I Depend On Fictional Characters For A Numbing Comfort.

I depend on fictional characters for a numbing comfort.

But getting comfort from people who willingly support and love me is different. It's one that feels warm and uplifting, one I feel too unworthy and greedy to ask for.

I can't help but feel an infinite amount of gratitude for those people while I drown in the addiction of fiction.

More cat oc content!~ I recommend to turn on audio ^w^

I drew a self insert for the first time in years for a discord pfp.. But I can't even use it cause I'm too embarrassed after ranting about the fandom so I just cropped it to show only my character-

After days of miserable school I have forgotten how to draw. Someone end my misery.

Just a dumb little vent.

All the little things are adding up to my stress here.

First, a damn usb extender broke. Next, I can't find a spot on this small hotel where I can do online class since I'm with 5 other people in this crammed up space.

After that there's a quiz I'm barely prepared for since I was busy cramming other activities. And another after that where I have more activities to do, let alone a "meeting" with a bunch of groupmates that barely respond.. and right now I'm in a class that gives me anxiety because of recitation.

Even if I didn't go on this trip, I'd probably suffer the same fate or even worse by being left with my cousins who are sometimes a bit of a pain to deal with. What a great thing to add up to my crippling mental health-

What I regret is barely letting myself rest since I was too busy searching for comfort that I know I'll rarely find.

I love how Michael kills in his movies cause sometimes he just does things too differently which makes me laugh