Deadinside8 - Bloup

living is so fucking exhausting

having to stay alive for others is the worst felling ever cause you also feel guilty when they worry about you.

and at one point you start to think that you just want to stop existing

to put an end to your agonies

but the only thing you can do is look at the wall and fantasize about your death

because let's face it

It's the only thing that makes you feel something.

I'm not sad, but I'm not happy either. I can smile and joke around during the day. But sometimes when I'm alone at night, I don't know what to feel..

Another piece in the world of “the guys having breakdowns with their pets”

My boy couldnt even get his other shoe off.

sometimes i have too many emotions and sometimes i have none at all but i always always feel like i’m drowning