And our night continued. It was filled with love till the early hours of dawn. We got lost in each other, oblivious of the dangers that were to fall upon our home, Asgard. But I guess that’s what happens when you’re crazy in love.

Basically, Chuck is my writing spirit animal.

When I post a new chapter, waiting for feedback.

When feedback is good.

When people are mad about the angst.

When I throw the readers a curveball.

When I want to write other characters, but only write one.

Why are my chapter titles so long?

When I post a chapter that sucks.

When I haven’t even finished a series, but start writing a new one anyway.

When I try to write smut.

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