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I can start to feel ribs a bit more... Today I sucked in my tummy a bit, and that way I could really notice my ribcage.
And it felt lovely to look at.
I need to work harder to obtain that without sucking in my tummy. I need to read 57 by the end of this month.
Slowly eating less and less for dinner
Last time I ate outside I ate somewhat of a 'normal' amount and I felt so bloated I almost felt sick, I can make this, I can eat less and less

I really want to eat nutella right now .. I might just throw it away T-T

just some lads, being fellows
there is still time. there is still time. until your bones are in the fucking ground there is still time.

he's very excited about his first night as a jack o lantern


I'm having dinner outside, I've had a "proper" amount of food for dinner, and I felt like a binged a lot, I feel sick and bloated, I need to burn off something as soon as I get home.
Every time I think I'm going to be and do better I find myself in a pit.
I can only control my weight at the moment. Everything else feels out of reach.
I'm at 58.5 kilos.
I'm at 58.5 kilos.
I haven't seen a number below 59 in almost five years.
I'm so, so happy.
Because this means I'm strong enough to go even lower. I can reach 55. I can maybe even reach 50!!

𝓘’𝓶 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 ♡︎
PSA
I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.
you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you
Maintaining being under 60 kilos... I can do this. I can and will go lower.
I did well today. It's not so horrible stepping outside, and I'm motivating myself with little things I like. I'm rewatching Kuroshitsuji, and I forgot how much I liked it. I'm happy to watch it again.
Going outside is one episode.
Going outside + 7000 (at least) steps are two episodes.
So today, I got to watch two today. Yay.
Autistic pigeon, doesn't read the social coos
Managed to avoid succumbing to the rumbling, it's actually satisfying when you eat just a little. Like it stops and goes 'oke good to go'. Melodramatic ahh stomach

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩