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✦A/N: ITS BEEN LIKE 4EVER IM SO SRY!! i’ve been lolligagin for too long but im here finally! I barely proof read this I'm ngl so if you see any typos just ignore them. Let’s also pretend that im not writing a halloween theme fic in july, we don’t talk abt that. Anyways, enjoy this one loves!!

⋆.ೃ࿔*･Synopsis: You and Suguru decide to hold a Halloween party at your shared house. Of course, Suguru being the tease he is, makes sure you have the time of your life tonight.

⋆.ೃ࿔*･Wc: 2,673

⋆.ೃ࿔*･Warning: semi-public small, 4th wall breaks, vibrator, light exhibitionism, praise, slight degradation, edging, maskplay, spanking, squirting, oral fem!receiving, and ofc creampie (practice safe sex).

(reader is black)

It’s 9:00 PM on Halloween. You were able to convince Suguru to help you throw this year's party at your shared home. With Kendrick Lamar playing softly in the background, you blow yourself a kiss in the mirror. You look gorgeous with your vampy makeup on. You finish glossing your lips before smiling, you stare at yourself admiring every curve and beauty mark on your dark brown skin. Something was missing from your vampire costume and you can’t put your finger on it.

“You’re missing fangs, sweetheart”

Almost like he was reading your mind, Suguru is leaning on the doorframe handing you your poly grip fangs. He places a small kiss on your hand before walking off.

“Aren’t you gonna help me? As my loving boyfriend, you should.”

You flutter your falses, giving him the most cute girlfriend look you can muster. He chuckles before begrudgingly agreeing and walking into the bathroom with you. He grabs your waist and lifts you on top of the bathroom counter. He gives your nose a small peck before opening your mouth with the pad of his thumb. 

“Why can’t you just do this yourself?”

He mumbles before taking one of the fangs and sticking it to your canine. He takes a step back to see how it looks before laughing loudly.

“What? Did you put it on wrong? Why are you laughing?”

He rests his hand on your hips before planting a steamy kiss on your lips. You smile before handing him the other fang. 

“Not too much, I just finished my makeup and people will be here soon.”

He rolls his eyes before playfully snatching the other fang from your hand.

“Open up for me, beautiful.”

He taps your bottom lip with his thumb before you open your mouth. You notice how concentrated he is, His long raven hair in a half-up-half-down style, his eyebrows furrowed in concentration, and his tongue poking his mouth slightly. You find it cute and let out a small chuckle, ruining his concentration. 

“Stop laughing, you messed me up”

You roll your eyes as he’s back in your mouth…fixing the fangs, of course. 

“Keep rolling them and I’ll have them stuck like that.” 

He chuckles at his joke before returning to his very boring facial expression. You’re happy your skin hid the blood rushing to your cheeks after his very bold statement. You grab his wrist and push his hand away from your mouth, giving him a very shocked expression. 

“What do you mean by that? Are you trying to get sexual with me?”

Your hand grabs your imaginary pearls, mouth agape. Suguru rolls his eyes at your antics before grabbing your cheek to keep your mouth open. 

“We don’t have time for you to be goofing off, my love. Sit still so I can finish these fangs and we can finish setting up, alright?”

His mouth is right against your ear, you can feel his breath grazing your skin. You get goosebumps all over and your spine shivers at the tension. You nod slowly, crossing your legs hoping it’ll stop your clit from pulsing. 

“Good girl…see how easy that was”

He smirks before taking a step back, appreciating the sight of you. The red corset hugged your body so well, he wanted to rip it off of you right there but he had other plans. 

“Do you remember what we talked about yesterday? Are you still up for it?”

You stare at your fake fangs in the mirror, completely loving this dark look you have. You turn to Geto and give him a sweet smile. 

“It’s already in…c’mon let’s finish up.”

You whisper before tossing him his Ghostface mask and walking out of the bathroom. He watches as your hips sway side to side and the short black skirt moves along with it. Curses flew from his mouth before his phone lit up with a text. 

‘Toru: We’re outside loser, open up :)‘

10:46 PM. 

The floor of the house is vibrating as music is booming loudly through the speakers. People are squashed everywhere, the air filled with booze and sex. People making out in dark corners, red solo cups filled with god knows what, and people everywhere. You and Suguru had a decent amount of friends so your shared house was packed. 

“Everyone and they mama in this bitch! Suguru must have a lot of friends!”

Kiara, your best friend since elementary school, shouted over the music. She decided to be a witch this Halloween, even though her hat is long gone and she has no clue where it went. You roll your eyes at her backhanded comment. You two continue to talk, well gossip about the people at your party. Even though you loved Suguru with all your heart you couldn’t stand some of his friends. Your gossip comes to a close as you’re rudely interrupted by the boyfriends, Satoru and Suguru. Best friends dating best friends, it’s like a fanfic waiting to happen. 

“What’s up ladies, need saving?” 

Saturu grins widely, flashing us his fake FBI badge and pulling his round sunglasses down the bridge of his nose. Kiara rolls her eyes and gives her boyfriend a playful punch in his arm.

“Toru, you’re so corny stop.”

“I wasn’t corny last night when I was-” 

“Shut up!”

You chuckle at their banter before you feel a sudden shock coming from inside. You look up at Geto and notice a cheesy grin on his face. 

‘This nigga…’

He turned on the Bluetooth vibrator that’s submerged inside of you. Luckily it’s on the lowest setting so it's bearable, but that doesn’t mean it's unnoticeable. 

“Hey babe, are you ok?”

Suguru gives the fakest pout ever, now drawing the attention of our friends. You give them an awkward smile as you shuffle slightly in your space. The toy buzzes softly on your G-spot. 

“I…I’m fine, these…uh shoes…are starting to get…uncomfortable.”

You give them one small smile before speed-walking upstairs to your bedroom. Suguru gives a soft pat on the shoulder and follows close behind you. Saturu tilts his head in confusion before shrugging it off and continuing to bother his girlfriend. 

“Ew nigga! Did you just lick me?”

Kiara’s fusing fades away as you finally make it to your bedroom. That was the most agonizing 10 seconds of your life. Who knows what would’ve happened if it was turned up any higher? You hear the bedroom door open then close, and then the buzzing stops. You whimper at the sudden lack of pleasure. You turn to face Suguru and his shit-eating grin. 

“What’s wrong sweetheart? You left so soon, I got worried.”

 His silky voice laced with condescending undertones, it pisses you off. You knew you couldn’t do anything about it though. You agreed to this now you have to follow through with your dumb idea of a game. 

“You’re such an asshole.”

Your words didn’t go unpunished, you quickly regretted your statement when you felt a string buzz on your G-spot. You quickly buckle and grab at Suguru’s arm.

“I'm what? Say louder so I can hear you”

Buzz Buzz

He turned it up higher, a threatening look in his eyes. He’s ready to turn you into a puddle of lust at any moment now all he needs is a word. You give him pleading eyes praying that he’ll turn the damn thing off. 

“I…I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it! Please S…Suguru!”

He chuckles at your shameless begging before turning it off and helping you stand straight. 

“This is the only time I’m willing to be nice. Let’s not have this happen again, OK?”

You nod, putting your hands on his shoulders hoping to steady yourself from the recent orgasm scare. 

“I…I’m gonna go back down, and please have mercy on me.”

He chuckles, watching you walk slowly out of the room before shutting the door behind you and leaving him with only the lewd thought to keep him company. He shifts his pants slightly, trying to make the tent in his pants less obvious. 

12:04 AM. 

The party had died down a little, the music shifted from hip-hop to neo-soul, the crowd less rowdy, and the smell of weed in the air. Kiara was talking with Shoko about the newest Love Island: USA episode that aired the day before, Satoru and Suguru were sharing a blunt in the corner of the room with a few of their friends, and you were making another drink in the kitchen. 

“You’re (✰), right? I’m Nanami, I’m from your psychology class at the university.”

You turn to see a tall blonde man dressed in dress pants, a tie, a button-up shirt, and a sweater. You knew exactly who he was.

“I remember you, I didn't expect you to come! Wait let me guess! You’re dressed as Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds?”

He nods and you cheer excitedly jumping a bit, your partially exposed tits moving along with you. Nanami blushes slightly, catching a glimpse of your tits, he looks away shyly. You smile wide before going on a tangent about Criminal Minds. You two talked for about 45 minutes, about; characters, episodes, unsubs, and even the actors themselves. 

You’ve been ignoring the holes being burned into the side of your head. You feel Suguru’s eyes scanning your body from head to toe. Watching the way your tits jiggle when you laugh and the way Nanami’s are looking at you the same way he is. Suguru was livid, how dare you continue to entertain this guy who wants to fuck you as badly as he did. But who would blame him, you’re hot. 

“Listen, Spencer had every right to become an unsub. I-”

Buzz Buzz. 

You grip your cup slightly at the sharp vibration plaguing your inside. Your G-spot is being tortured by a tiny little button from across the room. You notice him already staring at you with an expression you couldn’t read. He was enjoying this and it was your fault, what type of masochist were you? 

“Are you ok (✰)?” Buuuuzz.

You nod slightly, now shifting your attention to the ground. That asshole switched it to the highest setting out of nowhere. You’re leaning on the kitchen counter with both hands, your vision blurred and your senses turned off. 

“Are you sure? Did you drink too much? What happened to me?”

He places his hand on the small of your back and that sends Suguru into a frenzy. You glance to see Suguru rapidly tapping on his phone. Simultaneously you feel the vibrations getting faster and harder, you’re practically slouching on the counter. 

“I’ll get you a bottle of water from the cooler, I’ll be back!”

Nanami rushes out of the kitchen and heads out to the backyard patio. You were so close to cumming but you knew you couldn’t luckily the moment Nanami left Surguru turned it off. You send him a sharp glare before grabbing what’s left of your drink and walking out of the kitchen. 

1:30 AM. 

The party was over and everyone had left by now but Kiara and Satoru. He was slumped on the couch with Kiara asleep in his lap. You smile at the couple before putting a soft blanket on Kiara. Suguru cleans up the last of the cups in the kitchen and the living room before making his way over to you. 

“You’ve been teasing me all night long, how about we have some real fun.”

You whisper slowly, your hands already making their way down to his cock. You trace his v-line slowly before he grabs your hand and drags you upstairs to your shared bedroom. He leads you inside before closing the door and locking it. A passionate kiss leads to him pushing you on the bed and removing your skirt. 

“Take the vibrator out..”

He spreads your legs apart watching as you push your panties to the side and take out a bright pink vibrator. It’s coated in your juices and your panties are soaked from the night's activities. He groans before getting on his knees and peppering small kisses on your clit. You whined as he pushed his tongue inside of your cunt. Your clit was sensitive from being edged all night by your beautiful boyfriend.

“S-Suguru, I-I’m…mmph…sensitive!”

That doesn’t stop Suguru from wreaking havoc on your pleading clit. He chuckles at your failed attempt to get him to slow down. He continued his attack on your clit, he sucked and kissed it like you were gonna die right then and there. He takes one of his fingers and pushes it inside of you slowly. His fingers disappear inside as you grip the sheets under you. Your orgasm is now closer than ever.

“S-Suguru!”

You covered his finger with your fluids, he gave your clit one final lick before standing up and unbuckling his belt. 

“Can you keep the mask on? You look really hot from this angle.”

He chuckles at your request before taking off his black fitted shirt. This was a sight to see, your legs draped over his shoulders, Suguru with nothing but a mask on, and his pants lowered just enough so his cock was out. 

“You won the bet fair and square. I guess I have to give you your reward.”

He strokes his hard cock a bit before pushing it inside of you. Your pussy swallows his cock whole with a sloppy wet noise. 

“Fuck…that’s it…” 

Suguru's head falls back in pleasure as he groans from the way your Pussy lets him in. Your mouth falls open but nothing comes out of your pleasure stopping you from expressing it. Suguru’s pace speeds up viciously, the tip of his cock leaves kisses on your cervix. 

“S-Shit Suguru! S-S-Slow down!”

He lets out a huff completely ignoring your pleading and his pace gets even more aggressive now than before. The mask and the way he has you bent is making you wetter and wetter. The bed creaks under you and the room smells like a mix of sex and weed. Even though you couldn’t see his face you knew his eyes were low and bloodshot. 

“Aww, is my slut tired already? Fuck...You can take it.”

His voice was laced with false pity and his tone was very condescending. You whined knowing no matter what you said it wouldn’t stop his strokes. You filled the room with loud moans and wet sounds, your pussy giving away how you truly felt. You felt your core bubble with heat you knew your orgasm was coming soon. 

“Sugu…Fuck, I’m about to cum!”

Suguru hums before grabbing the vibrator tossed to the side and turning it to its highest setting. Your eyes widen when you hear the rapid buzzing from his hand. You shake your head pleading he doesn’t play with your sensitive clit. He places the vibrator on your clit and your eyes roll to the back of your head. You grip the sheets harder than you did before. Noise is barely leaving your mouth just gasping and airy moans. 

You clench around his cock as his pace gets sloppy. His cock twitches inside of you signaling his orgasm is close by. 

“You’re doing so well. Shit…cum for me baby.” 

Almost on cue, you squirt all over his cock and cover it with your pleasure. White ropes shoot inside of you and a white ring covers the base of his cock. He groans and huffs as his orgasm crashes with yours. You sit in silence for a bit, and both of you are drunk off of ecstasy. It took a few minutes before Suguru pulled out and got you ready for bed leaving small kisses all over your body. 

“I’m gonna go get you a bottle of water, ok?” 

You nod and he kisses you on your forehead. He walks over to the door and opens up seeing a very perplexing sight. Kiara was standing there mid-knock with a very dazed look.”

“Just…uh…wanted to say we were…um leaving. Yeah uh…see ya!”

She definitely heard everything.

Hii!!!,idk if you're taking request rn but if you are can you do plug! Ony and black reader getting in a argument (over sum dumb) so they take an break for like 2 days but then they make up and have the most sexy scrumptious delicious make up sex!!

UGH POOKIE IM SRY but sadly i’m not taking any requests due to my kinktober prep but afterwards my request will be open and i’ll keep this in mind!! xoxo 🩷

YESSS!!! i luv thiss

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i was reading one of ur only fics (loveee the work btw omg!!) and it mentioned grabbing readers locs and how her skin was brown specifically and i needed that soo bad, like i feel seen🥹

i didn’t even realize how accustomed i got to hearing pale/fair skin and silky hair in the fics i see on here😭

OMG THAT WAS MY GOALL!!! like i got so sick and tired of “your face turned red from embarrassment” and “you threw your hair in a silky messy bun” so i decided to start writing for black women!! TRUST AND BELIEVE THE READER IS GONNA BE BLACK IN EVERYTHING I WRITE!!

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𝒗𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒏!𝑻𝒐𝒋𝒊 𝒙 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒇𝒆𝒎 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦: 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑦

You stepped into your home, the familiar scent of your dad’s cocking lingering in the air. As a military brat, you’d grown up with discipline, structure and diversity, but you always managed to carve out your own path and become your own woman. You were back home from college, wanting to spend some time with your parents.

“Dad, they didn’t have any-!” You began, stepping into the living room but you quickly froze when you witnessed he wasn’t alone, a very fine ass man siting across from him.

He was tall, with a rugged charm that made your heart skip a beat.He exuded an aura that drew you in instantly.

“y/n, this is my old friend, Toji. We served together back in the day,” your dad introduced, oblivious to the electric tension that sparked between you and his friend. Toji stood up, your head slowly lifting as he just kept on growing, walking up to you and reaching out his huge hand.

“Nice to finally meet you” he stares down at you, a smirk on his lips.

“shit” you breathe out, making him raise his eyebrows playfully “likewise” you innocently smile like you weren’t undressing him with your pretty brown eyes, staring at his big biceps squeezed into his tight compression shirt not bothering to hide the interest in your gaze. You were never one to shy away from what you wanted, and right now, you wanted Toji.

Your dad continued talking, but you barely heard a word. All you could focus on was Toji, and the way his eyes seemed to fuck you with every glance. You spent the week thinking about him, just impatiently waiting for him to show up again, jumping each time the doorbell would ring hoping it was him but it never was.

Friday night, two days before you were supposed to go back to uni, you were home alone on the phone with your friend, gossiping and talking about whatever. The doorbell rang, interrupting your conversation. Assuming it was your parents who had forgotten something on their date night, you dashed downstairs, phone still pressed to your ear.

“I know right~” you giggle, but your laughter dies in your throat as you swing the door open and you’re met with the fine man you had been dreaming about all week “uh, girl, I’m gon have to call you back later” you say, a smile spreading across your lips as you hung up the phone. His presence was magnetic, and you couldn’t help but stare.

“Expecting someone else?” Toji asked, his voice teasing as he leaned against the doorframe, hands deep in his black workwear pockets.

“Not exactly,” you replied with a smile “what brings you here?”

“Your dad mentioned you were home alone. Thought I’d check in, make sure you’re okay,” he said, his eyes scanning your face with an intensity that made your heart race.

“I’m grown” you rolled your eyes, stepping aside to let him in “I don’t need no check ups” your words make him laugh.

“I can see that” he looked you up and down, taking in your grown woman curves in your black booty shorts and almost see through white wife beater. Toji walked in, his presence filling the room. You closed the door behind him, feeling excitement and anticipation.

“Want some to drink?” you offered, trying to keep the conversation casual.

“Sure, whatever you’re having,” he replied, his eyes never leaving yours

You made your way to the kitchen, Toji following close behind, eyes glued on your hips swaying and fat of your ass boucing at each step. As you poured two glasses of whatever cognac you found in your father’s pantry, you couldn’t help but feel the tension between you. It was electric, and you knew he felt it too.

You leaned against the counter whilst Toji was across from you sipping on his drink. You both stood there, the silence filled with unspoken words. Finally, Toji set his glass down and took a step closer to you “You know, Y/N, I’ve been thinking about you a lot this week” he smiles down at you, enjoying how you’re looking up to him, you were of reasonable height but he was just so fucking tall.

“sure took yo time to tell me that” you set down your drink as well.

“It might not look like it, but I do have morals” he reaches down to lift up your chin, thumb sliding down your glossy bottom lip. Toji leaned in closer, his gaze intense “I don’t think your daddy would approve of what I’m thinking right now” he was so close you could see the thin white strands hidden in his jet black hair.

The air between you was charged with sexual tension. You knew this was dangerous territory, but you didn’t care, you loved it even. You leaned in, closing the distance between you, and before you knew it, your lips met in a kiss that was both gentle and passionate. Your moaning softly in his mouth, hands sliding down his abs to tug on his pants “you’re in a hurry” he smirks, pulling back to be met with your low eyes staring at him so hungrily.

Although he loved a confident woman, he loved turning them into submissive messes even more, especially a pretty young fox like you. Toji pulls you in by the arm, the last thing you see is that evil smirk on his lips before he flips you around, bending you over the counter. You giggle a little, shaking your ass that poked out for him. He gives you a harsh slap,the jiggle hypnotizing but big rough hand sure to leave your ass sore “you a lil slutty, huh?” He groans when you rub your ass against his clothed hard on, letting your pussy feel up on what’s about to come. It was clearly big, enough to have you intimidated but very much excited. Fucking a college girl, more specifically his good friend’s daughter, while in his 40s wasn’t exactly in his life plans but how could he resist your fat ass.

“Toji..” you look back, giving him those eyes and batting your lash extensions, begging him to fuck you already “need you” shit, you reached his weakness, a pretty girl begging him.

“I already wasted enough time” he grunts, unbuckling his belt and letting his pants drop to his thick mid thigh before finally releasing his dick from his boxers, the tip is leaking and it’s almost painful how much it’s throbbing “brace yourself, sweetheart” he whispered, aligning his dick with your wet hole, ready to welcome him. He bucks his hips forward, instantly pushing his girthy dick inside you, drawing a sharp gasp out of you. The stretch is so good that you’re gripping onto the edge of the marble counter, your mind clouded by the intense feeling of his tip hitting at your cervix. You’re crying out his name, throwing it back on him to get even more from him. You had waited so long for this after all and so did he, gripping onto your waist to reach deeper.

The older man doesn’t hold back at all, grunting and groaning as he continuously slams his hips into you, the fat of your ass bouncing against his pelvis, pulling the nastiest moans out of you that your quiet suburban neighborhood was sure to hear. He loves how vocal you are, letting him know how good he’s making you feel. You’re getting fucked dumb, a wide grin on your face as you finally got what you wanted and some, like always.

“you feel insane, sweetie” Toji laughs, throwing his head back as he plunges inside you one last time, shoving his full hard length as he came inside, filling you up to the brim, the feeling of his throbbing cock enough to push you to the edge as well. It’s so nasty, the way the mixture of his cum and your juices is dripping down your thighs whilst you’re looking back at him with those pretty red eyes of yours, a satisfied smile on your two toned lips “want more ?” He questions, already sliding his tight fitting shirt off, causing his hair to get all ruffled up.

“yes, please” you bite your acrylic nail, pushing the teasing even more. Toji is quick to snatch you up, your legs wrapped around his surprisingly small waist as he walks the two off you upstairs, sloppy kisses resonating in the quiet house.

He should’ve probably stopped himself there, giving him some hope to repent one day, but you were just too fucking irresistible, he couldn’t contain himself anymore.

A preview of my next story!! I SWEAR IM GETTING IN THE BOOTH I HAD A LAPTOP PROBLEM BUT NOW ITS FIXEDD BUT I GOT YALL I SWEAR!!!