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I'm sure they have the same pavlovian response to a guitar as You does to the words Sunny Day in Taikan Yohou.

With the amount of times tianwang used playing guitar as excuse for their make out sesh/sexcapades, i'm sure the sight of guitars turns them on now 🤣

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

When Sheng Wang was hurt and betrayed by Jiang Tian choosing to leave him behind and go live in the dorms.

When Jiang Tian was hurt and betrayed by Sheng Wang choosing to tank his exams and put distance between them.

The parallels. They are the same. 😭

Inspired by @dreamer9817's tags from this post.

#When Jiang Tian tells Sheng wang that he's going to stay in dorms #and basically breaks sw's heart #and Sheng wang does (rightfully though communication for the win) the opposite of what uncle ding told him #and essentially closes himself off from Jiang Tian #also just noticed the pen drop by Sheng wang #which mirrors the time JT realizes that Sheng wang did poorly on his test #can anyone take screenshots and make a post of that last bit? so poetic

I need someone to call me Ammadi...

I don't know why I do this to myself but.... I'm watching Mahanati. I guess it's a deviance from my BL posting but well I don't have much to say for myself except I love things that break me. So yay.

Anyway, there's something so heartbreakingly beautiful about this film, that also... feels queer in it's heart. I don't know how to explain myself. Or maybe it is just my crush on Savitri showing. Anyway... Hope everyone is having fun.

I don't know why I do this to myself but.... I'm watching Mahanati. I guess it's a deviance from my BL posting but well I don't have much to say for myself except I love things that break me. So yay.

Anyway, there's something so heartbreakingly beautiful about this film, that also... feels queer in it's heart. I don't know how to explain myself. Or maybe it is just my crush on Savitri showing. Anyway... Hope everyone is having fun.

I would like to believe that since Wang and Tian were technically NOT stepbrothers (Minyang and Ou were just engaged, never married) then they should be free from the recurring curse that plagues every BL with stepbrother trope (open endings and without Season 2) 😅

Rumour has it they might start Season 2 production either end of 2024 or early 2025, crossing all fingers and toes 😁.

I've started watching Tadaima Okaeri and for someone who hasn't really watched much of Anime other than Yuri on Ice in one of my binges, I'm excited for this. It sounds fun.

I'm always excited with the family dynamics in certain omegaverse stories and I've heard great things about this. So let's see how it goes!

Sheng Wang not being in class A made Jiang Tian revert back to his cold, aloof self that it freaking scared Gao Tian Yang (and me).

This is fantastic! I love it. Everything about it. The art itself but also the hints... So fun!!

here's my main takeaway from the bad buddy x atots our skyy crossover

The last few episodes of The On1y One emphasized the casual public and private intimacy between Tian Yang and Shi Yu because they were more relaxed around each other since there was nothing queer happening between them. They were just two boys sleeping in a bed.

Compared to Wang and Tian who were restrained laying next to each other because they knew their feelings and what it would mean to touch each other.

Because even when they did touch in bed, it was nowhere near the entanglement of limbs that their roommates demonstrated. There was still a sense of self-control.

So because Wang and Tian know, they didn't touch each other like when Wang immediately pulled his hand from Tian even though he did need help walking. It was realizing his feelings, so he didn't want any touch to be publicly perceived as a gay touch.

Which is something that didn't happened between the other boys. So what if someone saw them touch? It wasn't gay. It was just a touch.

And we saw it again.

And again.

Knowing caused a barrier between the boys.

Because that barrier didn't exist with anyone else.

In the end, knowing was the problem.

It's a cinematic masterpiece and I refuse to let anyone else say different.

the light physically getting bigger in yoh’s eyes after segasaki feeds him water ME AND THE CLIFF’S EDGE ARE GOING TO BE BEST FRIENDS

I'm re-experiencing Taikan Yohou through your blog and I might just watch it again this weekend.

you know what’s actually so insane about them. like yea segasaki would implant a gps tracker into yoh just so he could always know where yoh was. he is that type of crazy. but honestly, like honestly, the insane part is that yoh would totally let him. like he wouldn’t find it strange at all? at least not strange in comparison to normal. he might be like “why would you want to know where i am if where i am is always at home or in the like three places i frequent in a 5km radius outside of our home”? but he wouldn’t find it batshit in the way it is goddamn batshit to have a tag on your partner 25/8. and that’s what makes them so insane. they are both freaks and it works. yoh’s freak is the answer to every single one of mizuki’s freaks. and vice versa.

Call me a masochist but I think that was the best way to end a season with the time constraints that they had. It was the perfect sweet spot between an open and a sad ending. We did get a kind of separation between the main characters however we know it's not permanent. We know they're gonna be together that evening when they get back to their dorms. And also with that ending line of Sheng Wang saying that he'll come back, we know for sure that he is gonna get transferred to Class A in no time. And now with both of them realising their feelings, it's gonna be hardly a matter of time before they get together.

Now would I have preferred the story to end this way? No. Did I want to see their dating era? Yes. However, am I satisfied that it ended this way? Yes.

Our boys and their facial journeys as they tried very hard not to give in to their feelings for each other. Missing them hours have begun and are only augmented by the bittersweet and open ending.

This is what Julie and the Phantoms was supposed to be.

ghost choir 👻 🎵

Taikan Yohou rewatch is something unmatched and I live for it.

I should watch a jdrama I have the need to go insane in a very specific way <- user who is about to rewatch taikan yoho for the 4th time

Almost a week later and I still can't stop thinking about Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian. I can't stop thinking about their love for each other that is so strong that Sheng Wang had to decide to let it go to not affect their living situation (I mean at and consequently finding the home). It was so terrifying the thought of being reciprocated because it comes with so many consequences and implications to it and to people finding out about it. I can't stop thinking about Jiang Tian caring for Sheng Wang and showing his feelings through that care. I can't get over the ease and brattiness that slips through Sheng Wang when he is with Jiang Tian because he is just so comfortable and happy with him, even if he is struggling to hide it all. Interestingly, I can't stop thinking about Gao Tianyang knowing well enough that Jiang Tian only and only came out of his shell because of what it meant to Sheng Wang, that he became friends (Tian-ge) with all of these people so many years later because Sheng Wang was here and being okay with it. I can't stop thinking about Xi (I am unsure of how to spell the rest of his name, I keep getting confused) and Lin Bei Ting struggling with their own feelings and emotions while also potentially knowing about the two boys (or at least one of them) in the class that they are so close to and have an almost mentor-mentee relationship, and at least one of them realises that one of the boys threw his exam because he was overwhelmed about something. As I'm reading the book right now, I can't stop thinking of the yearning and love between all of them and it just makes my heart soar and I miss the show.

Unpopular opinion: the finale was great, ending wise… probably not for everyone but the storytelling was good as always

- the thirst is so real, i cant even look straight to Wang’s imagination

- Never thought I would cry over 2 eggs

- i adore Wang x Tianyang’s relationship

- the frustration from both of them at lunch time ughhhh the push and pull was so well portrayed

- act of service at its peak 😭 Tian my beloved, you cared so much it hurts

- how are they so good at teary eyes… you know what I mean…not a single tears dropped but my heart is on the floor

- baby princess Sheng Wanggggg

- the overused “Ge” - he ain’t your brother

- Tian was so mad at himself for not understanding Wang’s intentions

- I’m just glad that his dorm mate is also in Class B. At least he knows someone 😭

Despite the frustrated filter from ep 9 & 10, mostly from the teachers, this series is such a memorable piece. The acting is top notch. Aesthetically pleasing to watch. Still a solid 8.5. Highly recommend this. Season 2 WHEN?!?!

Soooo. I don't remember why I stopped writing fics but I've been trying to get back to them. But I've realised I can't do long stories. The plot gets lost in the feelings and I lose my mind as well as the interest.

Over the year, since having started to watch BLs, I've written a few One Shots and drabbles for ships that I like. And I want to continue to write. At least maybe if I start writing once every 10 days I can move to writing more often.

This is my ao3. If you like what I've written and want a prompt done, for any of the characters/ships mentioned please leave me an ask or reblog and I'll try to cover them! I really want to do it as it's giving me purpose so hopefully will keep to it.

Fandoms.

-A Tale of A Thousand Stars

-Bad Buddy

-Unknown

-The Eclipse

-Only Friends (specifically Ray, Sand 🫣)

- The On1y One

- Cupid's Last Wish

- Moonlight Chicken (specifically Jim or Wen centric. Don't mind trying to write for others also.)

- Between Us

So far this is a very very short list of fandoms I'm trying to write for. I really want to get to a reliable place before I can ask for more.

In terms of what I'll write.

I'm happy to write hurt, comfort, angst, fluff. I cannot write explicit sex scenes as I'm not very good with them. Not can I write extreme physical violence (not like it should be there.)

Anyways... If you'd like to ask for a prompt, have any suggestions and such, feel free to reach out to me! 😊