[3:47pm]

[3:47pm]

another chuckle leaves your lips before you pull sungchan down by his collar, his face inches away from yours. "now who's the short one?" he wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you against his chest, making you let go of his collar.

"still you." he says, throwing you over his shoulder. you let out a small yelp while gently hitting his back. "put me down, you giant!"

"kiss first." he said pouting his lips. "i can't kiss you if you don't put me down." finally having your planted back on the ground, you looked up at sungchan.

"your giant is ready for his kiss now."

𝑴𝑰𝑹𝑹𝑶𝑹 — jjh

Pairings; yandere! Jaehyun x fem! Reader

Warnings; yandere behaviour, yandere themes, toxic realtionship, slapping, implied stockholm syndrome

Sypnosis; the mirror reflects the reality

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The mirror actually reflects the reality. Whether the pain and jittery of people, or the joy and peace of them. It reflects everything.

But as they say, nothing lasts forever.

In your case, happiness had bid goodbye a longtime back. Five years back, and it never returned Every night, you beg. To the god, to the universe, to the almighty power, to anyone who would be listening. To get you out, to set you free from this misery you've been taking on yourself, on your body, on your soul

You have heard that the first ever love of somebody is always charming and memorable for that person. But are first loves ever sickening and vile? Maybe just you are an example. Breaking down day by day, you have nothing to lose except for your delicate body, which is already wrecked. Maiming of your own legs and new purple patches appearing on your body was common now. You were used to it. Suffering everyday was more of a daily routine now. Mind empty, hands cuffed and teary eyes, you were extremely close in losing yourself into insanity.

You brought head up to face the mirror you were sitting in front of. You pitied yourself, seeing your delicate body being brought to its worst. The cuffs hurt, hugging your wrist 24/7. But Jaehyun didn't leave you a choice;you try to take that off and it will only worsen your state.ou brought head up to face the mirror you were sitting in front of. You pitied yourself, seeing your delicate body being brought to its worst. The cuffs hurt, hugging your wrist 24/7. But Jaehyun didn't leave you a choice;you try to take that off and it will only worsen your state.

The skin of yours was covered with blue and purple patches, some even turned black. Each of the marks had a backstory, horrible ones.

“This can't be me” your voice came out as a whisper. Bringing your cuffed hands in front of you, you stare at them. What sin have you committed to be in such a stage now? In such an awful situation now?

So vulnerable. So weak. So broken.

Lost in thoughts, you forgot the fact that Jaehyun, your first love was present with you in the room standing behind you. Just like the way a predator stalks towards its prey, Jaehyun exactly walked towards you like that. Be slipped down beside you, admiring your mutilations like a piece of art. His hand goes up, holding your chin gently for the first time for you could remember.

But your face had Identical look of trauma, tears ascending down your eyes whereas thoughts of regrets stuffed your mind. Why did you fall smitten with him within the first place?

Jaehyun's lips came in grips together with your soft skin, printing tiny and soft kisses, on that however, his grip became stronger on your chin. A deathly one. Your tears fell nonstop, your heart beating at a quicker rate. Soft kisses were typically not an honest sign. His hands turned you to face you towards him. His face pale as ever; black doe eyes that punctured through yours. His lips were a bright shade of pink. You shivered, seeing his sinister face, knowing he was up to one thing awful with you, once again.

"My angel" he sang "did you miss me down here within the basement?" he terminated his sentence with a kiss on your lips, that created a flinch. "y-yes I did" you lied, knowing that if you utter one thing else, it's going to be solely worse.

"I am s-sorry angel" suddenly he started sobbing; nearing your body to his, “forgive me Angel” apologized which was probably fake. his face sunk in the crook of your neck, “i am a bad boyfriend always hurt you right? I am bad! But I love you!” his voice begin to form its rougher side, “but you don't” he pulled up from your embrace as you met his teary yet psychotic eyes. Your anxiety kicked in the more you faced him. You felt sick. Sick of all this.

Jaehyun's hands cupped your little face, "your family's gone and your friends are too! Who is there left to love huh? WHO?” he shouted, as the grip once again became stronger on your chin. “answer me angel!” he demanded, eyes growing big and his slowly went up to tangel with your hair.

“no-nobody” as soon as you finished the word, jaehyun's hand flew right across your face, making you cry again. Shit. He's mad now.

“wrong answer babe” he yanked your hair and made you face towards the mirror again, “its me! IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ME!” his words ringed on your ears, grip getting stronger, once, again.

“now now, I am gonna ask you a question angel. Give me the right answer and nothing will happen” he smiled, which was more of a horrifying sight for you to see, “and for the wrong, you'll pay for it” he whispered through his gritted teeth. “who do you belong to angel?” he asked with a poker face, no emotions at all.

You choked on your own cries and debated on your on selections. you knew it absolutely was reaching to be a protracted night, if you say one thing you must not. “y-you jae. You” you could not speak as a result of the large cries. He smiled, feeling proud, “thats my angel!” he collected you in his arms, “lets go upstairs and watch a movie ok?” he picked you up and aimed towards the door. however, what you saw in the reflection of the mirror, sent a shiver down your spine.

There was knife in his back pocket. A brand new one

© jaemotel

12:50pm

“i dont know if it even matters that i’m gone,” hyunjin spoke softly, unshed tears burning behind his sad, brown eyes. the skin around his eyes was puffy and swollen, the normal white coloring around his eyes a pale pink from crying more than he ever had. “i disappointed everyone.”

his face contorted in sadness as he let out a gentle sob, his nose turning red as more tears began to stream down his dry cheeks. your heart clenched at his broken form, and you sighed heavily as you pulled him into you. hyunjin cried quietly into your shoulder, allowing you to rub his back soothingly.

“maybe i should just leave stray kids.”

you weren’t sure if hyunjin was hoping you’d hear him, or if he hoped he was pressing his face far enough into your shoulder that it would muffle his thought, but you heard him regardless. his words burned in your ears, and you quickly pushed him away from body, your grip tight on his shoulders as you gave him the most serious look you could muster.

hyunjin looked so tired, drained physically, mentally, and emotionally. his lengthy hair was tied up in a messy ponytail, tangled in places and hanging around his face. there were dark circles under the boy’s eyes and he avoided your gaze.

“do you have any idea how much pain that would cause?” you questioned, trying to ignore the fresh wave of tears that begun to well up in hyunjin’s eyes. “the only reason this is happening is because someone from your past is bitter that you’re doing better than them. someone’s always gonna be bitter, jinnie, but what’s happening right now truly isn’t your fault. it’s so obvious that your members hate performing without you; felix lost his smile, chan looks so tired. they want you back, hyunjin, just like everyone else does.”

hyunjin’s bottom lip trembled as hot tears streamed down his cracked cheeks. “b-but-“

“look.” you quickly removed one of your hands from his shoulder in favor of fishing your phone out of your pocket and opening twitter. “your members aren’t the only ones that miss you. STAY misses you too.”

holding your phone out to him, hyunjin blinked away his tears as he read the tweets on the screen. he soon began reading the typed words with bleary vision once more as he sobbed softly.

okay jyp bring hyunjin back, its not funny anymore.

i miss him so much )))):

i hope he’s resting and eating well - we’ll wait for you, hyunjin!

#WeLoveYouHyunjin

he was at a loss for words. hyunjin felt moronic for even thinking about leaving his members and STAY. moreover, however, he felt grateful you were there to figuratively slap some sense into him.

hyunjin lunged forward, hugging you tightly and sniffling into the crook of your neck. you blinked back your own tears, hugging him back just as tight.

no words needed to be said. you weren’t going anywhere; STAY wasn’t going anywhere; his members weren’t going anywhere.

and hyunjin wasn’t going anywhere, either.

STAN NCT DREAM AND HRVY

There’s not many like him left…

And to those racist fuckers still polluting the planet and copyrighting colors and concepts, this is called being a decent human being:

━ nct masterlist

taeil ::

johnny::

taeyong::

yuta::

kun::

doyoung::

ten::

jaehyun::

umbrella (f)

winwin::

jungwoo::

lucas::

mark::

xiaojun::

hendery::

[10:25pm] (f)

renjun::

jeno::

haechan::

jaemin::

yangyang::

shotaro::

sungchan::

[3:47pm] (f)

chenle::

[11:43 am] (f)

jisung::

[7:09 pm ] (f)

[#] stray kids masterlist // requests open !

fluff (f) ,, angst (a) ,, no smut

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lee know ;;

changbin ;;

hyunjin ;;

han (jisung) ;;

felix ;;

seungmin ;;

I.N (jeongin) ;;