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If I manage to go to 57 kilos, will some bones start to show? Only one way to find out!!
Ate very little for dinner last night and little for breakfast today because the blood moon is approaching, and if I eat a normal amount of food I just feel sick.
Luckily my mum doesn't encourage me to eat during these days, so that's good.
I hate that I have to eat normally during my period, it's going to set back all the progress I've been during May
I've been eating little these past three days for both breakfast and dinner, so I celebrated by taking a nice warm shower and doing my skincare properly without rushing.
I got a new face moisturiser with 15 sun block, and I think it's going to be my best friend for this spring. It was a bit pricey, but it barely smells like anything, and it's important to wear sun protection.
Successfully avoided eating a whole dish at a dinner without getting asked yay!
A simple "It's good, but I'm stuffed" (lies) works wonders ^^
I'd look better if I were 55 kilos...
I can feel my bones a bit more. I can't wait for my collarbones to show off. I'll look so pretty and aaa
Exercised a bit (played just dance), did sit ups, jumping jacks, had a great shower and did my skincare aaa
Step by step
I'm going to make miso soup for dinner and have a Greek yoghurt ♡
I want to be small enough so I can dissappear.
Maybe if I'm not seen, they won't mock my insecurities.
I want to feel like nothing. I want to be small, curl up, and hide away until I recover.
I want to feel like I'm not taking up space by existing. I want to feel safe for once.
I've read 400 pages in three days... The terror of going outside is resuscitating my teenage years of reading like there's no tomorrow.
I've been so stupidly tired lately that I've been sleeping after lunch, so no temptation of having a snack because I'm going snore mimimimi
Molly Bracken really doing me a solid here, they gave me some shorts and said "You're an s" like okay I like your funny words magic brand