Guilt And Jealousy

Guilt and Jealousy ღ

eee.. Sorry, this is messy.. I randomly wanted to write another fic. ^^;;;;;; Not really proofread..

Basically: Ace suddenly discovers that you're dating someone else without telling him, and he can't stand the idea of that. Can't think straight.

CWs: Noncon, possessive/toxic behaviors, mentions of blood and biting

MDNI. 18+

Reader is GN!

Jealousy is a poison that can destroy anyone infected by it. The heat of a moment can makes a person’s mind melt or burn to ashes. A love too intense can make almost any person betray their morals.

Ace never wanted to hurt you.

Ace never wanted to make you cry.

But you were a flame, and he was an explosive. You lingered too close to the fuse that’s tied to him, and now you have to bear witness to the side of him he never wanted you to see.

Ace couldn’t understand how things ended up this way. Mere hours ago, you were jumping in the crowd, smiling for him, cheering him on and smiling so warmly. Mere hours ago, you were drinking and laughing and proudly wearing merchandise with his band’s logo printed on the front. But now…

Now…

“Please, let me go! I– I’m sorry!”

“Please, d-don’t hurt me! Ace, please!”

Your brand-new shirt was cast aside and ripped to shreds.

Your bright smile was replaced by a look of sheer terror paired with an onslaught of tears. What had you done to drag Ace down to this level…?

You kissed another man in front of him.

Remembering the way you kissed that other man made Ace’s mind spiral into a dark, frenzied mess. You and that other person– you and that purple-eyed freak in the crowd… Since when were the two of you dating? 

Why didn’t Ace know beforehand? 

How could you betray him like this…? Ace thought that you loved him. You always told him that you loved him.

How could you?

How could you hurt him like this?

You must’ve kept your relationship a secret from Ace. You must’ve kept it extremely well-hidden. But… Why?

Why?

“I- I’m sorry…!”

Ace could apologize all he wants, but he couldn’t make his body stop. His shaking hands were desperately tearing away at what little clothing you still had on. His watering eyes refused to stray away from yours. 

God, he felt guilty, but he was completely devoid of self-control.

The only way to get him to stop was for you to make him.

…But you couldn’t.

Ace apologized once more as his jaw opened wide, revealing his dangerous fangs. The sharp ends were pointed directly at your skin, ready to sink themselves into your flesh at any second. All you could do was brace for impact.

And right before he bit down, he softly mumbled the words, “I love you.”

By sinking his fangs deep into your shoulder, escape was no longer an option.

Everything was happening fast- way too fast. Ace refused to remove his teeth as he began to undo his pants, removing the pins from the heavy fabric as he also pushed down his boxers. His cock was already hard; precum leaking from the tip.

Images of you and that other man kept racing through Ace’s mind. You looked so happy… You looked so in love…

It should’ve been him.

Ace wishes it was him.

If you had just loved Ace from the start, none of this would’ve happened.

With his fangs still buried deep inside of your shoulder, Ace pried open your legs, trying his best to ignore the way you scream and beg for him to stop.

Ace needs this. 

He needs you more than anything.

His mind races: if he claims you here and now, there’s no chance of you leaving him for someone else. If he fucks you senseless and possesses you fully, you’ll never wish to leave his side. You’ll be his forever.

Does it make sense? No, not in the slightest. Is Ace aware that all he’s doing is traumatizing you and permanently ruining his relationship with you? Absolutely. But the irrational, animalistic side of his mind is taking control, and he can’t stop himself from giving in to his disgusting, depraved desires. 

He can’t let anyone else have you.

Ace positions his cock at your entrance, rubbing his tip against it lightly. His breathing is incredibly heavy; he’s partially afraid that he’ll cum within the first few pumps.

“N-no, please, don’t… Ace, you’re better than this! Don’t do this!”

Your words pierce him directly in his aching heart, and for a second, he considers listening to your pleas.

But it’s too late now. He’s gone too far.

With guilt written all over his face, he looks up at you with tears in his blue eyes. He can’t stand to hear your begging anymore– so he lifts his left hand and presses it firmly against your mouth. Silencing you.

And with nothing more left to lose, he thrusts himself deep inside of you, your walls instantly tightening around his length. Ace sweetly moans as his fangs sink deeper into you.

Ace tries to fuck you slowly at first, wanting things to be more ‘sensual’, but he quickly loses self-control in that aspect as well. His hips begin to move fast and erratically, sweat trickling down his pale skin as he pushes himself as deep inside of you as possible.

Inside of his messy mind, there's a part of him that feels warm and happy- excited at how he has finally become 'one' with you.

He moans and whimpers embarrassingly loud- his right hand grips one of your thighs and pries your legs open wider. He enjoys this for a while, but the position quickly becomes old- Ace is desperate to fuck you in so many ways.

Without a warning, he suddenly retracts his fangs from your shoulder, pain surging throughout your entire body as he laps up the blood that drips from your wound.

It tastes… Strange in his mouth. Your blood doesn’t taste like anything else he’s tried before. But your blood isn’t what he’s after– no, what he wants is your soft lips.

Ace removes his left hand from your face, but before you can utter even a single word, he forces his lips onto yours. You taste your own blood against your will as he shoves his tongue deep inside your mouth.

It’s strange- Ace seems so giddy as he explores your mouth. Every inch, every crevice- he goes over it with his tongue. His strong hands move down to your legs as he moves them as far up as he possibly can, firmly sandwiching you between himself and the surface beneath you. He fucks you even faster, thrusts his cock even deeper, and whimpers your name relentlessly.

It feels... Wrong being used by Ace like this. You can't help but feel dirty.

Yes- you cared for him deeply- but you're in love with someone else now.

Hell, you never thought it was even possible for Ace to be in love with you… He always seemed so busy with his band, seemed so busy living out his dreams…

You had a crush on him a long time ago, you used to always say that you love him, but all of those feelings had been cast aside.

And now, here you are… Being fucked by him against your will.

It made you want to scream. It made you want to cry. The feelings inside of your heart are conflicting– and this stinging pain is like nothing else you’ve experienced before.

Bitter tears keep streaming down your cheeks, but Ace doesn’t seem to notice them.

Deep down, there’s a small part of him that believes you secretly want this. A small part of him that believes you wanted him to chase you and forcefully claim you like this.

...Perhaps it’s his mind trying to cope with the fact that what he’s doing is morally reprehensible.

Ace loathes the idea of being a bad person.

He thrusts his cock deeper into you as he chases his high. He’s close- so close- and his body is begging for a release. Ace makes sure to grind against your most sensitive spots; he’s determined to make you cum as well.

His cock twitches as your walls tighten around him, involuntarily drawing him closer to his peak. Ace wrap his arms around your body as he pulls you into a warm embrace, hugging you gently as fucks you needily.

His breath hitches. He gasps loudly.

“C-cum… Cumming… I’m- I’m so- I’m sorry!”

It’s far too late to go back now. When he has you trapped in the cage of his arms like this, the only thing he can do is cum deep inside of you, his eyes rolling into the back of his head while he pushes you down onto his cock. It feels so good- it's heaven on earth.

His orgasm hits like a white-hot explosion.

And as he relishes in his high, he lowers his hand and rubs your most sensitive areas, forcing you to climax as well.

Ace’s breathing is heavy. His head lowers in both shame and remorse.

But when he looks down, he can’t help but admire the way his cum is spilling out of you. He regrets everything that has happened on this night- he regrets ever hurting you in any way, shape or form. He'll have to beg for forgiveness. But at the same time…

He can’t help but feel like he didn’t have a choice.

Now you’re his. You belong to him.

And that makes him happy.

If that other man dares to come near you again, Ace might do another thing that he’ll sincerely regret.

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Inspired by the c.ai bot that Riss anon made. (๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ Reader bullying Kairos while he tries to hide in the bathroom stalls during lunch.

CWs/tags: dubcon, bullying, reader is a top, semi-public/public(?), mentions of Kairos' virginity, coercion

NSFW. MDNI.

Reader is GN! ( ´ ꒳ ` )

The bathroom was supposed to be his only escape.

It was the only place where Kairos could be left alone; hidden away from prying, judgmental eyes.

The one place where he could find peace.

But you breached it. You followed him in, cornered him in one of the stalls… And now he’s crying, begging for you to leave him alone. You relentlessly keep demanding money from him.

“I-I s-said, I only h-have 5 dollars left!"

His voice comes out louder than he anticipated; one of the rare times he manages to stand up for himself. But his voice quickly grows quieter, softer, just like usual. You’re slightly taken aback by his audacity… But also, it’s exciting.

Poor little Kairos really thinks he can hide from you…? Sweet little Kairos thinks he can deny you what you want? Honestly, he’s just too adorable.

“You only have five dollars left, huh?” You furrow a brow and cross your arms, thinking of ways to torment him further. The first step is to find a way to lure him out… But how could you do that? There’s no way he’s going to open the door without a little bit of coaxing. 

“If you come out of that stall, we can make a deal.”

Your offer is met with silence.

“I promise I’ll be nice… Just open the door, okay?”

Again: silence. You quickly tire of trying.

“Are you ignoring me, or are you deaf?”

You ball up your hand and brazenly bang on the door; Kairos can’t help but gasp and squeal. “P-please, just… Leave… Leave me alone…!”

Now you’ve fully given up on trying to lure him out. He can’t be reasoned with.

The only thing left is to force your way in.

“I’m going to give you to the count of three before I break down the door.” A conniving smirk forms on your face as you hear Kairos sniffle and cry louder. He begs you more to leave him alone, but you have no intentions of backing down.

“One.”

Kairos shifts around in the stall but doesn’t budge.

“Two.”

His cries are becoming weaker as he desperately tries to reason with you.

However, his words fall on deaf ears.

“Thre-”

Before you can finish, Kairos undoes the lock, timidly pushing the door open as he hangs his head low. There are tears streaming down his pink cheeks as he hiccups softly. You laugh, “good boy.” 

And your words make his eyes widen.

“W-wait, wha-”

As Kairos attempts to speak, you quickly force your way into the stall and lock the door behind you, effectively trapping him in. He stumbles backward and lands on the closed toilet seat, his lunch falling onto the ground. His purple eyes stare up at you in horror.

Your hands grip each of his legs as you pry them open, placing one knee firmly against his crotch. The sudden sensation sends a shiver down his spine.

“You said you don’t have enough money for me, right?” You leer down at him as you slowly begin to rub your knee against his bulge, snickering at the way he shakes and writhes. He’s becoming hard. 

He answers you with a small nod.

“Then how about you just pay me with your body, hm?”

Kairos’ jaw drops.

“W-what do you mean…?” He opens his mouth to speak again, but he’s swiftly silenced as you shove your tongue inside of it. Kairos struggles against your grip; he raises his hands and pushes against your chest, but he’s so weak that you barely budge. A high-pitched moan escapes his lips as your knee grinds harder against him.

He's speechless now.

Kairos whimpers pathetically as his cock twitches within his pants, precum already leaking from the tip, a tiny wet splotch slowly forming on the fabric. The way your tongue violates his mouth sends his mind into a tizzy; he can’t tell if he loves or hates this.

Without realizing it, his hips start to jerk and move against you, his dick yearning to be touched even more. But you won’t give him the luxury of freeing his cock- it’s going to stay right there, trapped in the confinements of his tight black jeans.

A lack of oxygen forces you to end the kissing; a string of saliva connects your mouths. Both of you are panting and sweating as you move to nibble on his left ear.

“You’re going to be my toy from now on, you hear?” With one hand, you reach up and grip his cheeks, forcing Kairos to look directly at you. He squeaks and nervously shifts his body... Your gaze is far too intense for him.

“You can’t afford to pay me? That’s fine. Every day that you don’t have the money, you’ll just have to forfeit your body to me instead.” He gasps as you slowly drag your knee over his throbbing cock.

“Deal?”

It wouldn’t even matter if Kairos wanted to say no. You refused to give him a choice.

All he could do was gasp, shake, and moan as you harshly made him nod. To be perfectly honest, Kairos has never experienced something as thrilling as this before.

Nobody has ever made him cum, either.

He’s a total virgin.

Excitedly, involuntarily, Kairos spreads his legs out further for you, giving you a better view of him. He makes it so much easier for you to abuse his fragile body.

He’s scared, he’s terrified, but above all: he’s horny and excited. All sense of rationality gets thrown out the window as he becomes desperate to cum.

“P-please, please… Please…” Kairos can’t form a sentence as his hands grip your shoulders. The tears in his eyes are laced with both intense shame and pleasure.

To get off on being used like this… To get off on being bullied…

He almost wonders if this is his new purpose: to be your toy. Maybe all of his other bullies will back off if he submits to you… Maybe life will become easier if he just lets you use him however you please. As long as it’s you, it wouldn’t be such a bad thing.

You grin from ear-to-ear as Kairos submits to your touch. He’s so desperate to come undone- it’s adorably obvious. He loses control over his hips as a wave of pleasure begins to build up within him. He’s close- so close- he needs this more than anything.

Kairos digs his nails deep into your skin as he throws his head back, eyes closing tightly as he moans unashamedly loud. It’s as if he forgets that the two of you are still in a public restroom.

The front of his pants slowly become soaking wet as he cums and twitches beneath your touch, your knee gently rubbing circles over his bulge while he enjoys his high. With one hand, you stroke his cheek, and the other one pets his fluffy hair.

“Good boy,” you whisper in his ear. 

“Now… If you don’t have my money tomorrow… Just know that I won’t be as nice as I was today. Do you understand?”

Kairos weakly nods as you tenderly kiss his cheek. Shamefully, he looks down and notices the mess he’s made in his jeans- and it causes him to grimace. He feels like he already knows the answer, but he figures that he needs to ask anyway.

“Can… C-can I clean myself up…?”

You look down at his cum-stained pants. You smile.

“No.” ღ

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He just loves taking pictures of the one he loves, you know?