Holy Shit Just, This.

Holy shit just, this.

So there is a moment that just, has stuck with me.

I was chilling at my mom's office, back then my aunt worked with her too, waiting to meet a friend so we could get lunch and catch a movie. My aunt asks me when my friend is planning on showing up.

It dawns on me. I have no clue. I truly, honestly, did not know. I said as much. I don't know.

My aunt got FURIOUS at me, yelling at me for being rude and disrespectful. And. The answer wasn't about to change. I can't give information I don't have.

I hate that it happened. I was in tears. And she's still like that. Doesn't grasp my mental health quirks, treats me like a child. Dismisses my emotions. And I just don't understand why not knowing something suddenly makes me "rude".

‪GOD I found another article about why ADHD kids say “I don’t know” so much. my entire childhood was getting yelled at for doing some ADHD shit and me not being able to offer an explanation when asked why I did something. ‬

My NT friend: doesn’t this silence bother u

Me, autistic: are u telling me u can’t hear this incredibly loud fridge

I made a quiz that tells you which character trope you fit best! There’s ten different results! Feel free to take it!

Reblog in the tags what you got!

I made a generator to find out about your supernatural partner because human partners are out of fashion now

23, 33, 41, 47 (Wildfire), 48? :)

23- Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

I listen to music! Though, I alternate- it used to be I couldn’t focus on trying to word if music was going but? I guess that changed? Music helps set the mood. Best way to write vampire fic: in the dark, late at night, angsty music going.

33- What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

Weeeell, a certain someone may have reached out to me recently to thank me for writing because it’s been helping them get through some personal stuff and I don’t think praise can get any higher than that. 

41- What’s you favourite minor character you’ve written?

...do the animals count because I loved writing Linde and Hagen. Ellen and Flynn are also just, adorable. 

47- Here’s a fic title - Wildfire. What would this story be about?

oh shit I wasn’t prepared for this. Aaaaaaaaaah *thinks*

Maybe something exploring magic, since it’s the name of Therion’s spell? Oh...maybe how he learned the spell. Self taught magic? Maybe he learned a little about magic before being on the streets but never cast a spell of his own- welp that idea is drifting in my head now.

48-  What’s your favourite trope to write?

Damsel in Distress 

Demon Gareth for @21stcenturyhero