Lunar: I Had A Thought, But Unfortunately I Had A Second Thought. They Ricocheted Off Each Other And

Lunar: I had a thought, but unfortunately I had a second thought. They ricocheted off each other and I can't find either anymore

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Things just keep getting worse and I don’t know what to do. I’m working two jobs, eating almost nothing on a daily basis, scraping up all my savings, and I still don’t know how I’m going to keep making rent bc I’m so fucking broke. I don’t have any family nearby who support me and all my friends are in the exact same boat as me. I need help, badly. Here is a link to my Cash App, and if you could spare anything at all, it would be so greatly appreciated. If you want to help but can’t afford to, please reblog!!

Oh... oh... I honestly don't fully know what this is about, but I've a really bad feeling and might not want to know the details. Call me cowardly, but I don't want to get upset because these kinds of things make me REALLY upset...

But I don't think I need to know in order to see that cruel people have done and said some fucked up things to a creator about their own project.

Will be leaving welcome home for a while. With all the stuff of people disrespecting Clown and his wishes, it don’t feel right. Seriously guys, this is why we can’t have nice things x.x please just respect a creator and their rules and boundaries. He never had to share this with us in the first place and you guys are just taking things and running. To the point clown might not even continue the project. I’ll be focusing on other fandoms and my own ocs again and wait to see what happens with this.

I think this is a little late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR BLOG!

IM SORRY

WHAT?!

Guess I’ll have to draw something for this hvsgbj didn’t even know I’ve been around that long 👀

BUT AAAA HAPPY BIRF TO MY BLOG AND A BIG THANK YOU TO MY SUPPORTERS

You mean the thing with Bloodmoon? Oh, MAN that was genuinely creepy...

...I LOVED IT! 😁

The shots of him and Sun in the mirror, the "we can even move your arm", the fact that he could have survived but it could also be Sun losing his grip on reality, or it could be an entirely new Bloodmoon all together. I started the show in October, I think, so I don't know much about before then without reading about it from comments and such.

But something just seems off with him (them?). I don't think I've ever really heard Bloody swear or anything near that, but then there's that line "you are nothing more than a p*** stain on a rug" (ew).

It just doesn't sound like Bloody. Aren't they meant to be sort of childish is a really twisted way? He/They could really be anything at this point.

Also, I was just being silly asking about Sun's reaction. I wanted to say something that could make sense in context but still sounds completely random to anyone reading it. XD

Buuut if they did have a solid meaning, I'd say the volcano erupting would be Sun yelling and ranting right off the bat until his anger starts to be overwhelmed by pain, while the tsunami would be him starting off quietly, then his voice starts to rise with his rage and pain and THEN he yells and rants before falling apart.

By now it seems like anything could happen, but I have some catching up to do.

And with whatever direction they take...

I JUST WANT TO GIVE SUN A HUG, A CHANCE TO TALK, A NIGHTLIGHT, AND ENOUGH PILLOWS AND BLANKETS TO MAKE THE BEST PILLOW FORT EVER.

I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"

I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:

"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."

"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."

"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"

"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"

"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"

"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."

"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."

"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."

"It would be better for everyone if I died."

These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.

But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:

ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.

And Moon better listen well.