I Dont Know How To Use Tumblr, But I Want To Add A Trigger Warning For Suicide, Cancer, Terminal Illness,

gofundme.com

Survival funds, organized by Ren Nakamura

This started out as an attempt to help get gender reaffirming Surgery, but things have progressed to wher… Ren Nakamura needs your support

I don’t know how to use tumblr, but I want to add a trigger warning for suicide, cancer, terminal illness, and child trafficking.

I haven’t hijacked Ren’s page in a long time for a lot of reasons. And I genuinely hope that my begging for help on his page doesn’t lose him followers. But that gofundme he made to help me get hrt? Yeah I scrapped it and made it into a survival fund. Because we cannot pay our bills even with me working 2 jobs, and I cannot live like this watching him blame himself for having cancer and being so sick he can barely function.

I am a transgender pansexual apostate Muslim of semetic descent. I was a victim of child trafficking and I have been taking care of myself most of my life. My relationship with my “family” is an absolute joke. Ren is a half Japanese intersexed homo leaning asexual, who’s parents irreparably mutilated his body. We are 18 and 19 years old.

We need help. Real help. I have called most of the charities in town, they will not help us. I managed to get some food for our pets and some fry goods for us. We are luck a charity is paying for his chemo. They are overwhelmed and he is not a US citizen and by default is considered low priority.

I can understand the defensiveness that seeing someone beg and use guilt as a weapon can create. I know the knee jerk reaction is to roll your eyes and keep scrolling, tell yourself that it’s okay not to allow yourself to be emotionally manipulated. But it doesn’t take anything to share something like this. We are children. We are scared. This isn’t something anyone should have to go through and it’s definitely not something people our age are equipped to deal with. You cannot imagine how terrifying this has been and how hard it can be to ask for help and know that people think you’re full of shit or deserve it or turn away. Please do not avoid sharing because you’re offended an 18 year old asked you to help keep his 90lb 19 year old husband from suffocating to death in his bed. Please.

RB IF YOU AGREE

skin color ref because some of yall non-black poc and whites keep fucking up as if yall don’t know there’s other shades of brown when u racebend for woke points or something 

(non-black artists please reblog)

to everyone else in school right now: 

please use sparknotes. please use khan academy. please listen to school house rock songs and watch the history of the entire world i guess and tim and moby and bill nye. any documentary you watch in class can be found somewhere online with a quick google. get your books from project gutenberg and z-lib. download textbooks off the internet whenever you can find them. use desmos for a free online graphing calculator. if you’re learning something and you don’t get it look up the wikipedia page on it and put it into simple english to get the gist, then put it back into regular english to get the full story. cheat if you have to. school sucks so bad rn and if you’re like me and you get all your materials secondhand or from the lost and found, online resources are really useful rn; all of the above have helped me pass a class in some way, and i hope they can help you too.

stay inside and stay safe. best of luck to all the students out there. 

PEOPLE WITH ADHD WHO HAVE ONLINE CLASS I HAVE JUST DISCOVERED A BREAKTHROUGH IN FOCUSING TECHNOLOGY:

This extension lets you doodle on any webpage just like you would doodle on a piece of paper in class to focus. I just added it to my chrome and it’s been a godsend. I watched an 11 minute video on LDAP servers without getting distracted once! I don’t know if other browsers offer this specific app as an extension but I know for sure it’s offered through chrome. I hope this helps other people as much as it’s helped me!