Every Day, You Show More Autistic Traits @c0b-web

every day, you show more autistic traits @c0b-web

Can’t you see im tryin

I don’t even like it, i just lied

Part 1 on why every song is about me and my life

So basically i had this friend and recently we ended our relationship. He felt like i had malicious intent and that i didn’t love him. This honestly came as a shock cause I’ve spent so much of my time trying to take notes, making space for them and looking out for them. In a way it is sorta weird weight lifted to no longer have to care so much about them, but i really did. They were one of my fondest friends and i genuinely put so much work into keeping it afloat but at the end of time, we were bound to sink. This weigh will be missed and i still hold our memories dear to me but i need to stop looking out for them.

Oh and the part about the girl crush has nothing to do with this lol. Ok but the “And we're walking out in the snow. I say, "I guess I should go" part?! Heart broken omg 💔💔💔💔

Unfortunately nothing you do could ever make me hate you. Fuck.

•• Gerard way ••

Christian School Salt Lake City by me

TW SEXUAL ABUSE

Today i was watching a YT video from a creator i like, we share a lot of views and he’s level headed. I’ll try to link the video but at some point in it, he starts to talk about (8:00-8:30) consent and coercion. I was listening to him and agreeing when i started to realize more and more how personal and validating the message was. Sometimes it feels like I’ve lost, what happened does ruin things in the end. Sometimes i feel stupid and sensitive, feeling like i over thought it and hurt my own feelings. Messages like in this video really make me feel heard, although to late.