One Day It's Gonna Happen And One Day Everyone Will See

One day it's gonna happen and one day everyone will see

I'm the same girl I was

How do I erase these pictures that stay for ever. I erase myself.

It's aches

Metaphor...for a missing moment,

Pull me in...to your perfect circle,

All my thoughts are barried underneath...all the weight of the world

I hope they don't find my journal when I'm gone

Repent, repent, the end is nigh

Repent, repent, we're all gonna die

Repent, repent, these secrets will kill us

So get on your knees and pray for forgiveness

It’s so fucking unfair I’m so fucking behind because while everyone my age was growing up normally, I was put through horrific trauma so how I have to make up for lost time and learn shit everyone else did like years and years ago fuck it’s not fucking fair and no one gets it they just shame me like I wouldn’t give anything TO JUST BE FUCKING NORMAL