This Is The Definition Of Either Having Too Much Spare Time, Being Really Bored Or Not Being Able To

This is the definition of either having too much spare time, being really bored or not being able to sleep

leeteuk’s speech at the gdas 💔 thank you for everything;

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I believe that the Golden Disk Awards this year had the some of the most moving tributes for Jonghyun. From IU’s touching speech about mental health, self-care, and grieving to seeing Yeri crying during IU’s encore stage to hearing Jonghyun’s comforting words with Lee Hi’s breathtaking performance of ‘Breathe’ to Taeyeon’s tears while watching Lee Hi’s performance to Leeteuk’s speech asking everyone to always remember Jonghyun, all of these moments have showed us the impact that Jonghyun has had on his fellow artists’. 

Thank you Golden Disk Awards for remembering Jonghyun. Thank IU for reminding people that artists and idols are still human  Thank you Yeri for being strong at such a young age. Death is such a foreign concept to many of us until we are faced with it suddenly and it can suffocating but you are fighting so well.  Thank you Lee Hi for having the courage to sing ‘Breathe’ because I couldn’t imagine how hard it was for you to decide to do this. I broke down when you cried during ‘Breathe’ Thank you Taeyeon for still being strong despite the pain (and congrats on both yours AND SNSD’s Bonsang because I didn’t expect SNSD to get one!!) Thank you Leeteuk for reminding us to always remember Jonghyun and to support the rest of the SHINee members.  Thank you to all the other artists who joined in remembering Jonghyun of all the times he has given us comfort and peace at mind with his words and music. All of you give each of us so much joy and happiness every day. Like IU said, always remember however that your happiness comes first. 

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To our precious leader, please let your heart rest. You have been strong for so long, for 10 years, for your brothers. You are someone to be admired, and you were never lacking. You are right, Jonghyun will be a member of SHINee forever. And he will always be watching over you and cheering you on, because he loved you and your gentle heart so much.

To our Kibummie, you have shared so much pain with us. You never hid your true feelings about anything, and this is no different. I feel so sorry that you lost a brother and a best friend. Just know that SHINee World is cheering you on, and Jonghyun is always by your side. Thank you for wanting to do what you think Jonghyun would want, despite your pain. When you feel weak, know that you can lean on us.

To our strong pillar Minho, your heart is so big it’s a wonder it can fit in your chest. When I feel your love, it feels like my own heart is going to burst. Thank you for always being the one ready to give hugs when your members needed them. Thank you for loving SHINee and SHINee World so much. Thank you for giving us strength even now. This time, let us be the ones to give you strength and love in this difficult time. We will be your strength, and your hand to hold when it’s tiring and you want to give up.

And to our maknae Taeminnie, I hope you can feel the love I am sending to you. You have never been one to show many negative emotions—you always tried to hide your tears. I worried so much for you. Know that Jonghyun will always look down on you and cheer you on. He was and always will be your biggest fan, after all. He was always there to support you, always the first to cheer your name, and that’s no different even now. We all love you so much. Please, let yourself rest now. Don’t try to hold it in—we will always be here as a shoulder for you to cry on.

And to Jonghyunnie. Our Jonghyunnie. I hope you can see how strong your brothers are, and your mother. Keep watching over them. Keep giving them strength. They miss you so much. Minho is right, nothing can replace you. But we all know that even though you won’t be there physically, you will still be by their sides in everything they do. SHINee will always be five.

To our boys, I hope you can feel and receive the love I am sending to you from across the world and into heaven. I will be a shawol in this life and the next. You are my biggest strength. I’m cheering you on. I love you.