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Til Death Do Us Part

 Til Death Do Us Part

═ஓ๑Til Death Do Us Part๑ஓ═

Crybaby x gn!reader

Warnings: death, funerals, hallucinations, implied su1cid3

604 words

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The sound of rain fills your ears, blocking out the prayers of the pastor in the front of the group. You stare at the closed casket, taking in its details. You memorize the carvings on it, along with the engraving of her name. It was so intricate; just how she would’ve liked it.

Tears well in your eyes as they lower her into the ground, falling along with the raindrops coating your cheeks. You watch as people throw things into the six foot hole; crosses, flowers, necklaces, photos.

Time passes and you’re not sure how much. Minutes? Hours? You don’t really care anymore. The grass squishes underneath your shoes as you walk over to the place that held her deceased body. You sit on the ground, knowing you’re making a mess of your black clothing but you can’t find it in you to care. There’s already a small pool of water surrounding the wood encasing her.

You reach into your pocket, pulling out a necklace that she had gifted you for your birthday. She couldn’t make it to your party, and she felt horrible. You were upset, but now you would have given anything to go back and tell her that it was okay, that you didn’t care, that you were happy she was there then. A small clink is heard as you clasp it around your neck, toying with the metal that hangs from the chain.

Walking home felt like walking to the other side of the world; a waste of time. There wasn’t anything to look forward to. She was your everything. As you find yourself on the front steps of your house, you can’t find it in you to open the door. Everything in there felt like too much to deal with. You stand there for an unknown amount of time before you unlock the door, and it takes a great amount of strength to step inside.

You take off your shoes and coat, leaning your back against the door. A quiet sob breaks through your throat as you slide down onto the floor, bringing your knees to your chest. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. Not at all. You and her were supposed to live together in a cottage somewhere far away from everything, dancing together in the rain. Now the rain reminds you of her funeral.

You miss running your fingers through her silky hair, or helping her dye her blonde side different colours. You miss talking shit about school, the Principal and the bullies. You miss playing with her at recess, sitting on the swings even though you weren’t supposed to. You miss singing with her as you bake cake and cookies. You miss her soft lips on yours, her hands playing with your hair as you both break away giggling softly with your foreheads pressed together.

Now, that all feels so distant. Like it was so long ago, or maybe it never happened.

Your head lifts up after what seems like forever, your eyes puffy and red from crying. Small sniffles emit from you as you stand up, following the source of quiet cries coming from your bedroom. You open the door, and see nothing. As you walk into the room, the door slams shut with a loud sob in the air. You rub your eyes and the doors open; the crying stops. You feel a gentle tap on your shoulder and you turn around to be met with nothing. Maybe you’re going crazy.

Or maybe now that you find yourself on the balcony, looking down two stories, this seems like it’s the best option.

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11 months ago

omg ty babes💕🎀

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A/N: This is so silly, definitely not self indulgement.

Type: Romantic/platonic, fluff, headcanons

About reader: Reader talks very slowly, have creepy hobbies and is very mysterious.

Warnings: Decapitation mentions, gore mentions, reader literally wants to sacrifice Jax, Jax is being haunted by you, NOT PROOFREAD, i just did this because yes.

Song: Dollhouse

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CAINE ✮⋆˙

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୨୧ I dont really think Caine would be really scared or creeped out by you at the start, because he's an AI so, his reaction would be a totally different than the others, i can see him complimenting you actually.

୨୧ When you first got into the circus, you were just so eerily... calm? it impressed him a bit since everybody freaked out whenever they got to the circus, thats the first thing that kinda got him curious, but he just brushed it off when he found out its just in ur nature.

୨୧ When you talk slowly and smoothly like those creepy characters, he would just get a bit impatient, Caine is a very eletric and excited robot, so i dont really think he would have much patience with you when you start talking.

୨୧ One thing that can annoy him a bit is the fact you were just so mysterious, you werent really present on the adventures and when you were you just would blend in the background and didnt really do much, it was like you were a digital ghost or something.

୨୧ He would question the others of why they were so creeped by you, like i said, your weird nature wouldnt really have an effect on him so its very likely that he wont get why the others are so scared of you.

୨୧ About how he reacts to your creepy hobbies; he just doesnt really finds it age appropriate, like, why do you have so much gory drawings?! why do you keep trying to decapitate Jax?? to use his head as a souvenir?! reader!! that is not age appropriate!

୨୧ He would try to drive you away from those creepy hobbies, only upsetting you and making you "calmly" threat him saying you would make him eat his own eyes, but it was an empty threat since you cant do much to the RINGMASTER of the circus, and it didnt really work but oh well.

୨୧ He finds your character unique because it can 'almost blend in the dark easily' and he says that because one day he went out in the night to just wander around since he's an AI and doesn't really need sleep and... thats when he saw you, putting a message with a cute bow wrapped knife in Jax's door... you looked really nice in the dark btw.

୨୧ Yeah, overall, he just thinks you are another silly goof.

۶♡ৎ “...[NAME] you cant say that.”

JAX ۶♡ৎ

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୨୧ Fuck.

୨୧ I think Jax would be really fucked up, he made a HUGE mistake when he tried testing your patience at first, calling you "edgelord" and etc, he got a chance at first when you just decided to ignore him, but, he tried his luck again by trying to nag you with his pranks.

୨୧ He laughed at you threatening to give him 'a DIY plastic surgery' on his face, thinking you were just trying to be a "edgy kid"... until your brutal payback..

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୨୧ The others praise you because whenever your in the same room as Jax, he shuts up for the first time and as long as you're present in the same room as him, he wont bug anyone and that makes everybody so much happier.

୨୧ He has to check his door for traps EVERY MORNING to not get greeted with a knife to his forehead or worse: with you instead.

୨୧ You probably haunt his dreams, Jax probably had a nightmare that had you included, oh wow you have officially turned into Jax's living nightmare, like why is this happening to him?! is this karma for his pranks?! god help him.

୨୧ He hates you and your voice and everything about you! Thanks to you, now everybody has an argument to mock him, thanks to YOU everybody knows he's not that tough, even Gangle laughed at him!

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11 months ago

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11 months ago

İ have a request

How would tadc react to a indie core reader?like you know like.. bright collors? İ would love to send photo about the indie core but you can find in Pinterest too

And maybe listening indie songs like Artick Monkeys (they are not same but it would be Interesting)

İ saw that you don't have tadc things yet and i though you are new at this, tell me if i am wrong, i loved your vibe, i like coquette and melanie too

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꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷TADC x Indie!Reader꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷

Since you didn’t specify which characters, I picked the ones I was most interested in writing. If you’d like a part two, let me know💗

I’m also screaming because it deleted my drafts four times, so I’m so sorry if it seems rushed. I couldn’t really find any unfiltered photos of the style so I just made it with those colours in mind.

Warnings: none

Characters: Caine, Gangle, Pomni

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Caine

- He thinks you fit the circus’s theme really well! He’ll definitely compliment you a lot, even in front of people. And with a hand on your waist.

- Caine loves giving you gifts. It’s actually a bit much. You once heard a knock at your door and when you opened it, you were toppled by necklaces, shoes, and shirts. He didn’t even notice and thought you were somewhere else. He came back eventually, when he didn’t find you. Felt kind of bad… but not really. It’s the thought that counts!

- He wouldn’t let you dress him up a lot, he wants to look professional. Maybe at night time he’ll let you, but in the morning it’s all off. Don’t take it personally, he loves it, but it just doesn’t go with his whole look. He might have a bracelet hidden under his coat though.

- Expect knock off CDs or vinyls of your favorite bands or artists and something to play them. He’ll cut the explicit songs out or censor them. Imagine listening to a song and hearing BOING! in the middle of it..

- He’d learn a lot about your favorite artists and will end up yapping about it to anyone who will listen, including you.

Gangle

- She adores your style! It’s so pretty and it’s very artsy. She would definitely make you things like jewelry or something to put on your wall.

- I HC Gangle’s body weighs about as much as a humans, so she would let you dress her up. 100% wears a necklace of yours. Except during IHA, she doesn’t want it to break or get lost!

- She likes to draw or paint colourful things for you, and would give them to you when she’s done. Kind of shy about it, but that doesn’t make her gift less sincere. Actually, it makes it cuter.

- She finds your music taste interesting. It’s not really for her, but she’ll listen to it with you. It’s a nice bonding experience! Just make sure to listen to her music too.

Pomni

- If this wasn’t the circus, she wouldn’t think about it much, but it’s just so colourful… she doesn’t really like it a lot to be honest.

- It just reminds her of the place she’s stuck in now, especially if your clothes are as colourful as the filters, but that doesn’t mean she’ll tell you that. She doesn’t want you to feel bad.

- Pomni wouldn’t let you dress her up, honestly. She might wear a bracelet or a small clip to put on her hat, but not much more. It’s nothing against you, but it would just make her feel a bit more trapped. And plus you’d have to touch her to put on everything, and she’s not ready for that.

- She’s not against your style, it’s pretty! But it’s not for her. You might have to dial it down a little if you two are alone. Maybe with less bright colours.

- She actually thinks your music taste is nice though. She’ll lay next to you while you play it or read a book and just listen to it. It tickles her brain in a funny way. After an IHA that particularly drains her, she might go to her or your room and just curl up and listen to music with you.