Group Hug Cry?

group hug … cry?

from “that’s my girl” to “that’s my wife”

Okay but it’s 5am why am I crying?

This is so so so cute and I love it so much 🥺

Hey would you be willing to do prompt #40 with Jisung?? Merci!

40. “I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.”

pairing: Jisung x gn!reader wc: 832 genre: Fluff warnings: Mention of food, reader has insecurities about being poor, use of pet name (baby)

This was a risky trip. Not just because photographers could snap a picture of you two together in public, that was honestly the last concern on your mind right now as Jisung laced his fingers into yours, lifting your hand off the cold train seat. No, you were terrified of what he would think of your apartment. Small, cramped, nearly empty... the textbook definition of a broke art student struggling to make ends meet. It amazed you that anyone would fall for you like this, let alone an idol that was probably rich enough to buy your entire apartment complex and then some.

"What's wrong?" Jisung's voice was a quiet whisper in your ear, slightly muffled by a mask. His hood was pulled up around his face, head down, with small tufts of hair poking out every time he shifted his gaze from the floor to you. He was told to always keep his head down when he was out with you, lest someone recognize his barely visible facial features and force this relationship to go public. Despite multiple warnings, he couldn't help but sneak glances at you when he felt it was safe. You were arguably the most beautiful person he had ever met, not looking at you felt disrespectful at best, especially considering how little time he got to spend with you.

"It's nothing, I promise." But it wasn't nothing, and you would have to face his opinion on you soon enough as the train called out the next stop.

-----

As soon as you both stepped through the door, apologies were spilling from your lips like a waterfall. You couldn't help it, you knew he was used to a spoiled and lavish life. All you could offer was a beat up couch, a small TV, and some cheap ramen in a styrofoam cup. Not much of a date, especially considering some of the expensive restaurants he had taken you to the few times his manager had approved an outing together.

"I might have enough money to order food, I'm not sure. I know there's not much here... I'm really sorry..." Your voice trailed off as Jisung took in his surroundings, gravitating towards the canvas in the corner with a sheet thrown over it. The emptiness and hurried apologies didn't seem to register at all, his focus entirely on the covered painting. Once the words had finally gotten through to him, his face turned somber.

"Baby, you don't have to apologize. I'm spending time with you and that's all that matters." He reached out for you as you approached, quickly pulling you into a tight hug sealed off with a series of quick kisses on your cheek. "I wasn't lying when I said that I loved you. I mean it, I love you for you. Not your money, your clothes, or how many material things you have."

"Jisung-"

"No more apologies, okay?" A grin swept across his face as he looked at you, eyes bright with excitement as you nodded. "Can I see what you're working on?" He gestured towards the canvas as he loosened his grip enough to let you wiggle out of his hold.

"It's not finished." You replied quietly as you lifted the sheet up, revealing a nearly finished painting. A dark sky speckled with stars above a very familiar figure, pointing up at the glittering sky with wonder in his eyes. You had painted the scene entirely from memory, the first time he was able to sneak away to spend time alone with you. He couldn't stray too far from the dorm, but you agreed to meet him somewhere dark enough to provide cover. It just so happened to be a clear night, every constellation visible in the night sky as you pointed them all out. Jisung was in awe, tracing the stars with his finger as you explained how they fit into various ancient mythologies. The exact scene you chose was one that had stuck in your mind forever - the moment he told you that he loved you. You were mid sentence when he blurted it out, unable to contain the emotion he felt as he watched you passionately talk about the stars and how they inspired you to create. It had caught you off guard at the time, but you quickly reciprocated the feelings, the 'love' word getting thrown between you two multiple times a day ever since.

"It's beautiful. Did you take a picture of me that I don't know about?" He questioned, studying all the finer details of the painting.

"I wish, it would've made a cute lock screen." You joked, a smile tugging at your lips. "I'm just really good at remembering things that changed my life." You could feel the love radiating from him as he looked back at you, trying to mimic the expression on his face that you had painted. "I may not have much, but I have you, and that's more than enough for me. I love you."

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Teddy Bear (H.HJ)

Word Count : 2513

Warnings : mentions of sexual assault, therapy, insomnia, nightmares

Synopsis : after multiple assaults, her mind is plagued with nightmares making it difficult to sleep. lucky for her, best friend Hyunjin offers to essentially be her teddy bear and protect her from all the monsters, real and imaginary. unlucky though, she realizes that her feelings aren't all that platonic after all.

Author's Note : thank you to anon for this request. I would just like to say I know everyone's experiences are different, but I wrote this based on my own experiences with SA, nightmares, and therapy. If anyone, absolutely anyone, needs to talk, do not be afraid to message me. My inbox is always open. You're not alone. I also just want to say that I am still working on the other requests I have received. I am officially on break from work for a while so I have a lot more time to write. So keep your eyes out because I'm posting a lot more often!

“Sounds like things are getting better.” Her therapist smiled, causing her to smile back, happiness spreading through her entire body. “How are the nightmares these days?” Her smile fell as she remembered all the sleepless nights, kept awake by the memories plaguing her mind every second of the day.

She remembered collapsing due to exhaustion in front of her best friend. How Hyunjin looked at her with so much concern when she woke up. You should have told me you were having nightmares, Y/n. She remembers him telling her, wiping away the tears that were streaming down her face. Call me if you can’t sleep. I’ll rush over here and fight off all the monsters in your mind. “Better now.” She finally answered, blinking back the tears that wanted so badly to fall.

“That’s great news! Now, remember you only have to tell me what you want, so if you want to, I’d love to hear how you’re fighting these nightmares.”

She thought back to the first night she called Hyunjin. Sitting in her bed, sweat mixing with her tears, staring at his contact. It was nearing two in the morning and she knew he had practice early that morning. But every time she closed her eyes, she could see her attackers face smirking at her like he won.

And in a way he did. He plagues her mind. She can’t sleep because of him. She can feel herself going insane, and she knows the people around her can see it. All her professors have given her extensions on her projects once the news hit the media. Her classmates, people she’s never bothered talking to before, looked at her with pity. Like she was weak, fragile, seconds away from breaking.

But she was done with letting him win. Hyunjin makes her feel safe. So she calls him. And within seconds he answered the phone, telling her he was on his way. Can we stay on the phone until you’re here? She had asked, Hyunjin agreeing immediately. Anything to make her feel better.

“I got a teddy bear.” She finally answered. Her therapist furrowed her brows together before asking how the bear helps her with the nightmares. “He’s really cuddly. And because of that he makes me feel safe. As long as I’m touching him in some way, it’s like the nightmares don’t exist. He promised to fight all the monsters plaguing my mind, and he’s doing a really good job.”

“How was therapy?” Hyunjin asked as the two of them left the office, walking towards the car. So many thoughts were running through her mind that she barely comprehended the question he asked. “Y/n?” She looked up at him, studying the look of concern in his eyes. She stared at him more intently than she ever has before. She stared at him until she didn’t see her best friend anymore.

She saw Hwang Hyunjin, visual, rapper, and dancer of Stray Kids. She saw what their fans saw. The handsome prince that gives his all in everything he does, including his friendships. Even the mask he was wearing couldn’t hide his handsome features. Since when has he been this handsome?

“Must have been a tough session. Let’s go get some food.” He slung his arm across her shoulders, practically dragging her the rest of the way to the car. She couldn’t help the blush that rose to her cheeks, so she looked away in hopes Hyunjin wouldn’t notice.

“Minho is going fry you in the air fryer if you miss practice, Jinnie.” She warned him as the two of them climbed into the back of the car, Hyunjin telling the driver her favourite restaurant to eat at when she’s down. “Jinnie, no. You need to go to practice.” She whined in hopes Hyunjin would change his mind, but he didn’t.

“Minho hyung will understand, Y/n, okay? You need me so I’m here.” The tears fell before she could stop them, causing Hyunjin to immediately jump into action, asking her what was wrong as he wiped away her tears.

“I’m so grateful for you, Jinnie.” She sniffled. Hyunjin halted his actions, looking at his best friend, his first love, with a small smile on his face, before chuckling and shaking his head at her.

“Don’t scare me like that again, Y/n.”

~

She woke up from her nightmare, sobbing into her hands as she asked why. Why was he still haunting her? Why did he do it in the first place? Why wasn’t she over the nightmares?

She reached for her phone before stopping, remembering that Stray Kids had an important meeting in the morning. She could survive one night without Hyunjin. She’s already bothered him everyday for a month. He’s probably sick of her by now. So instead of calling Hyunjin, she played some soft music and tried to get back to sleep.

She tossed and turned, her attackers face staring right back at her every time she closed her eyes. She was desperate for sleep, begging the universe to let her off easy just this once. But when her alarm went off, she still hadn’t been able to get back to sleep. Proud of you, pretty girl. You slept through the night without me there! I’m going to pick you up from class today since we have a free day after the meeting. Love you and see you soon!

She typed and deleted and retyped a million different messages before sending a generic, Can’t wait, love you too Jinnie. A part of her wanted to skip class; tell Hyunjin just to meet her at her dorm so she wouldn’t have to deal with people. But he’d ask questions, and she didn’t want him to know that she didn’t sleep at all. She’s not recovering. She’s not getting better. But he was proud of her. And those words alone brought tears to her eyes. What was there to be proud of?

“There’s my pretty girl!!” He exclaimed, hiding his face the best he could so no one swarmed them. “I was thinking of bringing you to the dorms today. The boys miss you and would love to see you!” Her body felt like it was going to give out on her any second, and the very thought of being in a house filled with 8 loud, clingy boys made her even more tired.

“I’m too tired for all of them today, Jinnie.” She pouted. “I was really excited to just go back to my dorm and cuddle.”

“Was it a long day today?” She shook her head. “Then did you have a difficult test?” She shook her head again. “You didn’t sleep last night, did you.” Hyunjin always knew her best. He was always the person to know when she was lying, ever since they were kids. It truly was a blessing, but right now it felt like a curse. “Why didn’t you call me?” His voice was louder than before, causing a few of the students exiting from the building to look at them.

“Can we talk about this when we’re in the safety of my dorm?” She begged, looking around her as if someone was going to leak Hyunjin’s secret life on the internet.

“Fine. But we’re talking about this.”

~

“Now speak.” He said as soon as her door was shut and locked. She tossed her bag on the floor beside her bed before flopping onto her bed. “You told me you’d call me whenever you couldn’t sleep.”

“I’m sorry, Jinnie.” She sat up as Hyunjin sat next to her, brushing the hair out of her face. “I didn’t want to bother you. You had an important meeting this morning. I didn’t want to wake you.” She looked down at her hands as she picked at the skin around her nails, unable to look up at Hyunjin.

“Hey, pretty girl, look at me.” He placed his pointer finger under her chin, making her meet his eyes. With his other hand, he wiped away the single tear that began rolling down her cheek. “You’re never a bother to me, okay?”

“Even when I call you everyday for a month straight because of stupid nightmares?”

“Your nightmares aren’t stupid, Y/n. You went through hell for a very long time. And you did it alone. I wasn’t there for you then, but I’m here for you now. Let me be here. Let me protect you.”

It hit her then. The butterflies. The racing heart. The need to be with him at all times. The feeling of protection whenever he was around. The giddiness whenever it was just the two of them.

As she sat next to her best friend on the bed in her dorm, she came to the realization that maybe her feelings weren’t all that platonic. Somewhere along the way, she fell in love with her best friend. And the feelings were exploding inside of her, demanding to be heard. Demanding to be felt.

And before she could stop herself, she was leaning in, placing her lips on Hyunjin’s in a quick peck before pulling away and running to her bathroom, locking the door behind her.

Hyunjin sat there, completely shocked by the events that just transpired. When he came to his senses, he immediately ran to the bathroom door, softly knocking on it, begging her to open the door. He could hear her muffled sniffles, a sign she was crying but didn’t want him to know. “Pretty girl.” He spoke softly.

“You can leave, Hyunjin. I’ll understand.” She said, trying her best to sound okay. Like she wasn’t about to sob. Like her heart wasn’t hurting at the idea of no longer having Hyunjin to turn to. Why did she have to kiss him? He’s one of the most wanted men in the country, able to have whoever he wanted. Why would he want her?

“I’m not going anywhere, pretty girl. You don’t have to come out until you’re ready. But I will be on the other side of this door until you do.” She could hear him plop onto the ground outside the door.

And so the two of them sat back to back with a door in between them. In complete silence. The only sounds were her sniffling that was slowing down. Hyunjin was happy to hear her cries slowly stopping. But she still made no movements to leave the bathroom, so he continued to sit and wait.

She wanted him to give up. She wanted him to leave so she could exit the bathroom and cry herself to sleep on her bed. She was exhausted and heartbroken, but she was stuck in her washroom unless she wanted to face the inevitable rejection. And she wasn’t sure she was ready for that. She would be eventually, but not today. Definitely not today. Not when she’s just come to terms with the fact that she’s in love with him.

“We’re going to have to talk eventually, you know.” Hyunjin spoke up from the other side of the door. “I meant it when I said I wasn’t leaving, Y/n.”

“Just reject me from there and go home, Hyunjin.” He was confused at first before remembering the kiss she gave him before locking herself in the bathroom. And that’s when he realized why she was hiding. She was embarrassed. She was worried. She was scared.

But there was no reason to be. Hyunjin has been in love with her since high school. She was the one that encouraged him to chase his dream, even when their other friends told him he’d never make it. She was the one that he turned to every time one of the other trainees looked down on his skill, telling him to just use his looks to debut. She’s the entire reason he’s apart of Stray Kids in the first place.

“I’m not going to reject you, Y/n.” She picked her head up from her knees at his words. Does that mean… “You know, I always pictured saying this for the first time to your face. But pretty girl, I’ve-“ Before he could finish his sentence, he was falling back into the bathroom as she opened the door.

“Don’t say it, Jinnie.” He quickly got to his feet, looking at her in confusion. “If you’re only going to say it to make me feel better, don’t say it. Please.” He cupped her face, wiping away the remnants of her tears.

“I’m in love with you.” He told her softly with a small smile on his face. “I’ve been in love with you for a long time now. So you don’t have to worry about rejection. Because you are the only person on this planet I will never reject.” He leaned closer, hesitating for only a second, before placing his lips on hers.

~

She woke up the next morning, wrapped in Hyunjin’s arms. She was used to this after waking up beside him for an entire month. But when she went to get up, Hyunjin pulled her back into bed, closer to his body, which was new. “Jinnie, I have to pee.” She whined as she tried to pry his arms off her body.

“But I don’t want to let go.” She rolled her eyes at her clingy boyfriend, but also couldn’t help but smile at how adorable he was.

“I will come right back.” He puckered his lips, but she didn’t indulge him, still trying to get out of his arms before she peed herself. “Hyunjin please.”

“One kiss.” He pouted before puckering his lips again.

“Since when did you become so clingy?” She giggled, pressing a kiss to his lips. He removed his arms, allowing her to get up.

“Since I confessed and no longer had to hide how much I love you and want to hold you and kiss you.” He called after her. She couldn’t help the blush that now dusted across her cheeks, her heart skipping a beat. She wishes she realized she loved him sooner, because now they have so much lost time to make up for.

She crawled back into his arms, pressing another kiss to his lips. “I’m so lucky to be loved by you, Jinnie.” She told him softly. He opened his eyes to look at her, tucking a few stray strands of hair behind her ear.

“Me falling for you was inevitable, pretty girl. You falling for me? That’s what’s lucky.” She could argue back with him, but she knew Hyunjin far too well. He was stubborn, evident by his sitting outside the bathroom for 3 hours the day before. So she let him win. But she knew in her heart that she truly was the lucky one. Falling in love with her best friend was far from the plan she had in her mind, but sometimes plans change. And dating Hyunjin? That was the best change she could have ever asked for.

With one final kiss pressed to his lips, she rested her head on his chest, slowly dozing off to the sound of his heartbeat.

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